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1st week of attachmentSaturday, September 26, 2009, 3:02 PM

well okay this is my 1st week of attachment from sch to a pharmacautical lab and woo..its really tiring man..
lols so tiring till i can actually slp even before 10 and i can slp at like 9+pm till the next day.
hhm well basically i would really wish 6 months can like fast-forward abit cuz its really a boring job.lols plus im working in those traditional medicine lab so yeah every single day my clothes are stained with the smell of the chinese medicine smell. SUCKY eh?
hhmm well bt lucky i have friends to sms ba during work.
haha a big shout out to those who accompany me everyday to sms at work.
❤❤❤i cant live without you guys ❤❤❤

hhmm well anyway i kinda gave up on "that thing" cuz lols realized that its really not my year plus the year 2009 suck balls.this is prolly the worst year i've ever had.
this year really sucks big time and suck balls..worst i've ever had. period.
if i could say one word to the end this year it'll be "F-off".
seriously this year is seriously shitty. 100% sure of it. so shitty that i cant even bother to say what happened actually. lols so im looking forward to the next year 2010. hoping and praying it'll be a good year instead of this piece of crap year.
and lols i intend to keep it all to myself so that i can look back and laugh over this year.
hhmm AND also a big shout out those those assholes this year.
what goes around, comes around. your time WILL come..just you wait.

anyway i know its been a super long time since i've last blogged and updated it cuz like lols really got no time and really no mood to blog.
actually im blogging now just to pass time and after this im gonna bathe and go church.
gotta actually force myself to go today cuz like its special and important despite the fact that im really sleepy and tired. not having enough sleep since last night.
hmm so yeah after this i gotta go already.
lols anyway does anybody got any new songs?? i totally need new songs.
if you do have any songs please send it to me alright?? =/
i want i want i want i want i want >.<

hhmm okay la anyway i dont think i got anything more to write already.
signing off~

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WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?Monday, September 21, 2009, 9:04 PM

GORDON GORDON GORDON...
HHMM LEMME ASK MYSELF A GOOD QUESTION ALRIGHT...
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?

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whateverSaturday, September 12, 2009, 10:30 PM

STOP IRRITATING ME AND MAKING ME PISSED OFF EVERY SINGLE WEEKEND.
MY PATIENCE IS RUNNING VERY VERY THIN ALREADY.
DONT PISS ME OFF..YOU WONT LIKE ME WHEN IM ANGRY.

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not waking up in time for schoolWednesday, August 26, 2009, 1:07 PM

wahhaha lols okay im blogging now cuz todae i kinda erm..woke up late for sch and yea i skipped it :X
LOL okay hey i mean its not all that bad okay,least i could do is study at home right???
AIIEEEE exams are like looming really near already and guess what..I HAVEN STUDY YET!!!!!!!
bt i guess there is still some time left ba..haha guess really gotta mug really hard already..
MORE WHITE HAIRS HERE I COME =/

hhmm owell i really wanna finish this ite thingy ASAP cuz like yea i really dont like it here.
lols some people are just...URGGGGG intolerable..bt owell..it is finishing in probably like half a year's time??
hopefully like it'll go pass it smoothly like a smoothie..haha ryhmes right??? :D
so like later my momma' ask me to follow her to KK hospital to accompany my lil' irritating fat bro for a checkup.
LOL its like sooo boring at home and yet MORE BORING at sch cuz like yeah i gotta face people which i dont wanna face.
am really looking forward to the holidays bt then apparently got word that after this term (term 3) exams right,there wont be any holidays bt instead,immediately go to the attatchment and im like OMGWTHBBQ??!@#@!#@!##@!$@!
lols tahan so much bt no holidays..aiyeoyeo,i dont noe if i can tahan anot =/
hais moreover,the company that im being posted to is a rather "okay" type of company bt then like what they do there isnt what i've learnt in school for like the past year and a half..
plus like they are gonna give us training course for 2 weeks then off we are on our own to do individual projects.
LOL im not worried about that,my worries are that what if i cant meet the deadline??? i dont wanna get scolded cuz of that.
i mean like other students there have been in the course and "P.I.C" is their area of specialty.
bt im in like petrochemical and suddenly switch to the new one and like gotta catch up what people learn within 2 years in 2 WEEKS!
this is MADNESS!!!!
lols i really dont noe what to do with my attatchment man,am kinda rather sick of it.

hhmm anyway my mother "might" buy for me a new cardigan.
haha and yeah im rather happy for it cuz like im finally changing the old green-ish cardigan for a new one.
LOL i've gotta be in embarrasment cuz like the old one got alot of holes already bt i still wear cuz like yeah my family gotta save up some time 1st before they can afford to get me stuffs cuz like my dad's the only sole breadwinner.and that is really really sucky. BIG TIME.
hhmm well currently im like listening to the new album of the hillsong 2009 album again.haha well cuz felt like listening to it.
LOL and church is singing it too so yeah double happiness :D

OOH OOH YEAH YEAH!!! i forgot about the most important thing.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO PASTOR HOW!!!!!!!!!!!
HE'S THE BEST SPIRITUAL FATHER ANYBODY CAN WISH FOR I TELL YOU!
HE'S THE MOST AWESOME PASTOR THAT ANYBODY CAN WISH FOR AND LOOK,THIS MAN IS AMAZING!!!!
HE BUILT HOGC TOGETHER WITH HIS WIFE PASTOR LIA AND THEY ARE THE BEST SPIRITUAL PARENTS ANYBODY CAN HAVE.

aiyeo theres so much things which i wanna say bt then my mummie is pushing me to go get ready to go the the hospital already :O
nvm nvm,shall blog when i return~~~

TATA~

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rather okay daySaturday, August 22, 2009, 11:58 PM

hhmm well okay today's rather okay i guess.
everything seems pretty normal.and yeah currently now i've calmed down a lil bit thats why im blogging now. haha gotta update it i guess..isnt really nice if its always so dead.
haha so yeah guessed i wanna update it abit now.

well okay as usual im VERY VERY EXHAUSTED.
lols idk why bt usually at mid week i tend to lose alot of my energy somehow in one way or another bt yeah today at church i was totally exhausted again.
its kinda frustrating cuz like i really wanna spend time in church with my church friends and like im exhausted on the outside and i cant do much. so yeah im tryna figure out that part on my own. well today's service was rather okay i guess. learnt new stuffs every week which is good and healthy i guess.
just cant wait for new sermons every single week.yup yup ^^
well currently am youtub-ing for piano songs cuz suddenly got the urge to listen to piano pieces.
haha maybe im not cut out to learn piano after all cuz like whenever i wanna learn, something always stands in my way..so if thats GOD'S will for me that i wont play the piano then let his will be done, am not gonna defy god (:
GORDON's a good boy..yup yup.

umm well im gonna create a new msn email in a few days time so yeap :D
am getting too old to be a boy already so its time for the new email.yup yup.
haha guess as time moves past i gotta move on too.
am gonna get into the army next year and yeah am nervous and yet sian cuz like 2 years just wasted just like that. so its kinda sucky i guess no choice ba.

lols okay right now im quite stuck with what to blog cuz like currently like no mood to blog or do anything leh..sian im like "sian-ing" again.
JEEZZZZ...

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i could sing of your love foreverFriday, August 14, 2009, 10:32 PM

hahas as the title says it so!!!
I LOVE YOU, YOU LOVE ME, WE ARE ONE BIG FAMILY, WITH A GREAT BIG HUG AND A KISS FROM ME TO YOU, WONT YOU SAY YOU LOVEEE MEEEEE TOOOOO.

hahas xD
LOL okay that was burney inspired :D
hhmm well okay im blogging cuz someone special and close to the heart told me to update my blog cuz its too quiet!!!!
hhmm well okay i'll start of with my day today. well i went to sch as per normal today and yeah was pretty awesome cuz i found out how much my teacher really cares for me. like he skipped his lunch just to open the lab and teach me how to operate the rig and he is really one of the most awesome teacher.
thats right..a teacher of his calibre is really insipring and awesome and im just blessed by him (:
hhm well okay this week felicia and co. went down to my school again much to my surprise -.-
hahas yeah its been really scary cuz i've been getting surprises since last week man..GOSH,its really alot of years that is being drained away from me!!!! hahas bt i LOVE my CG (:

hehe well im meeting somebody VERY VERY EXTREMELY SPECIAL to me on sunday (:
ahahs and im not gonna miss out on anything for it!!!!!
i really long to the moment that im gonna see you!!! hehe i've waited soo long just for this!! (:
hmm shall buy her something to surprise her and really make her day on sunday!!!!
umm i really am excited and yet nervous though.
hahas okay well i'll update slightly later abit ba (:

tata~

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another absolutely boring dayWednesday, August 12, 2009, 11:02 AM

LOL okay im like blogging in class now :P
super duper hope that i manage to blog and post this post before the teacher comes back.
hahahahha lols okay well so im rotting in class now when im supposed to be doing my online coursework. AIYA i mean who doesnt log into other webby when at class >:D
lols okay so my classmate hidaya told me she saw my blog and complimented that my english was not bad..haha yeah im like laughing and pumping my fist into the air on the inside of my heart.hahas got people praise me leh..OF CUZ MUST BE HAPPY RIGHT? :D

hhmm well today sch ends at probably 5 plus like tha,t,then gotta wait for kong a lil' while then go back together de.
lols owell this is the super duper "everyday" routine that i gotta go through though >.<" hmm and yeah im hearing mp3 with weiqi now :D hahaha lols okay so thats 2 class rule i've broken already..GAWD! hhm i wanted to post more pics at my blog bt then again this IS the school computer so needless to say its slow and extremely sucky. hahas ooh plus the weird and funny thing is that leon called and smsed me asking me when is my breaktime..haha i think he wanna meet me up and do something i guess. PLEASE DONT TELL ME ITS THE ITE REVIVAL THINGY GOD.

hhmm well im really rotting in class now.
ooh yeah im soo gonna tell about the surprise i got on saturday at church.
well okay at church right the moment it finished,felicia talked to me about service and all.
haha well yeah i enjoy talking to church people cuz basically they're the coolest bunch of people all complied into one place. HOGC >:D
hhmm okay then after talking to her we went to take a whole CEG picture.
then immediately after that the whole CEG surprised me with a birthday song again! -.-
was like the 3rd shock in 3 days!!!!
LOL its easily like 10 years of my life gone in a flash xD
hhmm then got my birthday card and it was in a chelsea jersey format :D
LOVED the card loads..then i was lame enough to keep asking people like colin and all to continue to write and fill my card. HAHA :P

hmm yeap so thats what really happened at church that fateful saturday :D
AIIEEEEEEEEE im still rotting at school =/
SOMEBODY ENTERTAIN ME PLEASE??? :D

okay la i blog till here..
wanna visit other webby to idle my time here in sch :D

TATA~

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