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Sunday, May 30, 2010
Asia conference 2010!   My TAG! Chan Vanessa sounds pretty cool uh. HAHA! It was such an honor to be at asia conference this yr where great man and women of God were all around. Privileged, blessed. SATURDAY~ sentosa! with love.  Friday, May 28, 2010
In the new room, can't wait to sleep in here soon Even though there's no air con here:( Gonna be at sentosa tomorrow baby!!!!! YEHS!!! Heard that there's gonna be ard 10pax going tomorrow! whee~ The missing puzzle to the perfect picture couldn't be there:( Let's hope tml will be a FUN TTM DAY! And we're catching SEX IN THE CITY 2!!!!!!! EGGSITED TTM! I choose to turn a deaf ear to those thoughts running inside my head. haha. night peeps! Thursday, May 27, 2010
Emotional Hemorrhage I'm tired. Tired even when I'm not working? how is that possible right? yeah, emotional hemorrhage is the exact word to describe now. Can you hug me so tight and tell me whatever that's happening is gonna be alright Then look me in the eye and say don't worry, i will always be here for you. i needed God, but i know He wouldn't respond to my needs. Seven Thousand and Hundred Five Only. Sunday, May 23, 2010
HOLAH! Up for breakfast today with momsy, TOTALLY MADE IT ALIVE~ butt pain / leg pain / hands pain /back pain all thanks to the lack of exercise and yest's volleyball game. Was out in the market with momsy, carried 5kg rice home now chilling in the living room waiting for jh, ima be swimming later! WHEE! the sun is too good to be missed. i wanna swim! like a fish! AH HAHAHA! nah, i'm kidding. im no where near a fish, perhaps a fat one! Spent 2hrs at the pool and swam for 3laps? That sounds pathetic! yes i know. by the 3rd lap my hands weren't working anymore. aching like mad after the swim i felt so darn good, like YES! I FINALLY EXERCISED! Met up with linda and jh for dinner at kovan, we had 9 crabs! yes. 9. Isn't that crazy? gonna have crabfobia. After crabbing, we had tau huey. EAT AGAIN? ah ha. yeah! i had egg tart and cheng chao drink instead! MAD SHIOKE.Right now my body have failed me completely Arms! Back! Butt! Legs! ALL ACHING LIKE ^#$%@*^#*$^@* i've never ache like this for the longest time! like LONGEST! still cannot figure out why my butt is aching. like Y the BUTT? Sit also ache, stand up also ache, walk also ache! RAHHH! i'm complaining because i'm aching. haha... lazy pig complaining. ACHE. Saturday, May 22, 2010
Just got back from weiyan's 21st party at sembawang park man, i've not been there since FOREVER, haha... perhaps i was there last at 16? Guess it was with ancherle, we cycled from yishun to sembawang park in the day, ahhh.. those great memories... Nothing much has changed there, things r still the same, jetty is still there... and that place is forever as ulu and not conveniently accessible to people who take public transport like me! but thankfully, i didn't have to worry about that at all today cause there's a thing call CAB and friends who drives. HAHAHA! Before heading down for the party, i was in the land of volley ball and sun goodness. Also commonly filled with alot of not so fair tourist... HAHA! :p s.e.n.t.o.s.a. There weren't much sun today until after 4ish, so didn't tann much BUT I PLAYED TODAY! Or rather touched and hit the ball and run around a little today got out of my comfort zone all thanks to linda! thanks for making me feel less awkward in the situation! i love u! haha... yeah, everything's gd except the glaring sun! i can't see the ball whn facing the sun! Then i realize there's something called shades. I WILL INVEST IN A GD PAIR OF SHADESSSSSSSS!!!!!! rahh! it's about time after so many donkey years! i love playing volleyball, i love the sun These are the perfect combi i need for a great great day(: To top it up into perfection: Give me my starbucks coffee!!!! And the day cannot be more perfect then perfect! mua haha Thoughts. . . Love is a game A game i know i will win as long as i do not offer my true love. and left me here to bleed alone in my thoughts as they wondered. Today i become someone who doesn't believe in true love. Maybe i should even thank you for teaching me this lesson in life: If you wanna play with people's feeling, just leave them alone to die and you can wash your hands off them forever. This is exactly what you did to me. I could never have a proper relationship with anyone after you, and this is how much you've hurt me. Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Lunch at home, heated up last night's food but threw them all away:( Fobia to chicken, those chicken rice>chicken. the sight of them makes me wanna puke, actually it's all becos dad showed me how chicken's butt is like. brrr, blame it all on my very imaginative head! So i guess i wouldn't have chicken soon:( Watched TRAUMA earlier Damn shoike, im so madly in love with that show. Like seriously, its the best darn thing ever! Not that i have a fetish for bloodly scene or am i pervertic to see pple injured and i get excited over them, just that they seem really realistic on the show to me, like spore would never produce such great drama. Watching this kinda show brings me great satisfaction, i've always wanted to be a doctor but i know i'm not smart enough to be one, thus i joined st john when i was in school and even wanted to become a paramedic after my studies. But God has other plans for me, so at least right now there's something to ease my inner desire to know more about medcine. IF i ever met a doctor, i think i will start boombarting question all over medcine on him. like seriously.... Dear God i wanna know a doctor friend! if not i can marry a doctor! HAHA i'm quite crazy over medcine, and they never fail to captivate me, i used to get so high when i see ambulance on the streets back in school. crazy right? i thought so too. BACK home! Time check: 3 am Met up with linda and joanna at clarke quay for dinner, walked ard alittle... bought those rock candies, gonna surprise someone soon. wheee~i like to surprise pple and i like nice surprises> who doesn't right? haha... Had supper at geylang's 126 tim sum, urberliccious~ BURP!it's so hard to say no to good food. Pretty exhausted now, like i feel tired... yawn... Gotta be up at 8am later to accompany mommy to polyclinic and then i wanna go breakfast! hopefully we'll have chicken feet noodle with no chicken feet(for me) at chong pang!!! it's damn nice, oh i can taste the noodle in my mouth already! hahahahahah... i always have space for whatever food i wanna eat and this is really bad. but i like it. heh heh Just one last thing.. i saw a scene somewhere tdy, it seems like my brain is thinking about it, but i just couldn't get hold of that thought. It's stirring in me right now, like what exactly is my head trying to tell me. hemmmm... you get what i mean? Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Route travelled today... PUBLIC TRANSPORT DAY! NO CABBING! Bus to North Point>Tampiness>Train to Paya lebar>Walked to Joo chiat Complex Bus to AMK>Train back to Yishun>Bus back hom from Yishun. I'msohappytoday, haha:D Went to ikea and i'm always happy at ikea, makes you wanna grab everything in their display room, and ofcourse a inspiring place to be. was tempted to cross over to giant and grab some grocery but i know i wouldn't have enough hands to carry them.. haha went over to joo chiat complex, bought my carpet... OH SO HAPPY cost me $105.00, now i know that's a little pricy but it was exactly what i was looking for. SO I BOUGHT IT! i did bargained... from $132 to $105. my goal was to get it at $100. so yeah. . . end of story. oh, i was up at 7.30am today! YESH! I DID IT!!!! but didn't go running cause it was raining, super sian right? like seriously, i am gonna attempt to do it on friday again since the next 2 days are gonna be pretty busy>>> sounds like EXCUSES uh? haha so what if it is?! i will do it on Friday. If a miracle happens, i might wake up at 7.30am tomorrow too! Monday, May 17, 2010
I'VE BEEN RESTING FOR A MONTH OFFICIALLY!!!! oh man, felt like it's been months! i can only say that it's been a month of being really lost and carefree. I didn't quite think of anything much. Just came back from dinner with sec sch peeps to celebrate joseph's 21st! i was so guilty eating my fish pasta while texting another person who made me felt super guilty for eating and then realize that i haven't been exercising since 2009. To be exact i have not do anything physically healthy for the past 5 MONTHS! Any runner or sporty person would have died not exercising that long. Am i loosing it already? like in the past at least i would go swimming on my own and running in the evening, but now? NOT DOING ANYTHING AT ALL! i'm a sponge, sucking in everything but not working out at all. Thus. . . tomorrow shall be the day i will go RUNNING again! yes! i will wake up at 7.30am! YESH! i will!!! do it or be fat vann! off to bed now for the MORNING RUN! NOW! you know how impossible that sounds right? yes. ima rock that and make it HAPPEN! Sunday, May 16, 2010
So how's the week gonna be like??? Go ikea to shop for curtains, photo frams, lamps. Swimming~ ima be dark like MR WALL!!!! Running! yes, run the fatty stuff in that bodayyy away. Buy a LAVA LAMP! it's awesomeee-ly pretty and cool that i just have to get hold of it. Attend CASIO interview on wed ( ima be a keyboard promoter) ROCK THAT! Be in church on thurdays, its gonna be good. perhaps some catch up? Meeting girlfriends for dinner on wednesday(it's always good, and tht comes along w food too) DO the laundry throughout the week, yes u heard me. LAUNDRY, and they come along with ironing of clothes too. goodness, ima be a good wife in future you lucky hubby. Two 21st party next week, one on monday, another on sat and perhaps if everything goes well... sunday will be another weekend spent at SENTOSA! whooo! i love it! i need MONEY! it's quite painful to see them depreciating. rahh! Thursday, May 13, 2010
I think it's Mentally and physically torturing not being able to fall asleep. It's the 4th day of this mess, like i just wanna sleep but my body is not allowing it to happen? Flubug caught me on tues, wed i'm on medication tht is suppose to make me drowsy so that i could rest. Not only did the medication didn't work it left me awake most of the night. Couldn't hold on any longer i took some cough mixture and slept eventually. The bad thing about this is i'm abusing the usage of the cough mixture that left me drowsy even when i'm awake in the day. now i can't sleep again. so i'm blogging. i'm cranky i'm pissed i'm vexed i'm not tired but i just wanna sleep! heart beating quite fast brain prob not working at all, but def awake. somebody just hit me in the head and make me sleep! Time check: 1.30am Time to wake up: 9.30am Time of BTT:2pm Time to crash: ? Tuesday, May 11, 2010
Shed 2kg followed by 5kg by the end of 2010? hahaha The impossible will soon become possible. Lets do it! Saturday, May 8, 2010
Wasssup~ it's saturdayyyy Met up with joanna for sentosa for the earlier part of the day Saw ZM at sentosa! 2nd time!haha, that women never fail to make me laugh.. ha ha After which, linda joined us for dinner at yish, the only bad thing about today? There isn't much SUN ard!! In fact it was raining!!! :( Alot of times i wonder, am i fated to be single? It's a very sad truth, i don't know why i'm saying this but There's just so many signs and common things happening in the recent yrs tht I can't help but to think of it that way. hemm, not exactly a good time to think of this right now... Backup plan was terrifying, not a good show to catch if you're on a date Unless ur date's a wide card! haha... good show for couples? i guess. . Game plan for sunday? Momsy day:D Spending quality time with mom, but in the afternoon i'll be free~guess it'll be time to do house work again. Well this is how life is gonna be for me for the next 3mths? It's hard to ignore how others view and comment about the life i'm leading right now But if i have to live according to your opinion abt my life, i'll have so many to please. Please let tomorrow be a better day. I feel quite lousy today. night folks~ Wednesday, May 5, 2010
I shall name today's enrty as: Hot and happy wendnesday~ Met up with linda for lunch at her workplace, after which i travelled down to my previous office, collected my chq and then i realize it's not issued under the same bank anymore, thus i have to search for the nearest bank near the office so i can cash out the chq It's RHB bank.. T_T I had a hard time searching for the branch itself at bukit merah, it was freaking hot and i'm sweating like mad... but thank God i found the bank! whee! phew~ and it was before 4pm... guess where is it> below some ulu block beside a provision shop. Notice i said a provision. yes, that was how bad it is. When i walked passed the bank i don't even know if it's open! haha... first impression counts. UOB and DBS is still da best! Walked a distant, climb alot of overhead brigde today, took a bus to amk Shopped alittle, necesscity okays and ofcourse i bought stuff for myself too luh... 2 pairs of shoes, and 2 small bots of perfume? not alot right? heh heh  Gucci Flora and Dkny Green Apple Miniature  I love the bottle!! i'm high and self maintence, i only feel good spending my own money, haha! Mother's day is coming! If you have not thought of what to do for your mom you better PANIC! If you haven't got a present, don't panic! you still have 2 more days? *wink* I'm happiest when i shop and buy stuff for people i love, there's so much joy inside of me when buying gifts, the best part is whn the receiver likes the gift! i hope mom will love what i got for her this time! :)  Oh! oh! i'm going for a date with mommy tomorrow! SO EXCITED!Here's the plan! breakfast>visiting aunt>bringing mom to ion>treating her a good meal at Imperial Jade Kitchen!>shopping? :x I'm so excited to bring her out for a good meal, and then i will present mom her first gift! The SK 0.03 carat necklas.. > HAHA! 0.03 carat ONLY?! yeah, i cn only afford that for now!:P  A little nice surprise i did for mom today, my Chinese really sucks! How to teach my kid in future??? Ans: Hubby will do the job! WHA HAHA Good nighty people! im sucha happy girl today, for whatever reasons. Eggsited for tomorrow's plan! :D wheeee~ Tuesday, May 4, 2010
Made it for breakfast!THUMBS UP! Mc delivery~ haha:D Did the laundry today! The sun was good so i washed the bed sheets too, as usual i get quite scared when i bring out the clothes out of the window for the sun cause if i can't handle the weight it'll fall off my window! The thought of washing the clothes from the dirty, germ filled ground is a nightmare! SO yeah, thank God it didn't! heee hee I received a call today>>Good news! Salary is ready for collection!!!!!!!!!! okays, that's awesome and great but now i have another worry, i hope the chq is not post dated or could there be anything wrong with the signatory or anything that could possibly gone wrong. It's highly irritating when one cannot collect their chqs. You not only waste the collectors time you're wasting your own time as well. another good news? There's this really nice curry puff at ABC market, and also slice fish soup!!! I'm so gonna have them all tomorrow, good food i miss... ahhh. tomorrow shall be great!(: Random thoughts: It was confusion at first, then it grew to be kinda nice but i can't depend on someone who's always away and I'm not in your schedule at all. I think it would be better if we remain as friends. Being single seems to be better for me, but who doesn't want to be loved right? :( Monday, May 3, 2010
Mondaaaaay. Hello world, today marks the 16 day that I'm officially jobless. To put it in a nicer term? It's my 16th day of resting. So what exactly have i done for the past 16 days of being jobless or resting? i would expect myself to have come out with a perfect plan to what exactly i will do everyday, i did. but i didn't follow them at all, not even a single one of them on my "to do list" is marked as done deal. Apparently the past 16 days felt like it's been months, i felt hopeless, and somehow picking myself up to search for another job didn't came in my mind at all. In the past my period of stay in a job is about 4mths in average, this time round i manage to secure a pretty good job for 1 year. To me it's a achievement to even have stayed for one whole year, in fact i never thought i would have lasted if you'd asked me, if weren't for some issues that happened i would have stayed. But things happen, problems have to be solve and I've made my decision to leave. At first, i looked forward to my last day of work as if I'm going for a vacation but on the 3rd day of my rest, i felt like shit. My previous experience, at this current situation i would have started looking for jobs and perhaps in the midst of arranging interviews but i ain't doing any of those now, it just appeared to me even louder and brighter that it's not wise to do it for the sake of doing. I rather spend some time thinking what i really really want to do and do it well. With this alone comes with responsibility and alot of hard work. i have tasted my fruit of labour from being hardworking but i know i lack interpersonal skills to excel at work. The smartest pple at work may not necessary be the most hardworking one around. But if you're the most hardworking one with great interpersonal skills you're up to be the best. I'm not so sure if i can make it in life, but as long as we don't stop believing that we can make it, we'll get somewhere in life. But right now a getaway might help! i REALLY REALLY wanna get out of singapore. Friends, please tell me when you're free to go for a short vacation? i thought of going away alone, but it's gonna be so lonely!! i DON'T WANT! haha... but i might do it anyway if i can no longer take this shit. No worries! i will be contactable still! :D right, this is what i did on my 16th day of rest! Today's like the most lethargic day ever!ever! met up with anx in the evening for dinner at 925's chicken rice. it was Good as usual. we had alot of chicken today! from chicken rice to bbq chicken wing to chicken feet! Is that chicky enough for you? HAHA! dam shioke~ went over to her place got back my luggage, my luggage went for a holiday and i didn't! how fair is that? ah haha... God ma got me a cute tote bag, now i have alot of bags! i should be called vanessa chanbags. how cool is that uh? ok, not so cool actually.. ooops:x i took a bus back from her place with my luggage!! which marks my 1st time bring bulky items up on a public transport... suah ku~ MAD CRaves for: chocolate cake now!! in fact since last Saturday! F.Y.I. i just munch some chips and homecooked cheng teng while watching tv and blogging away at 1am.. gonna catch "er" on hallmark chn now! then i'll hit the bed! hopefully i wake up in time for macs breakfast, btw Cinnamon melts from macs is HEAVEN! you've gotta try it if you haven't! i love FOOD! Good night!(: life is great when you know tomorrow would be better with people who loves and cares for you (: |
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