On January 28th, our lives changed and our hearts grew bigger than we thought possible, once again. Our second daughter, Harper was born. I remember crying the night before. I was nervous for the c-section, worried about how Sienna would be (now that she didn't get our undivided attention), and I wondered how I could possibly love another child like I loved Sienna. But, like every mom told me over and over, your heart grows and love happens instantly, with each and every child. I can't describe it, but it happened. The moment I heard and then saw Harper, I cried and my heart was overwhelmed with love for that tiny little baby. It was an amazing moment.
Here is Harper's birth story:
We knew I was going to have a c-section a few weeks before Harper was born. She was in a breech position and even though I hoped and prayed she would turn around, she didn't. So we set a date and anxiously waited for it to roll around. On the morning of the 28th, we woke up bright and early because we had to be at the hospital at 6:00am. It was dark and cold outside and I was very nervous about the c-section I would be having in a couple hours. We got to the hospital and were admitted right away. The nurses started all the prep work and like my friend Heidi told me, the IV was probably the worst part. We had a nursing student putting in my IV and after a horrible first attempt, she got it in the second time around. Nurses, our doctor, and the anesthesiologist all came in to check up on us and get things ready.
Around 7:30ish, they loaded me on a gurney, and with Garth following, they started the path down the hallway to the operating room. Garth had to wait outside while they gave me the spinal anesthesia and got everything ready. I remember laying in the tiny room that was filled with medical equipment and music was playing in the background. It put my nerves to rest a little bit. It was so different that Sienna's birth. There were so many people in that tiny room. There were 8-9 people in there prepping me and getting ready for the birth of our daughter. There was a NICU team (which is always there for c-sections), nurses, nursing students, the doctor, and the anesthesiologist. They were calming and comforting and it was a very odd feeling being completely numb from the chest down, but being completely awake and aware of my surroundings.
I couldn't see what was happening because of the drape, but I could feel them tugging at my belly and I was wondering where Garth was. I was shaking like crazy (anesthesiologist said from the spinal...plus nerves, I'm sure!), and Garth finally came in, which eased my mind a bit. It was so weird feeling them tug at my belly and feeling pressure, without any pain. I layed there listening to the crew of people talk about everyday life. The nurse was asking about our doctor's chickens and she was telling them about the different animals they have on their property. It was pretty surreal. Then, 3 minutes after she cut into me, as Journey played in the background (awesome), Harper Celeste Gipson was born. I was overwhelmed with emotion as I heard her cry and the doctor lifted her up over the drape so we could see our little love bug. I cried and instantly wanted to hold and kiss her. The nurses quickly checked her, then wrapped her up and brought her over so I could see her. They held her next to my face (my arms were strapped down), and I was dying to hold her. We took a few pictures and then they whisked her away so quickly. I watched as Garth walked away to be with her in the recovery room while they took all her measurements and took her footprint. I desperately wanted to be with them, but obviously, I couldn't. The doctor and nurses were so kind and reassuring during the whole process and with the music and their talking, it wasn't nearly as bad as I had worked it up in my head.



Once the doctor was done finishing the surgery, I was wheeled into the recovery room, where I got to hold our precious girl for the first time. It was amazing. She was so tiny- 6 lbs. 2 oz., 19 inches long. The three of us, Garth, Harper, and myself, enjoyed this time together as a family. We kissed her and talked about her features, and just fell deeper and deeper in love. After about an hour, we were wheeled over to our room and soon family and friends came to visit.
After spending 2 days in the hospital, we were more than ready to go home! Sienna couldn't visit at the hospital (kids are not allowed at the hospital during flu season), so we couldn't wait for them to meet. It was absolutely precious. Sienna brought Harper a balloon and was so excited to see her baby sister. She wanted to hold her immediately and it seemed as though she fell in love as quickly as we did.









Sienna is obsessed with her sister and constantly wants to hold her and kiss her. She loves sitting next to her and holding her hand, and she always wants to know where Harper is and what she is doing. It is so sweet. When Harper starts crying, Sienna always tells me, "I get sister for you mom. I get her" (thankfully she has not picked her up, even though she desperately wants to!). She also has tried to feed Harper. I was in the kitchen and Harper was laying on the couch. I looked over and Sienna had her shirt lifted up and was saying, "Drink milk please. Please have milk." So precious. Sorry Sienna, you can't help her out in that area. But Sienna has been my helper in many ways. Bringing me a burp cloth, a diaper, or her blanket. She tries to shush Harper gently when she's crying. She will hold Harper's hand and say, "It's ok sister. It's ok. No crying." Several times, Sienna will be sitting next to Harper and will look at me and say, "She so cute, mom." It truly melts my heart watching their relationship start. I can't wait to watch them grow up together.
Now, Harper is one month old. My, how time flies by!
*We've been tired- (nothing prepares you for sleepless nights-thank goodness for my mom and mother-in-law. Because of those two amazing women, I got to take a nap almost every day for the first few weeks)
*We've learned it takes a little more time and preparation to get out the door
*Feeding was difficult for the first few weeks (but now she's doing great!)
*We've been blessed with delicious meals from family and friends
*We've watched Sienna fall in love with her baby sister
*We've realized how much better life is right now than it was a month ago