09 July 2015

Still alive....2015

Just realised I haven't blogged in ages. Reading back my previous posts just makes me smile at how silly and adorable I was back then. Haha, yeah I said it. XD

Oh well, a lot has happened in the past few years. We survived 2012, yay! I even completely forgot that I had this blog until I googled myself one day and found it again! Needless to say, I quickly remembered to private this shyt to spare myself the embarassment.

Blogging is not really my thing, I don't usually like to write down what I think unless it's complaining about something. So word of warning, this might end up being a complain blog from here on out haha.

But anyways, just posted something to reassure my blog I'm still alive. Might log back in to post something else if I have the mood. Ciao~

27 August 2011

Procratinating~

Basically, im just trying to procrastinate studying genetics by blogging something...haha
Um i oso dunno wat to say....
Kay la talk about this semester la~ this semester im taking 5 subjects, why am i killing myself by doing so? Because this semester fees is paid by taylors so take 5...yes, i am THAT cheap...=.= ahaha oh wells everyone who knows me oso know that liao~wahahaha...*nt something to be proud off....OTL*

So anyways this sem im taking genetics, system physiology, differentiation and development, jap n anthropology~
Genetics is compulsory, nuf said...._.
System physio n differentiation n development is recommended for my major so take oso lo~
Jap is purely interest n i think the only subject i can score HD...haha
Anthro is for interest as well, and well....let see how that goes~=D

I have a feeling im gonna start ranting about how much i miss home soon anyways so i'll just start here~~haha
I really abit regret studying over seas liao...i mean, one year here is very enuf in my opinion, i'd rather spend the rest of the time back home in msia~~~ of coz i would rather work overseas la but if study then study back at home oso not so bad liao...bcuz i miss home sooooo much....T_T

But anyways, no point crying over spilled milk...haha just gotta endure until summer vacation~

Alot of things have happen as well since last semester....alot of things that have made me wary of relationships....
Number 1 rule i learnt from observing others is that, NEVER expect a relationship to last forever....=.=
The moment u start thinking that way you're done for....sounds very negative but well....reality is nvr pretty anyways....those that DO have a lasting relationship shud really be grateful to their lucky stars....
At the moment im even glad im single....saves me lots of emotional trauma....
 Altho they say better loved than to nvr at all....
Im a cancer through and through, emotionally at least....So i know how i would fare in the matter of hearts....I would def be the losing party...thats why i gotta be extra careful from now on~~

haha this blogpost is so abrupt n random~ah well, just doing this to procrastinate je~watever la~haha
anyways...time to continue agen...sigh...OTL genetics you are going down~~!!>=O









22 March 2011

New Semester Here in Brisbane, Australia

Wow, the last time i updated was about 8 months ago...how time flies...or more like, how lazy i am...
updating on a semesterly basis...XD haha well, im not surprised at all...hehe

So, im studying in brisbane at the moment. Wasnt supposed to come here until next year but life is full of surprises..haha~
Taylor's suddenly upgrade to university status so my twinning program was terminated~thats why have to come here one year early...i was so unprepared for this~~T_T i miss home soooo much~ i thought i had one more year to enjoy back in msia...then suddenly, this happened...

Sigh, had to leave all my frens and family so early...so sad... not to mention living in australia is so expensive~!!

Its still so surreal, even after a month here...i still cant blive im actually here at times..
Things are not bad here except for the currency exchange n the stupid msia-ish summer weather that has yet to dissappear even thought its officially the month of autumn...lol
I'm living in an apartment 15 mins walk away from uni with three of my frens from Taylor's, they came over with me too.
And now i mostly eat at home everyday bcuz eating out here is mega super expensive~ so its either home-cooked food(recipe courtesy of my mom, although it doesnt taste as good...hehe cooking is hard~! I appreciate my mom so much more now~lol) or easy stuff like sandwich and instant pasta or noodles.

So that means......regular grocery shopping~!!(which is troublesome cuz the supermarket is far away...T^T so tiring)
People here are quite friendly so its quite pleasant...not to mention quite different if u compare to SOME msians' shitty attitude...lol
And one of the things i still cant get used to is that cars actually stop for you at zebra crossings~!(granted, its the law but still...!) It's still so weird for me...haha
One things that annoys me though it the sun rises waaaaayyyyy too early~! 5am+ already like 10am+.. i wake up thinking that its almost 9-10 at least then i check my phone its only freaking 5+~! like wth...messed up my biological clock much??(not even counting my jet lag....=.=)
All the shops here close so early its not even fair~! lol
But the number one thing that annoys me so much until i feel like getting a gun license is the avery species here~!! gaaahhhhh~like wth~!!!>< im starting to miss the stray cats and dogs back home dy(which btw, there isnt any here) compared to the birds here...
I thought the birds back home was noisy....turns out, compared to the birds here they can go ahead n sell concert tickets dy omg....

SUPER DUPER MEGA ULTRA ANNOYING LOUD LOUD LOUD voices aside....they even want to take over the roosters' job~!
5am+ already busy squacking horrendously n LOUDLY nonstop. Right.Outside.My.Window.....=.=
And then~! and then~! miraculously~! Stops at 8-9am+.......=.= really ta ma de....
Make sooooo much noise at the time when ppl are working hard to catch a few more moments to sleep...=.= grrr
I wear earplugs every morning oso i can still hear those stupid annoying noises really omg fml lar....=.=
So, have i gotten the point across that the avery species here are from the anti-sleep factions n each one deserves to be shot until they learn to shut up through natural selection n evolution?
If you haven't got the point go shoot yourself~=D

But, one good thing here is that there are lots of good-looking ppl that i can stalk see in uni. haha =D
Oh and another thing worth celebrating is that I have finally gotten myself an awesome phone plan with my dream phone~^^ the plan is abit more expensive than i would've liked but i get tons of credit so i can call home anytime i want~~^^ hehe~

Oh and im also taking a japanese course this semester so thats awesome too~^^ its like a dream come true~~hehe
n i also got to meet alot of fellow anime fans like me since i joined the anime club~its soooo awesome~^^ cuz its rare to meet an anime fan back home...for me anyways...lol
Learning to cook is also a plus point....although it's super tiring~n its so hard to make it taste right!(not that my cooking is inedible but its still not as good, i guess experience really does count~) I dunno how my mum does it~i love her even more now~~she's so awesome~=D

Hmm...i guess thats about all...i've exhausted everything i could write at the moment..lol
Dun be surprised the next time i update is during semester 2...haha

Anyways, this is Ryu signing off~
Over and out~

31 July 2010

new semester~

well, its my second semester already~how time flies~
class started last wed n i just want to say, i hate the new timetable...>< ugh~~!!!
the class ends quite late compared to last sem, n mon hv two lab sessions~if both collides on the same day~
n fri class ends at 5.30~!!!T_T wth~~i mean, fri is supposed to end early so we can go out n play~!! not stay for class when everyone has gone back home....><>< haiz...

aaaaa frankly i dun really know wat to write here oso...feelings n thoughts are reserved for my private journal...hmm
well, life is gonna start being hectic soon as i've seen the future assignment lists n based on wat our lecturers said.
hope i can work harder this sem tho, last sem's results was not really satisfactory, but based on the rate i played its considered very good dy la...hahaXD at least i passed SCIE1000...this sem need to get better to pull up my cgpa...

on another note, i love avatar the last airbender~~!!! i've always loved the cartoon series so i cant wait for the movie~~i dun really expect much out of the storyline from the movie cuz how can u squeeze 3 seasons into one movie?? but i cant wait for the effects of the element bendings~~especially in 3d~~~kyaa~~XD (if got 4d lagi awesome wei~!!)

n emotionally...well guess im doing pretty well......minus some minor mishaps here n thr n one major constant pain in the butt...XD not gonna eloborate on tat....haha
a little homesick sometimes but im doing alright~~wish i hv more time so can go out more with frens n stuff~
wish i could strike lottery...XD haha

yea actually i think its pretty obvious im running out of things to say here...haha so not gd at this....>< i'd rather talk face to face with ppl....in fact i love talking face to face compared to anything else...lol

well, guess that's it then~
this is ryu signing off, over n out~

23 June 2010

freedom at last~!!

woo hoo~~!! finals are just over today n my holiday has officially started~~YAY~!!^^*estatic*
well, finals was depressing, especially scie1000(im hv to start preparing for supplementary exam when holidays r almost over...XD), but other than that, im just glad its finally over~^^v
the exam stress was increasing my appetite exponantially~!! which is a nightmare...=.=''' to my weight n wallet...LOL
and i just cant wait to go back kuantan and start driving~~XD haha thank god my dad is coming to fetch me from subang this sat so i dun hv to worry about transportation fee~~im broke, u see....n i get to bring back more stuff with me cuz all can stuff in the boot~=D haha~

honestly, this month has been a blur to me, as my fren pointed out....haha between all the procrastination n stress n exams...i can hardly remember anything about this month...XD
next month's gonna be awesome tho~~can rot at home n bcome useless~ endless marathon of various shows n animes~n i can finally start to practice driving so i can drive down to subang next semester....getting so sick of taking bus n being car-less....>< haha its sooooo inconvenient~~

another thing is when i go back, i dun hv to pay for food~~yay~!!^^ haha since that usually blows a big gaping hole in my wallet..XD n hving an empty wallet is just depressing...nt to mention annoying...XD

being beck around familiar territory is also the best feeling ever~when u know whr everything is~whr got nice food to eat~which way to go~its so much better than being lost n clueless~~

haha anyways, i oso dunno wat to write, just wanted to update for the sake of it...XD

so this is ryu signing off~over n out~

04 June 2010

last day of sem....

well, its the last day of my first semester in biomed officially....wats left is just four more days of finals and then im home free~~!!=) well for the sem break anyways~
cant wait to go back home~^^ been homesick lately...
miss the food in kuantan, my frens and most importantly, my family...
its funny really, u nvr realize how much u love them until u're separated from them...but i guess thats human nature...
it was only after being in subang for so long that i realize how much they mean to me in my life..my family and friends...

especially my family...guess i've always taken them for granted...now i know better...n distance really do make the heart fonder~ its only when im away that i can see clearly how much my family loves me...
n this realization made me appreciate my family n love them even more...no one can take my crap better than they do...XD
only with them i can completely be myself n i dont hv to worry about anything...i've always been an independent person...but i enjoy being spoiled by my parents all the same~=) n sometimes my sisters when i make them....XD
even little things that i nvr realized....now i miss it so much...things that my parents and sis do for me that i take for granted...its only when im now on my own that i appreciate it so much...
guess living on ur own really does change ur perspective alot...=)

anyways, back on topic, its been a crazy semester..wat with assignments and deadlines...@_@ close calls those were btw~
made some gd frens~=)
had loads of fun~ but spent alot too...T_T
cant wait for the holidays, but at the same time, cant wait for next semester to start too~
i'll def miss some ppl from my class, not all but some~=)
i really dunno wat i would do without these ppl~would prob die in class due to blurness n forgetful-ness~ so tks guys~^^muacks~

oh n special tks to angie n kt for always being so generous n willing to take me makan nice food^^ n send me home after~i really really appreciate this as i DO NOT like taking the bus~~XD
special tks to chen for always being thr n putting up with my crap n nonsense n weird-ness  n laziness all the time~~XD
special tks to lee teing for always talking about funny stuffs that make me laugh until stomach ache n for teaching us stuffs...altho i think i teach her more 'stuffs'...XD
special tks to shirley for always being so nice and humouring me~altho u always abandon us after class...T^T...haha but u're a gd fren too~~^^
tks to my other classmates as well for helping me when i ask about assignments and stuff, n for crapping with me sometimes about anime n manga~which is a gd outlet for me~^^

well, now i must focus on studying dy...finals are just around the corner n im actually hoping to do okay...dun wan to dissapoint my parents....=)

okai~so this is ryu signing off~
over n out~

05 May 2010

random~

hvnt updated my blog in a while....just thought i'd dropped by~lolXD im saying this as tho im visiting~~haha
bt seriously, i really admire those ppl who can blog dilligently all the time....i'm like, all out of post for at least few months after one update~~haha bt then agen i nvr really liked writing much anyways~XD

so well, wat to write~hmm...well, i think i'll just tell a little about the stress im facing right now...hopefully i dun write a whole essay out of it~~XD
course work is killing me...student council stuffs are killing me...stupid feelings are killing me...basically, im surprise im still surviving until now~~haha guess it didnt turn out to be an essay after all, but tats bcuz i nvr eloborate it~~haha lets just leave it at thr then~XD

then well, about my current classmates now...well, i miss FIS, but my class this year is great too~^^ altho our class is sort of divided into chinese n malays, but then agen i get along with everyone else so im fine~^^
i do hang out with the chinese almost all the time tho~especially chen(my best buddy from FIS), Angie(angelina, a really nice person tat reminds me of becky~=3), KT(kuan tai, a funny and sometimes annoying guy~oh wait, i mean, monkey~~XDXD), lee teing(who's older than me and really like jie jie~gt a hidden scary side~~haha~) and shirley(who really reminds me of ida~she's nice and funny too).
but i can hang out with anyone in class too so tats great~^^ i hv a feeling, or hopefully anyways, tat our class will be like FIS last year~whr everyone is close with everybody and can hang out n hv fun all the time~=)

other than tat~well, i do get to see some fis-ians sometimes im happy~^^ but unfortunately thr are some who's nt here in kl...=(
im also missing my friends n family from kuantan~~=( faster holiday so i can go back~~><
cant wait~~ hopefully my best friends would all still be in kuantan when i go back for holiday~~we need to get together la guys~very long nvr reunion dy~~='(

well, anyways, think tats all i can squeeze out of my mind currently...
this is ryu signing off~over n out~

07 March 2010

Uni~

well, got back to subang two weeks ago~
just finished orientation period n classes start officially tml~so....haiz...
i can already foresee alot of stress in the future~~XD
mainly bcuz thrs alot of things we have to handle n keep track oursleves....nt to mention assignments are gonna be much harder from now on....haiz....
i miss my childhood....T_T

rented a student room here...much better than the apartment i stayed in last year...but the only thing is my room is very very hot....>
bt luckily all my hsemates are really friendly so i'm grateful that their here~^^
n i'm really happy that gt wi-fi here so can satisfy my internet addiction...haha

about my class...well, its considered a relatively small class with only about 30+ ppl in it....i'm taking biomed, bt we share class with the biotech students for the first year cuz we are taking the same subjects~
i'm glad this is a small class, it'll be like FIS , or i hope so anyways.
One of my FIS classmates is taking biotech, n is in the same class as me so thank god i wont be alone anyways, n i made another new fren oso from my class so i guess things will get better from now on as i get to know my classmates better~
another thing i'm happy about is quite a few from fis are also in taylors lakeside so at least still can see them~~^^

well, i dun know how things will be in the future bt i hope it wont just revolve around studies~or that would be just sad...lol
k la, will post somemore another time~=)

this is ryu signing off~over n out~

09 December 2009

wow its been forever since i've updated....lol...expected...XD since i'm nt the most hardworking person in the world...n life in FIS is just busy~~haha
bt now finally~i graduated~~yay~!!^^
finals ended last friday n since then i've been out with my classmates all over the place, cherishing our last moments together, cuz it would be rare in the future for us to gather everyone together like this agen.

i guess since i hvnt updated in like, almost a year, i should highlight some of the things that happened to me in this one year~~:
1. actually started to do homework, although not consistent...XD
2. Went karaoke for the first time in my life
3. Drank alcohol for the first time in my lifeXD
4. Learnt some presentation and speaking skills
5. Learnt to be more responsible
6. Witnessed some real true life drama
7. Gossiped a lot...XD
8. Alomst 'died' many times due to the workload and deadlines and projects etc...
9. Performed a drama to public for term project
10. Performed choral speaking for term project
11. Wore high heels for more than five mins....my feet died....XD
12. Made some great friends with long-lasting bonds
13. Went broke quite a few times
14. Learnt to appreciate home and hometown
15. Got more corrupted by others...hahaha
16. Met people crazier than me....geng~lol
17. Bought a guitar~~^^^^^^^yayayayay~~!!
18. Got homesick~missed my family n frens back in kuantan~
19. Joined facebook~opened a blog~lol and opened a twitter account too~
20. Did 10 hours of community service
21. Improved my english~
22. Ate a lot...XD
23. Learnt to be more independent
24. Learnt to be more tolerant...my temper improved~^^miracle~haha now wont lose temper so fast dy~~haha
25. Matured a bit...thinking-wise

well, tats all i can rmb at the moment, i'll add more if i rmb something~~lolXD
all i can say is, i will nvr regret joining FIS~~^^
going out for lunch so, i'll update somemore some other time~~

this is ryu signing off~over and out~XD

15 February 2009

My college life~

now i'm in Taylor's n studying foundation in science. its still a new program, i'm only the second batch, tat's why still so few ppl in it. in total, plus the seniors, thr's only 24 ppl in this course currrently. i know, so few ppl seems very sad rite? but actually its a gd thing^^ bcuz thr's only the few of us, the bond between us is definitely stronger, n tat's wat i like cuz its like having a big new family^^

i'm really happy here cuz of all the frens tat i made here^^ i dun feel homesick at all despite wat other ppl say abt being homesick. i mean, sure of coz i miss my family n my hse, but its not tat bad....n u know y? its bcuz of the crazy frens in FIS tat i nvr get homesick^^ we have fun all the time, n when i hv fun i will totally forget everything else. n while tat may sound irresponsible, its actually a gd thing cuz i can choose to forget anything i want^^ n tat's not an ability everybody can hv n an ability alot of ppl wish they can have so i guess i'm lucky^^

so anyway, here i'm staying at an apartment oppsite of taylors so its quite convenient for me, which is gd^^ since i hate troublesome stuffs....XD...hehehe...
the courses here r okay so far. i mean, of coz hw will kill u, tat's wat it was design to do. the definition of hw is a brainwashing torture device tat is still practiced by primitive society so....XD
but of coz i know its neccessary, just doesn't mean i hv to like it....XP
n physics really killing me....but then it always have anyways...XD...i'll just endure it^^

n moving on, i think i'll talk abt the frens i made here in taylors. i'll start with FIS first.
i dun hv any best fren here, but i hv gd frens tat i usually hang out with on daily basis. in no particular order: rebecca(which also btw is the same name as one of my former classmate, thrfore difficulty in saving name in hp...XD, very crazy n open, but in a gd way^^very cute n funny too), dillon(one word:crazy, especially together with rebecca, damn funny), eva(oso another daredevil, n the youngest in class), sue yi(a very nice n cute girl who's gd in singing n other stuff, very dilligent too), louis(usually quiet, but actually has a hidden crazy side...XD), ganesh(a bit bossy, but nice enough n can get things done around here), tommy(a very funny, cute n blur guy who gives ppl a big bro feeling, or at least to me...XD), gabby(gabriel actually, always act cool+blur, n he always nvr care abt stuff so i hv fun insulting him...XP) n chippy(cher pin, the rejected star...XD...ask him for the story...hahaha). these r the ones i usually hang out with most of the time. n then thr's tiong seng(who's eng name is johnson n he has a nice car~n he is also quite funny, but not as noisy as us...XD), chen(the quiet "appleboy" who's quite nice oso), willy(a funny very-get-along guy who as far as i know knows how to do alot of stuff), ida(at first u may think she's quiet but she's actually quiet funny), aileen(who is really the quiet one n always sticks with Ida), ekmanee(very cute n small size,feels like a little barbie doll^^), siyin(she is also a quiet one but she's very nice, her hair is nice too n it suits her), chong(so far the only guy in class who has a gf,openly at least,he seldom joins us cuz we're too crazy,i think, but he's quite nice oso.also very big bro type of feeling), sathiya(crude, but damn funny, n his mannerism very similiar to my cuzin bro so it feels very fun to hang out with him) , ryan(he's also more of the quiet type but he do talk a bit....rich guy...going to japan in feb..T_T....i wan to go too), ming yan(one of the very quiet ones oso,but he is gd in studies n powerpoint,he is also talking more nowadays,tks to ida.....scandal?!...XD), jamil(the foreign guy from yemen), pravin(sp?)(the new guy in class so dun know much abt him),n jerry(another quiet guy who is very rajin....).

lol if u actually finish reading all tat congrats, cuz even i read it i feel blur dy...

n on another note i watch finish the kattun QoP DVD dy....omg damn hot....altho kame's hairstyle this time....haiz...
ei kui yu, u know onot, NEWS Diamond party most likely got dvd leh....^^
n hopefully kisumai debut this year.....ah n also their concert better got dvd if not somebody will die....grrr.....XD

lol anyways, i think tat's all lah....tat's my limit for writing....other stuff...mebbe next time lah....XD

okie, this is ryu signing off~over n out~

13 February 2009

my blog~

Lol. It seems everybody is making a blog here in blogspot, even my best friend oso, that's why u see me here too.lol
Before this i used msn space, but my fren told me tat msn space not popular n very troublesome to access tats why she ask me to make one here oso. so, here i am~XD

anyways, as an introductory post, i shall write about my self....
i'm very bad at writing about myself so i'll just use this as a practice^^

okay, so my name is Tiffany Tan. i was born on 17 july in Ipoh. erm.....okay c i told u i'm bad in this....XD

i have a really conflicting personality within me. u know when u sometimes when u hv two kinds of personality, one an angel and one a devil. well, i'm the same way, but i think my personalities are much more dominant n its a constant battle between the two. tat's why sometimes i'm nice n sometimes i'm not nice....XD

n not only in actions, even my thoughts are divided most of the time.....for example, love. my devil side will tell me love is useless n will only make u weak so its a useless emotion but my angel side will tell me love is a strong emotion that can make u stronger n gives u the motivation to do stuff~so u see~ everything i think oso sure hv two sides n its a constant battle.....tats why sometimes my behaviour or watever i said always not constant, its not bcuz i always change my mind but its bcuz it depends on which side is stronger when i say or do something at tat particular moment.....

n i'm also a very weird person, i always have different opinions from other poeple n my opinions are also most of the time, weird....XD like for me, being called weird n childish is a compliment, altho for some poeple its an insult. n i think snakes are cute, earthworms are also cute....etc etc...u get the point...XD...n i refer to myself as an alien too^^

one more important thing about me is~I LOVE JAPAN~lol
i love the animes, the mangas, the video games,the j-dramas, the culture, the language, n most importantly~all the leng zai's thr~~XD
one thing u must know abt me is tat i am 'leng zai'holic....XD...i go crazy over hot n cute guys~
tats the fangirl in me~XD
of coz, dun judge me too harshly...i dun just judge a book by its cover, i know personality is important, of coz tat's wat i look for in a guy
but~it doesnt hurt to look rite? looking at leng zai is gd for the eye....XD...lol

n um....wat else....er...o ya, me best frens~
firstly, there are the best frens back in kuantan: yuriko, midori, million, n the two siao dong dong^^
n the new frens i made in taylors: becky, mumu, gabby n louis^^
tks to all of u i am who i am~without my frens i am nothing, with my frens i am something^^

thanks to yuriko, my 'bestes' best fren, who understands me the most n can talk nonsense with me on the same frequency, a fellow fangirl~
midori, who i dun usually talk much with but is still a gd fren tat can tahan my nonsense-ness n randomness~lol
million,real name is mei lian but sounds like million so we call her million~XD...she is the nicest person i ever know until i cant even imagine her getting angry n losing her temper~
then thr is the twins~hoong n cheng~i miss them oso, very cute n blur, always blur until can make u spit blood....XD...but can chat until very fun oso...lol...very gullible~

then thr is becky, one of the craziest person i have ever met, altho older than me but very cute until i treat her my little sister...XD
mumu, who is also one of the craziest person i have ever met, very funny n talkative, cute oso~same birthday with me~XD...lol...like a big brother to me
gabby, very cute n looks blur but is actually not....um...dunno how to describe him but he is like a brother lah~XD...can also breakdance...very cool~
louis, one of the good looking guy that i know, always very emo but very cool oso....has nice hair~but frankly i dun really know him tat~ well, cuz he is a very quiet person...

um i think tats all,....i really hv no idea wat to write dy...so...
this is ryu signing off~over n out~