' " i see and i blow;

2013 August 27,
the day i last blogged in this blog.

Cant help but wonder, why does time fly? or does it fly because memories recalled just passed the mind so quickly and so much that was recalled?

Well, i am glad that there are memories, rather than none at all. I have been missing days of schooling somewhat lately. The times when studies were the main concentration of life, no need to worry much about the future and just enjoy the present.

Currently, is just work, work and more work. Crazy shifts and busy friends, hard to find time to meet up with those closest. Tomorrow! will meet them! for Dennis and Charis wedding! another couple getting hitched. So happy for them =)

Note to self, let go of those that have been gone, those that decided not to appear in my life. No amount of time spent thinking about them will change a thing unless i do something. But considering the fact that i tried but things definitely will not change. So i should say i have moved on. its just when thinking about the past makes me feel, have i really moved on? or maybe is just me feeling insecure with the future.

bleahhhsss
recent thoughts of my are
1) Work - whether should i move on to another place and change a working environment? afterall, staying has pros and cons, so does leaving.
2) Relationships - am i ready to go into 1? and who? there are people confessing to me. but somewhat my feelings do not go to them. let fate and destiny flow. time will tell i believe.

read through the side of the blog and saw this quote "Just smile and be happy, no one will hate you for that" it feels so me last time =) but now, i am seriously thinking. is there really a need to bother whether people hate me or not? for the world is not simple as i have known since don't know when. smiling is definitely simple. the issue is being happy. what makes me happy? i will say my friends! without fail

i bubblied around at,,
wished u are with me 11:02 pm