official school year 2004 has ended...wad can i say expect for the fact that i'm saddened by it? gosh...joyce's blog entry was sooo touching mans...esp the 'looking at the empty class room tt was once ours but no longer'...haven have felt this strong wave of feelings inside me before...have been dreading this day for a long time....like i said, i dun like fare wells and i dun like endings...tho 3 dil'04 still have one year together as a class i already feel so lost when one year comes to an end, so i reall cant imagine the end of next year when everyone mus really part? dun wanna think abt it dun wanna THE day to come...okies, know that i mus be over-reacting but this is really wad i am feeling...
yest was one of the last in 3dil'04 classroom and saw that the black board had a lot of message that went like '3 diligence rocks','love 3 diligence'...and of cos, i added my bit...den was looking at the empty classroom with ming,joyce,ht and xt and remembering the things that happened in this very classroom..the hours of fun, laughter, discussing stuff,discriminating oily hair,chem remedial...that classroom really held loads of memories that i will treasure my whole life...thanks 3dil...you guys really made a impact on my life this year....wad esle can i say expect for the fact that i love you guys loads and loads! =) of cos there were memorable days like teachers' day 2004! it totally rocks wad with the popping of sparkling juice with the teachers and tho not all not all our teachers came, it was still great fun... lots of great cliques were formed with 1/thridil,chem family and of cos clonnies! hahas..thanks to someone who mixed up our names! hahas...oh yea, to any 3dil pple reading this, ??????????????????????????????????????????

surprised to see me back again so soon cause i always like disappear for at least 10 days before i update again! hahas..talking crap...anw, chen jia yu came to talk to us today and told us her 'big plan' for hua hui to sorta merge with other cca and we will become wad they call the xi ju oart and there will be the scripting-writing and debating grps oso...the reason that she gave for merging was the fact that the chinese departmant want to bring hua hui 'to higher heights'...like wadeva..who will believe mans? and chen jia yu tinks that she has so much athority like that and i think in time to come, she will become like a dictator mans! nothing funny so shall not put a 'hahas' there...anw, went to orchard with aixin after cca was dismissed to take the 5566 jing xuan ji...its sooo damn nice but in terms of packaging, i still prefer the first edition one! hahas...and i cant believe that i was so stupid before not as to realise that since there will be 14 mv(s) and 15 songs, there mus be bound to be one song that is not inside so in the end, it was the yin wei ai mv tt was not included in the fourth edition one...so sad since that mv was one of my fav! sigh! never mind lahs...jus burn from my cousin....
last day of the school year 2004! oh mans! how can loh? this year pass so fast! i cant stand it! y does time pass so fast when you are enjoying yourself? sigh! but anw, thanks 3 dil for the wonderful year and memories that you guys have given me! hahas...

hey! back to update here...since i have done the same for the class blog! hahas...k...today was a fun day! went to orchard with joyce and ht to buy joyce's wallet cause that blur clonnie of mine lost her wallet...hahas..kidding -grins- joyce bought this wallet from billabong den we walked from somerset mrt station to orchard station...act wanted to bring them to eat the rabbit brand one but dunno wad the guy told us that their stove was spoilt and that we can only come in half an hour to one hour...so we decided not to eat there but since we were there den we went to house of stars to take the photos tt we bought the other day but the woman told us that the photos will only be ready tmr...so looked ard and joyce bought lin jun jie photos...i bought jj photos too but it is for a special purpose...cannot say yet! -mysterious smile- hahas...anw, later we went to eat the chicken/pork chop that we(manchi,aixin,ming and me) ate the other fri...as usual, it was nice! hahas...ate until so fill! yummy! hehe....anw, reached home at 5.30...jus in time cause when i jus bathe finish den my dad came home liao...so heng cans? -breathes a sigh of relief- hahas...den mum and dad went out to fetch my brother from my aunty hse where he is having tution and i was like down there wondering if i should go with them and in the end oso stayed at home alone...on a lot of lights...bet the electricity bill is gonna be damn high but i dun care! hahas...anw, one good thing that came out of staying alone at home is that i managed to watch xi ling men and ren wo ao you! its damn nice lahs! was studying ci yu shou ce and watching tv at the same time...hahas..lucky neva get caught if not next time i can forget abt staying at home myself le! hahas...anw, haven say that this week is the official last week of the school year 2004! one year jus passed so fast and this year is easily one of the best years of my school life! hahas...thanks 3dil! kk..tho i know that we have another week of lessons to go and chinese 'o's but after that we can play to our hearts content during class outing! hahas...so fun! cant wait!
oh! one last thing before i go! i bought the 5566 jing xuan ji fourth edition and i sold my first edition to manchi! thanks girl for buying from me! hahas..yeah! its coming out tmr! cant wait!

heys pple! back to update since it has been almost two weeks since i was here! hahas...okies exams are over and results are like shit but shall dwell into that later....got a new handphone! and i changed my number! so excited! now i have 1000 free sms per month and have been using the free sms to the fullest! hahas...act i got my phone exactly one week ago but i am still excited! haha...
now for the exmas stuff----thought that i could do quite well for this eoys but who knows it turned out like shit...totally disappointed with myself...amaths and chem was like shit and physics which i was expecting much better results jus maanaged to scrape through...at least english wasnt so bad...monday will get bck the rest of the papers and i am totally prepared for the worst...goodness knows how many more disaapointments i have to face...very scared! =( y izzit ike that loh? i dun understand? i put in as much effort as anybody but y izzit that the end results is soooo much diff..while everyone is getting As..wad have i been getting? -big sigh- wad the hell is happening? argh! am starting to think that i am a failure....a very miserable one too! wanna jus escape from all these but with the fact tt i cant like that bloody jerk win me, i have no choice but to strike on...hope i really can do it tho i have totally no confidence in myself? y is life so unfair? am i meant to be put onto this earth and like everyone including myself see that i am doomed to be a failure and not succeed?

-stressed- hahas...bet anyone in the same shoes wil feel the same as me? really---the el paper 1 was still ok but hist i tink i screwed up quite a bit? sigh...but wad done cannot be undone so shall just focus on the other coming papers like amaths, chem and physics? and of cos lit which i have not touched a single page yet? -shake head- no choice lah ????????
the only thing good tt happened yest was the fact that i finally mamaged to get the 5566 jing xuan ji already! so happy loh! hahas...straight away after hist paper then rushed to meet my cousin at amk mrt then went to orchard to get the 5566 stuff..after tt went to eat burger king and we were like down there admiring the cds! hahas...xiezhi rocks! then we went to popular and bought this glow in the dark bear...damn cute loh...and my cousin managed to get one tht has spot on its butt! hahas...damn funny...and i realised that orchard has no dustbins! was like looking round and round for a dustbin but couldnt find one and in the end, the rubbish found refuge in SOMEONE's bag! sigh....2 papers down, 9 more to go! jiayou ba pple!