那是我们回不去的从前
i miss the old days terribly, wishing that everything and everyone was still with me
不能说的秘密
it was totally not my business, but it seems to be my every business. it pains me
when will my life swing uphill again?
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
today is the day that i officially say bye bye to arts club! nominations, internal elections, agm and finally thank you dinner! all of these have marked the end of my one year in arts club and thank god tha it has come to an end! lets jus say that it didnt end on a good note! but well, who cares now that everything is over?! the only happy memories that i can take away from my MC term is being a arts camp 09 ocommer (: the things that i learnt, the friends that i made, the experiences that i have and the satisfaction that i have seeing my programmes executed is what no other project can give me (:
if there is one thing that i have learnt, its how scary and ugly human nature can be! i was supposed to be publicly flamed during thank you dinner tonight and the person who suggested it was a person that i didnt even interact much with during my mc term. wah! never knew YOU had such a meancing nature! oh well... what can i say? all i can say is a very big thank you to those who are always the first to jump to my defence (:
life hasnt been very smooth sailing recently and it left me shaken.. jus to borrow a phrase from boss: sometimes it really feels like its me against the rest of the world ): there are days when i really feel like hiding out in a cave and not facing anybody... well, i need to change my whiny nature! i have been told more than once that i'm seen as the 温室里的小花 not literally but the analogy stays...its time to grow up and see the real world before me! sure, i am the 傻大姐 at home, xiaomei in school... always being protected and doted on... but one day, all these will disappear and i will have to stand on my own 2 feet to face the world! no more looking at the world through rose tinted glasses! MC should have toughened me up and made me see the realities of the world! so from today onwards, jojo will be strong! 赤子之心？its time to grow up!
if there is one thing that i have learnt, its how scary and ugly human nature can be! i was supposed to be publicly flamed during thank you dinner tonight and the person who suggested it was a person that i didnt even interact much with during my mc term. wah! never knew YOU had such a meancing nature! oh well... what can i say? all i can say is a very big thank you to those who are always the first to jump to my defence (:
life hasnt been very smooth sailing recently and it left me shaken.. jus to borrow a phrase from boss: sometimes it really feels like its me against the rest of the world ): there are days when i really feel like hiding out in a cave and not facing anybody... well, i need to change my whiny nature! i have been told more than once that i'm seen as the 温室里的小花 not literally but the analogy stays...its time to grow up and see the real world before me! sure, i am the 傻大姐 at home, xiaomei in school... always being protected and doted on... but one day, all these will disappear and i will have to stand on my own 2 feet to face the world! no more looking at the world through rose tinted glasses! MC should have toughened me up and made me see the realities of the world! so from today onwards, jojo will be strong! 赤子之心？its time to grow up!
