Waking up early

These days I'll be waking up at least 5 minutes before the alarm goes off. My eye bags are getting heavier. I can sleep anytime. Even just for 5 minutes I can droze off. I'm tired. Waking early is healthy but I need to sleep early to make it complete.

Arrrggghhhhh... I'm so sleepy. I'm incomplete.

Fireworks

Awesome!

New beginning

For the past week, it was tiring. Though my body is screaming in pain, my mind can't stop rejoicing. I'm so happy with my life. This new beginning is so good that I myself am enjoying every single moment and so glad that I'm alive.

Giving once and getting back ten times in return is how I feel now. This encouragement that I'm getting now pushes me to love and work even harder. I'm glad that now I look things positively and accept the changes going on with an open heart. I pity those who grumbles and complain. Obstacles and changes are just opportunities not misfortunes. Why sadden your heart when you can control yourself to be happy. Everything just happen for a reason.

More more

Had the chance to go Terengganu recently. Though it was only a 2-day-2-nights company trip, I did have some fun. Seriously, I need to get back there next year coz I didn't have enough fun!
We arrived early and hang around the jetty. This type of boat is only seen in rural areas like this. I remember our arts teacher Mr Chua used to ask us to paint boats like this.

The water looked calm. The place is just quiet.

Anyway, the trip was partially paid for and at least...I managed to leave my footprints over there.

It started to rain as early as 3 or 4am in the morning. We didn't have the chance to watch the sun rise. =(

This is, "More More Tea Inn".

It was really a peaceful place to stay.

There are more nice pics, I'll upload more when I get hold of them from our photographer. =P

I will be back!

Can't get used to it..

I'm in a new environment now with a total new culture to adapt to. The beginning looks promising and I'm just glad that the future looks rather bright for me here. The only new thing that I still can't get used to is.. I don't know where I'll be posted..and where will I be. And I can expect to hear more of this in future.

but for now, traveling in KL is something new to me daily. I can't afford to be late for work anymore. That's good for me actually.

Bi

Bi has its meaning in Korean and also in cantonese.

Cool ^_^

Farewell

Something to ponder

Got this forwarded email this morning..

somehow, it sounds true and questions ourselves on how we makedecision.

During one of our seminars, a woman asked a common question. She said, "How do I know if I married the right person?" I noticed that there was a large man sitting next to her so I said,"It depends. Is that your husband?"

In all seriousness, she answered "How do you know?" Let me answer this question because the chances are good that it's weighing on your mind.

Here's the answer.

EVERY relationship has a cycle. In the beginning, you fell in love with your spouse. You anticipated their call, wanted their touch, and liked their idiosyncrasies. Falling in love with your spouse wasn't hard. In fact, it was acompletely natural and spontaneous experience. You didn't have to DO anything. That's why it's called "falling" in love... Because it's happening TO YOU.People in love sometimes say, "I was swept of my feet." Think about the imagery of that __expression. It implies that you were just standing there; doing nothing, and then something came along and happened TO YOU.

Falling is love is easy. It's a passive and spontaneous experience.But after a few years of marriage, the euphoria of love fades. It's the natural cycle of EVERY relationship. Slowly but surely, phone calls become a bother (if they come at all), touch is not always welcome (when it happens), and your spouse's idiosyncrasies, instead of being cute, drive you nuts. The symptoms of this stage vary with every relationship, but if you think about your marriage, you will notice a dramatic difference between the initial stage when you were in love and a much duller or even angry subsequent stage.

At this point, you and/or your spouse might start asking, "Did I marry the right person?" And as you and your spouse reflect on the euphoria of the love you once had, you may begin to desire that experience with someone else. This is when marriages breakdown. People blame theirspouse for their unhappiness and look outside their marriage for fulfillment.Extramarital fulfillment comes in all shapes and sizes. Infidelity is the most obvious. But sometimes people turn to work,a hobby, a friendship, excessive TV, or abusive substances.

But the answer to this dilemma does NOT lie outside your marriage. It lies within it. I'm not saying that you couldn't fall in love with someone else. You could. And TEMPORARILY you'd feel better.

But you'd be in the same situation a few years later. Because (listen carefully to this):

THE KEY TO SUCCEEDING IN MARRIAGE IS NOT FINDING THE RIGHT PERSON; IT'S LEARNING TO LOVE THE PERSON YOU FOUND.

SUSTAINING love is not a passive or spontaneous experience. It'll NEVER just happen to you. You can't "find" LASTING love. You have to "make" it day in and day out. That's why we have the __expression "the labor of love." Because it takes time, effort, and energy . And most importantly, it takes WISDOM . You have to know WHAT TO DO to make your marriage work. Make no mistake about it. Love is NOT a mystery.

There are specific things you can do (with or without your spouse) to succeed with your marriage.Just as there are physical laws of the universe (such as gravity), there are also laws for relationships. Just as the right diet and exercise program makes you physically stronger, certain habits in your relationship WILL make your marriage stronger. It's a direct cause and effect. If you know and apply the laws, the results are predictable...you can "make" love.Love in marriage is indeed a "decision"... Not just a feeling .

Event planning

Our company will be having an event coming up sometime in December. And the best part is...the plannings. I love planning events. I have so many ideas and they just can't stop flowing. My team is really awesome. Prominent people. Kind of sad that I can come this far since I'll be joining another company. Meeting new people, seeing how they present..how they promote their company. Wow...cool. This type of meetings is what I look forward to. Being the role of a client is really an advantage. Haha.. customers is always right.

I enjoy asking questions, enjoy talking to new people from all levels.. enjoy jobs like these better than stressing myself over discussion on technical issues in engineering.

But I still want to be an engineer, at least up to this extend. Event planner, well make it as my favourite part time. =)

Ottokei

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Walking alone

Recently it suddenly struck me that what if I were to walk alone from now on. Living alone, going to work alone, driving alone, going to the gym alone, traveling alone, eating alone, watching soap dramas alone, laugh alone, cry alone, cleaning the house alone, and just being alone. If, I'm capable of doing all that, do I call myself Ms Perfect Independent or Ms Pathetic Loser.

Honestly, deep inside I'm afraid that one day I would be someone Cast Away, and my only friend would be Wilson.

What if I can no longer hear the person talking to me, and I can't speak out anymore. What if one day, our loved ones and our friends leave us. And I do not have anyone else anymore.... except God.

I'm not myself today. I simply can't feel and I do not know what this emptiness call.

The world of IT changes me

I think if I have not chosen engineering, I would be into IT.
It's really cool nowadays how technology evolves our lives. Recently I've exchanged phones with my brother, and since then that new toy has not left my hands. It's really cool!
Now I *truly understand why all these while the guys can't stop talking about their toys. Haha.

Huh? Korean?!

^_^

after lunch break just now..

Someone, not so close to me...also obviously, who do not know I'm a Rain-fan, and old enough to be my uncle told me this..

"You look like Korean la. If it's not for your name, I would have thought you are Korean."


Huh???!!!

I'm touched for the first time in my blog-ging's history

Read this post today. Am touched by Paan's comments about me.
*Paan, let's rock the world of blog-ging!!

Saturday, July 14, 2007
Check this out..
Check this out.. Jacq's blog.. (Link also on my sidebar)
http://jacq-space.blogspot.com/2007/07/being-fooled.html
It's a nice story.. But that's not the point.. Tapi post itu merupakan satu contoh mengapa aku suka blog jacq.. Sebabnyer..obviously aaa sebab dia tak mcam aku.. dia ada update blog.. but besides that lah... b-( .. Sebabnyer.. semua post dia ada a sense of childlike idealistic hope towards people.. A refreshing look on life.. Post dia sees all the good in people and do so not in a "i wish people could be like that" spirit, but in a "I'm surprise people are not like that" kind of way.. Dia assume semua orang adalah baik dan orang yang tak baik tu pun dia rasa baik.. (In a good way.. Not in a 'why grandma, what big teeth you have' kind of way)
As opposed to my posts.. which are cynical and assumes everbody is a serial killer.. Her post makes you want to appreciate and live life. So if after having a gloom outlook on life (and feeling like eating a shotgun) after reading this blog.. Head over to jacq's space .. Even if you're not suicidal.. head there anyway.. it's been an education in living life...
Apa lagi.. cepat pergi penuhkan website dia dengan komen2..
PS:jacq is a friend of lucy which is my friend.. so mcm mutual friends aa gitu..so tak kenal sangat ngan jacq.. tapi dari apa yang aku kenal she's a very nice person..

Posted at 12:40 am by raksasa

I've fallen in love with Putrajaya

Some upcoming events to be held in Putrajaya.

Talking about fireworks..reminds me of one of the early movie series of Harry Potter.

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