On Endings – a rambling post where I rant a bit and try not to be too guilty of spoilers.

More than genre, more than subject, it is the ending that defines a story, and defines how we will remember it. Sometimes an ending will exceed our expectations. Sometimes, it will derail us. And sometimes, of course, we will be disappointed. Sometimes we get to laugh, sometimes we get to sob uncontrollably and wonder what on earth we could possibly bring ourselves to read or watch next.

Sometimes, I think, people have unrealistic expectations. The ending they want isn’t necessarily the right ending for the story. Not all endings should be of the fairy-tale variety – but more about that later. ‘The end’ is not always a guarantee of closure (and where would sequels and series be if closure was de rigueur?). Charles Dickens knew this. When he wrote Great Expectations (1860-1) he came up with two endings: the right ending for a realist novel, and the fairy-tale ending he knew his readers would want. Personally, I prefer the original ending: it is far more satisfying than the too easy fairy-tale variant. And really, beyond having unrealistic expectations, what did Pip do to ‘deserve’ Estella? Far better that Estella should reclaim her personal agency from the legacy of Miss Havisham’s sense of vengeance, and from her disastrous first marriage, by finding happiness with someone outside of the story, than by ‘rewarding’ the boy she used to tease. On the other hand there are those in whom the words ‘Reader, I married him’, inspire a deep rage. Is it not enough that Jane Eyre holds on to her principles, her virtue, her hard won sense of self worth, and then gets to marry the man she loves on her own terms – not his – and as an equal? Her fairy-tale is tarnished by the madwoman in the attic, and everything she stands for; why should she not marry her psychologically and physically scarred love, and have babies? Why should she not retain her own agency and follow her heart?

Similarly, the Channel 4 drama Southcliffe (2013) seemed to garner a less than favourable response for the final episode. Judging by the reactions in my Twitter feed, the preferred ending would have seen all the untidy loose ends neatly tied off in double knots and the threads snipped. Not wanting to be spoilery, I will only say that for me, the ending made sense. In a story dealing with seemingly senseless acts of violence, and the aftermath of grief, how do you write any meaningful kind of closure? Grief is messy: it lasts as long as it lasts. To underscore this point, one of the main characters (played by Rory Kinnear) is shown to be be still dealing with the bullying he endured a child. Again, what meaningful kind of realistic closure can there be for him? In the real world, vengeance should not always be enacted  – indeed, the very point of the main story: the burning need for personal vengeance meant tragedy for too many other people. There are always consequences. But resolution is far more rare.

I have a theory that collectively we have been spoiled by the Hollywood version of happily ever after. Sure, there’s the occasional blockbuster that isn’t afraid to take the road less travelled, but for every Se7en (1995) there are too many films that are afraid to aim for anything other than the cliché. Which is fine, as far as it goes: sometimes it’s nice to see the prostitute go shopping before ending up with the wealthy business man who paid her for sex. Pretty Woman (my god but 1990 is an AGE ago) is a classic Hollywood fairytale. More to the point it’s a classic Disney fairytale, of the same vintage as The Little Mermaid (1989): a happy ending can’t be a happy ending unless the princess gets her man, regardless of the ending of the original source material. (see also, rewriting history: Pocahontas and her supposed relationship with John Smith, for which there is no evidence, etc etc)

I have a problem with Hollywood altered endings. I am aware that what makes a good novel and what makes a good film are not always mutually inclusive. There are always certain compromises to be made: events and characters cut, condensed, rearranged. But change the ending, and the story is rarely altered for the better. Compare Neil Gaiman’s Stardust (1997) with the 2007 film. Both are tagged as a fairytale that won’t behave. One ending is ultimately sweetly, darkly sad. The other is considerably less so. I leave it to you to work out which is which. (I love both: they are two separate entities, and that’s fine.) But both are fairytale endings. The film The Time Traveler’s Wife (2009) manages to sidestep the darkness of the 2003 novel’s ending, in favour of taking the cake and liberally smearing it right across the collective audience’s face. The text again is rendered as two separate entities, but  – and of course this is only my opinion –  at the expense of the novel’s identity: the flavour of schmaltz has never appealed less.

But sometimes, of course, we are given the unexpected ending; endings that seem to promise one thing, and give us something else.  If you have neither read, nor watched Atonement (2001/2007), then please, do.

A day in the life

I began this post last week, but boring things like being ill got in the way, so now that I’m beginning to get better, I thought I’d start again. And since I have begun again, other small things have conspired to interrupt me, so this will no longer have the resonance of date and time that I originally intended. But then, in the grand scheme of things, that doesn’t matter so much. Memory is independent from time and place; these things together become the nodes that are used to sharpen Memory, individual and collective.

So, ten years ago, on the Day the World Changed in general, I was halfway through my first Open University course, and wrestling with an essay comparing important turning points in Medea and Wide Sargasso Sea. It was lunchtime, and I wasn’t trying terribly hard to concentrate. Rather than going back uspstairs to my desk after lunch, I thought I’d relax my brain with a bit of random television. There was a film just starting on Channel 4, That Hamilton Woman, romantic 1940s costume drama masquerading as history. I don’t remember how far into the film it was when the first plane hit the World Trade Centre, but Laurence Olivier and Vivien Leigh would have been smouldering with either passion or regret, or a mixture of both. The film was interrupted for live footage from New York, and a bit of speculation that it was simply a horrific accident. People repeated themselves for a bit, but with no new information, Channel 4 returned to the film. Not for long. After the second plane… I didn’t move from the sofa until very late into the night. My bed felt wider and colder than usual – my husband was in the middle of a fifteen week residential National Police Training course in Oxfordshire. I didn’t sleep much that night.

September 11th 2007, I was coming to the end of the last course (Shakespeare; Text and Performance) of my BA with the Open University. The essay under construction was a juicy ‘Compare and contrast representations of desire in Cymbeline, Antony and Cleopatra and The Sonnets’ (only 3 of them thank goodness, 129,130 and 147). It was also the day I became an aunt, for the first time. Tom’s arrival changed my brother’s world completely. And on Sunday the family gathered together to celebrate Tom’s 4th birthday with a Star Wars themed birthday cake; he was entranced. And also very boisterous and loud – but he’s 4, and there was a lot of sugar, so that’s normal. It was a Good Day, and a Day of Remembrance; and the two things, so widely disparate for reasons of general grief and particular joy, come together because they must, because  -without wishing to sound trite –  life is like that. What more can be said?