what can I do???cake never ever will do it again!!!!!

Tears wont stop now simply coz it is bleeding . Don know why I will have such feeling, why would I jus care so much??? It's just some words that accidentally said by ppl but why I take it in so much????A cake that I made for him but I will never had a chance to see him eat it or taste it myself coz it's pass ... Deep in my heart I care really care so much and regret so much .. Why I don insist to see him eat why I don curi curi try some at that time .. Really wan to know how it taste how is the cake I've make the first time .But I know that it cant be back , I 've complaint to him . This might be my worst thing , Jus now heard someone say " neh , his gf "cau" coz she cant eat the cake ." Wow ! my heart really kena tembak that moment .
1st-There is no secret between me and him , "yuan lai" everything tht I told him will be "notice " by others
2nd-It's my pain forever that I didnt try that cake but other ppl interpret it as "cau"*I know she/he don really mean it but when I hear it , it's so sharp that it can go through my heart
BUt now I think I am wrong coz cried in front of him
coz I knew that he is sad so I try to let it go and hold his hand back but shouldn't I be back me that "ye man " girl cry and angry whenever I wan ???
Feel that I've changed I don know is this good anot but now I wan him happy but did I did anything wrong to feel sad like this but still hv to put my feeling down to try to make him happy???

My scary experience on highway

well it should be a happy day .... v r going back to hometown and though it is raining but I feel happy coz can go back to c my grandpa and grandma . I trust the skill of my dad , though it is raining heavily outside but i still can sleep well in the car .. After a nap , I can feel the car is shaking but that time I was still blur thaught to ask my dad to b careful but don know why didnt say it out .. then out of a sudden I saw my dad moving the sterring left and right , seems like the car is out of control ... my mom asked what happened , my dad panick he said he cant control the car in jus a second our car don know why keep on move right and my dad said he step on the break the but it jus don stop and I start shouting , the car hit on the divider for more than 20seconds , luckily the car behind start to slow down and all horning at us but v jus cant control it .. at that very moment my mind is blank and i can see my dad trying very hard to save us ... then my mom's hand touch on the sterring and suddenly v can control back our car and move away from the divider and slow down and check wat happen .... only tat moment I think about my love one and told him this but don know why he seems very normal not nervous not over reeact .. Is it a good sign ??? I thought his sound will shake or keep on ask me am i ok but he jus say is like this one .. I almost die but he jus say oh shi zhe yang de la , lu hua ....

Can U really b fRiend v ur ex???

This is a question that frequently asked by those that had relationship v someone ...Well at first you might just hate that person asked him or her to bla off , once you see their sms or contact number in ur phone u might jus over react and hope anything about them will jus disappear in a second .. Then u started to let go to put down u and his or her memory . Someone jus said no body cant live without anyone and u still have to move on...U started not to be so emotional when u see his or her sms , just treat them as ur normal friend but prob comes when u r having another half ... In order to respect ur other half u surely can't have frequent contact with ur ex because they will surely jealous ... so my conclusion is when u r still single , yes of course you can still be good friend of ur ex but when u r having realtionship with someone , to care their feeling you have to try not to contact with ur ex unless something urgent and important happen and you have to tell ur another half before u contact ur ex .. Complicated??? It's never simple to have a relationship . THIS is REspect and LOVE !!! LOve u .... SWCS

result ???never true...

Should I jus admit that I am really stupid ???? No matter how hard I study my target is still so far to me .. I always thpught that i can move my steps nearer to my target but wat is the meaning of being hardworking when u know tat ur result is being predetermined by...?? where they easily get their solid A jus study the nite before exam ?? but v have to study hard and never ending ????? fair ???? no such thing ..

Malaca a great place!!

I've always thought that Malaca is jus a normal place nothing special ... but after having a fun and great trip v coursemate and my bf . I 've been to places tat even Malaca ppl don know .. Eat wat is the best to the local not the tourist this really make a great diff coz the pric is totally diff wow...esp the chicken rice and the Japanese dish ... really superb not to say cheap but also nice!!!yummy .. and the best is I can c the whole view of Malaca by riding on the don know wat menara .. but it come down too fast ..and I can feel tat my dear is getting even better .. I love him playing around v my friend .. holding my hand wherever I go .. pampered me and of coz pay for me for wat I buy and eat !!! thanks for helping me to celebrate my mom's b'day ...

blog ...

wow .. this is a place to let u see someone's face clearly
I wonder why they like to use blog to hurt others feeling if they really don like someone. why they do not have the courage to say it out in front of someone but use all diff kind of bad and hurting words behind somebody .Dont they know that this will only make us look down on them ???don ever use "bi..."to describe someone it is very very rude ... remember it .. think twice when u wrote before u make others feel unhappy

my dear .. thanks for the greatest party u held for me .. really touch .. xin ku u lo .. hv to cook and ask my friends out without my notice ha but u also bad lo lie to me and say tat no ppl will celebrate v me but u so geng ask so many ppl come to my house and celebrate v me ... thanks !!! u r the greatest bf I ever had!!! muack