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A letter from a daughter to her mother...... Hi mom, I have never felt so much close to you before, as am feeling today. As if all the chords of my heart are trying to be in harmony with each and every one of yours. I wish I could ever tell you all this in voice, but was always afraid of something and never shared a single piece of my heart with you. I know you have tried many number of times, but it was my fault that I have never allowed you to be that close as you had the right and to my surprise you never asked for it; neither had you ever asked for your rights and my duties. And today when I can imagine myself at your place, I want to revert. Want to go back and hug you, as a small girl would have done, just hang around you and forget all the fears and dreams with your arms all around me, as if you will protect me from any damn thing I might face. I wish I could have realized all this a long way back, when I could actually tell you instead of writing to you, and could f...

Dedicated to someone close to heart....... Day after day, time pass away N' I just can't get you off my mind Nobody knows, I hide it inside I keep on searching, but I can't find The courage to show, to letting you know I've never felt so much love before And once again I'm thinking about Taking the easy way out But if I let you go, I will never know What my life woul be, holding you close to me Will I ever see, you smiling back at me? How will I know if I let you go? Night after night, I hear myself say Why can't this feeling just fade away? There's no one like you You speak to me heart It's such a shame We're worlds apart I'm too shy to ask, I'm too proud to lose But sooner or later I got to choose And once again I'm thinking about Taking the easy way out This was for someone close to heart f...

Its amazing how u can speak right to my heart .... without saying a word u can light up the dark ..... Yeah Ronan Keating .... Aren’t these lines quite true... True at least for some relations ....specially when that relation is one of the most important in one's life....close to heart more than the heartbeat ......close to soul more than oneself....sometimes knows one more than one knows oneself.....making you fall in love again and again ....every moment of life.....still is the simplest one. Every time i try to get the things best .... i remember this one .....and realise that yeah things have to be best may be not for me ....but for this relation......which now is my inspiration to be the best person .....still expects nothing from me.....so self less ....so true .... is this possible??? IT IS!!! It is ...but then one needs to understand the other person ....trust more than oneself ....and more than that one needs to be true .... Well i wrote this coz recently these lines were ...

Hibernation. There was a day when i used to follow my heart at any cost listening only to the chores of my wisdom .... and today is a day when i do all except listening to my own self. Today am doing everything still doing nothing with my own ... in a way playing with my self. Is this right?? According to all its definately wrong, as this way am killing myself .... still am living as all others do. Am doin everything that a person does except striving for my dreams ... my wishes...my life. Once i was asked, what comes on your priority list.... self respect or life .... today none of them is there .... am neither standing self respect nor that loved life. I still dunn have any answer to this question, ya i have one more question .... (a question in an answer to other question wow!! ) .. is it always this way only.... or only wid me ??? Hey but that doesnt mean that i have anything against anyone, no i never had , nor will i have, its just a frame of mind ...which sometimes appears in th...

My first post here .... After a long time am sitting alone in my room, with favorite tracks on playlist and a piece of paper with a pen in my hand... and some passing by thoughts in my mind. Thoughts which don't have any existence while am pre occupied but today they flooded my mind with a thrash kicking every fruitful idea out. And again am back to square one i.e. blank....empty like the sky....which has so much....has so many particles still appears empty....as none can be seen only can be sensed.... "Empty still not empty" .....But here, in my case am not able to decipher the meaning of the random thoughts....banging my head....as if having a head on collision within mind...unable to queue them up into a sensible idea. Once again leaving it to Him, after all am so close to Him....just like am close to my heart beat. Today, in fact this very moment I can see the life of many....many people around me....their paths....the twists and turns of their life....but can't ...