call me lut lut ^^]
ur precious little turtle
completing my little life journey XD~
TAGGIE
RANDOMNESS
memories are locked...
people come and go..
tats how life is..
i will forget..
i will remember..
for i am only a human..
i am not nobody..
i dun wish to be perfect..
i only wanna be me..
mokona told fye:
Just smile and be happy, no one will hate you for that
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wished u are with me 2:45 pm
(.") Friday, January 20, 2017
2013 August 27,
the day i last blogged in this blog.
Cant help but wonder, why does time fly? or does it fly because memories recalled just passed the mind so quickly and so much that was recalled?
Well, i am glad that there are memories, rather than none at all. I have been missing days of schooling somewhat lately. The times when studies were the main concentration of life, no need to worry much about the future and just enjoy the present.
Currently, is just work, work and more work. Crazy shifts and busy friends, hard to find time to meet up with those closest. Tomorrow! will meet them! for Dennis and Charis wedding! another couple getting hitched. So happy for them =)
Note to self, let go of those that have been gone, those that decided not to appear in my life. No amount of time spent thinking about them will change a thing unless i do something. But considering the fact that i tried but things definitely will not change. So i should say i have moved on. its just when thinking about the past makes me feel, have i really moved on? or maybe is just me feeling insecure with the future.
bleahhhsss
recent thoughts of my are
1) Work - whether should i move on to another place and change a working environment? afterall, staying has pros and cons, so does leaving.
2) Relationships - am i ready to go into 1? and who? there are people confessing to me. but somewhat my feelings do not go to them. let fate and destiny flow. time will tell i believe.
read through the side of the blog and saw this quote "Just smile and be happy, no one will hate you for that" it feels so me last time =) but now, i am seriously thinking. is there really a need to bother whether people hate me or not? for the world is not simple as i have known since don't know when. smiling is definitely simple. the issue is being happy. what makes me happy? i will say my friends! without fail
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wished u are with me 11:02 pm
(.") Tuesday, August 27, 2013
viewed;;[trying to revive! ]
been so long since i last blogged... bout my damn ultimately boring life =)
life goes on...
and hardly any changes since dunno when..
feelings and tots... sighhh
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wished u are with me 9:02 pm
(.") Saturday, April 28, 2012
viewed;;[emo-ness yet again ]
sighhhh!!!
the more i think the worse it gets!!!
but at least i understand myself more why i dread my own birthday...
other then the reason that i am aging... aka getting older.... *double sighs*
dun think any1 will be reading this.. or at least not my frens...
1stly... from the pass few years... things i wished or hoped it happened nvr happened... and only to give me sadder memories
it just makes me feel celebrating my birthday is a dread... afterall upon thinking bout my birthday and stuff... this is the period of time from the pass years that sadded memories happen...
from sadness... and to celebrate... seems so much like celebrating sadness.. thats the main reason why i seriously hate my birthday period... esp celebrating it
surprises that meant to cheer me up some how today made me felt worse...
i am a person full of contradictions...
want to see a person yet not want to...
loves the attention yet tries to avoid..
wants to voice out yet will nvr...
want to forget, yet felt too precious and its a memory nvr to forget
want to get drunk yet always in control not to go drunk
noeing i have an allergy yet going ahead to drink...
somebody help me!!! i am too tired to think bout these!!
so much to rant...
yet dunno how and what to rant...
forever alone ftw~
seems its best for me tat way...
afterall... i am always putting a mask with different grps of ppl... nvr once a true self shown...
sigh!!
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wished u are with me 12:16 am
(.") Monday, March 29, 2010
a totally ignoring of this blog for like since may last year...
okay yes!! i am blogging.. u are not wrong. and am blogging in TAIWAN!!! yepp.. came over to taiwan, taipei ytd.. with alvin and staying in this JV's Hostel... the landlady is a nice person..
rawwrrrr!!! updates for trips.. (in pictures) are in fb.. go there under my photos to see...
anyway.. tats all here
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wished u are with me 10:19 pm
(.") Tuesday, May 19, 2009
viewed;;[assignment probs.... ]
I CANT SEEM TO GET MYSELF STARTED WITH THE ASSIGNMENT!!
rawwrrrr!!!!!
ends blogging now liao...
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wished u are with me 5:35 pm
(.") Thursday, May 14, 2009
viewed;;[tired... but i will hang on ]
yes...
i really want to say... i am really getting tired...
but i will hang on... waiting can be very tiring...
lut shall wait... promise to wait.. and be there and ready to accept the waiting ends...
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wished u are with me 12:00 am
