I remember my first half. I had decided to run a half. I told Jared my plan. I was in nursing school. I remember being nervous. I also remember specifically saying to Jared, "I will never run a full marathon. That's crazy."
Call me crazy because I ate my words.
I have always loved running, but after having Andrew it has been different. It is harder and just different. I don't know exactly how, but physically it is harder and mentally harder. I'm always thinking about how I'm spending my time. Should I be with my family? Should I have cleaned the house instead? Will Jared be OK with Andrew? Will he be hungry? (Yes, I ran a marathon and breastfed the whole time).
BUT I wanted to retain something of my former self after having a child. I felt lost in a world of colic, of poop and spit-up shirts, of exhaustion. My world was upside-down. So I started training for a half. I've done them before, but training with a colicy baby is hard. I did it. 6 months after he was born I ran a half. I was proud.
Then the new year. We lived in a new home. In a new state. Not knowing anyone or anything. I turned again to running, but set a goal of running a marathon.
Training was not easy. No. Not at all easy. Jared was very supportive of me, but the transition in our move was hard on us both. I did a couple half marathons with Andrew in tow because Jared was on call so he couldn't watch him on the chance he would be called into the hospital.
I trained up to 20.5 miles. I hit the wall training. It was horrible, but it was a good thing. When it happened in the marathon, I was ready - mentally.
I had originally planned on running the Lake Lowell Marathon, BUT when I saw that last year there was only 45 marathoners I decided to bail and run the SLC marathon.
Jared was awesome and got people to cover his call, he bumped surgeries up and worked late the night before we left.
We drove to SLC and went straight to packet pickup. It was fun to be at a larger race again with a real
I was number 731.
That morning I woke up. Fed Andrew and Jared and I were off for the tram to the start line. Jared saw me off. I was nervous to say the least. The corrals were off so I started with a group faster than I wanted to pace myself. But I tried to pace myself. It is hard to run slow when all around you are running faster.
I hate to say it but I missed most the sites. I didn't know where to look so I missed it. Womp womp. But quickly the half marathoners were split from us (mile 11 ish I think) and there was hardly anyone around. A couple people, but most were half marathoners.
Some of the marathon course was really pretty and cool. Most of it was neighborhoods and just boring streets.
I started to feel it around mile 16. It hurt. By mile 19 I was struggling mentally. Everything felt like it was uphill. Mile 21 came and I started to walk through water stations, stretch a little and then run to the next one. This was when I met Susan. She is a med student at UofU. It was her 3rd marathon. She was having a hard time this time and we talked to pass the time.
The last mile and a half went quickly even when it was so slow the last 4. I saw Jared, Andrew and Jared's parents at the finish.
I crossed the finish line at 4:27:25.
I hurt. It was hard. Physically and Mentally. Hard. I thought I would never do it again. Until a couple days later....
I was so happy to see my little guy and Jared and everyone that supported me. Thank you.
I did end up running another marathon 6 weeks later. (crazy!!) The Famous Potato Marathon.
It didn't go as well. I've been having pain in my knee. BUT I finished. I am proud to say I've done 2 marathons.
I really enjoyed the accomplishment of running the marathon. I truly love the distance, but the training just takes too much time away from my family. Maybe some other time I will get faster at the marathon. Maybe I will do Boston? I don't know. I'm not sure what is next for me.

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