At times I judge, though I know I don't have the right to. At times I compare, though I know it's unfair to. At times I wonder what went wrong, or things that could be undone. At times I tell myself I need time, though I've been given years now. I've always lived by the first rule of my life, that is to be happy. Then I wonder am I happy? I am. I really am. So what's missing in the picture? Perfection. The potion I once tasted. The best potion a perfectionist ever wanted. Life ain't perfect. Somehow I once tasted it. So what made it perfect? I think I know, I choose to deny. Certain things in life are so good, still they are worth traded off for. Life's mean at times. If you traded off something important in your life it doesn't mean you'll get something of equal value or more. That's why I strategize n make the best out of life. And still I failed. Okay that was kinda dumb. Okay at least I tried.
I saw I heard I read I thought. We weren't any different. Yet they pulled through. Guess u never really loved me anyway. U never really loved me enough.
At times I judge, though I know I don't have the right to. At times I compare, though I know it's unfair to. At times I wonder what went wrong, or things that could be undone. At times I tell myself I need time, though I've been given years now. I've always lived by the first rule of my life, that is to be happy. Then I wonder am I happy? I am. I really am. So what's missing in the picture? Perfection. The potion I once tasted. The best potion a perfectionist ever wanted. Life ain't perfect. Somehow I once tasted it. So what made it perfect? I think I know, I choose to deny. Certain things in life are so good, still they are worth traded off for. Life's mean at times. If you traded off something important in your life it doesn't mean you'll get something of equal value or more. That's why I strategize n make the best out of life. And still I failed. Okay that was kinda dumb. Okay at least I tried.
I saw I heard I read I thought. We weren't any different. Yet they pulled through. Guess u never really loved me anyway. U never really loved me enough.
Friday, July 2, 2010 @ 10:09 AM
