Get a cup of tea...I have a lot of 'ground' to cover......
Gout...thanks to a few of you who offered me some advice, and to Fondles for an great article....I was very careful over vacation...and for the last couple days I have been pain free. It seems that drinking cherry juice is the most recommended way to try and avoid another attack (believe me, one in a life time is plenty)...so I have added cherry juice to my breakfast routine, and took a jug of it on vacation with us.
Vacation...it was super terrific!! We (almost always say at the end of out week...best one yet...)...but this one was above that. We all want to go back. The weather cooperated, rain on the day we 'moved' into the house...and then sun shine and warm weather (today it was in the mid 40's here...think we are skipping spring..yuck). The house was amazing...had everything we might need and more...including a heated pool, a hot tub, a game room...We mostly just relaxed by the pool or at the beach...the one minus was the ocean was angry...the waves were huge so we had to watch the kids carefully, and the water was pretty cold, so not much ocean swimming. We went on a wild horse adventure...and saw almost 2 dozen horses along the beach...we ate seafood almost every day, my daughters and I took an afternoon off for some just us time...a couple wineries and gift shops were on the agenda. We were at Duck in the Outer Banks...If you are a beach person or family...I would recommend it. It was a great time of year to go, since we had many places almost to ourselves. We celebrated Mother's day early...the grands and my youngest daughter, planned a lovely breakfast and entertainment...and the grands presented the 2 moms and myself with a questionaire they had filled out...on how well they know us...they did pretty great with me!
I find it very true, that even with the best vacations, it is always good to be back home....even when your first day back coincides with Maintenance Day. Master was quick to remind me that we had one maintenance to make up, and the current on....and then added....this is the first spanking of the month. He laughed at my look, as I said oh NO....harder play day....he is nodding and grinning. How is it that I always seem to forget it is the first of the month....and He never does??
I am kneeling, naked, being re-claimed and reminded, that all of me is His...alway and all ways. He touches every part of me, talking to me, reminding me how important my submission is to Him...and for me also. Just as I start to squirm in response to His touches...He reminds me ...we are a long ways from any permission..
I rise and get comfortable over His lap. After a little rubbing and a lovely hand warm up spanking...it is time for the 'real' spanking' to begin. I missed maintenance while on vacation, so we have one to make up, M says he will give me a break between the two spankings. He then starts in with that gosh darn maintenance paddle, 4 sets of 25, ....after the first 100 it is 'break' time...which translates into me kneeling and and finding his cock and doing my best to distract Him from wanting to finish the spanking ( it has never worked ).
Then it is back over His lap, for round 2...same as the first, just on a more tenderized bottom.
Maintenance is finally completed, and as M is rubbing my bottom, we chat a little to give me a break. M tells me to get on the spanking horse, and get comfy. Once I am set, he tells me he will give me a choice...now usually that means, there really is no good choice, I just get to choose what I consider to be the lesser of two evils. He surprised me a little this time....
He shows me the 'My Paddleman' paddle..he loves it, me not so much..it is heavy and long. I am told I can choose 20 with the paddle....I am surprised but the low number thinking...that sounds pretty good only 20. I look up and he is holding the large leather strop....one of my favorites....and I head or 80 with this. He has that grin on His face...the one that at times I would love to smack away...no I have never ever tried. I am thinking, 20 vs 80...that is a big difference. But, I do love that strop, and my bottom is very well warmed from the double maintenance....and that paddle packs a big wallop. I decide on the strop, surprising Him a bit.....By the end of the stropping, I am sure I made the correct decision.
I am headed to my oldest daughter's on Thursday...she has to go to Germany for work, and her hubby is going to join her, so I will be with the 2 grands. I will be keeping up with all of you....
hugs abby
Tuesday, May 14, 2019
Thursday, May 2, 2019
VACATION time!!!
Anyone notice I have not posted about a spanking in a while?? No, I am not holding out on all of you. The only kind of pain around here has been the 'not so good' kind. A couple weeks ago I was sitting in my 'chair' relaxing one evening, when I felt a 'twinge' on my ankle. Within 20 minutes, the pain was equal to when I was in labor with my children. I took a deep breath and tried to figure out what was happening. I remembered my dad had gout, and that was quite painful, but it was on his big toe. Well guess what...gout affect any joint...atltho big toe is most common, with ankle next.
The pain was truly awful, even lightly touching the ankle caused it to be worse. The give away was that the ankle also swelled and was red....probably much more than you want to know about gout. The sever pain lasted 'only' a couple hours...but my ankle was sore for almost a week. Another of the joys of getting older....
The last couple of days have been much better...thankfully, since tomorrow is the travel day for our family vacation this year. Last fall we decided to explore the Outer Banks..in Duck..North Carolina. We found a great house to rent, and then debated when to go. Since it is a very crowded vacation area in the summer, we decided to beat the crowds and go in May...and as an added bonus got off season rates on the house!!!
We are all meeting in Duck on Saturday...(can you imagine telling people you live in Duck??).... that will be an unpacking, getting groceries, and getting acquainted with the area day. We are all looking forward to some lazy beach days, and have a couple back up plans if the weather does not totally cooperate. Here it was only the 40's today and April was a miserable cold month, so I cannot wait!! And of course, grandma has packed a couple surprises for the grands!
We return next Saturday...so have a great week all....and if you need a reason for some 'spanky fun'...tell your partner abby is not getting hers this week, so you volunteered to take one for the 'team'....!:);)..
hugs abby
The pain was truly awful, even lightly touching the ankle caused it to be worse. The give away was that the ankle also swelled and was red....probably much more than you want to know about gout. The sever pain lasted 'only' a couple hours...but my ankle was sore for almost a week. Another of the joys of getting older....
The last couple of days have been much better...thankfully, since tomorrow is the travel day for our family vacation this year. Last fall we decided to explore the Outer Banks..in Duck..North Carolina. We found a great house to rent, and then debated when to go. Since it is a very crowded vacation area in the summer, we decided to beat the crowds and go in May...and as an added bonus got off season rates on the house!!!
We are all meeting in Duck on Saturday...(can you imagine telling people you live in Duck??).... that will be an unpacking, getting groceries, and getting acquainted with the area day. We are all looking forward to some lazy beach days, and have a couple back up plans if the weather does not totally cooperate. Here it was only the 40's today and April was a miserable cold month, so I cannot wait!! And of course, grandma has packed a couple surprises for the grands!
We return next Saturday...so have a great week all....and if you need a reason for some 'spanky fun'...tell your partner abby is not getting hers this week, so you volunteered to take one for the 'team'....!:);)..
hugs abby
Monday, April 29, 2019
Discovery and Acceptance ......the start of my journey,,,,A collaboration with Willie
Our friend Willie and I have been talking about collaborating on a post... and it might be an ongoing project. "At the Heart of It" posts are where will try to dig deeper into certain subjects. Willie has been thinking about self-validation and acceptance, I think acceptance is a topic we all think about. We are each taking a different slant on the topic...mine is...how I discovered ...and more importantly accepted that I was submissive and how that impacted my self-validation, leading to more self love.
Spanking...it was a word that stuck in my head. I had been reading spanking stories on line, and even ordered some books of my own. It did not take long for me to want more....to want the experience, not just to read about it. As luck..or fate..would have it, M was on the same site. We started chatting which eventually led to a first meeting....a beer. I almost did not got in for that beer, but something told me...now or never, and it is just a free beer. We did only have one beer, but we sat there for a long time laughing and talking. We shared many other things besides spankings, he was on the bossy side, and had a wonderful sense of humor. Yes the very same M who is now my Master, was a person I met for a beer...almost 20 years ago....and he gave me my first spanking. I was so excited, thinking at the time...great I will get spanked, get it out of my system, and move on. I did get spanked for the first time...over his lap, with all my clothing on...he was and still is a gentleman...but it did not erase the urge, the wanting, the desire.
At one of those early meetings, He asked me how it felt to express my submissiveness...I laughed and then told him..sorry not a submissive bone in this body. He chuckled and said....you submit to being spanked. I did not have a reply to that, since it was the first time I associated spanking with being submissive. (and yes, we both do realize, there are many reasons for people to spank, and submission does not have to be one of those reasons.).
So, I had discovered a part of me, that I never knew existed...I was the oldest in the family, a junior high teacher, a mother of 3.....not much submission to be found in any of those roles. Master is no fool, he slowly lead me down the path to submission. Starting with one rule, and sticking with it until it was part of my life...and then adding another rule. I discovered that not having to be in charge all the time was freeing, that having someone who wanted to take care of me was pretty wonderful, that I was indeed a sexual person..who could respond and orgasm and enjoy sex. All of this happened slowly, one step at a time....and it opened me up to a whole new world.
M showed me that I could still be in charge in the classroom, when helping a friend, with the grands, and when I needed to be...but that also having a back-up, someone who was willing to help, advise and jump in and help and maybe even take over, was a good thing, I did not have to do it all.
I became a more relaxed person, more accepting of all of me. I grew to love all of me....the submissive and the in charge gal.....to be more comfortable with all of me.
It took me a long time to discover that 'submissive' part of me...and had I not showed up for that free beer, it might never have happened. Yes, I would still have had a good life and probably never known what I would have missed out on. I am so thankful that I took a deep breath and decided to have that beer....hugs abby
Saturday, April 27, 2019
It's Baseball Bet Season....
........My good boys and Master's band of ruffians played their first series of the season. For those of you who are fairly new to reading here that translates into the Boston Red Sox and those damn NY Yankees.....I have been a life long Sox fan and have been to Fenway a number of times. Master...guess he can"t be perfect in everything...cheers the Yanks on. To make watching the games more interesting we often wager on the outcome.
They played their first series of the season, almost 2 weeks ago. It was a two game series and neither M nor I could remember the exact score, so we agreed on a total of 10 runs scored in each game....we were close to the correct number when we looked it up later. We had agreed to multiply each teams runs by 5, and that total would be the spanking total with each toy.
Master chooses his NY Yankees paddle...yes another one of those questionable gifts from me....and his heavy ..I think oak...paddle. I chose the crop (for the wonderful places it can reach), and of course...the flogger. M decides we will switch between the wood and the leather...I am told to get comfortable on the spanking horse, and I can choose if we start with wood or leather. I choose wood, since I know I want us to end with the flogger...a sure way to send me to that lala land.
Master starts with the Yank's paddle, I get vocal quickly, and no I am not cheering his team on. He gives me a chance to quiet down and catch my breath, and then asks what I want to start with..the crop. Master decides it will be an all over spanking...not limited to my bottom. The first set is on my bottom, he then moves to up and down my legs, my back, the soles of my feet. Then he tells me to spread em....and the last ones are on my clit...I am panting when Master stops and he says we wants to check and see how I am reacting...I advise against it, since I know I am soooo close to exploding...and the spanking needs to finish first.
Next is M's very heavy paddle. Yes I start off in a good place, and have been somewhat warmed up...but it still hurts and I am even more vocal that I was with the darn Yankee's paddle...he does stop a couple times to rub and calm me. When he is done, he gives me a rub down, asks,,,with a big grin....do I want to stop, or shall we finish up.
Yes I want to finish, I have earned that flogging.
M starts by just swishing it all over...up and down my back, my legs, my arms, my bottom...soooo nice. He then starts in with the flogging, and asks if I want to count..NO, I just want to enjoy....which I do....soooo very nice! M finishes the flogging and says, He needs to wake me up so we can move on to more fun...I assure him, I can feel myself dripping..I am ready to move on. After several permissions.....it is ....nap time...we are not as young as we used to be.
The teams play again...a 4 game series...the end of May...neither one of us can wait!!!!!
They played their first series of the season, almost 2 weeks ago. It was a two game series and neither M nor I could remember the exact score, so we agreed on a total of 10 runs scored in each game....we were close to the correct number when we looked it up later. We had agreed to multiply each teams runs by 5, and that total would be the spanking total with each toy.
Master chooses his NY Yankees paddle...yes another one of those questionable gifts from me....and his heavy ..I think oak...paddle. I chose the crop (for the wonderful places it can reach), and of course...the flogger. M decides we will switch between the wood and the leather...I am told to get comfortable on the spanking horse, and I can choose if we start with wood or leather. I choose wood, since I know I want us to end with the flogger...a sure way to send me to that lala land.
Master starts with the Yank's paddle, I get vocal quickly, and no I am not cheering his team on. He gives me a chance to quiet down and catch my breath, and then asks what I want to start with..the crop. Master decides it will be an all over spanking...not limited to my bottom. The first set is on my bottom, he then moves to up and down my legs, my back, the soles of my feet. Then he tells me to spread em....and the last ones are on my clit...I am panting when Master stops and he says we wants to check and see how I am reacting...I advise against it, since I know I am soooo close to exploding...and the spanking needs to finish first.
Next is M's very heavy paddle. Yes I start off in a good place, and have been somewhat warmed up...but it still hurts and I am even more vocal that I was with the darn Yankee's paddle...he does stop a couple times to rub and calm me. When he is done, he gives me a rub down, asks,,,with a big grin....do I want to stop, or shall we finish up.
Yes I want to finish, I have earned that flogging.
M starts by just swishing it all over...up and down my back, my legs, my arms, my bottom...soooo nice. He then starts in with the flogging, and asks if I want to count..NO, I just want to enjoy....which I do....soooo very nice! M finishes the flogging and says, He needs to wake me up so we can move on to more fun...I assure him, I can feel myself dripping..I am ready to move on. After several permissions.....it is ....nap time...we are not as young as we used to be.
The teams play again...a 4 game series...the end of May...neither one of us can wait!!!!!
Monday, April 22, 2019
Happy Birthday Master!!!
Master's birthday was a couple of days ago...and all the 'normal'...'regular'...celebrations happened then. We had our own style 'special' celebration today. I won't reveal his age....but there were a LOT of spanks....and yes...all on my bottom.
Since this is also Monday, we started with maintenance. An all too quick warm-up...my opinion...and then 100 spanks with the maintenance paddle. The regular break at 50, so I can catch my breath and of course, enjoy His taste.
Since it was His birthday, He got to decide what would be used....if any of you find that ironic...as in He always get to choose, I agree...but did not say a thing, just smiled..it was His birthday celebration....and he very nicely chose...2 wood items and 2 leather items...His age would determine the number of spanks with each item....I will just say it was a little above 60.
Since I was already warmed up, I climbed up on the 'horse' and we started with the small strap. I was very much enjoying this portion of our celebration, that small strap on an already warmed up bottom...see me smile. Next came the very first 'toy' M ever purchased, it is a bath brush, all wood, maybe, 10 inches, and not nearly as nice a 'feel' as the small strap. The same number with me complaining, but just a bit.
Next was the large leather strop....yes, I was grinning. It looks intimidating, but on an already warmed bottom, I find it awesome! Too soon, we were on to the last part of the spanking, the 'Paddleman' paddle. It has 'my Paddleman' engraved on the long paddle, and is heavy. It was a gift from me, He loves it...it can cause me to question my choice of gifts. I was quickly voicing my feelings, which never deters him. Finally we were done.
And since it was a birthday celebration....we finished our celebration...with fireworks;);)....our kind!
I am still looking for signs of spring,the grands were here for Easter. Too cold for the pretty dresses....and my 'new' twist on an egg hunt was a big hit!
hugs...abby
Since this is also Monday, we started with maintenance. An all too quick warm-up...my opinion...and then 100 spanks with the maintenance paddle. The regular break at 50, so I can catch my breath and of course, enjoy His taste.
Since it was His birthday, He got to decide what would be used....if any of you find that ironic...as in He always get to choose, I agree...but did not say a thing, just smiled..it was His birthday celebration....and he very nicely chose...2 wood items and 2 leather items...His age would determine the number of spanks with each item....I will just say it was a little above 60.
Since I was already warmed up, I climbed up on the 'horse' and we started with the small strap. I was very much enjoying this portion of our celebration, that small strap on an already warmed up bottom...see me smile. Next came the very first 'toy' M ever purchased, it is a bath brush, all wood, maybe, 10 inches, and not nearly as nice a 'feel' as the small strap. The same number with me complaining, but just a bit.
Next was the large leather strop....yes, I was grinning. It looks intimidating, but on an already warmed bottom, I find it awesome! Too soon, we were on to the last part of the spanking, the 'Paddleman' paddle. It has 'my Paddleman' engraved on the long paddle, and is heavy. It was a gift from me, He loves it...it can cause me to question my choice of gifts. I was quickly voicing my feelings, which never deters him. Finally we were done.
And since it was a birthday celebration....we finished our celebration...with fireworks;);)....our kind!
I am still looking for signs of spring,the grands were here for Easter. Too cold for the pretty dresses....and my 'new' twist on an egg hunt was a big hit!
hugs...abby
Wednesday, April 17, 2019
That 'Four' Letter Word!
Yes...here I am. I am trying to get back to posting....right now my goal is once a week. I have not involved M yet...but that might ensure that I do. We have been keeping up with maintenance...altho not always on a Monday....Our friend Willie posted an interesting entry on...PAIN..yes that is the four letter work that my title refers to...not whatever else you were all thinking about...😂
Before I met Master, pain was....pain. It could be emotional or physical...stubbing my toe, saying a final good-bye to a loved one, giving birth ....pretty much the opposite of pleasure.
My very first spanking with M was...about 20 years ago...over my clothes, with His hand. I thought I had hit the jackpot...experienced what I had fantasized about...and was reading to move on. Luckily, M already knew me better than I knew myself. We moved forward , slowly, M introducing me to his 'toy bag'....that was a shocker...soooo many 'toys'....
It seemed my relationship with pain was complicated....not just OUCH that hurts....there was such a thing as a...good hurting. In fact altho I tried very hard to ignore and deny it...and still occasionally do....hard play times would often end with me ready and very willing to move on to lots of loving and orgasms...who knew...I sure did not.....but sure am glad that we discovered the relationship!
Of course, not all spankings end up with some mighty fine loving. The Punishment ones do not. They have become much rarer. It took me way toooo long, but I did eventually learn...that ..
M...said what he meant, and, more importantly...meant what He said..
.......He was consistent, he was in charge, and he never forgot an earned punishment...but was quick to forgive once it was over.
......A punishment spanking was not fun, it HURT, and always
ended with a 'clean slate'...but never some of that loving.
......And much to my surprise....that punishment spanking, helped me...to move on, to forgive myself, to know that I could and would do better...that wonderful clean slate, where all is forgiven...He forgives me and...even better...I forgive myself.
PAIN....seems like such a simple 4 word..but like a lot of 4 letter words.....it's meaning and nuances can be very varied.
The grands are arriving tomorrow for Easter at grandma's. As usual, I have a few surprises planned. The Easter egg hunt has been revised. They will be hunting for eggs, but inside the eggs will be a square of construction paper with a number on it. Once all the eggs are found and opened, there will be an auction...kites, some beach toys for our upcoming beach vacation, some candy, books and craft kits... their 'money' is what they found in the Easter eggs.
hugs abby
Before I met Master, pain was....pain. It could be emotional or physical...stubbing my toe, saying a final good-bye to a loved one, giving birth ....pretty much the opposite of pleasure.
My very first spanking with M was...about 20 years ago...over my clothes, with His hand. I thought I had hit the jackpot...experienced what I had fantasized about...and was reading to move on. Luckily, M already knew me better than I knew myself. We moved forward , slowly, M introducing me to his 'toy bag'....that was a shocker...soooo many 'toys'....
It seemed my relationship with pain was complicated....not just OUCH that hurts....there was such a thing as a...good hurting. In fact altho I tried very hard to ignore and deny it...and still occasionally do....hard play times would often end with me ready and very willing to move on to lots of loving and orgasms...who knew...I sure did not.....but sure am glad that we discovered the relationship!
Of course, not all spankings end up with some mighty fine loving. The Punishment ones do not. They have become much rarer. It took me way toooo long, but I did eventually learn...that ..
M...said what he meant, and, more importantly...meant what He said..
.......He was consistent, he was in charge, and he never forgot an earned punishment...but was quick to forgive once it was over.
......A punishment spanking was not fun, it HURT, and always
ended with a 'clean slate'...but never some of that loving.
......And much to my surprise....that punishment spanking, helped me...to move on, to forgive myself, to know that I could and would do better...that wonderful clean slate, where all is forgiven...He forgives me and...even better...I forgive myself.
PAIN....seems like such a simple 4 word..but like a lot of 4 letter words.....it's meaning and nuances can be very varied.
The grands are arriving tomorrow for Easter at grandma's. As usual, I have a few surprises planned. The Easter egg hunt has been revised. They will be hunting for eggs, but inside the eggs will be a square of construction paper with a number on it. Once all the eggs are found and opened, there will be an auction...kites, some beach toys for our upcoming beach vacation, some candy, books and craft kits... their 'money' is what they found in the Easter eggs.
hugs abby
Tuesday, April 2, 2019
Maintenance.....and then some....
Life has been crazy busy around here lately...maintenance Mondays have been whenever we get some alone time. Yesterday was Monday, and we managed some maintenance time...maybe life is slowing down. As always, after some chatting I get the 'look'..meaning...why are you still dressed...and not kneeling?? I quickly remedy that, as Master calms me and claims every part of me.
Once that I am calm and focused, He helps me up and over his lap. I feel some cool wood rubbing on my bottom, my head pops up, I look back at Him, and say...warm-up? He chuckles, and says ..oh guess I forgot.
After a .....always too short, in my opinion, warm-up...it is time for the real spanking to start. As always, 4 sets of 25, with some rubbing between sets, and, finally it is time for me to say...Thank You Master for my maintenance spanking.
Master then asks if I would like some 'horse' time. I sure would! He helps me up, and then on the spanking horse, and secures me. He is alternating, some leather, some of the lighter wood, and I am enjoying all the sensations. Master then reminds me that I am supposed to ask Him something. It takes me a minute or two before I remember.
One of my long time rules....I am supposed to text or call Master ...Monday thru Friday...to remind Him when it is lunch time. He sometimes gets engrossed in a work project...and he needs to eat at regular times. It has been a rule for a very long time...I contact him just before noon time. Lately, I have been a little lax...I remembered to contact him...just a little later than noon on some days.
Last Friday, I got a text from Him...do I not get a lunch break today????,,,,ut oh...it was 12;20...I was reading and never thought to check the time. He informed me....20 with the large paddle...and I had to ask for them. I know...from pass experience...that I need to ask quickly and nicely (please Sir)...or the number could get higher. So I ask, and he is happy to oblige me. They are hard....and I am very happy when they are over. Master then tells me that from now on ...we will keep track of how many minutes late I am each day....and my bottom will pay the price. I groan...and He says, if you remembered each day, we would not need this discussion. I ask...very nicely if I can have a little leeway....He agrees to 5 minutes before or after ....If i go beyond the 5 minutes....then the paddle will remind me. I think setting my phone is the way to go......
I am envious of all of you who are experiencing spring time...it still is cold and snowy here...UGH!!!!
hugs abby
Once that I am calm and focused, He helps me up and over his lap. I feel some cool wood rubbing on my bottom, my head pops up, I look back at Him, and say...warm-up? He chuckles, and says ..oh guess I forgot.
After a .....always too short, in my opinion, warm-up...it is time for the real spanking to start. As always, 4 sets of 25, with some rubbing between sets, and, finally it is time for me to say...Thank You Master for my maintenance spanking.
Master then asks if I would like some 'horse' time. I sure would! He helps me up, and then on the spanking horse, and secures me. He is alternating, some leather, some of the lighter wood, and I am enjoying all the sensations. Master then reminds me that I am supposed to ask Him something. It takes me a minute or two before I remember.
One of my long time rules....I am supposed to text or call Master ...Monday thru Friday...to remind Him when it is lunch time. He sometimes gets engrossed in a work project...and he needs to eat at regular times. It has been a rule for a very long time...I contact him just before noon time. Lately, I have been a little lax...I remembered to contact him...just a little later than noon on some days.
Last Friday, I got a text from Him...do I not get a lunch break today????,,,,ut oh...it was 12;20...I was reading and never thought to check the time. He informed me....20 with the large paddle...and I had to ask for them. I know...from pass experience...that I need to ask quickly and nicely (please Sir)...or the number could get higher. So I ask, and he is happy to oblige me. They are hard....and I am very happy when they are over. Master then tells me that from now on ...we will keep track of how many minutes late I am each day....and my bottom will pay the price. I groan...and He says, if you remembered each day, we would not need this discussion. I ask...very nicely if I can have a little leeway....He agrees to 5 minutes before or after ....If i go beyond the 5 minutes....then the paddle will remind me. I think setting my phone is the way to go......
I am envious of all of you who are experiencing spring time...it still is cold and snowy here...UGH!!!!
hugs abby
Sunday, March 31, 2019
How to Spank Me when I am Not in the Mood...Amy's Challenge...
It's been a long week. I am tired, and it is finally Friday. Usually Master and I celebrate getting to Friday with some of our kind of play time. I even hinted earlier in the day that maybe just a nice dinner and some quiet time would be a nice change for this Friday. His reply was ....really?? We will see how you are feeling later today.
It is later, and I am not feeling all that 'spankable'...Master greets me with a big hug, and starts to knead my shoulders and rub my back. I am soon breathing easier, when M reaches and grabs something, not letting me see what it is....and soon I realize it is a blindfold....I have not been blindfolded in a lonnnggg time.
Master is talking....He is telling me that all I need to do is relax and rely on Him. He takes my hand and leads me to the play room. He gives me a big hug and tells me I am not do to a thing....leave it all up to Him. He tells me he will start with undressing me. He removes my shirt, and rubs and massages my hands and arms, then is doing the same to my back. I feel nothing for a moment, and then He is massaging and squeezing my breasts. I take a step away...He whispers into my ear...stand still and relax...I am in charge...you just have to enjoy. I take a deep breath and stand still....trying to relax.
He takes my hand and leads me to another spot, He sits and pulls me over his knees. He is massaging my bottom, stopping every so often for some hand spanks. I then hear...warm up time. He is spanking my bottom, stopping to rub and check to see if I am responding positively to this spanking...we both know...he will find evidence that I am. He decides it is time to move on since this play time is just starting...not ending.
He helps me stand, and leads me to the spanking horse, helps me get on and adjusted as he straps me in. He rubs my bottom and then I feel a smack. He tells me , he will spank me 5 times and I need to try and identify what he is spanking me with..if I am correct, I get to decide when the spanks stop...if not He decides.
The first 5 and I guess the small rose paddle. I am right...he tells me to remember there are lots more 'toys' to come, so I should not let my bottom get too tenderized too soon. I stop Him after a few sets, and next I feel the swishing of skinny strands....horse hair flogger. Right ..again! I love this ...it does come out of the bag often enough. He starts by swishing all over my body, and the wakes me by using it as a flogger. I am so relaxed, and He finally decides we need to move on before I fall asleep. I am correct in guessing that the crop is next...He tells me, this one is for 'her' to enjoy..meaning a pussy spanking. I let out a little groan..he laughs and says I bet you will be dripping soon...he knows me well.
After the crop, is the large leather strop...there is no mistaking this one. He drags it all over my body before he starts to swing it...I quickly am in the 'zone', and just wanting more. He stops a couple times to give me a rub down and have me speak to him...so I stay awake. He then stands in front of me, removes the blindfold, and tells me to remove the next 'toy'...his belt. He announces 50, starting off light and building. I am so well warmed up that I am soon in my zone...not even hearing him count.
After more rubbing, M says I can choose the order of the last two 'toys'. I know, even before I hear him say...large flogger and...probably the whip...one is my favorite, the other is His. I choose whip first, since I want to end with the flogger. He nicely announces 50 with the whip, then 100 with the flogger. When He finishes I do not even want to move. Master is rubbing and talking....and using His fingers to make certain my juices are running...they are.
I hear Him talking, I ask what he is saying...He chuckles and tells me to listen up. He asks if my mood has changed...I tell him it sure has. He asks if I want to stop..or go on to other activities. I give a look and say ..please, I need a release. He chuckles..only one...that would be a first. He us undoes the ties, and helps me up. Once we are resettled, he tells me....You must ask me for permission before you have your first "O"...after that you may cum as often as you like, until I hear you say enough.
It does not take long for me to be asking for that first permission...and then after more...who can count at such a time......I say enough. I am laying, totally spent and relaxed as He is massaging and whispering wonderful words. He pokes me, and tells me it is not bed time...and asks....how I am feeling about this 'unwanted' play time...I grin, sit up in His lap, and whisper into his ear...Master always knows best!
Thanks for the challenge Amy...this was fun....and maybe....might give someone an idea!!!
Hugs abby
It is later, and I am not feeling all that 'spankable'...Master greets me with a big hug, and starts to knead my shoulders and rub my back. I am soon breathing easier, when M reaches and grabs something, not letting me see what it is....and soon I realize it is a blindfold....I have not been blindfolded in a lonnnggg time.
Master is talking....He is telling me that all I need to do is relax and rely on Him. He takes my hand and leads me to the play room. He gives me a big hug and tells me I am not do to a thing....leave it all up to Him. He tells me he will start with undressing me. He removes my shirt, and rubs and massages my hands and arms, then is doing the same to my back. I feel nothing for a moment, and then He is massaging and squeezing my breasts. I take a step away...He whispers into my ear...stand still and relax...I am in charge...you just have to enjoy. I take a deep breath and stand still....trying to relax.
He takes my hand and leads me to another spot, He sits and pulls me over his knees. He is massaging my bottom, stopping every so often for some hand spanks. I then hear...warm up time. He is spanking my bottom, stopping to rub and check to see if I am responding positively to this spanking...we both know...he will find evidence that I am. He decides it is time to move on since this play time is just starting...not ending.
He helps me stand, and leads me to the spanking horse, helps me get on and adjusted as he straps me in. He rubs my bottom and then I feel a smack. He tells me , he will spank me 5 times and I need to try and identify what he is spanking me with..if I am correct, I get to decide when the spanks stop...if not He decides.
The first 5 and I guess the small rose paddle. I am right...he tells me to remember there are lots more 'toys' to come, so I should not let my bottom get too tenderized too soon. I stop Him after a few sets, and next I feel the swishing of skinny strands....horse hair flogger. Right ..again! I love this ...it does come out of the bag often enough. He starts by swishing all over my body, and the wakes me by using it as a flogger. I am so relaxed, and He finally decides we need to move on before I fall asleep. I am correct in guessing that the crop is next...He tells me, this one is for 'her' to enjoy..meaning a pussy spanking. I let out a little groan..he laughs and says I bet you will be dripping soon...he knows me well.
After the crop, is the large leather strop...there is no mistaking this one. He drags it all over my body before he starts to swing it...I quickly am in the 'zone', and just wanting more. He stops a couple times to give me a rub down and have me speak to him...so I stay awake. He then stands in front of me, removes the blindfold, and tells me to remove the next 'toy'...his belt. He announces 50, starting off light and building. I am so well warmed up that I am soon in my zone...not even hearing him count.
After more rubbing, M says I can choose the order of the last two 'toys'. I know, even before I hear him say...large flogger and...probably the whip...one is my favorite, the other is His. I choose whip first, since I want to end with the flogger. He nicely announces 50 with the whip, then 100 with the flogger. When He finishes I do not even want to move. Master is rubbing and talking....and using His fingers to make certain my juices are running...they are.
I hear Him talking, I ask what he is saying...He chuckles and tells me to listen up. He asks if my mood has changed...I tell him it sure has. He asks if I want to stop..or go on to other activities. I give a look and say ..please, I need a release. He chuckles..only one...that would be a first. He us undoes the ties, and helps me up. Once we are resettled, he tells me....You must ask me for permission before you have your first "O"...after that you may cum as often as you like, until I hear you say enough.
It does not take long for me to be asking for that first permission...and then after more...who can count at such a time......I say enough. I am laying, totally spent and relaxed as He is massaging and whispering wonderful words. He pokes me, and tells me it is not bed time...and asks....how I am feeling about this 'unwanted' play time...I grin, sit up in His lap, and whisper into his ear...Master always knows best!
Thanks for the challenge Amy...this was fun....and maybe....might give someone an idea!!!
Hugs abby
Thursday, March 28, 2019
A Catch Up Post....
Thank you all for your warm welcome back....and I am very happy to be with my blogging family once again. Thought I might fill you in on a few happenings while I was away.
First, I caught some terrible crud. It started with a cough, and then coughing fits, was diagnosed with a virus. When the coughing stopped, I was just worn out. No energy AT ALL!
I way toooo slowly recovered but it took about 3 weeks.
Master's Christmas project. Every year at Christmas, M works and completes a wood working project. Last year He make our spanking horse. It is good sized, heavy wood, all the places where my body touches it are covered with leather
covered foam padding. There are rests for my arms and for my upper legs....it is meant to keep me completely open to Him. There is a belt that can go around my waist and ties for my wrists and ankles. The restraints are not used often as I am quiet comfortable on it....but they do come in handy at times. He wants to add a head support so I can be totally comfy.....It has been a great addition to our playtime.
This year, shortly after Christmas, M presented me with a wooden spoon as his project. Now it is not a teaspoon, nor a tablespoon, more like one of those large wooden salad spoons. The wood he used has a beautiful resin running through it, and it is shiny. The first time we used it, I was a little hesitant....it is heavy...but after a good warm-up I managed to get used to the thud, and grew a little fonder of it.
The next time it was used was during a punishment session...yes my halo fell off....and that thing can make quite a statement. I was loud, He spanked hard and fast, and my rosy pink bottom, quickly was a cherry red bottom. So I guess right now I have a love/hate relationship with it.
Some of you have asked about the Aruba vacation. It was wonderful!!!! I traveled to my son's about a week early to help with the kids. Our flight out was smooth and the weather was perfect, the beaches beautiful and the water a shade of aqua that drew me in. I am a beach girl at heart, and we had so much fun. One day, the 9 year old and my son and I went for a submarine ride. Every seat had a window, and we saw coral reefs, all kinds of fish and a couple ship wrecks. The next day, the same 3 of us went for a walk on the ocean floor. Yes, we used the air helmets that deep sea divers used...had a short class on how they work and how to keep our ears unplugged, and some hand signals to help us communicate with the guides once we were on the ocean bottom. We were told there was a hand railing we had to hang on to...since they did not want us to wander off. It was AMAZING....so many schools of fish, and they swam close enough for us to feel their fins, we saw more ship wrecks, and many pictures were taken. The only downside, was taking almost 16 hours to get home.....bad weather and plane problems..but we made it back safely. The weather kept me at my son's longer than I had planned before returning home, so I was away about 3 weeks.
Have a good weekend all...I am still catching up with all of you....have found a few meme's I need to add my 2 cents worth to.....
hugs abby
First, I caught some terrible crud. It started with a cough, and then coughing fits, was diagnosed with a virus. When the coughing stopped, I was just worn out. No energy AT ALL!
I way toooo slowly recovered but it took about 3 weeks.
Master's Christmas project. Every year at Christmas, M works and completes a wood working project. Last year He make our spanking horse. It is good sized, heavy wood, all the places where my body touches it are covered with leather
covered foam padding. There are rests for my arms and for my upper legs....it is meant to keep me completely open to Him. There is a belt that can go around my waist and ties for my wrists and ankles. The restraints are not used often as I am quiet comfortable on it....but they do come in handy at times. He wants to add a head support so I can be totally comfy.....It has been a great addition to our playtime.
This year, shortly after Christmas, M presented me with a wooden spoon as his project. Now it is not a teaspoon, nor a tablespoon, more like one of those large wooden salad spoons. The wood he used has a beautiful resin running through it, and it is shiny. The first time we used it, I was a little hesitant....it is heavy...but after a good warm-up I managed to get used to the thud, and grew a little fonder of it.
The next time it was used was during a punishment session...yes my halo fell off....and that thing can make quite a statement. I was loud, He spanked hard and fast, and my rosy pink bottom, quickly was a cherry red bottom. So I guess right now I have a love/hate relationship with it.
Some of you have asked about the Aruba vacation. It was wonderful!!!! I traveled to my son's about a week early to help with the kids. Our flight out was smooth and the weather was perfect, the beaches beautiful and the water a shade of aqua that drew me in. I am a beach girl at heart, and we had so much fun. One day, the 9 year old and my son and I went for a submarine ride. Every seat had a window, and we saw coral reefs, all kinds of fish and a couple ship wrecks. The next day, the same 3 of us went for a walk on the ocean floor. Yes, we used the air helmets that deep sea divers used...had a short class on how they work and how to keep our ears unplugged, and some hand signals to help us communicate with the guides once we were on the ocean bottom. We were told there was a hand railing we had to hang on to...since they did not want us to wander off. It was AMAZING....so many schools of fish, and they swam close enough for us to feel their fins, we saw more ship wrecks, and many pictures were taken. The only downside, was taking almost 16 hours to get home.....bad weather and plane problems..but we made it back safely. The weather kept me at my son's longer than I had planned before returning home, so I was away about 3 weeks.
Have a good weekend all...I am still catching up with all of you....have found a few meme's I need to add my 2 cents worth to.....
hugs abby
Monday, March 25, 2019
Finally Finding My Way Back....
Hello all....I have finally found my way back, not that I was actually loss. Because of a few events, and some feelings I was having, I intended a short break....the longer I was away, the harder it seemed to come back. I missed all of you, and I really did appreciate those of you who reached out to me.
When I first started blogging it was at Master's insistence. In a very short time, I discovered a place where I could share all of me, make some wonderful friends, and since I am a diary keeper, a place where I could come back and see where I...we...have been. In fact, the last couple months I have been re-reading my posts.
So, I am back, and I intend to stay. Life has been busy, with the good and the not so good, but that is life. M and I are thankful to be traveling this road together. Mondays are still maintenance day....and Fun Fridays occur when we can.
Today, being Monday, was maintenance day...that pic that Master posted earlier today is proof of that. Like always, we start with my kneeling while He re-claims all of me...touching, rubbing, pinching, pulling, ...my eyes are closed and I relax and accept. Then I am over his lap, and He starts in with the maintenance paddle....I quickly remind Him that a warm-up would be nice...a wayyy too quick one is provided....then 100 with the paddle, 4 sets of 25...a little rubbing between each set. (Some things never change much do they?)
Master then tells me He has good news/bad news for me. He chuckles as I give Him a 'look'...I am getting settled on the spanking horse, when He shows me the large flogger...that is the good news. My smile agrees...very good news indeed. For the bad news...He is taking out his cane. ( I was thinking whip).....so the cane is a tiny bit of a relief. He starts with the flogger, flogging and swishing it all over me....ahhhhh so very nice. After each set of 10, I get 10 with the cane....this is something new, alternating after 10 spanks. I do like that there will be 'only' 10 with the cane each time.
And of course, once the spanking part is done, we move on to...permissions and orgasms...and more fun! So things have not changed much since my last post.
Have a good week all...I am hoping for some signs of spring...winter needs to exit!!!
hugs abby
When I first started blogging it was at Master's insistence. In a very short time, I discovered a place where I could share all of me, make some wonderful friends, and since I am a diary keeper, a place where I could come back and see where I...we...have been. In fact, the last couple months I have been re-reading my posts.
So, I am back, and I intend to stay. Life has been busy, with the good and the not so good, but that is life. M and I are thankful to be traveling this road together. Mondays are still maintenance day....and Fun Fridays occur when we can.
Today, being Monday, was maintenance day...that pic that Master posted earlier today is proof of that. Like always, we start with my kneeling while He re-claims all of me...touching, rubbing, pinching, pulling, ...my eyes are closed and I relax and accept. Then I am over his lap, and He starts in with the maintenance paddle....I quickly remind Him that a warm-up would be nice...a wayyy too quick one is provided....then 100 with the paddle, 4 sets of 25...a little rubbing between each set. (Some things never change much do they?)
Master then tells me He has good news/bad news for me. He chuckles as I give Him a 'look'...I am getting settled on the spanking horse, when He shows me the large flogger...that is the good news. My smile agrees...very good news indeed. For the bad news...He is taking out his cane. ( I was thinking whip).....so the cane is a tiny bit of a relief. He starts with the flogger, flogging and swishing it all over me....ahhhhh so very nice. After each set of 10, I get 10 with the cane....this is something new, alternating after 10 spanks. I do like that there will be 'only' 10 with the cane each time.
And of course, once the spanking part is done, we move on to...permissions and orgasms...and more fun! So things have not changed much since my last post.
Have a good week all...I am hoping for some signs of spring...winter needs to exit!!!
hugs abby
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