my head is spinning as i am typing out this post and i feel like i am walking on air.
woke up his morning with no energy and heat radiating from me. wasnt sure if it was fever or not until my dad felt my forehead and said it was slight fever. so i took a day off and as my hair was wet i couldnt fall back to sleep. so i jus st in front of the tv like some zombie and waited for my hair to dry.
the funny thing is that the more i sleep the higher my temp becomes! and i realise how pitiful it can be to be sick with no one ard :( after seeing the dcotor which opens at 12, i fell back to sleep again. sleep the whole day with some occasional tv shows in between. tentatively, i cant move ard much, or my world will go spinning again. sigh, i got 2 days mc... dunno if i can get up tmr.
sun went to wanbao fair and helped out the whole day, listening to talks and walking ard the booths. the most entetaining talk was that of dong fang billy! he tried to act bilingual and injected english words randomly. but all i can say is that sam, zhixin and i were almost rolling on the floor, laughing till our sides ache! :D 'mewshake' '我们成功了！'
sat jovena dropped by my house for a surprise visit. catch up with her after her job interview. its back to the good old days. thanks girl for rmb-ing me:)
i got the letter from NTU, telling me that i have been accepted into CHINESE! :D chinese chinese chinese!! :D although there is a tad of disappointment that i didnt put mass comm as my first choice. oh well! i will take it as a minor! :D
thanks for all the sms-es and calls today!
Monday, April 28, 2008
Thursday, April 24, 2008
whoo hoo!
i am so excited!
change of plans! not going hong kong le!
my parents are going macau themselves!
i am going TAIWAN with my colleagues!!
whahahahahas!!!!!
so exciting!
i am going to taiwan again after 3 years!!!
everything will be free and easy!!
its so much funn planning the taiwan trip!!
my favourite taiwan!! :DDD
whahahahs! i am going mad with excitement!!
i am so excited!
change of plans! not going hong kong le!
my parents are going macau themselves!
i am going TAIWAN with my colleagues!!
whahahahahas!!!!!
so exciting!
i am going to taiwan again after 3 years!!!
everything will be free and easy!!
its so much funn planning the taiwan trip!!
my favourite taiwan!! :DDD
whahahahs! i am going mad with excitement!!
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
okays, it is rare for me to update so soon but i 心理不平衡-ing now. i hate the whole lot of them!!!!
i hate the feeling of being threatened. i hate the feeling that i dun have the ability to fight a fair and square battle. i hate myself for putting myself in such a position now. why was i such a big mouth in the first place???? this is a question that had being in my mind even from the moment that it was out of my mouth.
scram out of my sight and my life mans. i HATE them!!!!! argh!!!!
i hate the feeling of being threatened. i hate the feeling that i dun have the ability to fight a fair and square battle. i hate myself for putting myself in such a position now. why was i such a big mouth in the first place???? this is a question that had being in my mind even from the moment that it was out of my mouth.
scram out of my sight and my life mans. i HATE them!!!!! argh!!!!
Monday, April 21, 2008
haven updated for a whole week!
had MOE teaching award interview which i was contemplating on whether to go or not because everyone knows that teaching is not my number one love! hahas... anyways, decided to go for it so that i can take one day off from school :D the interview was super disasterous because i was the first to be interviewd at nine in the morn! bleahx! i told a lot of lies during the interview :p. act i dun mind teaching, its the students that i cannot stand. i dun mind if i get students like my current batch of sec 1s but if i get the rebellious upper sec, kill me mans! if i can definitely teach jc after i come out from nie, i wouldnt mind but the future is uncertain...
friday was retail therapy! one of my colleagues, dorothy suggested that we go have a good meal after school to give ourselves a treat :) we ate at the rabbit resturant which offers cheap but good shark fins soup and abalone. yummmy! there were 5 of us and as usual when teachers come together, we gossip about students :D after that we went shopping at far east and wisma atrium.
i bought a half jacket from Ditto. stylo! i realise that my half jacket cardigans are too informal and therefore i need a more presentable one! :) as usual, i bought a white half jacket :D i went bersek at wisma atrium's Iora! i always like iora clothes tho they are super ex. anyways, now i am an Iora member of which i can get 10% discount everytime i buy clothes from there! got a dress and 2 tops :) now my cupboard is bursting! hahas...
there was speech day on sat. had towake up super early to go to school to help. bleahx! boring.... wasted one whole morning. my brother had his birthday bbq at night and i finally got to see my jie mei! now i am waiting for her to finish her exmas so that i can go kbox with her everyday! :D
had MOE teaching award interview which i was contemplating on whether to go or not because everyone knows that teaching is not my number one love! hahas... anyways, decided to go for it so that i can take one day off from school :D the interview was super disasterous because i was the first to be interviewd at nine in the morn! bleahx! i told a lot of lies during the interview :p. act i dun mind teaching, its the students that i cannot stand. i dun mind if i get students like my current batch of sec 1s but if i get the rebellious upper sec, kill me mans! if i can definitely teach jc after i come out from nie, i wouldnt mind but the future is uncertain...
friday was retail therapy! one of my colleagues, dorothy suggested that we go have a good meal after school to give ourselves a treat :) we ate at the rabbit resturant which offers cheap but good shark fins soup and abalone. yummmy! there were 5 of us and as usual when teachers come together, we gossip about students :D after that we went shopping at far east and wisma atrium.
i bought a half jacket from Ditto. stylo! i realise that my half jacket cardigans are too informal and therefore i need a more presentable one! :) as usual, i bought a white half jacket :D i went bersek at wisma atrium's Iora! i always like iora clothes tho they are super ex. anyways, now i am an Iora member of which i can get 10% discount everytime i buy clothes from there! got a dress and 2 tops :) now my cupboard is bursting! hahas...
there was speech day on sat. had towake up super early to go to school to help. bleahx! boring.... wasted one whole morning. my brother had his birthday bbq at night and i finally got to see my jie mei! now i am waiting for her to finish her exmas so that i can go kbox with her everyday! :D
Sunday, April 13, 2008
hoho! its mahjong madness this weekend! :D
cross country was cancelled due to the super heavy rain. it started pouring even before we got off the taxi. we got calls and msgs telling us that the x-country was cancelled and whoo hoo! we asked my uncle to drop us off at the drive through macs to have breakfast. we were stuck at macs for 2 hours plus until about 9.30. ruoyi and i wanted to go to bugis to buy tarot cards but in the end, on the spur of the moment, we decided to head over to my house for mahjong! :D melissa and ruoy didnt knw how to play so me and zhi liang took turns teaching them. all i can say is that ruoyi is a fast learner! :D so next time if i need a kaki, i can look for her! :D we had a late lunch and it was a home sweet home to take a long needed nap! at night my aunt came over for another mahjong session! :D
went for brunch at amk hub jus now but we ended up shopping until 4 plus :D i am getting new specs! stylo black specs! :) my mum and brother are getting contacts. my brother cause his degree is getting from bad to worse and he cant play rugby without specs! hahas... but cause his散光super high so they have to pre-order the contacts for him. my mum is wearing progressive lens so that it can help to correct her eye sight and the optician gave her a pair of trial lens. FOC！shopping at amk hub and i got a top and a pair of shoes! grey heels! [not very high de :D ] i still want my purple heels!
chia ming! shopping soon! :)
cross country was cancelled due to the super heavy rain. it started pouring even before we got off the taxi. we got calls and msgs telling us that the x-country was cancelled and whoo hoo! we asked my uncle to drop us off at the drive through macs to have breakfast. we were stuck at macs for 2 hours plus until about 9.30. ruoyi and i wanted to go to bugis to buy tarot cards but in the end, on the spur of the moment, we decided to head over to my house for mahjong! :D melissa and ruoy didnt knw how to play so me and zhi liang took turns teaching them. all i can say is that ruoyi is a fast learner! :D so next time if i need a kaki, i can look for her! :D we had a late lunch and it was a home sweet home to take a long needed nap! at night my aunt came over for another mahjong session! :D
went for brunch at amk hub jus now but we ended up shopping until 4 plus :D i am getting new specs! stylo black specs! :) my mum and brother are getting contacts. my brother cause his degree is getting from bad to worse and he cant play rugby without specs! hahas... but cause his散光super high so they have to pre-order the contacts for him. my mum is wearing progressive lens so that it can help to correct her eye sight and the optician gave her a pair of trial lens. FOC！shopping at amk hub and i got a top and a pair of shoes! grey heels! [not very high de :D ] i still want my purple heels!
chia ming! shopping soon! :)
Tuesday, April 08, 2008
《牵手》
（一）
她疑惑地望着牵着她的手的妈妈。“妈妈！你为什么去到哪里都牵着我的手啊？”妈妈对她天真的问题会心一笑，抚摸着她的头发说：“你年纪还小，还不懂得什么是危险。牵你的手是妈妈给你的一种保护。”虽然她并不完全明白妈妈的话，但是她还是猛点头，逗得妈妈嘻嘻笑。
过了一会儿，她的视线又转向了路旁的小猫。“妈妈！那只小猫在做什么？”正当她等着妈妈来满足她的好奇心时，她似乎忘了妈妈还在牵着她的小手。。。
（二）
她满心喜悦地望着牵着她的手的未来老公。
“杨小姐，你愿意接受叶先生为你的合法丈夫，和他共度生老病死，荣华与贫困，直到永远？”
“我愿意！”
“叶先生，你愿意接受杨小姐为你的合法妻子，和她共度生老病死，荣华与贫困，直到永远？”
“我愿意！”
“那在众人的面前，我正式宣布你们为夫妻！”
此时，她的老公把她的手牵得更紧了。她转头望了望他，正和他的双眼对上。她从他的眸子里看到了无限的爱与疼惜。这是的她知道牵了这只手的自己在未来的人生道路上会得到幸福、快乐和保护。所以无论如何，她再也不会放开这只手了。
（三）
她骄傲地望着牵着她的手的小宝贝。看着他一步一步地跨出去时，她的心中是百感交集的。
小孩的成长过程，她每一步都陪在身边，绝不错过孩子生命中的许多第一次。现在小孩开始学走路了。这么重要的‘第一次’她当然不能错过。看着小孩从最初的跌跌撞撞到渐渐能自己站起来到现在扶着自己的手一步一步慢慢走，她感到了无比的骄傲和兴奋。
孩子是她的全部。以后无论他长得多大，在她的眼中，依然还是一个小孩子，依然还是想一直牵着他的手，为他挡去所有的危险。
（四）
她欣慰地望着牵着她的手的孙子。
“奶奶！地上很滑，让我牵你的手好吗？”说着，孙子就牵起了她的手，小心翼翼地扶她走过人行道。
或许是鞋子穿久了，鞋底被磨平了，有或许是人上了年纪平稳度降低，她差一点滑到了。
“啊！”的一声，她以为自己会摔得四脚朝天，怎知孙子敏捷地扶住她，才避免了丑事的发生。
“奶奶！你没事吧？”
“没事！有你牵着我的手，我不知多么有安全感！”
“奶奶！你好‘幽默’噢！你差一点把我吓死了！”
孙子和奶奶之间的打闹让她感到好窝心。这时，孙子把她的手牵得更紧了，以免历史重演！
（五）
人生七、八十年，我们都会在不同的阶段牵到不同人的手。
童年时期，牵的是父母亲的手，让他们为我们解开所有的懵懂，满足所有的好奇心。
开始谈恋爱的时候，牵的是另一半的手，为你带来无数的幸福，开始属于你们俩人的旅程。
组织了家庭之后，时时刻刻都想牵着心肝宝贝的手，希望他/她不会受到任何的伤害，让他们的人生一帆风顺。
当我们迈向人生最后一个阶段时，由孙子牵着我们的手，和我们调换角色，让他们来保护我们了。
如今的你牵过了几只手了呢？
3rd essay which i jus finished yest! 多多指教！:) got the inspiration for the next compo le! :D
（一）
她疑惑地望着牵着她的手的妈妈。“妈妈！你为什么去到哪里都牵着我的手啊？”妈妈对她天真的问题会心一笑，抚摸着她的头发说：“你年纪还小，还不懂得什么是危险。牵你的手是妈妈给你的一种保护。”虽然她并不完全明白妈妈的话，但是她还是猛点头，逗得妈妈嘻嘻笑。
过了一会儿，她的视线又转向了路旁的小猫。“妈妈！那只小猫在做什么？”正当她等着妈妈来满足她的好奇心时，她似乎忘了妈妈还在牵着她的小手。。。
（二）
她满心喜悦地望着牵着她的手的未来老公。
“杨小姐，你愿意接受叶先生为你的合法丈夫，和他共度生老病死，荣华与贫困，直到永远？”
“我愿意！”
“叶先生，你愿意接受杨小姐为你的合法妻子，和她共度生老病死，荣华与贫困，直到永远？”
“我愿意！”
“那在众人的面前，我正式宣布你们为夫妻！”
此时，她的老公把她的手牵得更紧了。她转头望了望他，正和他的双眼对上。她从他的眸子里看到了无限的爱与疼惜。这是的她知道牵了这只手的自己在未来的人生道路上会得到幸福、快乐和保护。所以无论如何，她再也不会放开这只手了。
（三）
她骄傲地望着牵着她的手的小宝贝。看着他一步一步地跨出去时，她的心中是百感交集的。
小孩的成长过程，她每一步都陪在身边，绝不错过孩子生命中的许多第一次。现在小孩开始学走路了。这么重要的‘第一次’她当然不能错过。看着小孩从最初的跌跌撞撞到渐渐能自己站起来到现在扶着自己的手一步一步慢慢走，她感到了无比的骄傲和兴奋。
孩子是她的全部。以后无论他长得多大，在她的眼中，依然还是一个小孩子，依然还是想一直牵着他的手，为他挡去所有的危险。
（四）
她欣慰地望着牵着她的手的孙子。
“奶奶！地上很滑，让我牵你的手好吗？”说着，孙子就牵起了她的手，小心翼翼地扶她走过人行道。
或许是鞋子穿久了，鞋底被磨平了，有或许是人上了年纪平稳度降低，她差一点滑到了。
“啊！”的一声，她以为自己会摔得四脚朝天，怎知孙子敏捷地扶住她，才避免了丑事的发生。
“奶奶！你没事吧？”
“没事！有你牵着我的手，我不知多么有安全感！”
“奶奶！你好‘幽默’噢！你差一点把我吓死了！”
孙子和奶奶之间的打闹让她感到好窝心。这时，孙子把她的手牵得更紧了，以免历史重演！
（五）
人生七、八十年，我们都会在不同的阶段牵到不同人的手。
童年时期，牵的是父母亲的手，让他们为我们解开所有的懵懂，满足所有的好奇心。
开始谈恋爱的时候，牵的是另一半的手，为你带来无数的幸福，开始属于你们俩人的旅程。
组织了家庭之后，时时刻刻都想牵着心肝宝贝的手，希望他/她不会受到任何的伤害，让他们的人生一帆风顺。
当我们迈向人生最后一个阶段时，由孙子牵着我们的手，和我们调换角色，让他们来保护我们了。
如今的你牵过了几只手了呢？
3rd essay which i jus finished yest! 多多指教！:) got the inspiration for the next compo le! :D
Monday, April 07, 2008
what a weekend i had mans!
what a BORING weekend!
sat was supposed to go for the moe scholarship test with ruoyi. and met jun jie along the way too. only to know that i was supposed to reply to the stupid email that they sent me and therefore i didnt reply so they didnt have my name down for that session of the test. crap. went all the way back home! waste my time! this is fate! i dun want to be a teacher and i dun see a need to take the scholarship test! end of story!
now every weekend of mine is spent in front of the tv watching drama serials. and recently in the past few weeks,i have been having mahong sessions with my aunt and my cousin! satisfy the mahjong urge in me! :D
sigh... the more i tink about my choice of uni courses, i more uncertain i get. which is why i sent out the sms to a lot of pple asking them whether they chose their uni course because of its employability or is it because of the passion they have for the course. more than half said that its because of passion thats y they chose the course.
same here. i plan to major in chinese in uni because i like chinese. but i dun like the job opportunities that come with a chinese degree. teaching and media are the 2 most obvious careers of which both i also dun want! hmmm... i realise that print journalism is the most boring form of media ard! goodness, even if i eventually go into this line, i hope it would be broadcast journalism. there is more interaction and excitement involved. i wan an executive job! one that is requires meeting clients, having meetings, doing up proposals and primarily a job that requires me to fly to different places! :D
mayb i can be an events planner, esp a wedding planner :D being surrounded by 幸福everyday! :)
no more facing rude and arrogant students! 933 pls call me soon! you are the reason i am waiting for to quit this job!!
what a BORING weekend!
sat was supposed to go for the moe scholarship test with ruoyi. and met jun jie along the way too. only to know that i was supposed to reply to the stupid email that they sent me and therefore i didnt reply so they didnt have my name down for that session of the test. crap. went all the way back home! waste my time! this is fate! i dun want to be a teacher and i dun see a need to take the scholarship test! end of story!
now every weekend of mine is spent in front of the tv watching drama serials. and recently in the past few weeks,i have been having mahong sessions with my aunt and my cousin! satisfy the mahjong urge in me! :D
sigh... the more i tink about my choice of uni courses, i more uncertain i get. which is why i sent out the sms to a lot of pple asking them whether they chose their uni course because of its employability or is it because of the passion they have for the course. more than half said that its because of passion thats y they chose the course.
same here. i plan to major in chinese in uni because i like chinese. but i dun like the job opportunities that come with a chinese degree. teaching and media are the 2 most obvious careers of which both i also dun want! hmmm... i realise that print journalism is the most boring form of media ard! goodness, even if i eventually go into this line, i hope it would be broadcast journalism. there is more interaction and excitement involved. i wan an executive job! one that is requires meeting clients, having meetings, doing up proposals and primarily a job that requires me to fly to different places! :D
mayb i can be an events planner, esp a wedding planner :D being surrounded by 幸福everyday! :)
no more facing rude and arrogant students! 933 pls call me soon! you are the reason i am waiting for to quit this job!!
Thursday, April 03, 2008
super tired!
while waiting for the rain to stop, me, ruoyi, dorothy, zhi liang and melissa were having our own kbox session in the staffroom today! hahas... it all started when i told them i love zhang shao han 亲爱的,那不是爱情 and we were jus started singing all kinds of random songs! hahas... it didnt matter to us that there were students sitting at ruoyi's desk and typing out their chinese project! :D we are pretty crazy teachers!
ooooh! the more i teach i think the more i cannot teach. it seems as if that no matter how well i planned the lesson, the effect is always differnet from what i expect. esp so for the sec 2s. i tink today's lesson was a failed one. somehow or rather, i can never comprehend the time correctly and i always end up finish delivering my lesson like 15 to 20 mins before the bell ring. and then i am at a lost of what to do next! oh god! i dun like to teach the sec 2s! and i think they dun like me too!
on the other hand, the sec1s are cute! today there was a student who told me '陈老师，我爱你！' hahas... so touched! and the more i confiscate things, the more 过瘾it gets! opps! but i learnt to control myself le! cause ruoyi spotted something in a class today and it was prety negative about another teacher who confiscated the student's hp.
zhi liang told me that the students have their own means of finding their teachers' blogs. so does that mean i cant blog about them here? i dun care! :D they wouldnt know its me anyway！i didnt mention the sch name here!
while waiting for the rain to stop, me, ruoyi, dorothy, zhi liang and melissa were having our own kbox session in the staffroom today! hahas... it all started when i told them i love zhang shao han 亲爱的,那不是爱情 and we were jus started singing all kinds of random songs! hahas... it didnt matter to us that there were students sitting at ruoyi's desk and typing out their chinese project! :D we are pretty crazy teachers!
ooooh! the more i teach i think the more i cannot teach. it seems as if that no matter how well i planned the lesson, the effect is always differnet from what i expect. esp so for the sec 2s. i tink today's lesson was a failed one. somehow or rather, i can never comprehend the time correctly and i always end up finish delivering my lesson like 15 to 20 mins before the bell ring. and then i am at a lost of what to do next! oh god! i dun like to teach the sec 2s! and i think they dun like me too!
on the other hand, the sec1s are cute! today there was a student who told me '陈老师，我爱你！' hahas... so touched! and the more i confiscate things, the more 过瘾it gets! opps! but i learnt to control myself le! cause ruoyi spotted something in a class today and it was prety negative about another teacher who confiscated the student's hp.
zhi liang told me that the students have their own means of finding their teachers' blogs. so does that mean i cant blog about them here? i dun care! :D they wouldnt know its me anyway！i didnt mention the sch name here!
Tuesday, April 01, 2008
Happy April's Fool! :D
me and ruoyi played a prank on the student's today! :D hahas... it was hilarious! we exchanged chinese class and bluff them that from today onwards we are going to be their new permanent chinese teachers! ruoyi's class groan like anything! as part of the trick, we gave them chinese spelling and they were of cos grumbling and all. the last word that we gave them was 愚人节and we ended the trick on them by saying 愚人节快乐！现在我要回我的班了！ahahahas! you should have seen their faces! :D
my class was super cute! they kept asking ruoyi 陈老师是不是不要我们了？！hahas.. acting like pri school kids when they are already in sec 2! :) but oh well, i still dun like a couple of them in the class. other than that, the rest of the class are cute lovable kids!
i feel like a hero! i have started confiscating handphones and basketballs if i see them in class! regardless of whether its in my class or classes that i am relief-ing! 2 days my sec 2 mentor never come and i have to relief his classes! one word: hell!!
曾经能算得上是好朋友，却因为一件十分无聊的事情冷战。虽然‘和好’了，但却已经回不去从前那样了。之后，各奔东西，偶尔传个小小的简讯。最近，她好像有从新回到我的生命，从新会到从前。但是我发现这些都是我一厢情愿的想法，因为我发现我们两个都变了。我在我的世界里消失得太久了，久得让我觉得她好比一个陌生人。我连关于她最简单的事都不了解。难道这就是所谓的朋友吗？
me and ruoyi played a prank on the student's today! :D hahas... it was hilarious! we exchanged chinese class and bluff them that from today onwards we are going to be their new permanent chinese teachers! ruoyi's class groan like anything! as part of the trick, we gave them chinese spelling and they were of cos grumbling and all. the last word that we gave them was 愚人节and we ended the trick on them by saying 愚人节快乐！现在我要回我的班了！ahahahas! you should have seen their faces! :D
my class was super cute! they kept asking ruoyi 陈老师是不是不要我们了？！hahas.. acting like pri school kids when they are already in sec 2! :) but oh well, i still dun like a couple of them in the class. other than that, the rest of the class are cute lovable kids!
i feel like a hero! i have started confiscating handphones and basketballs if i see them in class! regardless of whether its in my class or classes that i am relief-ing! 2 days my sec 2 mentor never come and i have to relief his classes! one word: hell!!
曾经能算得上是好朋友，却因为一件十分无聊的事情冷战。虽然‘和好’了，但却已经回不去从前那样了。之后，各奔东西，偶尔传个小小的简讯。最近，她好像有从新回到我的生命，从新会到从前。但是我发现这些都是我一厢情愿的想法，因为我发现我们两个都变了。我在我的世界里消失得太久了，久得让我觉得她好比一个陌生人。我连关于她最简单的事都不了解。难道这就是所谓的朋友吗？
