We don't need to whisper

On the last day of school we saw:


Ronin.That's Levan and Sean (:
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Yesterday I went out with Cel [to study,ahem ahem] and I bought:


Sunglasses.I think I look like GERARD WAY in them.
Check out Celeste's blog.
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Today I went out with:


Sarah.And we met up with Benedict later.Eva was sick ): She was supposed to come with.
And I bought:

Angels and Airwaves - We don't need to whisper
Goo Goo Dolls - A boy named Goo
Goo Goo Dolls - Superstar Carwash

And

Pirates of the Caribbean M&Ms!

And...


This thing.HAHAHA.
OH MAN.

And I love Sarah because she hung out with me long enough to see

Paul Twohill.Sorry for the blurness,my hand was shaking.
And get

His autograph. And tickets to thursday's results show!
Even though her mommy was going to kill her.
AND
Sarah took a picture of me and Paul.
The mission was to prove that we do not look alike.
But.
This guy in the crowd looked over at us and said that I did.
I saw one of the other contestants lean over to Paul and say "She looks like you" and Paul was like "Where?" and they looked at me.

And Paul is actually...very hot.
And he strangely reminds me of myself.And someone else.

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She looked into his eyes,lined with eyeliner.Sweat was dripping off his hair, and he was looking confusedly as she hopped around nervously as her friend rushed to turn on her camera, and the security guy tried to usher them along.
"Calm down,it's okay."
She feels so happy she's in front of him.
"I think you're going to win."
"What?"
She leans in.
"I think you're going to win."
He looks genuinely happy.He smiles and she sees his braces.
"Awww....thanks!"
He stretches out his arms and they hug over the table.
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Paul Twohill everybody.
I'll upload the piccie when Sarah sends it (:

Meet Paul Twohill.

He is a contestant on Singapore Idol.

My friends/aunts/cousins/random people I do not know think I look like him.
Although I really don't agree,I am quite okay with this [NOW] because I have forgiven him for fumbling the words in Helena.

He also wears Converse and is the only one on that damn show that actually has a personality so brownie points for him.

Eva and I are going out tommorrow.
Our mission of the day is to go to the meet-and-greet at Cine,and take a picture with Paul.
Because I have decided that he's kinda cool.
And also to prove that I do not look like him.

VOTE FOR HIM ON THE PIANO SHOW PEOPLE.
IT'LL BE FUNNY IF HE GOES ON.
AND BECAUSE I WANT HIM TO GO AND KICK SOME PREPPY ASS FOR ME.
Singapore Idol is the ultimate sell out show.
Yay.

Check it out, I'm rocking steady!

The adventures of EMO KID and the PINK BALLOON

The beat in my head
It goes oh-oh-oh-oh!

Hello my lovely freaks!
Went out with Gogg & Sarah yesterday.
WE WERE SUPPOSED TO GO TO THE ZOO,DAMMIT.

But due to some idiotic and unforeseen circumstances...
We couldn't go.
Basically,it rained and Sarah was late because she had to go rescue her friend who had gotten lost or something.

So we went to town.I was like,wearing shorts!So I felt weird.Whatever.

Poor Sawwahh had to stay in house tee and school skirt all day,yuck.

Oh,and we saw Sze Min!

Gogg says that she is skinny because fat kids can't fit through the gap.Okay then.Haha.

I will go and steal this one day.

Eva in the Land of Giant Carrots.

Best picture ever,enough said.

We look funnnnny.Laugh at us!

I love this picture.

Eva can pass off as a cute guy here.

Haha.

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I'll wait for you

But I can't wait forever

So you know that you're never on your own

And I can't make it on my own
Because my heart is in Ohio

Gogg and I were like EWWWW 987 roadshow.YUCK,radio kills everything.
But I like walked into the hall late,with all the prefects grinning at the doors,which was a pretty freaky sight.
Because,guess why?
RONIN in school today.

They first did like 3 acoustic songs,and talked about how they got into music and stuff.
Later,I made my way through all the losers standing and staring at the back of the crowd to the front of the stage,and Eva and I ended up moshing to Black Maria and stuff. It was crazy.haha.
The people around us were giving us weird looks,but who gives a crap.
We were surrounded by bimbos who didn't really appreciate our moshing.Oh,maybe it messed up their hair!
Whatever.

Shiang Nee,Eva and I took piccies with Levan and Sean!
He signed our tickets to Youth Gone Wild!
Ronin/West Grand.It's gonna rock.
And Gogg managed to score a poster from the merch people.MPFH.

Everyone was obsessing about Sean,which was pretty funny.
I was in awe of Levan,in his tight black pants and shades and wrist cuffs and boots.
That was the guy who inspired me today,and I have decided that I'm not going to take anybody's shit.

He was telling me and gogg to "fucking kick St. Nick's asses" in Track and Field Nationals.
But of course.
And we were telling him about our crappy "band",which has approximately 186356761351 members [lol,just kidding] and how badly we sucked.But he was all encouraging and we really appreciated that.
We're playing for teacher's day,oh man.
WE MUST WE MUST WE MUST kick ass.

*23 June!
Youth Gone Wild/the day I get my BRACES OFFFFF.
And gogg and I want to go to Baybeats too!
ZOO TOMMORROWWWW.

Chapstick,chapped lips and things like chemistry

So I guess Lita and Ted got it right.

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Sorry to Cel and Suuz.
I didn't think you guys would take what Eva and I were saying seriously.
When do we not kid?
Okay,today involved WAY too much idioticness on my part.
I'm Miss bitchy Mcbitch,I apologise.
But it kinda hurt to see you guys just turn away.
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Last day of school tommorrow.
Freedom.See ya later bitches.
We are all going to get out of this shithole and FLY.

It's funny to know that you think I actually care

Konstantine, they'll never hurt you like I do

Gogg,Cel,Suuz and I scared the shit outta Si Pei this morning.
Haha,it was super hilarious.
We were standing in the parade square like cluless idiots,when we finally caught sight of her.
We ran towards her screaming her name,and shoved the notebook and cards at her and yelled 'HAPPYBIRTHDAYSIPEIBYE!" in her general direction and dashed off.

Later,we popped by her class and Gogg and I stuck our heads in through the door and screamed "SI PEI! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!" ...but she wasn't there.
The sec twos just quirked their eyebrows at us,lol.
HA,Gogg's stalker was jealous of Si Pei and I cause we are ACTUALLY FRIENDS with her.
In ya face!

Today was the most not-doing-anything of all.
Watched a sad Korean movie in the hall where we nearly froze our asses off,and which caused Gogg to cry a river and drown the whole world.
Did a henna star on my hand,I am in love with it.

Went for the WALAA briefing with Sze Min and Si Pei and later roamed around town a bit with Si Pei!

Her bone structure screams "Touch her, touch her" !

I want someone provocative and talkative
But it's so hard when you're shallow as a shower

Went around like a mad person and got Gogg her black shorts.
It's funny that she got it from this one shop that we have constantly made fun of.
Oh, the irony.

Bought Si Pei her birthday prezzie.
It looks kinda pathetic being from four people,but we got it from this really cool place,trust me,you won't find it anywhere else.

The inside lingo had me at hello
And we go where the money goes

So cut my wrists and black my eyes

I'm as tired as hell.
I had about 30+ people tell me that I look like that guy on Singapore Idol with the so-called "emo haircut",who sang Helena by My Chem.
Even people I DON'T EVEN KNOW said so.

Excuse me.I don't.I should know better.
I LOOK LIKE GERARD WAY.So there.
HA.

Today was a total killer of brain cells.Did absolutely nothing,just walked around w/Lyd,Qi Xuan and Lifen,had a bunch of people tell me that I looked like that idiot on teevee,yelled and my throat hurt worse.
Later,I hung out with Sarah in Gogg's class and made a quick escape when the teacher walked in.LOL.

After school,Gogg came with Cel and was like "HURRY HURRY.LET'S GO,LET'S GO."
And there was like this bottle of eye drops on Lyd's desk and she like uncapped it and SQUIRTED IT AT ME.
So of course we had a fight with the Eyemo.
And Eva ended up squirting it straight into my eye.
And I don't know why,I started crying and laughing.
Eva says it's not the Eyemo's fault,but something else.
Maybe.
Cel and Gogg got freaked out.

During training,my left knee hurt,and my throat was sore,and I felt like puking.
Whee.

TOMMORROW.
Going with Gogg to get her black shorts,which I also might maybe perhaps want to get too!
Haha.
Supposed to go bikini shopping with Lyd this thursday,but we most likely won't get any,haha,knowing us.
AND ME AND SARAH AND GOGG ARE GOING TO THE ZOO THIS SATURDAY!
HOORAY!

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So I won't stop dying
Won't stop lying
If you want, I'll keep on crying
Did you get what you deserve?
Is this what you always want me for?

But I couldn't make you see it

A part of me died when I let you go

READ what you said to me. It makes no sense.
Maybe it's better not to feel.
But right now it just hurts a hell lot.
Goodbye to you.
Take care.

You're my sweet charade

I'm bored with my life right now.
Monotony,everything is such a dull shade of grey.

One more week of school, just seven more days of creative oppression from the school administrative front.
Sit up straight.Get that hair out of your eyes.
Where is the assignment you owed me since last week?
Wake up Taina.
Wake up.

You are wasting your life away.THIS IS HERE AND NOW.

Ha,like I give a shit.
It's all getting old.

Go and watch Here is Gone by The Goo Goo Dolls and maybe you'd understand.
When the hell are we going to get out of this hick town?

Oh at least it's like,Best Practice Day or some nonsense like that,so we're just going to slack around the school and have fun.
Gogg,Lyd,Mujia,Qi Xuan,Manprit...
I OFFICIALLY BOOK YOU GUYS FOR TOMMORROW.

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My uncles and aunts scared the crap out of me with all the stories of their encounters with the supernatural kind yesterday.
My god,they went through some scary shit.

The Rock Show

Ugh.

She's getting kicked out of school
Cause she's failing
I'm kinda nervous cause
I think all her friends hate me
She's the one, she'll always be there
She took my hand and I made it I swear

Mpfh.Crappiness.
Okay,maybe not so much.But I just FELT like shit.
I had people asking me left and right if I was okay.
The answer is no,I am not,but thank you for asking.

1) I stayed up until 11.50 and I fell asleep before managing to send a happy birthday message to Kevin WHO TURNS 17 TODAY.
I couldn't even keep my eyes open for ten more minutes.
Damn it.
You're angry at me anyway.
I'm sorry,I SUCK,OH MY GOD.

2) Performance:We sucked.
We all had a bunch of people telling us that we rocked but maybe they were just being nice?Shit,I was a nervous as hell and my voice was shakyyy.
LOL GOGG,EVERYONE WAS AT THE BOOK-A-FAIR.
Or so it seemed.
God,hilarious.

3) I just feel like shit. Oh and I got 30 points for my midyear L1R5.
2 F9s in Amath...and Emath.
My only A2 for English.
HOW'S THAT FOR I AM SO GONNA FLUNK OUTTA SCHOOL?

Skipped half of A math,stayed in the toilet with Lydia and Manprit.
Gogg came and visited at one point.
Gave Mrs Chia some stupid story that Lydia puked,even messed up Lyd's hair and splashed water on her and she seriously looked sick.
Lol.
I stole Van's reader's digest and sat in a cubicle and read.
OMG.hahaha.Lyd and Manprit counted the number of tiles in the toilet.



Welcome to our sad SADDD lives.



Lydia demonstrating how she puked.HAHA.



Vocals/guitar,GOGG THE FUCKING AWESOME GUITARIST,Bassist yo.

I just need a little therapy

One two fuck you
Don't tell me what to do
I don't wanna be like you

Tomorrow's our performance in the canteennn,MY GOD.

All the Small Things
Crappy love song No. 183
You raise me up

HAHA.Funny stuff.
Be sure to turn up and cheer and/or laugh your asses off.

Play it LOUD!

Photo-taking tommorrow.
Oh the horror.

Say something profound.

Crawling into bed at one every night is getting old.

Sometimes I get up in the middle of the night and I grab the phone and I have to stop myself from dialing your number.
It's weird,cause I'm like half fucking asleep and I won't have anything to say anyway.

And so god help me, I need to get out of this cycle.
Haven't been doing my homework,been sleeping through my classes the past few weeks.
And I kill myself during training,I push, yes I do.

And I go home to stare into blankness and be yelled at.

*Unleash the fucking bats*

Taina! At The Disco

"Look at me with my pretty bracelet and tiara...
I'm a fucking princess!"
-Gerard Way

Oh boredom,boredom is the killer.
Ran 18 x 50m today for training.Don't ask,it was weird.
I'm getting faster,yay.

Cel + Suuz + Eva + Tai + Intent of learning guitar parts for Boulevard of Broken Songs = Watching Brokeback Mountain & weird videos on YouTube.

Brokeback mountain...was very weird.LOL.And is largely overrated.
Didn't even watch to the ending.

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Oh,did love leave you brokenhearted?
Take you on a roadtrip of highs and lows
only to lead you back to where you started?

I've been listening to Buried a Lie by Senses Fail & Sadie Hawkins Dance by Relient K all day.Thanks for the CD gogg! (:
If you think about it,BURIED A LIE IS ACTUALLY VERY DAMN SCARY.
Oh my god.
And Eva was telling me about this song about this guy who went around killing people and wearing their skin and was like "now your friends would like you more than they used to" or something.

GOD.THAT SCARED THE SHIT OUTTA ME OKAY.
Ride The Wings Of Pestilence by From First to Last i think.
Remind me never to listen to that song.

Anyway,went for training and then jamming and then OUT WITH EVA AND SARAH AND BEN!
LOL.
We did a lot of weird stuff at Seoul Garden.

Then I went to watch MI:3!
Reference from Lost,watch for it!

"There will come a moment when you get the chance to do the right thing."

"I love those moments.I like to wave at them as they pass by."

Ohmygod.
I swear the new official Pirates of the Caribbean:Dead Man's Chest trailer is HECKA COOL!
*fangirl squeal*
It's scary what Johnny Depp with eyeliner,dreads and a sexy accent can do to me.



Why the fuck does Keira Knightley get to kiss him?
IT'S IMMORAL.That woman is like so bloody beautiful already.

AHHHH.Retards.I will only show you this piccie from the other day because the others are just too embarrassing.

Today Gogg and I went to town!
Yay!
Our mission:
To get me a pair of shoes,and an ipod battery,and for gogg to get a pair of black shorts.

In the end,I only got shoes.
VANS.WHOO HOO.

WE SAW COLIN AND KERO IN FAR EAST.
Eva was like talking then she turned her head and like nearly fell over in shock.
"TAINA.COLIN AND KERO.THERE."
We like sprinted down the escalator but they disappeared.
DAMN.We were like going to stalk them,lol.We are very very bored people.

Okay.Anyway,QUEENSWAY.
Eva was trying to convince me to buy the Vans with the bumble bees on them.God.LOL.I nearly gave in.
But in the end I got the ones that the guy recommended to me :




Eva and I are in love with the guy LOL.
Madness.

I kissed 99 bucks goodbye.




I like this piccie because we are Glowing.

If I'm just bad news,then you're a liar.

Boys like you are a dime a dozen
Boys like you are a dime a dozen

Sure,I have feelings.
You said I used to care more.
That isn't true.
I just used to talk about caring more.
What is the point anymore?

Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that far

I probably feel it more than ever now.
I acknowledge the pain,and hope it goes away.
Why should I tell anyone anyone about it if it's my problem?
It's my problem.
DEAL TAINA.

The truth is you could slit my throat
and with my one last gasping breath
I'd apologise for bleeding on your shirt

Maybe it's my fault for not saying anything.
How could you be so insensitive?
But thank you for trying to help.
Even if you didn't.

If only you knew half as much as you pretend to

In case you didn't realise,life kind of sucks for me right now.
Putting on a facade the whole time is kind of tiring.

They kicked us out of school at two today!
Amazing.
No training!

Went to town with Lydia and Mujia,ate at Mos,and took a WHOLE BUNCH OF PICTURES WHICH NOBODY SHOULD EVER SEE CAUSE WE ARE DOING THE CRAZIEST THINGS but knowing Lydia she would just post them on her blog.And friendster.And youtube,and every flipping thing available.Lol.

NEVERMIND.They're pretty cool anyway.

Then Gogg,who ditched me to go out with Tracy,called and was like telling us that she was surrounded by a bunch of lesbians who were lians + smokers and they were asking her to go to... PARTYWORLD KTV.

Omg,we nearly died laughing.

I wanted to go rescue her,but we were all too lazy so we just sat at starbucks yelling
"OMG,EVA!GET OUT OF THERE!SAVE YOURSELF QUICK!"
into the phone.

Gogg finally got herself out of there like after a million years.
LOL.

AND SHE HAS A SEC TWO STALKER IN SCHOOL.
Oh,the freakiness of that girl.

Your dreams and your hopeless hair

i am a monster.
i am a monster.
I am a monster.
i am a monster.
i am a monster.
hate me.
destroy me.



Skeleton.Crew.

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School team baby.
Gogg.WHY IS GOGG DOING LONG JUMP.What is this.
Thailand Thailand Thailand!8th - 15th June.
Hello staircase trainings,COUNTLESS INSECTS,foodmmmfood,late to sleep,WAKE UP WE'RE GOING TO BE LATE,DAMN IT,elephantsssss [LOL,gogg!]

Fuck,emath test tommorrow.
Just going to have to fail I guess

Sinking into sweet uncertainty

Stumble until you crawl

Listening to Jimmy Eat World makes me feel inspired to write better lyrics.

YESTERDAY.
Yes yes,I collided with the damn barrier thingy in Carrefour.
My neck snapped.My knees hurt.
I embarrassed myself and that was it.
haha.

JESSICA,YOU TOOT-TARD.Lol,you should be thankful that time I said no when they tried to throw you in the bin okay.
Maybe I should have gone along with it.
HAHA,EGO FREAK.

*Goo Goo Dolls - Let Love In

My Favorite Accident

Tai,Gogg,Shiang Nee.
WHEEEE.
Madness ensues.

Crappy/Sappy Love Song number 183
Music by Eva,Lyrics by Taina,Drum stuff done by Shiang Nee

So you with the painted on smile
looking for the next exit
escape with me for awhile.
I looked over and there
was nothing in your vacant eyes
but hope.

So I took a little ride with you
Out into the city lights so blue
Yeah I took a little ride with you
Maybe it's strange but who cares.

So singing along with your tapes
whatever you want to do
Dancing all night long
it's a miracle
That I found you and you
took me along

I write sappy love songs
and you laugh
So it's all worth the while
and being alone isn't so painful
anymore.

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Hello emo kids. [I love this picture]



COOKIE MONSTER,OH NO!



The emoness has gone to our empty heads.



RAWRRR.I AM A MONSTER,I AM A MONSTER,I AM A MONSTER.



I am in LOVE WITH MY NAILS.Black glitter glitter black glitter.


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Yes yes,Bfffff,so my clothes suck.
*sticks out tongue*
Lalala.
I need help.