Tuesday, April 29, 2008

It just come~..

ur mind is a very wonderful thing..once tat inspiration comes, u just got to pin it all down..

Hitler. Once a great ruler yet an immoral general. His hatred for Jews caused the innocent many death. There were few sites specially built up just for his killing. He released toxic gas into a room filled with Jews. He stripped them all and insulted them. Majority committed suicide out of shame. Sadly, only a minority survived.

Out of all who survived, there was this man. Throughout the whole rape of the Jewish, no one soldier dare or want to touch and insult him. This man was a legend. He was a philosopher. He mentioned, "Anyone can take anything away from you. They can take away your family, your love ones, your money and even your clothes and shame u down. One thing which is all in us, something so strong that none, will be able to take it away from you. That is your principle towards life.
He may be naked. He may be shamed. His family may be killed. Yet he still smiled at the soldiers and behaved like nothing major happened. His attitude towards life and principle kept him surviving.

Admire with salutation, isnt it?

my sista went for this congress and she turned up at home, all lighten up and boasted.
recently, my family and my buds ard me r digging onto books like 孔子,三字經,and many many more. I did benefit, and it seems to be working to watever i do in my life. Hence, i tried to benefit the general too. But it seems like it doesnt work for everyone.

I've learned. If u're toking to a kid, u got to speak their lingo. If u're toking to an old man, you got to tok their lingo too. You cant talk sense to a stubborn old man. You cant enlighten a pure young kid. Ms Tan, plz learn~.

Ms Chua warned me, i cant change a person's character nor personality. They may be clueless towards handling social issues. They may be living in their own world and enjoying, so much so they overlooked their weaknesses. Or maybe they do know bout it, yet doing nth to change it. I am not a saint. I cant change them by telling them what and how to do. True enuff, i was an idiot. I tried but to no avail.
I've learn to live life my way. A win-win situation way, a way where both my environment and myself shall benefits. Again, i shall not interfere with how ppl live. Thats their own life aniway..Sld just mind my own business.

I'm kinda looking forward to tml..e day where i'll be able to chill with tat gang and sing and wish e boy happy bdae. Shall post pictures up after i had fun tml.

Monday, April 28, 2008

Just for laugh

tis managed to make me laugh and giggle up till now when i was traumatized for a moment just now..lolz..just kidding..just plain disappointed, sad, sad, sad ,sad...lolz

aniway...


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adopted frm nana's blog..lolz

MUAHAHHAHahHAHHAhahHHAHAhahHAHHAHahaha

beside u, there bound to have a retard larking ard~....

wahhAHHAAHhahHAHAhahHAHAHAhHAHAAHHAhaahHAHA

好悶啊!

現在是自由時間..又或著應該說天天都是OTOT~ lolz
自由是有啦,但我手頭的工作還是要完成。

累了,休息一下是為了走更遠的路,對嗎?
盡力了,了解了,卻不被怜情,算了對嗎?

說一下信任是什糜好嗎?在這現實身活中,如過你連最基本的信任也不給人家,那你真的就不用活了。哈哈..也許是沒那糜嚴重啦,但是你活著都存著對人保有一份懷疑之心,你不會感到很辛苦嗎?
家家都有本難唸的經,每個人也會有苦盡在不言中。蔡小姐和豬先生跟我有很多的談話。而蔡小姐說到,‘你要人怎糜對你,你就要怎糜對他人。如過你不給人机會,你也別想要人相信你’
這一番話即直接又了蕩。

每一個人是自私的。而我最近也發現,我身邊的人真的是自私得很可怕。他們就只會在呼自己的名立,自己的感受,往往不管身邊關心他們的人。但也算了,我還是顧好我自己吧~

當有一天你發現 友人或知音對你的事不聞不問,這表示他們有多糜的失望而放棄。

hmm 也需是我的疏忽,沒把該改的字言給改了,才會造成小插曲。也需是我的直率,才會造成不必要的誤會。蔡小姐教我,凡事都要先怪自己,不要看別人的不是。世界才會更美好!哈!

能交到知己是幸運。能交到知己而圍持到大半年是福气。珍希吧,每個不知幸福的丫頭們!陳小姐我,也有很多要學習的地方。加油!

Friday, April 25, 2008

Its just so easy :)

我想如果阿旺都能把人生看得那糜開,要快樂,滿足的生活其實很簡單。

我到底是在跟什糜過不去,讓我如此的分身和做作呢?女人嘛...離不開小器跟疑心,記仇和多心。我便問自己我為何那糜做。答案是如此的簡單卻可怕:我不想是我自己先讓步

不用管他人在背後說你是非,也不用去在乎別人怎糜看你。做得正,對得起自己和你愛的人,說真的,我不用去證明些什糜。很累啊!來來去去都要做同樣的事情..我活著就是要更加充時,多姿多采!

放下心中的大石吧,陳小姐!對你身邊不管是討厭你的人也好,不在乎你的人也罷,都要對他們誠心的微笑啊!起初會有點免強或不甘願,但我相信這如此簡單的舉動不單能讓我對事情看開許多,也能感染我生邊的人多微笑。

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生活真的就是那糜簡單。要快樂過活也真的不是不可能。如果你天天在埋怨,天天在為小事被畫大的率事兒不開心..幸福真的會遠離你。

開竅了我...但我真的是反省了很多,很多,很多....

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

April OoooOOo

hohoho... In e mth of April, there are so many birthday babies~!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIANNY!!!
i still owe u a present and outing yeah!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEILIN!!!
1yr older!! no more kiddy stuff yeah~..lolz..but again, those r e things tat make u funny and cute..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOY!!!
true enuff, ur name is e opposite of character. stern and cool, tats how i classify u as..lolz..

nxt up, whos bdae nxt leh? hmm...

aniway, i'm more or less into my FYP le...true enuff, u wont know and truly understand unless u're experiencing it urself. so now, i'll just keep my cool. :)

and yeah yeah..i didnt noe till Edmund told me...i was on LIME mag?! lolz..chill pill, its just a small picture..haha

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apparently sandra is trying to teach me chords... hohohoho

soon soon, i'll be back with more pics and news! lalalala

keep tagging till my taggies go WILDDDdddDDddd

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

Speak up

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so yeah, if ppl can blog it out, why cant i isnt it? if ppl can say, "blogs r my personal thoughts if dun like it can leave.." blah blah blah sorta chiiiiiNaaaa stuff y cant i too hor?

i'm still cool and suave.. but i think everyone ought to know e hardwork we've put in, esp Anita.
Or some sld at least keep judgement to themselves if not, appreciate it.

sch was darn bored.seriously i cant believe i managed to stay in sch up till 6pm or even longer for straight 3 days. if not for appreciating the committees work, if not for acknowledging tcher's effort, i suppose i will skip sch just like anibody else.
committee status aside, lets tok about character development - appreciating and understanding.

NOBODY will love to come back sch when they're on hols for some spastic meeting
NOBODY will love to log onto internet and draft up some useless programme shit throughout their entire hols overseas trip when they can enjoy and play all they wan
NOBODY will love to do orientation esp when they've already been in sch for a freaking 3yrsss

its not just u..not just u who r procrastinating... but dun u have a bit of a heart? i shall not drag bout y orientation wk involve yr3s as it was already been explained..forgo the drama mama tales~...we shall be straightforward

IF U TINK EVENT IS SO EASY TO PLAN, come plan it urself
yeah yeah..some of u will be claiming " I've planned events b4 mah~...also ok wat".....

goodness..just shut up~
... some of u guys were leaders b4. were planning comm b4.obviously u will protect and come for ur own event. but ppl, be more objective can? moreover, u sld jolly well noe how much effort one got to put in inorder to make e event successful. imagine tons of nonconstructive and negative feedback got back to u esp when u thought they're ur frens, so harshly and so influencer to others JUST BECOS U R FEELING BORED?!

Just becos u feel bored so u say
Just becos u dun enjoy so u say

its all about u, u and U. ppl r selfish indeed. who noes ppl whom u call them frens, r equally selfish living creatures...comparing in terms of busyness and have better things to do, for those ppl who ought to cancel their certified-human-being living certificate, do mind

i have
  • FYP till 5/6pm on majority days
  • tuition 4 times a wk
  • working for parents every wkend
  • CCA two times a wk
  • FYP to consider as an event, and on hand 2 more events and upcoming 1 more for me to handle.
if i can handle my time and do so many things...
if i can shut up and do my part in assisting the orientation wk to end successfully...
if i can totally understand where these planning ppl r coming frm, their objective and sort..
if i can attend other's organization minor and major events without procrastinating much and not M.I.A (missing in action)...

SERIOUSLY, W.H.Y cant Y.O.U?
(dun give me bullshit tat everyone is diff in their own ways blah blah blah~)

u guys will not truly understand how tough it is until u become e one planning and running for it.
Dont get it?
just like how u ppl wont truly noe how hurtful and heart-wrenching it is to lose someone u love dearly when u're in happiness all the while.

ppl r just too concern bout themselves that they neglected others, so much so to being so selfish and self-centered. dudes, e world's aint bout u only...

hohoho

sch was pretty fine for me till now! and hell yeah..i was happy, FREAKING BUSY running here and there, and can totally see me greeting frens here and there in sch..so tough to meet up wif my gfs... and i was tickled! lolz...ppl claimed i'm lonely~... LOLZ..

seriouss, i do hope i can be alone and lonely..busy life will soon cough my life up...

happy for me? 2 days slim 2kg..and i hhave a long way to go~...

funny
lame
dumb
idiotic
spastic

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Photo intensive!

haha... jasmine is a real gem..ask her to find something, bet she could find it for u no matter how tough it looks. oh well, hush little jasmine...tell no one bout it. i'm still as tough though my appearance prove otherwise. ;)
i have more precious frens to back me up rather than a small fry. i'm basically too large for worries,too noble for anger and too strong for fear. i'm just tickled by how my frens would tell me, "She just wont grow up". People, u got to dig into me more *wink*

bullshit asides, i guess funny ppl still exist in tis creatures-based community world. HAHAH! dun ask me y i call it tat way..truly becos i wan it. :D
btw, have u guys seen the newly-launch-stickman-guy?

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he's Air. Full name Macbook Air. but just call him Air will do.

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it may be my 1st time there...but e ppl is real friendly and nice. i do like e feeling of virgin meeting. at least i noe e ppl aint fake. this bunch of mates r real fun!

Bangkok Trip

Bangkok is a realli nice place (if u put bad air pollution, and hot weather aside) ... muHAHAHhaHAh jk! but i realli do enjoyed my stayed there.

it was a 4days getaway..but apparently i onli enjoyed a gd 2 days. y?
day 1 : reached bangkok onli bout 11pm local time...enjoy wat shit?
day 2: shopping
day 3: shopping
day 4: checked out hotel at 12pm..left for spore at 3.30pm Bangkok time..

gosh...waste of money initially..but i make gd with it by shopping till i drop..and i realli did 'drop'

DAY 1

sweet daddy brough us to the airport and mama and kelvin came along...it was a trip tgt wif my sis, bro and apple.
after we checked in, sista went to the smoking area and frm there..e view is well..quite interesting..i can see how the airport crew work! and planes~....hOOoooOOOooo

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then we started to board the plane..we sat Swiss Air...1st time sitting. i've sat Quantas, China, British and now Swiss..wonder when can i sit SIA sia... >.<

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and after a rough 2hrs flight, we arrive at Bangkok's newest Airport!

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real spacious~...

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and we waited...and waited...b4 our check-in luggages arrived...

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sista waited like an old ah ma..haha...

and then ta-daHHhhHHHhhHH!!!!!!!!!
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long awaited one...

then, tis tour guide came to fetch us..and after a near 45 mins road trip, we reached our hotel..Bangkok's highest hotel, Baiyoke Sky Hotel!

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we were given the Sky Zone room...at level 64.. e view is Magnificent! our room is connected btw! even more cool..hehehehe...

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night view is sexy...guys who wanna woo me..just bring me to a meal wif great night scene...wahHHAHAHAhAHAHhaHAHaa...

after which, we went for foot massage...their massage there is also ultimate BESTTTTTTT!!!!! esp foot...hohohoho..for just a few Sing dollars..its more than just a service ;)

and i didnt take photo when i shop or massage..i'm just too indulge to take..kekekekee...

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our room is bIiiigGgggGGg too!!! spacious tat i tink i can do shutter run...lolz..

DAY 2

we woke up and have great international buffet style breakfast...great food, but i wonder y some thailand-er are still so stickman like..~.... hohohohoho...aniway..afterwhich, we dressed up and off to the famous Chaktuchak Market! i was told its gonna be mega hot..so i wore sleeveless...despite the heat at bout 36 degrees, it wasnt realli hot, but more of scorching sun...

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putting on sunblock...

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i suppose i kinda a bit bit influence my siblings bout e art of camwhoring~...

proudly, i came out with the slogon..

' I create beauty with just a snap'
by myself.

cool? lol

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after going to the Market, we made our way to MBK centre by Taxi. it was a stubborn jam..hence we took random pictures as well!!!

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reached MBK! shop shop abit bit then we're off to makan!!

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we ate at one of e popular jap restaurant , Shabu Shabu! nice! its a steamboat base jap shop!

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their sushi were all rectangular~...oOOooOOo

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sexy arms of mine isnt it...~? just curb ur vomits plz...

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food is besttttttt

after tat..we walked ard..and decide to pamper ourselves more..meni&pedi anione?

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lolz....1st time doing it when i'm like lying down flat!... interesting~...

then we're back to our hotel, wash up and then off to watch the Transvestite Show!~

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my face being squashed~...lolz...

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the theater we went was called MAMBO

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the top 3 of the family.

b4 the show starts, there was still time for mini camwhore~...

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hohohohoho...and fun never stops!

then....the show began!!

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basically, they r like impersonating many stars and idols...some perform as Destiny's Child, Boa and of cos..

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Pussycat Dolls ;)

after tat it was photo taking session..i seriously dun wanan take photo wif them de...i swear..is they pull me there..and there goes my 1oo note..

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some were pretty and so-oh-my-god sexy...but they r huge~....lolz..

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tis zhar bo is CHIOOOOO lah!!!!! e one on e right i mean...hohohohoho

then, time for our dinner cum supper...hohohoho.. SUAM LUM NIGHT BAZAAR

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u can eat and watch performance! how interesting and coOooOol..

and ya ya...guess who i saw in Suan Lum???

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MR ERIC TANNNNNNNNN -__-''

muHAHAHAhhHAHaha...

after tat...we went to Thai Massage~....hohohohohoo

Day 3

it was practically our last full day at Bangkok so we got to make use of all e time we can! we arrange to go Platinum Mall for shopping...1 day there is seriously not enuff...

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now we noe, we once stood on e grand of Bangkok...lolz

after shopping ard...its makan-ing time...their food there emphasize very much on flavours..and well, i realli love their fishball noodle there...authentic and unique...baguSSsSsss

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tis is their oyster egg...and they serve in hotplate!

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and damn damn..their oyster is freaking big~......HUGEEEEEE

then we're back to shopping and shop...then back to hotel to put our shopping bags down..b4 proceeding to Seafood Place to eat!
coolness..we ate sharkfin...fish, veg, tomyam soup...prawn...meat....all worth it sia

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i do look dumb here isnt it? if i'm voted 2nd..nobody will be 1st..lolz..

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their rice is served in heart shape!!

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nice!

and it ended off with their traditional dance..

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Last few hours..

we woke up at a very early time just to do last min shopping..then we check out of hotel bout 1230pm..

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Swiss Airrrrr

while waiting for our plane to arrive...

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tadahh!! here it comes!

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bye bye Bangkok....

these were e days where i reaali didnt bothered bout many stuff..and just enjoy...:)

SAY YOOOOOOO!!!

sch official commerce for me... it was pretty fine i suppose..i can foresee busy schedule soon to come...and of cos, often date out by galfrens would be most appreciated to take me away frm my hectic routine.. i shall not say how busy i am...but when my mum can also comment tat i seems busier than my sis, i realized i totally got no life...

i'm up to a special plan but i realli were not certain if it will workup..further more..i'm going to signup for..

  • gym at gymworks
  • yoga at CC
  • dance at either studiowu(again?) or oschool or jitterbugs...
  • singing lesson at CC
well, dunno when my list will go on and on...and now, i'm planning to...

  1. take up piano again...go my aunt hse and learn bahz..
  2. buy new hp..perhaps LG viewty
  3. change new hp plan...(current one is too ex like omg)
  4. take pride in violin and try not to miss so much practice..lolz
  5. take up volunteering work....( took up one already..and currently still open up for more!)
  6. and lastly, to love myself more more and more.
SAY Oh-hi-yooOOooo

call me bubbly, nuts, lame or wat so ever bah...hohohohoho...
i'm now still learning the immortal way...lolz...

" When the world says, 'Give up', Hope whispers, ' Try it one more time'. "

to be strong that nothing can disturb my peace of mind
to look at the sunny side of everything and make my optimism come true
to forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievements of the future
to wear a cheerful expression at all times and give a smile to every living creature i meet
to give so much time to improving myself that i have no time to criticize others
to be too large for worry, too noble for anger, too strong for fear, and too happy to permit the
presence of trouble


i'm always practicing wat i'm preaching... sometimes it do helps! i'm gonna be a sane... Immortal way ..here i come....


Ps: dun u guys tink it sweet to tag after i type out such a long long post? :D