As I look through the old photographs, the verses start running through my mind...
A wife of noble character who can find? She is worth far more than rubies
Proverbs 31:10
The verses that were written for her~
My Sweet Grandmother
I come upon all of the old newspaper clippings of her accomplishments, and those of the ones she loved.
She sets about her work vigorously; her arms are strong for her tasks.
verse 17
All of my memories of our time together start to flood my mind~almost too fast to truly cherish each one. And I start to worry that I have forgotten some.
She speaks with wisdom and faithful instruction is on her tongue.
verse 26
I long to go back to a time~her time~so that I can fully know her~everything about her...
What was it like to be born into such a large family?
To have all of your brothers go off to war and you stay behind to pick up the slack?
To go to college when most women didn't have the opportunity?
And then leave that life to elope with the love of your life and for him to go back to Alaska the next day?
How hard was it to keep such news a secret?
And then for your parents to find out?
Why did you wait 10 years to have your first son? (my father)
Her children arise and call her blessed; her husband also, and he praises her
verse 28
How hard was it being married to a man that worked so hard in the fields each day?
How did you cook 3 hot meals a day for so many and still have the energy to volunteer in your community?
What was it like to win Woman of the Year?
She watches over the affairs of her household and does not eat the bread of idleness
verse 27
I recall how the two of us would sift through these same drawers of pictures for hours...and you would tell stories of your sisters & brothers, your days on the farm, in the family store, trips to the beach, parties...pictures of the graves of your sister, brothers, your parents.
She is clothed with strength and dignity; she can laugh at the days to come.
verse 25
And I realize I am searching for something~
Something to grasp
Maybe a hand-written note that will answer all of my questions~or just one
Something tucked into this drawer of your life
To bring you back to me for just a short time
So that I can soak you up and never forget.
Because your mind was gone long before you were and I was too young to understand what the years of your illness would mean. Why didn't I write it all down? I still had so much more to experience with you~so much more advise to ask, for you to meet my husband and my babies, to tell me how you made everything look so effortless...
~Instead I have memories~
The smell of your night cream
The positive encouragement-always
The way you loved God
How you would cry at the smallest act of kindness
The way you smiled when he walked in
The respect you received from those who knew you
Your big heart
Your sweet tooth
I cherish them all because I want to be like you~
just like you
The Proverbs 31 Woman
"Many women do noble things, but you surpass them all."
Charm is deceptive and beauty is fleeting; but a woman who fears the Lord is to be praised.
Give her the reward she has earned, and let her works bring her praise at the city gate.
Proverbs 31:29-31