OOh its been a long time since i blogged here ay.
hee.thanks for anyone for dropping by here, but yea.
dont think i will blog here anymore.relinkked.but i cant bear to delete this blog, cos it has alot alot of memories,unless someone can teach me how to make it visible to only myself yea.
many stuff had happened during the past one month ay.thats life, we gotta be optimistic and accept it!move on, even though it may be tough ay.heh!
hope everything's fine for everyone.
SMILES! :D

but one week is too long.
我不懂得如何更爱你
今晚的我会是如何入睡

anyone wna go ijc carnival? tickets gng at ten bucks each.
please.haha,or not i will not have any peaceful life=D

i miss ij so much!heh, thats random i know.heh, had been listening to the ij songs these days.very very nice.it motivates me more, and i am constantly reminded to forget and forgive.theres a need to learn how to accept things, even though sometimes they may not be what we expected or wanted.

One Family.

Does it really matter what we call ourselves
As long as he's the one who first called us?
Why spend all our time fighting among ourselves
When he called us to spread his love?
Remember his message to us:

We are one family in the Lord
That's how its meant to be, in the Lord
Working hand in hand
To make him known throughout the world
So let's just stop and face each other
It's like looking in a mirror
Recognize our similarities
Yes,its time to come together
We can make things even better
Try to be what he meant us to be
One family

Does it really matter how we pray or sing?
As long as its his name on our lips?
Just enjoy the way he made us different but the same
'Cos he made us to be like him
Dont forget what he made us to be

its not like anyone's against anyone.just some personal feelings, you have the right to not read it, read it at your own discretion.so shoo!
just that sometimes, i dont see the need for such actions.i dont know why, but theres no doubt that history is happening.it doesnt really matter to me anymore.i loathe hypocriticism.i seriously feel that theres no need to be obliged to feel friendly or whatsoever, cos dont you know that guilty expressions can betray you.blehs.i dont ask for much, just some fair treatment.i guess i can do without some backstabbing too (:

sometimes, communication is the key to maintain any kinds of rlsp.
its really important you know, to open your mouth to talk and not to assume whatever you think or feel.
yup.heh, NIGEL dont think too much ya.HAHA.just kidding.

okays, time for a good rest ((:
nightys.

)'=
even you wouldnt listen.

ocip last meeting on the 12th jan;a memorable one.
it was great to see almost everyone once again.i personally felt great and watching the vid that the editorial team did for us, it brought back alot of wonderful memories((: heh, did somemore reflection and we played a mini game.all of us were asked to squat down and close our eyes.rule no 1:do not cheat.rule no2: if we were tapped once, repeat the rules.rule no3, if we were tapped twice, stand up but with yr eyes closed.rule no4:if we were tapped thrice, stand up and do whatever you want.during the game, it was fun listening to those who kept chanting the rules.some were given the chance to whatever they want.however, the ultimate aim of the game is to teach us to question the authority of others. for instance we have to question why sometimes we have to do this, and not just to follow the instructions blindly without knowing whats going on.it has taught me never to succumb to peer pressure,and to follow my heart and mind in whatever things that i am gng to do.and also, do not ever underestimate what little or big impact one's actions has on others.many of us felt that we had learnt alot from the trip, the thai people, and we had rendered very little service during that short period of time.sometimes things do not always work that way, we have to look beyond that.our little actions may have chain effects for their studies in future, we may have inspired them to become future leaders of their society.who knows?it made me come to a realisation that our every actions, even if they are discrete,will has an impact on other people.so,every action counts ay.the teachers showed us alil video!it showed us motivational quotes, and taught us to live life to the fullest.really hope i can get the vid from mr lim ay.hee.the meeting ended with a friendship dance and surprise for the teachers=D

my ocip journey ends here officially!((:
september holidays' 06 - 12/01/07

sometimes we just dont know how to treasure it, until we lose it.
i hope not to make that a regret in my life.thats why i try my best to treasure everything that comes in my life.guess sometimes, things dont go the way we want them to be.but lets be optimistic ya!:D heh, everything will turn out the right way someway or another.
it only take a little time to show someone you care alot.
i am glad to have you, my dear friends.you ll never know how much i am blessed to have you.
thank you((:



CCA CARNIVAL today can be considered a success!
many thanks! to yuannshan for making the announcement;
jo! for the wonderful idea for the sovenirs.
all the squashers!for being so enthu&helpful. thankyouthankyou! bow bow.heh.
haha, and of cos the jc1s la.this year's batch are quite enthusiastic leh, am quite happy about that.hopefully we get some good squashers.((:

heh,i fell tdy during trng.super not embarrasing.

i dont feel like waking up tmr.i am tired): dont want to feel anymore.

i wont get affected by this and that.
but is this avoiding?
idont feel like giving a damn anymore.
but deep down, i still do care.

Wheres my optimisticism?
i want to find it back.

met up with weilin today after school.felt like a part of me came back when i was with her tdy.caught up with what's happening in each other's life, and i haven laughed like that for eons la.well,she is just like my counsellor, giving me all the advices that i need, and i feel so much better now! haha, at least, i am taught to see things from a different point of view.sometimes, we just have to differentiate from whats worth and not worth it.theres so much more in life that we can think about and look forward to.haha, and we sorta encountered the same problems, it was fun analysing the possible senariols.ahhh.missed her terribly now, i still have alot to say!!! ahhah.

anyone's watching the arena? very very interesting.good looks vs effort.
whats yr stand?

THIS is my mouth.
you used to see it.
now you dont.

ehy, i think i prefer to play throwing darts game,
i dont like shooting. :/

haha! i cldnt stop laughing! my dad is crazy! he goes around recording weird noises like my mum's unglam snoring.super embarrassing ah,next time i think i will lock my door when i sleep!=D i dont want to be the next victim.hee.
let bygones be bygones.
i had a weird dream last night! i dreamt that i was queuing up for butterfly youtiaos and soya bean milk.and guess what, i GOT IT FOR BREAKFAST. hee.
i guess, they were worth it.
AHHHH my tv is spoiled.lucky it didnt died during the hols=P
sometimes, we just have to be alil more sensitive.
trngs are tough these days.its not easy to be not discouraged.sometimes, i wonder, maybe if i were to withdraw from it, it will bring us back to the past, where fun,laughter,there for each other, was the reason why i sticked with it.
but at the end of the day, you should know,
ehy!genie ng said she will grant me a time stopper! wheets!
they have been always true.
this is a super random comment leh, but i am glad that ive you as my dearest friend, ryan ong aka ass kisser! :D

now this is an interesting one. :P
ilmlou.
l.c:a41

don't lose your way
With each passing day
You've come so far
Don't throw it away
Live believing
Dreams are for weaving
Wonders are waiting to start
Live your story
Faith, hope & glory
Hold to the truth in your heart

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and i
Souls in the wind
Must learn how to bend
Seek out a star
Hold on to the end
Valley, mountain
There is a fountain
Washes our tears all away
Words are swaying
Somebody is praying
Please let us come home to stay

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and i

When we are out there in the dark
We'll dream about the sun
In the dark we'll feel the light
Warm our hearts, everyone
If we hold on together

I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
As high as souls can fly
The clouds roll by
For you and i

if we hold on together-diana ross.

heh, this is a very meaningful song ay.
even if i feel that way, i wont say.
leave me alone th.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!
have a great year ahead yah((:

spent my last day of 2006 with ryan.heh, finally gave him his long awaited xmas present.the best thing he let me used his tablet pc!!super coool.it has this special software that allows you to draw and doodle on.so i wrote him a special long note.hees.it was super cool.

bused down to rtc to meet the 4other squashgirls for work!everyone was in a happy mood and we had our face painted((: all of us have to wear long white sleeve shirts and black pants, doubled with an apron.lol.at twelve midnight right, we were all asked to carry two metal thingys each and when it was 00.00am, we started running into the ballrooms, clanging, creating alot of noise.it was damn damn embarrasing, but fun!!:D cldnt stop laughing throughout heh. had a mini disco session after the customers had left.the highest point of that was when we all held hands and sang auld lang syne.total havocness.after that, it was back to work till 4am! =D me jas jo even get to see the president suite!they hav a mini swimming pool, &the toilet is almost the size of a bedroom la, but the price you have to pay for one night right, is super ex, like $5000?.heh.

whees.2006 have gone in a flash and 2007 is here.its the pig year ay.oinkoink.
am gna pack my table tmr, and my hwk is still in a mess la.super zz.hms, here are my new resolutions for the year!i wna be a better daughter :D;
better friend;
study harder!hopefully;
spent my time wisely,no more distractions hees;
give my best in whtever i do;
become slimmer(at my thighs there X) )

hahaha, i wish!!

thank you<33

sometimes a little more trust and faith is needed.

feeling alil f*up.
i need a breather.

since i am bored and have nothing to do, shall be kind and do some update!
heh, not that i dont have that pile of hwk waiting for me to do.zz

MERRY XMAS EVE!=D
xmas eve was spent shopping and catching up with my girlfriend!
it was really hard to let her go ay,not knowing whens the next time we get to meet up again.
went for countdown with my favourite person in town.contrary to joyce, i kinda enjoyed the whole spray foam thing.luckily we bought the ribbon one, so we were able to spray at people from quite a distance away.theres this bu shuang indian guy who came back to spray at us.haha, loser ay.went to meet up with my p6-ers after the countdown.thanks guys for waiting for me.hehe.really appreciate it!i promise i wont pangseh u guys in future:D trust me ay.

MERRY XMAS!
spent the first half of the day sleeping.heh.met up with jo after that and we went shopping!and i really want that red heels baddly.but they dont have my size)): thats the sad part about being tall and thus having bigg feet.HAHA.but anyhow, i had fun talking and walking in my flats X)

xmas was here and now its gone.a new year is coming,
what would year 2007 become for me?
i really dont want to think about it:/

ehy!a pimple appeared suddenly! of all places, it has to grow on my butt!
dang, now i cant sit properly. super irritating and painful.
rahhh.

flu
sore throat
flu
sore throat

please get away from me!!!!

new update for everyone! if anyone is interested, that is.heh

anyway two more weeks till school reopen.alot had been and is going on for me.ive been having post ocip syndrome, missing the place, the people and esp the kids.and the rain aint helping.my knee is aching and this is another sign that i am growing older.no mood to go anywhere with a blocked nose either.squash bbq was a success for us.we managed to startfinish bbq-ing at 12midnight.heh.and theres 1706 sl today.man!can i give it a miss pleaseee?i am too lazy to do anything.but yet theres still so many to do!theres this mountain of homework.work.trng.but but, i just wna spend more time with my friends.i am so sorry if i cant make it to gatherings, and hving to make u guys accomodate me.two weeks are just tooo shortt )):


HEYA!! i am back!
guess what, i actually missed home.
haha, theres sooo many to blog about, and i dont know where to start from.
well, guess i should jst keep it short and sweet.

ive learnt quite alot from this trip.
damn fun la with the thai kids, they are a bunch of very sweet students.
((: if i have a second chance, i want to go back there to teach.

somehow i miss jo jianni and asshole thanesh.
haha, no more suanning :(

but now, i cant wait to go out!! christmas and stayover!! :P

somehow i dont feel like going le.heh
bye everyone!
will be leaving in 7hours.
ooh, my lucky number=P

take care everyone((:
dont miss me.

i dont bear grudges ya ((:
it was just for that moment.
anyway, thanks for what uve done.

I MISS 17'06!!!
shh, dont tell thanesh please.

=DD

just some inner thoughts and feelings,
there are some things that people arent clear about
yet does anyone chooses to listen to us?
does anyone cares to ask?
its not that we dont want to.
but we could not.
well, we tried our best to make it.
but it turned out to be pointless.
and where were you?
sigh, why try explaining,
no point la, when people are already so against you.
when you feel that the whole world is against you.
yea, its okay la, we are always in the wrong, and we will always be.
well, just let it be then.
so much for aiming to be helpful, understanding.ha
actions us otherwise i guess.
ive learnt to take things in my stride,
no point forcing people to understand when they arent willing to.

come on, we have our own schedules planned way ahead before holidays
when your own schedule is always planned out last min
you cant expect us to accomodate everything.

but we really did tried.
its not that we didnt.

i am falling ill.

i need sleep.

i want my havanas slippers!
can we go buy it tmr please?
heh.

anyway stupid gf is damn scheming with her shots.
disgusting person.

and i learnt that we have to wash our stockings after use.
i thought can reuse eh.
paiseh paiseh.

saturday hurry come.

thank you <3

heh. enjoyed the viking ship best! :D
and yr smeelly go-kart. heh, sucker u beat me.

its all worth it ay.

omygoodness!i feel so guilty for waking up late.
i shall go running in the park right after this!

anyway, outing with weilin later!
:DD
my favourite person.
heh.

today's the start of work!
gna work with jo and yuannshan.
i hope i wont screw anything up.
XD

PW is finally OVER! yippeeeyayayy! ha,
its not good to have seven adults clad in smart outfit looking at you present okays.
ha.

i dont like this.
i am lost.
i dont like this feeling
sometimes, i wonder.
if things wld be better if i just let it be.


BEST OF LUCK TO ALL HAVING OP!!

last day! :D loves.

sometimes its hard
so close to tears,
so close to giving up.

i loathe the atmosphere here.
ah, arse.

anyway dont go to the mambo shop in town.
it sucks.
the people there damn ap.
arseholes all.
please dont think too much baby.
i wished i could turn back time, and shut my mouth up.
ha, but thanks for today
hope my stars will keep u company tonight((:

is life fair?

somehow i wonder.

a lil girl sat opposite me in the bus.

shes so innocent and sweet.

but when she stood up,

horror struck me.

she limps.

why her?damn, shes just a lil girl.
argh.

ay. life is never fair.

aha.i overheard smthg today after chinese paper.
someone commented " aircon dont need money meh!"
LOL.the hall was friggin cold la when we were having chinese paper today.
cldnt stop shivering.grrrr.

had three jabs today!omygoodness!
they are really painful kays.
only wonder woman jolene koh can take it lah.
haha. i think she gek only.

anyway, i think we better not get sameul into anymore trouble.
sheesh. i hope everything will be okay soon, with the help of everyone.
please if anyone know of any friends/relatives for educational cds, mind letting us know, cos we are in need for sponsors.yup haha
thank you!

i wna go sleep! mosquitos please dont bug me tonight.
i know i am too difficult to resist ay.((:

please dont keep everything inside.
talk to me.

reading chinese passages was seriously a torture!
they are soooooo boring. :/
i really hope i dont screw up my paper tmr.its my last chance.
keep me in your prayers ((:

ALL THE BEST to everyone whos taking chinese paper tmr!!!!
:DD

i am officially 17!whee.

ahh, i enjoyed myself very very much today.heh
joyce! for the cute lil earring! :D
jolene! for the erhm nice STARS cigarette box. i like the stars though! :D
1706! thanks for the nice cakes and very soft singing of bdae song(: so paiseh ah! haha :D
vivian! thanks for coming! and thanks for the movie treat! hugs! :D
squash girls! aha, i love the surprise! thank you thank you! it was great :D
yuannshan! for the delicious cookies! yummyyummy! :D
and many many thanks to ALL those who wished me happy birthday!! :D
really really appreciate all your msgs, handshakes and calls.

last but not least, thank you !
for making my bdae this time more special :DD
you are much missed.

can someone tell me whats wrong?
is it my fault?
huh.

NE day ytd was boring.heh, i made the wrong decision by going.
but, i had fun, because it was our first whole class outing! :D
it was the first time i felt the spirit of the class, with the singing and playing in the bus.

17/06 :))

went down to jo's house to play with her dog! omgoodness. now i feel like having a dog too.

aint it cute?lol

ANYWAY, the highlight of the day was meeting world no 1 squasher PETER NICOLE.throughout the clinic session, huijie joyce and me were just staring and admiring him, his shots.omy, my new idol! =D got his signature on postcards and my racket! whee, and HE shook MY hand.whees!

today we followed peter nicol's PT style.much much better than what we used to do i shld say.heh.
you know why?
cos its PETER NICOL's training style.ha, not coach's =P

i have learnt to see things in a different perspective.
life is a test.i will accept it.i dont like the emo side of me.

I LOST MY PRETTY SQUASH BADGE!!!
)): i didnt even have a chance to take a pic of it.

argh! so busy. i dont like -.-

heh,
i couldnt thank you enough.
so i thank you here, once again.

heh,
how i wish i have taken that shot.
ah, so cute.

how i wish today will never come to an end.

its twelve am.
i am still in the midst of packing my table.
there are so many stuff!!!
lol.

cycling was fun! though there were only the four of us.
we cycled from one end to the other and back. it was tiring, but we exercised our butt muscles hehe! it is still aching la.
the strong breeze against my face calmed me down.
all my worries were taken along by the wind.
whee, i felt rejuvenated! much much happier =D
ahh, went to have a feast, to celebrate a no-run saturday! lol
HAHA. had stingray, oyster egg, COCKLES and veg. plus the cold drinks!
ehh.
how shld i put it,
a very much enjoyed day(:
i love the company of the squashbabes very much very very much.

it cant be true.
i cant take it.
argh!
my jc life wouldnt be complete without my squash team mates.they were the ones that keep me going in school.every single one of them.their laughters, craziness, stupidness, lameness.all the fun we had during trainings, singing! pissing coach off with our lousy skills.our dreadful saturday runs.the gruelling PTs that we had all managed to do it with the encouraging from each other.wednesday lunches.monday extra trainings.all those times we have been there for each other.i cant imagine those without any one of us.i am very sad.its never going to be complete anymore.you have been the one who had been there for me when i needed someone.your lame crapping jokes never fail to cheer me up.no ones gna suan me anymore during trngs.all these while, i have come to know that beneath your facade, you are actually a caring and nice girl.
argh!please dont ever forget us.the squash girls will always love you.i cant bear yo say goodbye.my heart aches.

please say that all these are not true.

this shall be a HAPPY post.
happy
Happy
HAppy
HAPpy
HAPPy
HAPPY

smile! try to maintain that smile (:
control control it.

yay.
well i tried.
staying out keep my mind off things, i feel much much rejuvenated.

sch's atmosphere scares me.
now i am scared.
somehow, i hope no one wakes me up tmr. lol

whoots, weilin, all to yourself ya!
i will feel embarrass too. heh
teach me how to get rid of the pain.

MY PW GROUP MEMBERS
ARE.............
OKAY la
haha, chowyoke and haha are the best
HAHA.
just kidding la.
we are in the school lab crapping cos we are bored waiting for our wr to be printed. heh
i am a perfectionist. cy forced me to write de.
wahahahaha.
chowyoke is scrutinising at what i am writing.
haha! please flip the pages gently please.
lol. okay enough of crapping. shall continue waiting.
yay!
freedom finally after today! end of the disgusting WR.
op here we come. )):

sony ericssion's fone pad is so difficult to use!lol.
i shall get used to it heh!

her smile melts my heart. (:

can the stupid haze please go away.
and let us all see the beautiful sun rays again?

sucky promos, it suck the life out of us.
even worse, the results shattered many of our hearts.

argh!
optimistic!

all we can do now is to come together and pray.
i am sure we will see the beautiful bright sunlight soon.

please dont be disheartened yet...
lets all pray for the best.


mummy, i love you

thank you,
but please be assured that your girl will not do anything to break your heart.
((:

dear god,
please let us all promote tgether.
dont be so cruel.

coolness.today's open house was happening.
at least for me la, heh.went arnd with squash girls to sell our canned drinks!
whoots!lelong lelong, one for one dollar.HAHA, a bunch of girls shouting at the top of their voices.heh,it was embarrassing at first, heh, but had lots of fun.

played soccer with jo ty and cheryn!haha, so fun!lets play more!!!

we the squash girls did alot of crazy lame stuff! like creating new songs!haha, whhee. i shall go train and be the next inspiring song writer like jay chou!whee!
and i must admit that teasing is fun!
&taking secret shots of random people too! :D

i am beginning to love squash more! esp the people, both the girls and guys ((:

saw angie! whee. missyd her loads.

my sis came, and no one believed that shes my sister. -.-
SHE IS MY SISTER LA.lol

joyce's friend came too! erhm. still say u ama.lol

anyway!
dinner's cancelled ):
something cropped up.
(:

a big THANK YOU!
<3

shower and bed time!

a very anti climax day today.
first it was chem, he forgot my result, or at least claimed to.
secondly, chinese. i screwd my compo, yea all due to my complacency and stupidity.
thirdly, ocip, it turns out that we have to go for blood test afterall, which means about only four more jabs? yea.
forthly, the thought of three more days left to hell, plus the need to finish wr and OP makes me wonder even more about my purpose in life.
lastly, the stupid haze means theres a very high chance that i may have to give up suntanning this sunday, and wear a mask instead.

great.
everything is so bloody great.
yes, and i am so fucking enjoying every moment of it.
argh.
cant wait for next week to come man.
till then, you will see me crumble within.

but being able to spend some time with you makes me feel lighter, and happier.
if its only for a moment.
i couldnt be more contented (:
thank you.
praying hard*

the stopping of exercising for almost two weeks.

the incessant eating of junkfood while revising for promos.

the day before : BBQ at zhiwei's house. ate hotdogs, marinated chicken wings, fried rice, otah,fishballs, greens,drank fruit punch juice.

yesterday: Sakae sushi

today: fast food :D

NO WONDER MY STAMINA HAS DETERIOATED.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

die, next two weeks will be running, running and running.
sheesh.

FESTIVAL OF LIFE wasnt a total waste of time actually.kinda enjoyed myself during the enrichment programmes that our school had arranged for us. and ive learnt to do wire sculpturing today! whee.its really really fun!

ey, stupid blogger cant upload pics. damn it.
nvm, i shall share with you guys my wonderful pretty sculpture another day!
HAHA.

nites everyone.

HEH, okay i stinks.
just got back from zhiwei's house, BBQ!
heh, actually ah, we didnt bbq la, his maid helped us to bbq!we just sat down and enjoy ourselves.lol.talked alot of crap and it was crazy la!
haha. jiahui, zhiwei, rachael, fariha, and boyboy!
thanks for today!

i had my hep A jab today with jo!
pain pain ):
and jo made me wait for almost 40mins, and i didnt grumble!
whee, i am getting more patient and good tempered! HAHA.
i think people are quite scary in the morning, with their grudgy faces, they stare at you.
luckily i have my powerful squash racket with me to protect me x)

alrights, better get gng.
i really stinks!
eww.

okays heres the update i promised:
went for squash spring cleaning and banner painting ytd morning.
omy, the cupboards are much neater and cleaner and the courts are more sparkling clean.
yayness.
and our banner is nice! cos its RED!
went to jo's house for alil movie marathon!whoots.
interesting happenings there, lol. yuannshan! haha.
coached called! we are meeting the squash world no 1!!!!! PETER NICOL! OMY!hahah.
lousy GF couldnt wake up to join us for celebration of lantern festival.
in the end, jo yuannshan tzeyuen jiaying me, bought lanterns!
hehehehhe.it WASNT childish at all kays.
HAH.played candles and fireworks too!
blogger lousy ey, cant upload more photos.
but neh mind, good memories are kept in the heart!
HAHA




YOU WON.
((:

PROMOS ARE OVER!!!!
its time to have fun!
heh, gotta treasure this time with my friends and family.
hmms, what if....
AH cancel that thought.
enjoy all these man, before its over.

cant wait for tmr to come!
squash outing!!!!lantern festival!!!!!
whee.

i am a happy girl =D
in this big big world. HAHA.
lameshit.

HEY! HEY!
one more paper tmr and its FREEDOM!
haha, played squash today. lilei and friends came!
AHHHH! i miss squash!
omy my weekend is filled up with lots of plans!
ahhh, cant wait =D
anyway, people go watch this
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vr3x_RRJdd4
HUGS to everyone!
its very sweet and touching, watch it and you will understand lah ya.

alrites.
shall go to bed now.
i am aching whole body.and my butt hurts.
i shant go into the details why the hell my butt hurts! haha, damn malu lor.
sad sad.

one more day.=)

whee!
a good nap is all you need to get rid of all your worries!
not forgetting great music!!
i felt better now =D

heh, today's paper is suckey!
maths was horrigible, vegetable, corrigible, irritable, undoable roarrs.
-.-
shant think about it.
people! lets work hard for tmr's chem ya!
*cross fingers*pray hard*

we had choc shopping spree today!
me zoe and jo!
heh. had a GOOD laugh.
did stupid things heh.shh, dont say kay.just between the three of usX)
i felt very very fortunate to have them by my side. HEH
i hope i dont develop anti-studies syndrome.
two more days((:
yep look at the more positive side.
lol
alrighto,
back to chem.
jiayous everyone((((:

time to wake up girl! =D
reality does hurts sometimes.




ARGHHHHH
sucker!dont you all have a sense of integrity!
arse eh.bitches all of you.roarrrs.i hate cheaters.
why must it happen to her.its so heartbreaking to see that happens to a good person lah.
wtf!!!

argh, people, next time think before you trust strangers.damn it.
dont be so kind and help people and get cheated as a result.and read the newspapers please.dont get cheated.
nevermind, i believe in karma.what goes around comes around.sucker!i dont think you will have a good ending anyway.

anyway, two papers down.
ALL THE BEST!!

two more days to promos! and i shldnt be here online.
heh, but i had a good sleep last night!
i didnt have nightmares for once.

it was candy sweet((:

time to hit the books.

8 more days. and its OVER!
=D
cmon !!

i want my flu to go away pleaseeee.


bye blog.
see you soon.

dont give up on me
i meet you when my chores are through
i dont know how long i will be
but i am not gna let you down
darling wait and see
and between now and then
till i see you again
i will be loving you
love, me.

things aint looking good for me. arghhhhh
one more weeks to promos.
i dont feel prepared AT ALL.
damn it.
i dont like this sucky feeling that woke me up from my beauty sleep this morning.
i dont wanna retain!! what if i do.
how how.
i still wanna be with my friends you know, go ocip etc etc.
i dont wanna let anyone down.
i have alot of things i want to do after promos, but sulking over my bad results aint on my to-do list.
damn it.
damn promos.

HAHA.
okays enough of venting my frustration.
i shall jst go back to my books.

its not the right time yet.

A BIG THANK YOU TO GF AND HER FRIENDS!
heh, i am so careless la, left my chem tys at the bus stop and it was found under someone else's butt.eww! heh, but thanks anyway, sorry for having to climb the bridge ay.

dance was interesting today!
heh,
but i am losing my stamina!
sadd..
heh, time to buck up, ms soh!!
or you can forget all about it.

:DD
commitment... :/
sigh sigh. so confusing!

THIS IS A STUPID POST
read it if you want.

i wanted to put many smiley faces.
but i think that it wld look dumb right.
so IMAGINE theres a lot of smiley faces here kays.
HEHE have you imagined?
okays. HIGHLIGHT for hidden msgs.

YOU LOOKED DUMB TOO!

EHHHH
no vulgurites or lame words coming from your mouth kays.
dont say i didnt warn you ah.

whoots. happy&tired ppl do lame stuff.
forgive me.
WAHAHA.

I AM HAPPY TODAY. except for bio part
=D

LALALA

i can never be more blessed.
this is the second thank you!

and i did it
whoots.

everyday i wake up.
i give myself two choices,
and i chose to be happy no matter how bad/good the day will be.
and i felt more happy than ever :DD
SMILES everyone.

dont be tied down by our own problems.
lets look at the solutions to them
tomorrow will always be a better day.
believe in that ay.
jiayous!

sorry, i cant please everyone.
i cant prevent anyone from doing it too.
you just have to understand.
you dont always get what you want.
maybe i was jst being too cautious,
my heart is too fragile for another heartbreak.

tomorrow, we shall see.
pray fer me.

there are many thoughts going through my mind now.
what if
what if i do this
what if i dont
what if this happen
will it ever?
what if it happens.
heck the what ifs.

lets do things without regret.
be true to others.
be true to yourself.

fine!you will get your way.
sucker.get out of my view NOW.
fuckerarsehole.
loser.

i did the unbelievable.
i felt so much lighter today!
its finally time to close this chapter of my life.
:DD
jaclynsohyunhui is no longer sad inside.
she will learn to love herself
and love those who cared and loved her :DD

&thanks to those who have been there for me.



Well they say that love is in the air, but never is it clear,
How to pull it close and make it stay
Butterflies are free to fly, and so they fly away
And I'm left to carry on and wonder why
Even through it all,
I'm always on your side.

ive got a new diary!
it shall be my new best friend from today!
HEH.

studying today was so unproductive lah.
but thanks to the two kukus for the emo songs!
heh, was listening to lana's ipod.
she had SO MANY emo songs. heh.

twenty one days left to promos, someone told me.

HORROR!
i think i think too much.
it will NEVER happens.

EWWW. its end of the week. so fast!!
i dowwannn

i cant imagine life without her.
shes like my confidence vitamin pill.
i am not afraid to let myself down infront of her.
shes like a sponge.
always there to absorb my sorrows, complains, worries and happiness!
heh.
I BELIEVE IN YOU TOO.
did u know, you are
MY MOTIVATION!
:D




i am very tired and confused..
confused about many many stuff.
dont wish to think anymore..for now
cant afford to be distracted now. darn!

i need a bottle of jasmine green tea!!

i want jay chou's new album!!!!!! ahha.
sexyy.



whee!hellos!i am back from the ocip bonding camp.had lotsa fun fooling around and of cos playing the games la.ive gained alot alot of new knowledge in my opinion, like err not taking anyone forgranted, impt to work as team, help each other, no man's an island, trust, be optimistic whatever the circumstances is, jolene rocks!.i really enjoyed myself during this twodays one night camp.it kinda makes my hols more meaningful.really hope we can all make it for the trip.had the lousiest and longest night last night, where we had to go through scary walks.it was damn creepy cos there wasnt any lights around, some stupid dogs were barking in the middle of the night.yea.scared the wits out of me la.sleep was worse.the temperature was damn low and we were all practically like rolled up meatballs in a freezer, didnt have a good sleep.was damn shagged this morning, and i fell aslp while standing in the train.yea owells.argh! missed squash chalet and mooncaking! sad sad ):

ocip!teammates.aha, camp wldnt be as fun without you guys!

my group; jo! yiheng! SAMuel! peiqi! wanding!

GIRLS.

lucinda! jo! yuying! wanyi!

jacsyh
chij tp
ajc



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mizuno!
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-thelastdance
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