Picture of my grow bag garden of 2025, Dill, Sweet Potatoes, Peppers, Tomatoes, Petunias and more are/were growing.
There are no heroic stories in the Epstein Files. There are no tales of how donOld chump is a hero at all. He is a scourge on humanity. If Epstein used chump or chump used Epstein, it does not matter they are both evil, deplorable, selfish cretins.
We could be enjoying greater world peace, no tariff worries, all the jobs to protect us against bad weather, food safety, aid to poor people around the world. We could provide full bellies to learning kids that will make our future great. We would not have concentration camps popping up to randomly abuse other humans.
Epstein and Maxwell were both sexual abusers, chump was a sexual abuser. They shared being greedy. Epstein ended their “friendship” when chump took info from him to go behind his back and outbid him on a building he was trying to buy at auction.
The most important part of the Epstein files is to follow the money that was transferred around. This is already documented. There is also files in the Virgin Islands that shows him criminality.
I brought this girl home almost a month ago. My boyfriend adopted her along with another cat to be companions to each other. She is feisty, hissy, and would not play any games with her adopted brother. She also looked around before leaving her safe place to make sure he was not around while she ate or took a trip to the litter box. So after a couple of months of seeing if they would adjust to each other, it was apparent she liked being the only cat. I am now her caretaker and she has enjoyed exploring every inch of my apartment including hanging out on the catio.
This is not my sign, but I saved a copy as I might make a similar one. I decided after watching a short video of Anne Frank, that I should document some daily happenings during the demise of the USA. Chump announced tariffs like an uncaring moron yesterday, he was smart enough to wait until the end of day on wall street. However, today the stock market tanked. Today is just the beginning and continuation of financial terror to many used to the prosperity formally taken for granted. Which businesses will shutter, who will be laid off?
Chump went golfing today. It has been noted that Russia and North Korea did not get new tariffs added to their countries. I am sorry allies, the only way I know how to get rid of him is illegal. Most horrendous to me are the cuts to long standing institutions of our government. The casual firing of thousands of people. People that used to keep up safe, keep our food safe, keep producing or picking our food. No plans for the thousands that will now go hungry. I am sorry, why don’t we hear anything from the “prolife” crowd?
It has been sad news daily since January 20, 2025. Inept morons were picked to head agencies where former intelligent people once worked. Institutions of higher learned have been yanked from federal funds, so no longer doing much needed medical research. Our government land will be raped and razed of life giving trees. Corporations and factories are now free to pour sewage into the rivers and pollution into our air. It is very trying times to be an impath or empath. Bad vibes abound.
My energy today was spent on attending a concert. We saw Popa Chubby at the Homer Center for the Arts. He is a blues artist. He did some great covers of Hallelujah, Hey Joy, and several Freddie King songs. The weather was ok today, except the skies were too grey. Tomorrow there should be more sun, even if it is colder.
Saturday April 5, 2025 will/should be a HUGE day of protest. I might not be there in person, it is supposed to rain. Yes, I will melt…I will lose my strength and balance easier during bad weather. I am also going to be bringing home a new to me petite cat, that has not been getting along with her brother. I will write more about that later, as antithesis to all the horrors bestowed upon the world.
I am not religious, however I like to decorate and love staring at lights. I finally cleaned the potting soil off my dining table (I rarely eat there) and set up two trees I have. I have a third tree I might set up on my patio with just lights. The pile of stuffed animals on the right are hung or weaved into my metal card stand tree I bought for practically free a few years ago. I did not like the look of how cards looked on it. The stuffed animals in past times used to be placed on my closer to full size tree. I also used the garland I don’t remember if I found at an auction or thrift shop, or if it is the garland I used to place on my stair railing when I owned a house with stairs (before my stroke).
How will I fare personally, getting mad, adding to my stress at every dumb and DANGEROUS move donOLD chump makes the next 4 years? I am extremely sad and exasperated that so many people are ignorant and or fell for a con artist. Too many believe disinformation. Climate change is not a hoax, and only a fool would say so. How much will the price of food increase as some food is imported and will be tariffed. I can go 4 years without buying new clothes, but I buy food weekly. My income is already low, below poverty level. My income is also not guaranteed under the chump and gop administration as they have tried to cut social security many times already.
I will try to write more of my truth, that is all I can do. My stroke doctors all told me I need to keep my stress level down to not have another stroke. I will be trying to immerse myself in things I love to keep my sanity and stress level low. I still do AI art daily, and plan on making a book about elephants. I am going to try to do more gardening in my small apartment. I ordered a small fig tree that should arrive next week. I put a grow light out in my little greenhouse on my patio and I plan on experimenting in growing lettuce, spinach, bok choi and a few other things out there. I am still trying to keep up my willpower to lose more weight. I have a goal of being under 200 pounds by the end of the year. I hope to be out in nature most nice weather days (so hard to do in the gloomy short days in the Northeast).
I still need to keep up with regular chores and combat my bladder issues that pop up. I will be going to the laundromat late tonight as I had a bladder problem earlier. I hate going there during more normal hours as more people are there. Besides me having to deal with peoples stares of pity, I have to deal with the smoking or chaos of others dragging a carload of laundry and try to sort it there as garbage falls out. FFS, sort your stuff at home. I sort mine into two hampers with an idea of what size washer I will put it in. I basically throw it all together, but do my towels and sheets and smellier laundry separate from my everyday clothes. I hate driving in the dark. I hate not having something to do while I am waiting for washers or driers to do their thing.
Excuse me while I unload some misogyny…If you can’t stand the “cackle” reevaluate your life and find a therapist to work out who the fuck wounded you so deeply that the sound of laughter shuts your mind down…What book scared you into not wanting to know another thing, like ever? Why do you let others make your decisions and opinions for you? Why is everything just an echo of the worst things? Where is your curiosity of the universe hiding inside that small bubble you stay inside?
Listen to me laugh with joy. You can join in or be annoyed, the choice has always been your own. I will haunt you with laughter as the nightmares you thought were not ever coming for you come true. I don’t believe in god but I believe in karma motherplucker.
The USA is not ALL morons, but there are way too many, I estimate 30% based on this latest presidential election. How do we deal with it? We need to heal. We were dealt a severe psychological trauma. People voted for someone that already killed thousands by mishandling and lying about covid. He has already killed several women by his callous abortion bans. He plans to dismantle long held government institutions. He is installing in his cabinet a brain worm addled non-physician conspiracy theorist to wreck further havoc with the health of many. He is installing a smug billionaire who at one time was an illegal immigrant in the USA that now has control of spreading mass disinformation on a grand scale. He raped dozens or more women, he was Epsteins best friend. He knows nothing about earned success or financial wellness. A proven loser over and over. A now tired dementing loser. Climate change is not a hoax, it is a fucking emergency for the survival of animal and plant life…Fuck you ALL that voted for that shizz.
Step one…grieve…cry…scream….swear….punch your pillow…drive by houses and businesses and scream as loud as you can at them, they are fucking morons (I did this today, it was cathartic), listen to music lots of music
Step two…vow to never shop or give money to businesses that supported him…write them letters and or emails telling them if so inclined…be vigilant there are alternatives to X, Home Depot, Hobby Lobby and you can survive without them
Step three…cut off any family and friends that voted for him and try to provoke you about his win…my siblings are dead to me now, they disrespected me for the last time…you don’t need to inform them just continue to live your life in peace and tranquility
Step four…find other people that feel and think as you do…there are Kamala support groups on fb (yes fb sucks for letting disinformation get spread too) vet any “friends” you add through the groups, some trolls do sneak in…a few groups I am in are Cat Ladies for Kamala, Pantsuit Nation, etc…a social site that is an alternative to X is “counter dot social” (type all together with an actual dot instead of the word dot) also several youtube channels have supportive comments on their videos, I recommend Luke Beasely, Meidas Touch, Adam Mockler, The Bulwark, and Brian Taylor Cohen
Step five…volunteer find local pet shelters, food bank, libraries, etc…ways to volunteer from home are; donating to your local food bank, donating to your local pet shelter, set up a little free library, donate to literacy organizations, befriend immigrants and learn their stories, writing postcards to voters (there will be some campaigns throughout the year/s)
Step six…keep in the fight, or get into it after you had a mental health break…eat healthy, stay hydrated, get enough rest…as Michelle Obama says “Do Something” and as Kamala Harris says “When We Fight We Win” and “We like work”….read inspiring books, watch your favorite movies and shows…inspire others to read, especially young children we need more critical thinkers for a healthy society
Step Seven…hope there is enough organization by intelligent people to both deprogram all the misinformation and keep the kind sane people full of hope for the future
Edited to Add Forgotten Steps;
How could I forget Laugh? Listening to comedians has always helped me….Jimmy Kimmel, Steven Colbert, The Daily Show, SNL, Seth Myers…forgive me if I forgot anyone….
The first thing I said I was going to do is garden, since I have a full busy day today I briefly looked at my houseplants and watered some…I looked at my container garden through my patio screen (it was raining at the time) I noticed a few flowers blooming despite most everything freezing a few times this fall. Some miracles of global warming are more flowers, I saw dandelions in the grass. Get your green on, smoke some mother nature, forest bathe even if you have to do it sitting in your car next to some trees.
feel free to add anything helpful you want to share, in the comments
Pic is from user on Cat Ladies For Kamala facebook group.
Immigrants are people. Immigrants have been coming to the USA for centuries (at least), some not of their own free will (slaves). They are all humans. The Indigenous tribes that were here for thousands of years (at least) are humans. Are all humans good people? No, but they are not bad because of their heritage or culture. Some humans are bad because they strive to be a dictator. Some people are bad because they lie, cheat, assault, steal, rape, bully, or organize insurrections. And a few people do ALL of the bad things. Hitler, Putin, donOLD dump are a few of the MONSTERS that are bad and should be feared.
One of the sayings in the Nazi playbook is “Repeat the lie often enough until the people believe it”. I believe the current fear mongering propaganda that Vance, dump, and kult follower mouthpieces (some found to be taking millions from Russia) of making up a story of Haitian immigrants are eating kittens. It had AI images made and spread by donOLD and Leon (spelled how donOLD says it) Musk. It slightly changed during the debate to include dogs, when a bumbling fool was spouting what he knows best, which is NOT policies to make America great. So Vance started it, donOLD repeated it, then some of his millions of followers (hopefully they are not all real people) shared it. DonOLD not only mentioned it at the debate, looking like a crazy fool, he shared more AI memes about it. His repeating his fear mongering dog whistles works with some of his followers. Some people never leave outside of the small bubble they grow up in. Some people grow up without ever having interactions with “others” that are not exactly like them. This is very dangerous, since he is responsible for the rise in hate groups in the USA.
There were many comedians making light of the immigrants eating pets, yes it is so funny because it is insane to be told or retold in any serious manner. It was found to be untrue. The problem is the anti-immigrant seed was planted. It is being repeated with no consequences for lying or repeating of it. There are Nazi’s and Nazi lovers in donOLD dump’s family and supporters. He is traveling with crazy hatemonger Laura Loomer. He hired Sebastian Gorka after his was kicked out (rightfully for his hate group associations) of being his White House advisor. “America First” is all about using hate to further these cretins fascist agenda.
I circle back to my own consequences of being labeled as spreading hate on Twitter, I was permanently banned and lost 2 appeals. Fuck you true hate spreaders and animal killers. The dump Jr and his brother Eric proudly kill innocent animals for fun and gloat with their trophies and guns. They follow their cretin dad around and whine all the time publicly like the rotting oaf that created them.
There are many great immigrant stories to be told. The DNC had a few speakers that were immigrants that contribute to the USA. One was a veteran and police officer that was on duty during the 1/6 capitol riot. In a just world he would get more praise and those that contributed to the injuries and death that day would be in jail. In a just world the carcass of hate festering would not be allowed to run for any government office again, yet he has support of way too many magats that call themselves patriots. Fuck all of you that still support him too, your ignorance knows no bounds. Fuck you all that claim to be religious and support him too.
I am getting too worried, exhausted, tired, scared, full of anxiety to continue typing into a void that does not contribute to any just action of maga furor. Fuck Trump. Please support Kamala, and vote for her if you can.
A few years ago JD Vance was smart enough to call donald dump out on his grift and fraud. Now he is bootlicker number one. I wonder if he cares for any of his family he left back in the hills. I wonder if his college buddies that were immigrants are looking forward to being rounded up into a concentration camp. Probably will not happen to them, if they are wealthy enough to pay off those rounding them up. Good for you JD Vance, you made it and joined the ranks of the political party that only give a fuck about the currently wealthy. I say currently because how many of those mother fucker’s will survive global warming as they clutch to their oil.
Project 2025, if you have not heard about it please read it. It is 900 pages of backwards christian nationalism agenda…the anti democracy, the anti freedom. Fuck you hypocrite christians that don’t give a fuck about helping any other people or the environment. After they cause chaos, unless everyone submits (fuck you I will never) they will go after other “groups” when they are done with immigrants, then it will be the lgbtq+, Atheists, Feminists, etc.
If you are anti immigrant, don’t be one…if you are anti abortion don’t get one…if you are pro 2A then prove you are “well regulated”…and don’t expect others to give up their freedoms of choice either.
If you are pro banning books, what the fuck is wrong with your brain?
In Sync With The Universe 
