I know it is kind of cliche' to say that I will never forget where I was when I heard about the planes hitting the Twin Towers on September 11
th, but it's true. I didn't hear about it until I got to school that day, and I remember not truly understanding what was happening. All the news seemed to show was the same footage of one of the planes hitting one of the towers over and over again. It wasn't until days later, when I started seeing people on the news with missing posters, searching for family members, that feelings of sadness and anger really hit me. Later, those feelings were replaced by pride as I saw
businesses and homes putting flags up and hanging signs in their windows saying things like "God Bless America" and "United We Stand." Two years later, when I went to New York to work as a nanny, I reached a new level of understanding of what happened that day. I got to know people who lost friends and family members that day. I even met a few people who were at Ground Zero. I guess all I am trying to say is that I hope I will never forget September 11, 2001. I hope I will always feel sad for the people who lost their lives that day, feel pride for the people who were willing to
sacrifice their own lives to save others, and feel gratitude that I live in the most amazing country in the world.
I've never really liked the stories and poems that people write as if God were writing them, but I got this e-mail from a good friend today and felt like it was worth sharing.
You say you will never forget where you were when you heard the news On September 11, 2001 . Neither will I. I was on the 110th floor in a smoke filled room with a man who called his wife to say 'Good-Bye.' I held his fingers steady as he dialed. I gave him the peace to say, 'Honey, I am not going to make it, but it is OK..I am ready to go.'
I was with his wife when he called as she fed breakfast to their children. I held her up as she tried to understand his words and as she realized he wasn't coming home that night.
I was in the stairwell of the 23rd floor when a woman cried out to Me for help. 'I have been knocking on the door of your heart for 50 years!' I said. 'Of course I will show you the way home - only believe in Me now'
I was at the base of the building with the Priest ministering to the injured and devastated souls. I took him home to tend to his Flock in Heaven. He heard my voice and answered.
I was on all four of those planes, in every seat, with every prayer. I was with the crew as they were overtaken. I was in the very hearts of the believers there, comforting and assuring them that their faith has saved them.
I was in Texas , Virginia , California , Michigan , Afghanistan I was standing next to you when you heard the terrible news. Did you sense Me?
I want you to know that I saw every face. I knew every name - though not all know Me. Some met Me for the first time on the 86th floor. Some sought Me with their last breath. Some couldn't hear Me calling to them through the smoke and flames; 'Come to Me.. this way... take my hand.' Some chose, for the final time, to ignore Me. But, I was there.
I did not place You in the Tower that day. You may not know why, but I do. However, if you were there in that explosive moment in time, would you have reached for Me?
Sept. 11, 2001 , was not the end of the journey for you. But someday your journey will end. And I will be there for you as well. Seek Me now while I may be found. Then, at any moment, you know you are 'ready to go.' I will be in the stairwell of your final moments.
-God