back!

im back! sorry for not updating. (not that anyone reads my blog). LOL. have been away in penang. reached home at 6.0pm and by 8.00pm im in SKE for hwc. helping out. now its already 5.47am but im not asleep yet tho i have a headache. GOSH. bless me. alrites update later tata.

like this..

look at the girl. thats how i feel now. sad. disappointed. many reasons to it. anyway i finished my SPM today. last paper was none other than accounts. it was blardy tough i tell you. ok mayb only i felt that way, coz i spent my 4 days celebrating. *bodo mia elynn, tak sedar diri!* i thought i would feel happy feeling the post exams feeling, but i guess i was wrong. A big and extra huge pile of books and papers are waiting to be cleared. and i have no one to pass the books to. got alot of book kay!! some only touch twice. LOL. so anyway, overall for my papers, i guess its quite OKAY. no comments on results. when results out only i tell k. haha. come to think of it, i actually DO miss school. and friends. its sad to think that 5 years have gone, after spending so so much time together, we gota part ways. to start off with, aku kena pergi jadi heroine. LOL. i miss my friends so much. especially esper, eunice and wendy. three of them have always been there for me, and i dare say, the four of us have stuck with each other too long to be true. we know each other so well. so PLEASE.. my dear friends, ALL OF YOU.. keep in touch. the only sweet memory of my high school will be my friends and the much fun we had. i doubt teachers, school work, etc will make me happy. haha. ok gota stop that part. sudah emo lah! haha. oh and i still cant believe im 17! man, i feel so young! haha! TODAYis 1st of december.. and here, i would like to wish a special friend HAPPY BIRTHDAY. its none other than the pretty gorgeous beautiful sweet caring... EUNICE TEOH HUEY LI!!! =) love you eunice! hehe! ok i gota chao. take care peeps. will be back. =)

i see the light.

while some of my friends are already FEELING the light, i can only STARE now. =( 9 papers down, 2 to go. I CAN DO IT! anyway i was OH SO DEPRESSED from my physics paper. yes i still am. and i will be. why can i never do the right thing in exam? but when im studying and all i CAN? crappy shits. anyway when i got home, mum was so so excited. i HAD no idea why. i was trying to hide my depressed look. but then... mummy : ELYNN! faster faster! letter! (well i thought it was some HUGE important letter. stating i got in some college to got some HUGE scholarship.. or not also won a contest.) me : what letter? mummy : NS lah! papa didnt tell u ah? me : so fast? they say 27th only some out? mummy : dunoo.. faster open. just now me and che che wana open but papa say wait for u to open. me : okok. (*SHEAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK* tear the envelope. too exceited. hehe!) *search search.. nama : ELYNN SUAH ** **** no k/p: ******-**-**** nama kem : KEM SEMBRONG, BATU PAHAT me : YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!! not melaka! OMG JOHOR! AIR HITAM! PAPA!!!! I GET AIR HITAM! YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! (yes i was overjoyed. dad was outside in the garden. haha!) mummy : HAR? johor? air hitam? THATS SO FAR! me : yeappppppppp. yay! ELAINEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE I GOT AIR HITAM! (but she was sleeping. swt.) anyway i started sms-ing friends and all. hmm.. excited lar. LOL. at that moment i forgot totally abt my physics d. haha! and i just messaged my cousin on msn to tell him that and this is what he said.. "eh that camp alot people die wan!" SWT! anyway. happy NS people! haha.

empty.

ok. suddenly i FEEL for the lyrics of this song. sorry no long updates.. just lyrics. SPM LAH!

The Click Five Empty lyrics

Tried to take a picture Of love Didn't think I'd miss her That much I wanna fill this new frame But it's empty Tried to write a letter In ink It's been getting better I think I got a piece of paper But it's empty It's empty Maybe we're trying Trying too hard Maybe we're torn apart Maybe the timing Is beating our hearts We're empty And I even wonder If we Should be getting under These sheets We could lie in this bed But it's empty It's empty Maybe we're trying Trying too hard Maybe we're torn apart Maybe the timing Is beating our hearts We're empty Oh oh Oh oh Oooooh Oh oh Oh oh Maybe we're trying Trying too hard Maybe we're torn apart Maybe the timing Is beating our hearts We're empty (Maybe we're trying) (Trying too hard) (Maybe we're torn apart) We're empty (Maybe the timing) (Is beating our hearts) We're empty

gotta be somebody.

This time, I wonder what it feels like To find the one in this life, the one we all dream of But dreams just aren't enough So I'll be waiting for the real thing, I'll know it by the feeling The moment when we're meeting, will play out like a scene Straight off the silver screen So I'll be holding my own breath, right up 'til the end Until that moment when, I find the one that I'll spend forever with Cause nobody wants to be the last one there Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares Someone to love with my life in their hands There's Gotta Be Somebody for me like that Cause nobody wants to do it all on their own And everyone wants to know they're not alone There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere There's gotta be somebody for me out there Tonight, out on the street, out in the moonlight And dammit this feels too right, it's just like deja vu Me standing here with you So I'll be holding my own breath, could this be the end Is it that moment when, I find the one that I'll spend forever with Cause nobody wants to be the last one there Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares Someone to love with my life in their hands There's gotta be somebody for me like that Cause nobody wants to do it all on their own And everyone wants to know they're not alone There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere There's gotta be somebody for me out there You can't give up, looking for a diamond in the rough You never know,when it shows up, make sure you're holding on Cause it could be the one, the one you're waiting on Cause nobody wants to be the last one there And everyone wants to feel like someone cares Someone to love with my life in their hands There's gotta be somebody for me, oh Nobody wants to do it all on their own And everyone wants to know the night alone There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere There's gotta be somebody for me out there Nobody wants to be the last one there Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere There's gotta be somebody for me out there

LOVEBUG.

Called her for the first time yesterday finally found the missing part of me felt so close, but you were far away left me without anything to say Now I'm speechless over the edge I'm just breathless I never thought that I'd catch this love bug again Hopless Head over heels in the moment I never thougt that I'd get hit by this love bug again I can't get your smile out of my mind (can't get you out of my mind) I think about your eyes all the time You beautiful but you don't even try (don't even, don't even try) modesty is just so hard to find Now I'm speechless Over the edge I'm just breathless I never thought that I'd catch this love bug again Hopless head over heels in the moment I never thought that I'd get hit by this love bug again Kissed her for the first time yesterday Everthing I wished that it would be suddenly I forgot how to speek Hopless, Breathless baby, can't you see NOW I'M [guitar solo] Now I'm speechless over the edge I'm just breathless I never thought that I'd catch this love bug again Now I'm hopeless head over heels in the moment I never thought that I'd catch this love bug again whoa Love bug again

Beyonce- If i was a boy.

If I were a boy, even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning and throw on what I wanted and go
Drink beer with the guys, and chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted and I'd never get confronted for it
Cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy, I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken so they think that I was sleeping alone
I'd put myself first and make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she'd be faithful, waiting for me to come home
To come home

If I were a boy
I think I could understand, oh-oh-oohh-oh
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake, think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You got it wrong

But you're just a boy
And you don't understand (yea, you don't understand, oh!)
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Because you've taken her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

But you're just a boy




yes. YOU. are just a boy. you will never get it. will you?
=)

drowned.

ol. so that pic was my friendster profile picture. who cares. i am currently drowned in my worries. i dont look like im worried, or im drowning in it but i THINK i am. ask my friend. erm.. dont mana mention it here. Every two days or so i will look for him for advise, for motivation, and for confidence. despite having so many A's for trials, im not convinced and confident to get straights for spm. whats wrong with me? so yes, im drowning now. i have so many things to worry about. exam. SPM. future. scholarships. NS. HWC. weight. stamina. personal. health. tuitions. financial. him. family. friends. driving exam. expectations. and many others. of course, SPM first. and how i wish i can say this is my last post till after SPm, but i KNOW it wont be. LOL. sometimes i wish i can turn back time. but nope. life doesnt work this way. i dont want to grow up. i want to be the cute girl, the naive one, the one who cries coz i dont get the toy i want, the one who runs and plays with swings ans see saws without anyone laughing, etc. i dont like to grow up. coz growing up means the people around you will grow old. it means losing those you lose. it means going through suffering and sickness and eventually death. but the truth is, this is life. this is the gift of life we should cherish. the buddha said, life is suffering. we go through birth, suffer, we get sick, and we eventually die. nothing is permanent. sorry, im a strong buddhist. i was just looking through my blog. and i came across the post on mini camp. i wont be helping out in mini camp this year. =( SPM lah! anyway i had vegetarian dinner in SKE yesterday. and i gota say, Ske has a place in my heart. A place where it can never be replaced, i love that place. i had so much memories with it. and one day, as much as i want to go overseas and neevr come back, i promise i will be back to serve SKE. i will. =) and yes. i am sad and a lil depressed over some personal stuff. but its ok. i know my friends and family, and my numver 2-5 (go guess who), stil loves me and will always have my back. i hope. no matter what happens, i think its all karma, and theres always a way to correct what is wrong. and im glad my life so far has been fun, and extraordinary. going thru hardships is lumrah hidup anyway. haha what am i crappping again? oh, btw, SPM isnt the end of the world. thank buddha for that. but it does determine your future. great. so i have less than 3 weeks to determine my future. i wonder what the future holds for me, or rather, what am i going to do to determine my future. LOL. okok. its a long post. sorries. gtg. tata!

of working hard and dreaming.

people say.. "dream like u never dreamt before". yeah i think its something like that. i admit lar i have been FREAKING extremely lazy and relaxed after trials. its bad. i know. but i cant help it. i dont know whats wrong. i watch "the pursuit of happyness" earlier. well i didnt really watched it all la. just the ending. its about a father and son. the mom left them. and the father didnt have any job. and they had no money and no place to stay. the father would carry with them all their baju in a suitcase all over town. Fortunately, he got a part time job at some company. i think its some company dealing with shares and all. he worked hard. everyday, even though they only had enough for themselves, like orang melayu say, "kais pagi makan pagi kais petang makan petang", they still loved each other very much. they would put up at a church. and the father would donate blood, to get some money when they really pokai d. there was one part, the father said, "when i was young, when i got good grades for my history tests, i knew one day i would be someone big." and then he continued, "but as the years passed, it seems like i have become nothing, no one." and the story continues. oh, btw, even tho he just has enough money, he still sends his son to school. kindergarten i think. anyway, he worked very hard to find people, and to convince them to buy the shares and ionvest. in the end, he managed to tarik lots of people, hence boosting the companie's erm.. profit? gee i duno lah! so, u know how people who only work part time have to stop working right? well, the say came and he was called into the boss' office. to his shock, he was employed. this meant, he was going to have a REAL job. and earn fixed salary every month for him and his son. he cried when he was told the good news. and he was so so so happy, that he went out of the office bulding, to his son's kindergarten, picked him up, and hugged him. and then he said.. "at that moment, i felt it- HAPPINESS". when i saw that, i was almost in tears. yeah, im kinda emo during movies and all. but then, i think to myself.. THATS what i want in march next year. to have tears of joy in my eyes, in my parents' eyes. i want it. my 11 A1's. i want that. but i have to work for it. the movie proves everything doesnt it? you work hard, you try hard, you dont give up, you have faith in yourself, you believe that things will get better. and walla! the perfect outcome awaits you. yaya. but its easier said than done. and that line.. the one on scoring an A in history test. it proves that doesnt mean we emerge triumphant now, we will succeed in life, in out future. and vice versa. we should not be over confident of ourselves. this, is an extremely good movie. i wana watch it again. after SPM. haha. anyway sigh. i dont know why my life is so screwed up now except the fact that my trial results are ok, but not good. whats wrong with everything la?

Chiquitita

Chiquitita, tell me what's wrong You're enchained by your own sorrow In your eyes there is no hope for tomorrow How I hate to see you like this There is no way you can deny it I can see that you're oh so sad, so quiet Chiquitita, tell me the truth I'm a shoulder you can cry on Your best friend, I'm the one you must rely on You were always sure of yourself Now I see you've broken a feather I hope we can patch it up together Chiquitita, you and I know How the heartaches come and they go and the scars they're leaving You'll be dancing once again and the pain will end You will have no time for grieving Chiquitita, you and I cry But the sun is still in the sky and shining above you Let me hear you sing once more like you did before Sing a new song, Chiquitita Try once more like you did before Sing a new song, Chiquitita So the walls came tumbling down And your love's a blown out candle All is gone and it seems too hard to handle Chiquitita, tell me the truth There is no way you can deny it I see that you're oh so sad, so quiet Chiquitita, you and I know How the heartaches come and they go and the scars they're leaving You'll be dancing once again and the pain will end You will have no time for grieving Chiquitita, you and I cry But the sun is still in the sky and shining above you Let me hear you sing once more like you did before Sing a new song, Chiquitita Try once more like you did before Sing a new song, Chiquitita Try once more like you did before Sing a new song, Chiquitita

Ants

The Ant Philosophy

Over the years I've been teaching kids about a simple but powerful concept - the ant philosophy.

I think everybody should study ants. They have an amazing four-part philosophy, and here is the first part: ants never quit. That's a good philosophy. If they're headed somewhere and you try to stop them; they'll look for another way. They'll climb over, they'll climb under, they'll climb around. They keep looking for another way. What a neat philosophy, to never quit looking for a way to get where you're supposed to go.

Second, ants think winter all summer. That's an important perspective. You can't be so naive as to think summer will last forever. So ants are gathering in their winter food in the middle of summer.

An ancient story says, "Don't build your house on the sand in the summer." Why do we need that advice? Because it is important to think ahead. In the summer, you've got to think storm. You've got to think rocks as you enjoy the sand and sun.

The third part of the ant philosophy is that ants think summer all winter. That is so important. During the winter, ants remind themselves, "This won't last long; we'll soon be out of here." And the first warm day, the ants are out. If it turns cold again, they'll dive back down, but then they come out the first warm day. They can't wait to get out.

And here's the last part of the ant philosophy. How much will an ant gather during the summer to prepare for the winter? All that he possibly can. What an incredible philosophy, the "all-that-you-possibly-can" philosophy.

Wow, what a great philosophy to have - the ant philosophy. Never give up, look ahead, stay positive and do all you can.

someone refers to me as an insect. or maybe pest. its sort of the same. so what? i can be an ANT!

ANTS never give up FYI.

or butterfly. they're pretty. =)

so yeah. who cares. even IF i am a pest/insect, im a strong one. no pesticide can kill me now. well, only SPM can. haha. im a pest with good intentions! im no parasite or watever.. im just some pest trying to warn humans of some danger.

and is this wat i get after all my good intentions and all i have done? GREAT.

oh well, as they say, once an insect, always an insect.

i understand that humans are scared of insects and constantly kill it with no sympathy. but im not scared of insects and i dont kill me.

conclusion : I STILL LOVE MYSELF.

heck with whatever people wana call me. i am still me! =)

=)

i'll be ok. no.. i will do good.. no. i'll do great! yeah! =) just boosting my confidence. hehe! i love my frens! rock on! =)

May the angels protect you Trouble neglect you And heaven accept you when its time to go home May you always have plenty The glass never empty And know in your belly You¹re never alone May your tears come from laughing You find friends worth having As every year passes They mean more than gold May you win and stay humble Smile more than grumble And know when you stumble You're never alone Never alone Never alone I'll be in every beat of your heart When you face the unknown Wherever you fly This isn't goodbye My love will follow you stay with you Baby you're never alone I have to be honest As much as I want it I’m not gonna promise that cold winds won't blow So when hard times have found you And your fears surround you Wrap my love around you You're never alone Never alone Never alone I'll be in every beat of your heart When you face the unknown Wherever you fly This isn't goodbye My love will follow you stay with you Baby you're never alone May the angels protect you Trouble neglect you And heaven accept you when its time to go home So when hard times have found you And your fears surround you Wrap my love around you You're never alone Never alone Never alone I'll be in every beat of your heart When you face the unknown Wherever you fly This isn't goodbye My love will follow you stay with you Baby you're never alone My love will follow you stay with you Baby you're never alone time arent good now. no matter wat sayang, i will always be here. p/s: sayang is my di di ok! =) oh, i lovvee my books too! haha!

at times in life..

sometimes in life, you are forced to make difficult decisions. always know your priorities. do things you NEED to do, not what you WANT to do. it makes a huge difference. =) thanks friends, for always being there.

trial exam is over! but here comes the worse part. RESULTS. sigh. got back a few papers d. yeah got my A1 for all those, FOR NOW only. but i dont seem to be contented. whats wrong with me? gosh elynn! now.. look at the picture. thats how i feel. lols. but dont worry.. me wont commit suicide. too young for that! haha. still gota achieve my dreams u know.. hehe! and one definite subject to miss out my A is BIOLOGY. but i love my teacher. she seems optimistic. last week.. Teacher : ELYNN.. i wana cekik you! the alveolus question.. i said before already.. must comepare.. etc etc etc. me : oh.. aiyah nvm la. Teacher : you know out of 10 marks u get how much or not? 4 only! me : sigh.. ok. to tell the truth, i TOUGHT i did compare the right way. but guess i was wrong. heck la. and then.. sambung conversation.. me : teacher, my paper how? teacher : okok laa.. ok. so once u hear her say OK OK la.. means its NOT GOOD. she's very optimistic. and my marks very BAD ok. oh.. then after getting back paper 2.. me : aiyoh teacher.. die lar die larr.. no A already la.. teacher : this time no A, SPM can wan la.. now thats why i love her! =) and my add maths.. suicide. i lost 10 marks coz im so careless! and.. i lose 1 mark coz the teacher said improper fraction cant be accpeted. sad. die. duno can get A anot. =( i must be contented. MUST BE CONTENTED. must be disciplined. MUST BE DISCIPLINED. MUST MUST MUST! sad lah. i just cant seem to get bio and sejarah in my head. no wait, i CAN. must say i CAN. nasiblar, got frens to push me and give me advice. hehe! thanks everyone! ok.. now.. back to my room to read.. i hope. after finish reading about the hadron collider la. hehe! nite everyone!

dreams

i look and feel like that now. or so i think. yeah. im in the middle of my trials. if you wnaa know how the papers were, its BAD. extreme. dont think can reach target this time, again. sigh. forget it. dowana be sad coz of some bunch of papers. hehe! you know, everyone has dreams. and aspiration. most people wana be rich, famous, etc etc. as for me, i dont want to be extremely rich. of course i wana achieve my dreams to be an aeronautical engineer, or aviation engineer pun jadilah. i dont know how far it'll be reality, but well, im hoping for the best of course. anyway, i used to dream of being rich, the richest in the world and all. but now, i dont want that. all i want is a happy and simple life. im not desperate for a nobel prize, im not hungry for fame, im not thirsty for extreme richess. i just want a happy, simple life, filled with love from friends and family. i want to earn enough money to buy a car for me, and for my parents, to buy a nice comfortable house for me and my parents (hopefuly in UK), to shop and indulge in my fav brand once in a while, and most of all to help other people. i doubt i will have kids. i mean, for now, i dont want to. i prefer adoption, for now. many kids in the world do not have parents now.. so i guess i'll do the world a favour by adopting one or two. mayb like angelina jolie or smtg. i dont know. i just want to help people. i feel happy when i help them. and make them happy. and thats my dream. i dont aim to be extreme.. i just need a simple happy life. now now, how did i get here? haha. so out of topic d. neway.. trials is important lar. sighs. gota chiao. oh one more, "you have tha ability to shrink your dreams to fit reality, or to stretch reality to fit your dreams." I, choose the latter. what about you? =)

how did you spend your 31st August?

as we all know, 31st august is our national day. when i was in form 2 and 4, i had to wake up very early on 31st august, slip into my girl guide uniform, and march, and march.. from bandar hilir to kubu. then, i, or rather we (my frens and i) would complain non stop. waking up early on a public holiday to march, when no one actually wants to see you. all the people want to see is the army truck, the beca and all. but this year, i feel different. yes, i admit im a patrioric person. im stand straight whenever negaraku plays, im proud of malaysia despite the politics and all. so, lets start with friday. 29th august, schools had their merdeka celebrations. as much as i wanted to ponteng to study, i felt it was important for me to attend and see what our school has prepared. it was raining that morning. but thank god, pn zaharah said assembly on as usual. and this time, we get to bring our chairs to the tapak perhimpunan! so that our butts wont have water patches after assembly. now, thats one interesting thing for a start! not in my whole 5 years of being in mgss we are allowed to bring our chairs and sit on chairs during assembly. hehe! then, the pangacara majlis started off by giving us some facts on malaysia and merdeka. and then.. here comes another interesting part! the cadet polis marched in and took the flag frm our gpk 1! smtg like in those sports events and all. yeah i know im suaku but nv really happened right in front of my eyes before maa.. sumore i sat in front! hehe. then after that they march and raise the flag while we sang negaraku and melaka maju jaya. and after tht there were performances. i like the sketch. so well done. =) enjoyed it to the max. then after tht lessons as usual. =( ok, on 31st august, i woke up early.. and decided to follow the school bus. my girl guides had to go for marching so i tagged along. patriotic mah. wana go see ali rustam. hehe! when i reached school, the guides were surprised to see me. lol. so i followed them and had fun with them. i went to the main stage there to see the performances. i like it. i like the rejimen askar melayu. their uniform so NICE! and they march.. fuhlamak! and and and.. their band... i just love it. i was just standing behind the fella who plays the.. erm.. i duno wat instrument is that. but as usual, the TYT came late. till one askar pengsan! so scary. oh yes.. and theres this family who stood beside me. the son was erm.. not normal. down symdrome i think. anyways, i think he felt hot and suddenly he ran, and wated to take off his shirt. his dad stopped him. and everyone was looking at them. i mean, please lah like tht aso wan see? and then i heard those people saying "ohh cacat..". hey people, cant u use a better word? OKU or smtg. cacat sounds so.. cacat. anyway, the dad managed to control the boy. then his mum and two sisters were beside me. and i heard the elder sis (but younger than the boy), saying 'benci' and all. i didnt wana believe wat i think im hearing. but anyway i kept quiet and she continued saying, "benci lah. dia tu. malukan ayah, malukan mak, malukan keluarga." and my instant reaction was WTF? but i kept quiet, tho i felt like slapping her. her mum replied , "sabar la. nanti mak ayah tak ada dah, saiap nak jaga abang?". and the girl continued to mumble. she was angry, with her brother. and then her mum said they wanted to go home or something, but she didnt want to. she said, "biarlah ayah ngan dia aje yang balik. i nak tengok lagi." ah yes, i appreciate their semangat patriotik. but.. sigh. its so saddening ryte? im still so angry with her. u wana know what i think? i think SHE is the one who has malukan ayah, malukan mak, malukan keluarga. gosh. such thinking. one day, one day.. she will get back her balasan. mayb she an OKU anak or smtg. tho i hope not. gee, i hope she wont read this blog. oh wait, im sure she wont. she's not civilised to go online. XD anyway after all those the TYT arrived, then he hormat. then the rejiman askar melayu played negaraku. after tht, TYT check the perbarisan. then, negaraku again. then continue lar.. well, i malas to update d. but one things for sure, i did enjoy myself this merdeka. i know i did something for my country this merdeka. did you? tepuk dada tanya selera

the guides being all impatient

rejimen askar melayu's band!

i was standing quite close to this fella. hehe!

erm, i think it was mohd li rustam arriving

ali rustam beri hormat

TYT arriving. (eh? not malaysian made car?!?!)

lafaz rukun negara and laungan merdeka from this MHS guy. sorry duno name. hehe

deklamasi sajak

mr ronald hendricks conducting the choir from syarikat air melaka singing patriotic songs

VIP kibar bendera while sing patriotic songs.

dance by school children

GUIDES!

near main stage

at erm.. near jalan kubu

melaka, malaysia, pandu puteri flag.

well, thats all. im proud to be a malaysian. are you?

To Remember Me

To Remember Me by Robert Noel Test. The day will come when my body will lie upon a white sheet neatly tucked under four corners of a mattress located in a hospital busily occupied with the living and the dying.

At a certain moment a doctor will determine that my brain has ceased to function and that, for all intents and purposes, my life has stopped.

When that happens, do not attempt to instill artificial life into my body by the use of a machine. And don't call this my deathbed. Let it be called the Bed of Life, and let my body be taken from it to help others lead fuller lives.

Give my sight to a man who has never seen a sunrise, a baby's face or love in the eyes of a woman.

Give my heart to a person whose own heart has pain.

Give my blood to the teen-ager who was pulled from the wreckage of his car, so that he might live to see his grandchildren play.

Give my kidneys to one who depends on a machine to exist from week to week.

Take my bones, every muscle, every fiber and nerve in my body and find a way to make a crippled child walk.

Explore every corner of my brain.

Take my cells, if necessary, and let them grow so that, someday, a speechless boy will shout at the crack of a bat and a deaf girl will hear the sound of rain against her windows.

Burn what is left of me and scatter the ashes to the winds to help the flowers grow.

If you must bury something, let it be my faults, my weaknesses and all my prejudice against my fellow man.

Give my sins to the devil. Give my soul to God. If, by chance, you wish to remember me, do it with a kind deed or word to someone who needs you.

If you do all I have asked, I will live forever.

dengan bangganya saya mengumumkan..

TAHNIAH. 910401045*** ELYNN SUAH EE HUEI (saya) telah terpilih untuk menyertai PLKN sesi 6/2009. yeah! haha. i screamed and hugged my parents! happy weh.. no joke. you might think im crazy but im not. i think it will be fun. haha. do come and visit me ok. bring more BAK for me. lols. haha. but for now, trials is the latest 'exciting' thing. and im currently getting ready for my date with mr. SPM today my teacher said i need to go for a diet camp. o.O that bad kah? i dont think so lor. i love my body. (not always tho) but im thankful my body is fitter than some other people's and definitely smaller compared to the sumo wrestlers. so yeah, i have got ntg to complain. let the teacher say what she wants to say. i think her house no mirror. she herself not that thin lah. =/ the olympics is NICE. cool. but i dont like it when it comes to victory ceremony. sometimes i get so touched by the winners who are humble, tht i can feel tears filling my eyes. i really kesian those frm poor countries. they work so hard, get gold medal, and what do they get? i bet the government dont give them 1 million, half a million, or 300 000. i really respect them for that. for winning the gold. its so nice. one day people, ONE FINE DAY, maybe in my next life or something, i WILL win a gold in the olympics. haha. oh, and abt chong wei's match.. watched it yesterday at melissa's house with some other frens. chong wei didnt really give a good fight. but its ok.. he's still THE hero. to me. i think lin dan sucks. as in attitude wise. bleghs! so yeah. chong wei rocks la. =P hmm.. wat to type sumore? oh yeah. i realise.. that most of us, what we do, and what we want to achieve, is not only influenced by what WE want, but because we want to make our parents proud. well, at least i do. =) so, im gona chao now. to get ready for my date with mr trials and mr spm, and there after make my parents extremeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeely proud. XD tata.

trials.

ok. this time, i wana tell everyone smtg. trials is a month away. im not prepared. but i will be. i must be. im setting my goals high. sometimes i think its too high or smtg.. tht im scared i might u knw.. get disappointed when the results come out and i might not know what i might do to myself. im capable of doing anything btw. so.. well, everyone WANTS to score in SPM. duh. me too! me too! my SPM target is 11A1. paling teruk, 10A. trials. hmm. target? well, lets say.. 9As. giving allowance to sejarah and biology. i suck at the two. and im allowing you people to shoot me if i dont get my 9As. coz i believe i can. i know i can. i must. and thats why, i need to chao. wana study. hehe. tata!

a day of laughter. ok maybe not.

well, today, during sejarah period, while talking about the stuffs about perpaduan, my teacher suddenly diverted into another direction. she always does. It makes the class fun. She was saying about how when we were young our parents used to scare us, especially the chinese about the indian man or benggali man coming to catch us and all. sorry, im not being racist ya. so so sorry. well, then she was saying every year there will be a procession for some god. the god is really scary, it seems. and they call it hantu tetek. yes. hantu tetek. i apologise for using such words, but yesh, thats what they call it. i was doing my work (other than sejarah) while listening to her. at first i gave no reaction. but when she kept saying the work hantu tetek, i burst out laughing. she said the word as if its smtg normal. something we hear everyday. LOL. so i asked my dad earlier, if he knows what or who is hantu tetek. and he DOES! gosh! he says its scary. hahahahahhaa. i couldnt help laughing. and when i asked my mum, she said she knows too! oh gawd. hahaha. dear hantu tetek, im not trying to make fun of u ok. im just telling other people the story. im making you famous in a way! =) pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee dont find me tonight. =( i promise i wont laugh anymore. hahahahhahaa. okok, i promise. i grin only lah. =) heehe. ok stop here. nites.

ape nak buat?

trials so near. i cant sleep every night.. coz i know im not prepared. yet.. i got so many stuffs to do sumore b4 i can settle down and study properly. aiyoyo.. apa macam lar elynn. nak dapat sebelas A1 bukan senang oh. anyway, theres this taylors and hlpe scholarship thingy. im gonna apply. but i am so so malas to write the personal motivation part. sigh. i dont like to write in english. i prefer bm. thanks to mr rengga. =) ahh~ so fan. so many things to complete. so little time. i need coffee.. coffee! hehe! okok.. dad wana use d. just a small update to u that im not dead. oh btw.. the f1 thing.. has been postponed. i'll update kater! tata everyone! take care!

Formula 1

ahh~ i wanted to type about HWC and National Service. but i got carried away (as usual).

i was browsing thu the internet, and the blogs.

these days i have been promoting the f1 exhibition thing in school to my friends. i dont know if they are really interested, but i just promote it anyway. haha.

i know abt the f1 in school thing, but im so malas to type it out. i have been promoting and promoting and explaining. and yeah, deep down inside i wish it was ME participating. sigh. i like these. i love physics. ='(

neway, since i cant join, so im here to promote my friends' teams.

first team : The Nitrates



>Teh Kell Jim (Jim)- Team Leader / Resource Manager
>Joel Yip - Design Engineer
>Yeow Kin Yoong - Manufacturing Engineer
>Lee Kin Mun - Graphic Designer

One Team, One Family.

'From FRIENDSHIP... to PARTNERSHIP'
Life Truly is a Speedway.

to find out more about their team, and to follow through their journey to victory, visit their website.




Second team : V-Thrust




Team and resources manager - Andre Teow aka The $$ guy




Manufacturing Engineer - Alvin Poh aka The Physics King




Design Engineer - Jonah See aka Mr. The Computer Will Be My Slave

Graphic Designer - Chong Wen Hao aka The Colour Coder

TURNING DREAMS INTO REALITY

V-Thrust is aiming for :

• The Overall Regional Champions!!

• Overall fastest car - We believe that it is possible with the ideas of Alvin and Jonah.

• Best Team Identity - We're confident that Wen Hao can do the trick.

• Best Team Marketing - We'll be able to count on Andre to ensure that we have the financial backing to win the competition.

• Innovative thinking Award - We're using a totally brand new technology!

"Xperience the Thrust with V-Thrust" by clicking here .

ok. im done. dont worry, they didnt ask me to do this. but im giving my full support to both teams, not only because they are my friends, but because i trust they can do it. And oh ya, its also because i dont have a chance to participate secara langsung, so by doing this im participating secara tidak langsung by doing this. haha.

do visit the exhibition from 31st july - 2nd August at D'village Ayer Keroh alright.

thanks for reading.

to The Nitrates and V-Thrust, ALL THE BEST.
=)

i hate it when i dont hate you.

Miley Cyrus - 7 things

I probably shouldn't say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we shared
It was awesome, but we lost it
It's not possible for me not to care
And now we're standing in the rain
And nothing's ever gonna change until you hear
My dear

The seven things I hate about you
The seven things I hate about you
Oh, you
You're vain
Your games
You're insecure
You love me, you like her
You made me laugh, you made me cry, I don't know which side to buy
Your friends, they're jerks, and when you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be
With the one I know
And the seventh thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

It's awkward And it's silent
As I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now
Your sincere apology
When you mean it, I'll believe it
If you text it
I'll delete it
Let's be clear
Oh, I'm not coming back
You're taking seven steps here

The seven things I hate about you
You're vain
Your games
You're insecure
You love me, you like her
You made me laugh, you made me cry, I don't know which side to buy
Your friends, they're jerks, and when you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be
With the one I know
And the seventh thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

Compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention
The seven that I like

The seven things I like about you
Your hair
Your eyes
Your old Levi's
When we kiss, I'm hypnotized
You made me laugh, you made me cry, but I guess that's both that I'll have to buy
Your hand in mine when we're intertwined, everything's alright
I wanna be with the one I know
And the seventh thing I like the most that you do
You make me love you


from the movie 10 things i hate about you :
　　
　　I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair.
　　I hate the way you drive my car.
　　I hate it when you stare.
　　I hate your big dumb combat boots, and the way you read my mind.
　　I hate you so much it makes me sick; it even makes me rhyme.
　　I hate it, I hate the way you're always right.
　　I hate it when you lie.
　　I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry.
　　I hate it that you're not around, and the fact that you didn't call.
　　But mostly
　　I hate the way I don't hate you.
　　Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.