Ramadan, Iftar parties And Err.. Bones!?

Caution: Random and Chuss-ness Alert.


What is Ramadan all about? You guessed it, tons of iftar parties. I don't understand why they all gets so religiously busy with being the host and the worst part is that you are dragged along to every single one of them. AND you don't even know half the people you meet there. I think i have discovered eighty-four new relatives this ramadan already. Thank you, iftar dinners. You are my hero. Whatever.

I'm drinking iced coffee at the moment and debating whether i should open Netter and study muscle attachments and bones. I know for a fact that it's not happening tonight. ( I've got two movies to watch ). Medicine is stooopid. Who cares if i have 206 bones! It's only going to take a small part of my roof to crush them all. Mine are already osteoprotoic. That is not even a word, but whatever.

Hah. I feel better. =D

Star Plus Love?

Dear Mum,

Please realize that I hate Star Plus. 'Rona dhona, bewafai, nakam ishq' are the last topics i'd be interested in. So kindly, stop torturing us with those gay soaps.

Thank you.

They don't give me no answer.

So, I sang you the story of my day.

Pffft @ the title

 *ahem

Drumroll, please.

Here we go.

Took a day off from uni. Woke up at 7:20 am, checked my cellphone, texted a few people that i wasn't coming over to the uni just so they roll off the red-carpets there. Celebrity status, that uni has for me. *sigh

Slept again. Was rudely jolted to life by my mom. Groan and go back to sleep, yes, i did.

Finally got up at 11 something. Went out to the lounge, put on HBO. Was shouted at to change the channel 'cause it was ramadan. I don't understand this.

Slept at the couch again. Woke up at 2 pm. Went to get my brother's school stuff. Got nothing for myself. That is weird, i think.

Put on blogger. Read random blogs. Fell in love with two of them.

Went through Aeesha's birthday celebration photos on fb. Felt jealous-ed and sad at the same time. I couldn't make it to Lahore. I'm the only loser who is still searching for a gift for her. Die, Nida.

Abandoned my facebook. Pata nai kab taak. But atleast, i took a step. Appreciate, will ya?

Had iftari.

Tried watching tv. Nothing interesting anyway.

Came back to my room. Put on blogger again. Searched for a movie. Didn't find anything interesting. Total waste. Blekh.

Now watching people come online and leave at my Msn. It's on all the time. I don't feel like responding to anyone there today. Infact, don't feel like being a digital child at all today. Blogs are an exception. Hassan is busy with his Nintendo. The ass has so many gadgets. I love Dad.

I love lights. I found two pictures of the similar kind. 

I'm out of credit. My cousin is annoying me with his texts. iPhone is bitching. I need a casing for it. Soon.

Random things are the love even today. <3

Random-ness. Again?

                                          Digital Days With Less Food.

                               Too Much Of Redbull Can Hallucinate You.

                                          Of Sucky Dinners. Again.

                                                     M&M's <3

Aug 24, 2010.

                                           I went out for iftar.

                                                      
                                          I couldn't eat anything. :(

The girl who went with me, ranted two hours for the salad and all we managed to get was this. >_<

Random

Through The Glass!

RIP, you two!

Just minutes ago, after iftar, i logged onto my facebook and saw this vid in my newsfeed about those two kids from sialkot who were beaten to death. Normally, such things don't affect me but this time it hit me like a bullet. I don't know why.
Pakistani's, you are sick! You make me sick! And i wish i was never one of you!

Thoughts Leaking Out Of My Brain Foramen's?

Caution: this is an extreme random post. The events make no sense but then again, they never did.

There's just too much on my mind right now. Like way too much.

I don't know when Maa's coming back home. I don't feel like apologizing to her anymore. Just once was enough. Putting all my ego and 19 years of hatred aside, not easy, i say. A recent development at college is pressing on my mind too. Why am i such a loser? Should have thought before doing all this. Laughing my ass off felt good at that time but now, i feel like shit. I have lost too many people already and you be the last i want to let go off.

I just opened my bag and found a dabba of pringles that i'd smuggled from uni. Should i eat it or should i leave it? GOD! WHY IS DECISION-MAKING SO DIFFICULT?

Then there is this ever acute terror of me flunkin' CNS. Namrah said Internal's count a lot and no matter how much you exert in the prof, if you fucked up your modules, you are heading straight for supply. I heard they cancelled supply's too? This means getting detained? Yes, it does. FUCK!

So last night, alee said i was screwing up my life. 24 hours after what he said, i think he was right. I am screwing it up badly. He said start from scratch? Talk to dad?

I think i took his words a bit too seriously, so if dad kills me for saying this, i'm nuking you. (I'm pretty sure he'll never read this, so maybe the threat wasn't made home.)

Working on last night's convo, I listened to a lecture of Biochem for the first time in my life and surprisingly, it actually made sense. Maybe 'cause Collagen was easy? But anyway, an achievement is an achievement, no matter how biochem-ish.

It's Not 12 Yet, But You Can Make A Wish!

I would like to be something other than a Doormat, please.

A Cherished Convo !

I don't know about anyone but whenever i am down, i start calling people up. Last night, being the same, i tried a couple of cellular contacts. One was busy fb-ing and the other was well, i don't know what his excuse was. Desperation took it's toll and i called this friend that i had stopped talking to a while back. Thought he wouldn't be much company, but to my surprise, he actually made me feel a lot better. The initial 10 minutes were spent on 'hello' 'yeah?' 'speak!' blah blah, like always. I don't know why it's hard for me to initiate a convo. But anyway, it kicked off in style =P And before i knew it, i was rambling like a maniac. Telling him everything and even the stuff that i wasn't supposed to tell him. I half expected him to laugh at my face for these issues, (he isn't one to show that much sympathy). But he didn't say any such thing. Infact, he listened without questions and hell-raising and that's all i wanted from someone at that moment. Then he started talking about all the random things on the planet and before long, i was laughing my head off. The world felt so comedic at that hour. Not a trace of anything grey in it. For an exact timespan of 01:14:02.

Loved every minute of it.

So, thank you, for being here and actually listening to all those issues without a single snigger. (Yes, i know how hard it is for you. lol)

And yes, thanks to you, i'm still out of credit in my phone. Network change kar ley, please.

x

So, It Rained The Other Day And I Was Stuck At That Boring Old Med School.