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Sunday, September 26, 2010
It's Sunday folks! My Saturday was so damn awful that i buried them all. i woke up later then i should today, thinking that i can cab down to my meeting at 11.3oam and be on time, but me being an idiot who didn't check my emails again realize that tdy's meeting time should be 11am instead of 11.3oam!!! NEVER ASSUME, ALWAYS DOUBLE CHECK VANESSA CHAN YI WEN!!!! Going out now to pay my school fees... stressed out! i'm out! Wednesday, September 22, 2010
On the verge of breaking down over an essay:( This is what you get when you go against your weakness They break you into pieces and make you who you are at the end of the day somebody, please put a smile on my face today going for class now! bye Monday, September 20, 2010
I don't think anyone on earth will be able to understand how much anxiety i'm going Through this season, with. . . 12 days to Exam 11 days to Submission of 3 case study Taking a look at my schedule this week, it's jamed packed. Working 4days this week along side with school at night Errands to run, appointments to meet, birthday chalets to attend INTERVIEW ON SATURDAY! This is so important to me, i really really really want to get shortlisted for this job, i really want it badly. Even if i were to fail with this 1st attempt, i will keep trying until i get in! DETERMINATION BABY! Also meetings and church to attend on either sat or sun. I think i really need God this time lah, really don't think i will make it alone. Been coughing at night lately, those that comes suddenly while im sleeping totally felt like an asthma attack gasping for breath. whatever it is, it better not be anything close to asthma, i don't want to carry a inhaler everywhere i go... haha! ok, i'm going to get my 8hrs of rest. Wake up, do house chores, go for my appointment, and MUG! good night! Monday, September 13, 2010
Emo nemo... nah, i'm not emo. just a few things going on in there, it's all that frustration going on inside the head school is going to screw me up soon if i don't start understanding what i'm studying... to me, everything my lect is teaching in class is not the same with the book i'm mugging. It's un-relatable. and it's driving me crazy. case study is my night mare. got no clue to do it right, the Harvard referencing system isn't getting any right side of me man. i think it's super straight forward already but still i'm not getting it. driving me nuts ya? whatever it is, day by day... ima make sure i understand more then i did yesterday. Today is monday, which is also school day. but im on MC:( cost me $47 on some stupid pills, i hope they work out for good. you've got no ideal how useless i feel in this body i tell ya, being allergic to 3 different kinds of antibiotic is crazy. being allergic to seafood is simply dumb. Migraine attacks at least 3 times a month is killer, i can work and live normally with flu or even fever but boy, when migraine comes i can forget about everything else except being bedridden. So what is the ultimate or worse then migraine? Menstrual cramps. just to paint you a picture how painful it gets..... 1st day when they come: I get terrible terrible CRAMPS! it's 10 times worse then a tummy ache of someone who got caught up with food poisoning. When all that pain is going on, i start fainting... purple coloured things i'll start to see and then pfff! I've fainted. haha... No one's ever around every time i faint at home. it's a terrifying and painful experience all alone? but i'm glad and thankful that i was at home, i mean can you imagine fainting in the public? yeah, all i can do is roll on the bed in pain and pray. really. who is there to help me at times like these accept God right? i can't possibly call someone to save me because they can't, pink pills no longer work for me, how sad. and i cannot imagine if my parents see me like that, they will freak out and call for the ambulance! haha! These are things that there's nothing much i can do. If i'm not a women and wouldn't have to reproduce i would have removed that womb! It's dark, it's time for bed again. Tomorrow there's NTU road show! whoo hoo! gonna be at the uni's.... SALES!!! i wanna sell! sell! sell! so exciting, and the school is HUGE! i'm so gonna be LOST! but it's alright, we're lost most of the time.... i'm still not tired... or maybe i am.... i guess so.. good night world(: Friday, September 10, 2010
The Script - The Man Who Can't Be Moved Time check: 2am I'm suppose to be mugging now lah, but i'm not motivated to do it at all Test is coming up next monday, submission of case study is on monday as well. i'm so dead i tell ya, no motivation... at all. at all. at all. today, like now is my only free time to do all that mugging..... eerrrggghhhhh... STOP PROCRASTINATING VANESSA CHAN YI WEN! ok, ima go mug even when i dont feel like to. i don't want to fail my papers. then how? put in the hard work to do well lah! Gna share with you my favourite song, i believe i've post it some time ago... but since i cannot find the link from my previous entry it must really have been quite a long time ago... haha... it's the sweetest song i tell ya, whoever who wants to marry me someday must know this song. it's a must. hahahahahahahha... bye! The Script- The man who can't be moved Wednesday, September 8, 2010
I put on 3kg! :( guess they are muscles? and probably alot of fats!! This is happening even when i've been running lately... sad. Momsy's been ill lately and i'm angry. The doctor is brainless or what? she's coughing her lungs out and every cough is like an asthma attack. And still you're giving some useless medication? she can't even sleep properly now. so angry, but more then angry my heart aches to see love ones suffering. pls let momsy be okay, i'll trade in 10 yrs of my live for hers. Friday, September 3, 2010
An open blister Flu pills RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! Was so discourage at work, don't think i sell anything over the past few days. something must be wrong, could it be my selling approach? or just me? ....... By telling me that others are doing well doesn't encourages me nor spur me to do better it just makes me feel worse. this is so wrong lah. i should be encouraged lor. Had lesson today, tired. glad that tdy's lesson was short, loads of reading up to do case study to submit on monday class.... i'm working tomorrow and on sun, which means tml night is my only day to catch up on my studies!!! arrrggghhh.... Feeling the heat n so stretched out this week physically and emotionally. now i'm falling sick... SHARKS LAH, can't you wait till next week? i'm discourage, sick and terribly tired. And my heart weighs a ton everytime i go to work... it's so heavy, i'm gonna stop breathing soon. good night. Wednesday, September 1, 2010
My legs are so tired i'm gonna die! 1st day at smu for work, i feel intimidated(yes) didn't dare to approach any of the profs, way too intimidating but i will attempt to do so tomorrow! be bold vann!! BOLD! with confidence! Met my cousin in smu earlier, we're both born around the same time of the year but he's way smarter then me lah, since young please. so good to see him lah, we only meet like during cny and white events? yup, so i'm happy. Even though our parents have grudges but i'm so glad we don't have all that drama mama with our generation. Met up with the girlfriends, we dinnered and dessert-ed... haha! i was so damn tired by the time we had dinner, all reached home before 11pm, yeh(: when i got home, momsy told me another cousin wrote me a letter. i was like what? pple still write letters now? but how sweet lah, it was my belated birthday present. an ang bao and a small card. ( touched and blessed) tomorrow's gonna be a important day. goals to hit, barriers to pass, intimation to be all broken and... SALES!!!! Is today a cousin day or something? haha. tata i need rest. nite |
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