woahs laos, my mood was supposed to be good one today cans? ruined by a BEAST! anw, today after chinese met up with yumin, huiqi and gillian to talk... when we were going to eat soupy place, huiqi said super place and we were laughing like crazy... den huiqi turned me ard and i nearly knocked into the pillar... something to laugh abt again! talking to them makes the world seem brighter! glad to have them ard! :)
after that was supposed to meet ruoyi to talk also but jov ask me to go with her for the tourism talk so yupps, went for the talk instead... quite interesting... but i dun tink the tourism industry is meant for me... i'm not a people's person! hahas... if only tmr is a holiday! but its not, some more got make up hist tutorial... sad case! sigh! nvm, things are starting to look up again! :)
ge do tonight on channel u! like finally! after my cousin and me have been whining abt how channel u neva show ge dou tian wang! it rocks! 格斗天王段宇桥aka孙协志！
Thursday, July 27, 2006
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
sorta vented my frustrations in a letter today... cnny was quite fun... not the activities but rather the company.. jovena, serene, ruo yi, jeannette, patricia.... my dear fellow grp members and lep students! hahas... so fun whenever we act tao jie shang sheng! hahas...
many things made me think today... not of my probs but rather of someone else... much as i seek comfort from others whenever i have probs, i realised that i am not as good in comforting others... tho i like the fact that people come to me with probs (its a great feeling that people trust you), i find that i dun give very good advice... all i can do is to give advice based on similar experience that i may have which is often not very good... does that make me a bad fren/listener? i wonder...
to that certain fren of mine: if you are reading this and know that i'm referring to you... pls forgive me for my ignorance and tho i may not offer good adivce, rest assure that i will always be here to hear you rant... :)
也许这一切都是命中注定，我看我是该时候放手了。。。 一分钟的伤心就等于失去一份钟的快乐。我要从新做会快乐的我，祝福我吧朋友！：）
many things made me think today... not of my probs but rather of someone else... much as i seek comfort from others whenever i have probs, i realised that i am not as good in comforting others... tho i like the fact that people come to me with probs (its a great feeling that people trust you), i find that i dun give very good advice... all i can do is to give advice based on similar experience that i may have which is often not very good... does that make me a bad fren/listener? i wonder...
to that certain fren of mine: if you are reading this and know that i'm referring to you... pls forgive me for my ignorance and tho i may not offer good adivce, rest assure that i will always be here to hear you rant... :)
也许这一切都是命中注定，我看我是该时候放手了。。。 一分钟的伤心就等于失去一份钟的快乐。我要从新做会快乐的我，祝福我吧朋友！：）
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
its only tues but it already feels like a whole trunk had run over me! super tired! yest stayed up to do hw but turn out that the hw all dun need to pass up today! like wad the hell! nvm, at least i can slack a bit but just a bit only! promos are coming up and i'm determined to study even harder than i did for mid years! i wanna go uni! i cant let the jerk and his family look down on me!
last week was super cool cause it was a four day week! met with ming and jovena last fri at hougang mall... ming wanted to buy flip flops and came down to hougang mall to buy... den we met up and catch up... :) how i miss that girl! same class as 4 years le! ming, lets met up again soon!
went gym with tiying also on wed... ask that girl whether going home a not den suddenly i got dragged along with her and her fren to the gym.. ahahas... that girl is a sweat generating machine!
*the days are getting harder and harder to pass... wad did i tell myself at the beginning of this week? didnt i say i would aim to be happier?! but its easier said then done... someone once told me that hopefully i can be a blessing to others but guess i'm a complete opposite... its jus a torture having me ard... jus wanna say a big sorry to all those who have to put up with my mood swings...
last week was super cool cause it was a four day week! met with ming and jovena last fri at hougang mall... ming wanted to buy flip flops and came down to hougang mall to buy... den we met up and catch up... :) how i miss that girl! same class as 4 years le! ming, lets met up again soon!
went gym with tiying also on wed... ask that girl whether going home a not den suddenly i got dragged along with her and her fren to the gym.. ahahas... that girl is a sweat generating machine!
*the days are getting harder and harder to pass... wad did i tell myself at the beginning of this week? didnt i say i would aim to be happier?! but its easier said then done... someone once told me that hopefully i can be a blessing to others but guess i'm a complete opposite... its jus a torture having me ard... jus wanna say a big sorry to all those who have to put up with my mood swings...
Monday, July 17, 2006
woho! i'm officially 17! thanks to all for the wishes on sat! celebrated with my mum's side of the family! in the day went to settlers' cafe with my cousin and brother to play board games... hahas... quite fun... den we had 2 and a half hours of ktv! i jus love singing! ahahas...
ming and jov: thanks for 'tricking' me out with a movie den chasing after me to catch the bus to give me the present! :) love you guys!
joanne: thanks for shooting the bird for me! hahas... [inside joke:D] i guess you are right, i really did neglect the the fact that the lord was there beside me all the time... i really need the comfort tat he can offer... :) thanks for the advice!
XIUMING: wad would i do without you? thanks for the shiny shiny badge! you dream of 'mo ren', i dream of 'mo zhi'! hahas... you mayb my cousin but in actual fact, i tink you are more like my older SISTER! tho i mayb wrong in handling the matter, thanks for still taking my side! :) a big bear huggie for you! and thanks for dedicating the front of your blog for me!
to all who gave presents and smses: thanks for remembering! :)
ming and jov: thanks for 'tricking' me out with a movie den chasing after me to catch the bus to give me the present! :) love you guys!
joanne: thanks for shooting the bird for me! hahas... [inside joke:D] i guess you are right, i really did neglect the the fact that the lord was there beside me all the time... i really need the comfort tat he can offer... :) thanks for the advice!
XIUMING: wad would i do without you? thanks for the shiny shiny badge! you dream of 'mo ren', i dream of 'mo zhi'! hahas... you mayb my cousin but in actual fact, i tink you are more like my older SISTER! tho i mayb wrong in handling the matter, thanks for still taking my side! :) a big bear huggie for you! and thanks for dedicating the front of your blog for me!
to all who gave presents and smses: thanks for remembering! :)
Friday, July 14, 2006
Happy birthdat gillian! i know you very tocuhed but dun cry k? its supposed to be a happy day for you! :)
end of the week! super tired this week, ran for 4 days in a row and this is gonna continue till i'm no longer in danger of being in project 645! ahahas...
anw, today me and odry were in the gym...i was running and dory was doing other exercises... dne this whole big class came in and the pe teacher chased us out! wad the hell! nvm, today's a memorable day cause i ate soupy place for the very first time! dory's recommendation! :) not bad lahs!
ended school early today den went to the library to discuss the cnny filming thingie... however, there was no discussion room so me and jov were sitting outside waiting for people to come out... when jov was dozing off at the sofa and i was looking at the storyboard, i saw this bunch of people walking out... i recongize them as the bunch of people who were in one of the discussion rooms... dun ak me how i know cause i did a little spying ard.. hahas... i shouted at jov to run to the counter and yes! we managed to get the discussion room! feel so proud of myself cause its my first time booking the room! ahahahas.. ruoyi, serene, jov, jeannette and me were fooling ard in the room! and we managed to borrow a laptop too! it was super fun playing with them! ruo yi is like so hilarous! hahas...
came home and i have been online ever since! blogging, chatting... jus doing wu liao stuff!
*do YOU know how much pain am i hiding each time? but wad can i do? there is absolutely nothing i can do... i'm tired, very very tired... girl, wake up... stop hurting yourself anymore...
end of the week! super tired this week, ran for 4 days in a row and this is gonna continue till i'm no longer in danger of being in project 645! ahahas...
anw, today me and odry were in the gym...i was running and dory was doing other exercises... dne this whole big class came in and the pe teacher chased us out! wad the hell! nvm, today's a memorable day cause i ate soupy place for the very first time! dory's recommendation! :) not bad lahs!
ended school early today den went to the library to discuss the cnny filming thingie... however, there was no discussion room so me and jov were sitting outside waiting for people to come out... when jov was dozing off at the sofa and i was looking at the storyboard, i saw this bunch of people walking out... i recongize them as the bunch of people who were in one of the discussion rooms... dun ak me how i know cause i did a little spying ard.. hahas... i shouted at jov to run to the counter and yes! we managed to get the discussion room! feel so proud of myself cause its my first time booking the room! ahahahas.. ruoyi, serene, jov, jeannette and me were fooling ard in the room! and we managed to borrow a laptop too! it was super fun playing with them! ruo yi is like so hilarous! hahas...
came home and i have been online ever since! blogging, chatting... jus doing wu liao stuff!
*do YOU know how much pain am i hiding each time? but wad can i do? there is absolutely nothing i can do... i'm tired, very very tired... girl, wake up... stop hurting yourself anymore...
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
i was in for a big disappointment today... got back econs, chinese paper 2 and gp essay today...
econs was a total flop... it was the subject that i thought i could at least pass... guess i was too complacent... did terribly for the essay, my content for the second essay was not even relevant... i thought i could at least scrape a pass but wth...
chinese paper 2 was sorta expected cause i left a whole 10 marks ques blank... -shake head- gosh, i really agree with wad my hist teacher used to say: you have to be mentally strong to sit through a long long paper! but still the overall mark was disappointing.. barely passed...
failed gp essay! sigh, this was even more expected... but that gopal said my prob was with my content not language so i should just read more....
this is so freakingly disappointing... y the hell am i doing so badly when i studied?! was it the method of studying? i'm so fed up already mans... year after year i come home with a bad report card...cant even make my parents proud of me.. i jus hate it when i have to see the disappointment in their eyes when i tell them my marks.... and i'm so guilty! i act lashed out at my brother to vent my frustrations... its so unfair to him... then i have to bear the guilt after lashing out at him.. heys! its not a good feeling...
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econs was a total flop... it was the subject that i thought i could at least pass... guess i was too complacent... did terribly for the essay, my content for the second essay was not even relevant... i thought i could at least scrape a pass but wth...
chinese paper 2 was sorta expected cause i left a whole 10 marks ques blank... -shake head- gosh, i really agree with wad my hist teacher used to say: you have to be mentally strong to sit through a long long paper! but still the overall mark was disappointing.. barely passed...
failed gp essay! sigh, this was even more expected... but that gopal said my prob was with my content not language so i should just read more....
this is so freakingly disappointing... y the hell am i doing so badly when i studied?! was it the method of studying? i'm so fed up already mans... year after year i come home with a bad report card...cant even make my parents proud of me.. i jus hate it when i have to see the disappointment in their eyes when i tell them my marks.... and i'm so guilty! i act lashed out at my brother to vent my frustrations... its so unfair to him... then i have to bear the guilt after lashing out at him.. heys! its not a good feeling...
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Wednesday, July 05, 2006
hohoho! break now and i'm blogging in the lep room! arhs! its back to school again! big big blow! cause i'm still in the holiday mood! hehs!
last paper yest and i went out to play! hahas.. finish paper at 10 but had to wait for the others to finish their listening compre... went to run with qiao die den changed and went to canteen to crap with tiying, jo and junhao.. jo was eating her fave meal of cup noodles! hahas...
12 came, valerie and khar loo finished their listening compre le den we went orchard to catch a movie... we were too late to catch the 12 plus movie we decided to watch scary movie 4 at 2.10 :) we went to long john to eat and we were talking... our fave past time! :D
really had a stomach workout mans! scary movie 4 was damn funny! ju on was damn cutee! there was one scene in which he was supposed to crawl down the stairs but he crawl until tumble down the stairs! anti-climax! hahas... den there was another scene in which the lead actress held a lighter in her hand and climbed into the attic... when she saw ju on, she screamed and ju on screamed too! cause the lighter was burning his hand! super funny! hahas... i recommend the movie but beware cause the plot is really crap!
after that, we went to take neos! neos price increase le! there are no more $8 machines! now all $9 and above de... the machine that we choose had 21 shots and it was so super fast between shots... our jaws were aching! hahahas...
after that, we went heeren to window shop! gosh, it was agony cans?! so many things wanna buy but got no money! arhs! i wanna save up!
went home at abt 6 plus! super tired but very fun! suddenly i'm so addicted to going out! hahahas... my mum's gonna faint when she hears it! hahas... :)
attention 4 dee'05! class outing! abt end july! pls tell us wad you guys wanna do! its will most prob be sun... oh, and pls pop by our very dead class blog, there is a list of the schools we went to..[this was requested by jovena! :)] see ya guys soon!
last paper yest and i went out to play! hahas.. finish paper at 10 but had to wait for the others to finish their listening compre... went to run with qiao die den changed and went to canteen to crap with tiying, jo and junhao.. jo was eating her fave meal of cup noodles! hahas...
12 came, valerie and khar loo finished their listening compre le den we went orchard to catch a movie... we were too late to catch the 12 plus movie we decided to watch scary movie 4 at 2.10 :) we went to long john to eat and we were talking... our fave past time! :D
really had a stomach workout mans! scary movie 4 was damn funny! ju on was damn cutee! there was one scene in which he was supposed to crawl down the stairs but he crawl until tumble down the stairs! anti-climax! hahas... den there was another scene in which the lead actress held a lighter in her hand and climbed into the attic... when she saw ju on, she screamed and ju on screamed too! cause the lighter was burning his hand! super funny! hahas... i recommend the movie but beware cause the plot is really crap!
after that, we went to take neos! neos price increase le! there are no more $8 machines! now all $9 and above de... the machine that we choose had 21 shots and it was so super fast between shots... our jaws were aching! hahahas...
after that, we went heeren to window shop! gosh, it was agony cans?! so many things wanna buy but got no money! arhs! i wanna save up!
went home at abt 6 plus! super tired but very fun! suddenly i'm so addicted to going out! hahahas... my mum's gonna faint when she hears it! hahas... :)
attention 4 dee'05! class outing! abt end july! pls tell us wad you guys wanna do! its will most prob be sun... oh, and pls pop by our very dead class blog, there is a list of the schools we went to..[this was requested by jovena! :)] see ya guys soon!
