I have no idea why i felt like blogging today.
Maybe i just dont feel nice telling anyone coz they wont know anyway.

Things happen for a reason i guess..
Sometimes you just dont want things to go on like that but you cnt do anything about it.
Firstly ive made up my mind on the things that i want to do.
Actually i got all the strengh from that person.The motivation, the inspiration and all.And now that same person is leaving, i dunno if i can manage.

All the more its so sudden.Argh..this sucks seriously..
School's gona start soon and ive got myself to rely on.really..
I dont wana disappoint those who have put their hopes on me.
I really hope that i can really manage everything..


Its like i barely even know the person and leaving so soon..
Aiyo even though the person said things that may hurt sometimes but..
Lets see how it goes..

Hey there..
Ive been having doubts recently..
I dunno if ive made the right decision this days..
Like coming bck..
I feel weird coming bck alone..
For example, you were once working in a group of lovable people..
Then the next minute, you are all alone..

Btw aishah got shortlisted for a malay drama..
Im glad i went with her too..
Im really excited for her...

Some people just say what they feel without thinking bout how the other party will feel..
The words she said kept running thru my head again and again..
The feeling is horrible really..
Hope things will change for the better..

Hey there its been a long time since ive blogged..
Been kinda busy lately..

TEACHERS DAY!!

Anyways have you ever wondered who ever impacted your life?
Even with their small little deed, without realising it.
As for me, my primary 1 teacher..yup primary 1..
Its been years but i still think that she is still the best teacher..

So teachers day concert was cool..
Everything went well except for some parts like the band instruments and stuff..
Had council meeting then..Made it a fast one then i need to see my teacher..

So went back to primary school..
My sister went to call her from the hall as ex-students cannot go up..
So she went down instead..
I felt nervous meeting her after 10 years..
Fearing that she would forget me..
We ended up taking pics and talking for quite some time..B4 i went to catch a movie with khalisa.

Frens..

Last last week, Aishah, Khalisa and I went to watch a show after exams i think..
A show became two shows.
We watched band slam followed by the proposal..
We had the whole cinema to ourselves as it was in the morning and there was no one around..
How cool was that???
We ended up taking pics in the bus and in the cinema..Woohoo..

Recently, I met up with 2 of my primary school frens..
We went to changi airport to study..
We really did study..Since we were fasting so there wasn't a need to eat lol..
After about 2-3 hours, we went cam whoring..
All around the airport..From T1 to T2 to T3..
Its been four years since we've met..
The moment we meet, we will start laughing for whatever reasons..
Unfortunately, i had to leave early..
Gona meet them someday again..

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!

So fasting month is over..
Here comes Hari Raya!!
HAd tons of messages in the night from frens..
Asked for forgiveness from my parents in the morning before we headed to aunty and datuk house..
Ouh something happened...
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MY sis came to our house..
Super unexpected i tell you..
Everyone was stunned..
Had some emotional thingy going on..
Hopefully it will be settled soo yaww..
Smiley face..

PRELIMS..

Even though its hari raya, but thers still exams going on..
Getting back results could be scary sometimes..
SOme results were expected and some were unexpected..
If i had these results for my O, i think i cnt go anywhere..
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So i think i will be pausing blogger for a while if there is such thing..
And will update more maybe after my exams..
Anyway chill out yaww..
All the Best!!!

Selamat Hari Raya kawan kawans...

Having somethings stuck in my head lately..
Come to think of it, I cant really do anything..
Thats sad and i feel like i have disappointed those who have hopes in me..
Especially those from the council board.
Sometimes i duno what to do..
On one hand is the teachers and the other hand is the students who have served the school for 3 years yet they are not recognised..
Dont they think about it?

I know that he has washed his hands out of this thing. I can see that he doesnt even bother anymore. I understand studies are important but ur responsibilities are to..
Both of us are sitting for the same examination right?

Its next week i think and i dont even know anything..
Are we even involve?haha..maybe they want to get rid of us asap..who knows??
Now, things are becoming worst...
Thanks rakin for letting me know anyway..

I leave to god to bless the broken road..I have no say..

NURSIFAI ALL THE WAY!!!!
I love this name a lot..haha...
So cool..
Nursifai raawk...
We say random stuff and say no link things..
Thats us..

Not forgettng S.K.F ok...

I love these friends a lot...
They are the one whom you can treasure..
haha..

okok i forget to mention FGS...haha..
This another sister has gone thru lotsa stuffs with me yaww...

Not forgetting all those cool friends that i have..
Miss you guys...

See this is so random..
Haha..

Thats y its NURSIFAI!!!
No link....

Its been tough to get you out, out of my memory..
YOuve always been bothering me..
And it is irritating..
I hope this works for real..
Thanks to my frens yaww who encouraged me especially my FGs..

Im so glad that you're out of my life..
Hope not to see you again..

Every second of anger,U lose 60 seconds of happiness

Name: Siti Fatimah
Lil Raphl

Age:15
School:Yu Neng Primary, Macpherson Secondary
Hates:
Being punished
Pushed around
Betrayers
Enemies
LOVES:
Family
Friends
Treasure people around her
Chocolates
A student councillor
A St John cadet
Music for life

For the injury to heel
To have my room painted
To have more time wif S&K
To live life to the fullest
To travel around the world
To Score well in O'Levels

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