yet nonchalant i stand,

oblivious,

from boy to man,

east to west,

rant to rant.

rush of emotions,

choking on tears,

yet giving that ear,

drops of joy,

drip by drip,

i ponder.

here may it stand from

year to year,

emblem of grand -OMCHOIRPREFECTEXPRESSIPPHILEMONSIMEONNAHUMNOAH- forever,

the regions round echo the roars,

of ACS forever,

well two years left,

eons right,

a lasting impact,

commenced with something light,

clinging on,

yet letting go,

makes you torn

between what's been thought

and what you know.

on a side note, the past few papers have been quite good thank god :D haha so awkward blogging after ages.

as i flip the pages

i glance,

as images

flow endlessly,

i prance,

on my toe,

ready to attack,

its the holidays again

i may say,

hmmm,

holidays :)

met with LINA to do matthew's present, i shall go upload photos soon hehe :)

then saw the church youth to catch the time traveller's wife, i thought the show was quite awesome although i missed like the first 20 minutes of the show cause i was late, i like the perspective of the show - being the viewpoint of the wife, instead of the typical magical man. was quite interesting la :) pretty cool on how the were playing on the theme of time, hence the title.

hahha, and then i talked to the churchyouth for like barely 5 mins and then i ran over to cine to meet serene lina and bran to catch coco before channel! omg the whole freaking show was in french with the exception from some english from an english, there was like so much rubbish la about the girl, so much sex, and sex vs love, omg all the sexual motifs so disgusting.

had edge whoopie :) pastor jeremy preached about by faith, i thought the last part about the thousands really spoke to me a lot, i believe in your word father :)

well, normal morning service and all haha. random, yet fertile searches for cookies AHHH D: stupid ahaha, yay me pepper lunch, omg pepper lunch is so awesome man! it was my inaugural testing of pepper lunch, and was a resounding success. yummyness. at least my stomach was happy,

then met lina brandon and esther :) haha omg random arcades banging on the buttons, driving, fun, and desert omg! haha LINA IM GONNA MISS YOU :) haha READ THIS OKAY x) haha gonna wait for like a few months before i see you again ): haha thank god for webcam then hehehehehehe :) wheee. okay anyway, photos hahaha, crayzhee random lockers, pulling, pushing, squeezing faces. HAHA, fun & highneccessities. :)

ahh tennis match in the morning, specs tournament, HEH, i was like 8-3 down or sth, then i think we lost track of scores - we decided to count from 7-2. well anyway, i caught up from 7-2 to 7-3, to 7-4 then my opponent went one up to 8-4 but i managed to pull off one more service game to reach 8-5, i thought i really stood a chance there but my opponent kinda stepped up, played super shoddy serves, OMG so sickening, i could ahve just finished him off, but little did i know, i finished myself off in the process making TOO MANY UNFORCED ERRORS. urgh, my service was pretty bad too, and just allowed him to attack my second serves. bleah. well, i guess it was one heck of a learning point la so its not that bad :)

then matthew came half way in the match, thanks for watching me, although i admit, it was exactly a fine showcase of my tennis talent ): hahaha, fail. anyway, he came over we had lunch, randomly uno-ed AND LINA! i gave him the present, he likes the teeshirt woots. :) i guess our hard work/effort finally paid off lol :) hehe,

well, then milton and harold came over haha, todays so long! we played a bit of badminton, haah i pwned them :)) hehe, and hmmm, ate waffles at haato with my glorious royal chocolate :) hehehe, played scrabble - stupid hc peeps stole our tiles, we had so few tiles to play with la. ahah then guitar heroed.

im beginning to enjoy my guitar hero mannn :)

haha no plans for tmr :) hehe.

wednesday biking?

thursday running :D

friday COMEX/net!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MATT! :)

time peals

a second of tick

tock,

your mind in

a block,

searching endlessly,

what do you see?

what do you see?

hearing words

they say,

wishing they'd

just disappear you'll pray.

off the face of the earth,

you'll jump,

hoping to fall into

the boundless beaches,

seemingly hurt-less

but sears skin;

where have you been?

where have you been?

sun scorching,

back burning,

tears tripping,

can you see me,

masked by the murky mass,

pretense in the present,

forsaking the future.

reaching,

yet falling,

i can't see you,

i can't see you.

stretching out my hand

like an unborn child kicking,

pushing his way to immerse to the surface

a desperate struggle;

kicking, pulling

while

blood beading down the panting pulse,

in a note of finality,

he sees the light,

little do they know

how convolution

and pollution

sinks them down

into solace,

surreal yet