Once in a while I have extremely lucid dreams which feel so surreal and are incredibly immersive that I wake up in sweats with my heart racing. These are dreams that sometimes I see as premonitions into the future.

A few weeks ago I had one about you.

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______, I don’t know if I’m over thinking things or you’re mad at me because of something I said or did but either way, I’m sorry and I’ll stop.

I let my craziness and selfishness blind me, not letting me see what was really going on. For that, I am deeply sorry as it’s incredibly unfair to you.

I kept telling myself to let things go but I think I’m incapable of that. I’m really sorry to have this burden come around during a bad time for you and hope that you know that my intentions were always good. I deeply cared about you and was sincere with all that I said. For what it’s worth, I still feel that you’re just about perfect.

I wish you the best in all that you do, and hope that your life is always filled with happiness that you so greatly deserve.

-Iz