The Goodness In Life
There’s always a positive side to life. No matter what happens, even the worst of events can be viewed with a brighter light. Like the old saying goes, ‘When one door closes, another opens’, or something along those lines. This is a truth. I would dare say an eternal truth. For most of my life I’d say I didn’t believe it. Even now I have a hard time practicing it. Usually when I get bad news, or have a bad day due to whatever internal or external pressures, I can go to sleep and wake up “feeling better”. I don’t know about you, I don’t mind “feeling better”, but I prefer to be feeling great!
These feelings come from an interesting weekend. A weekend that allowed me to realize that some changes have happened. Good changes too. My mind seems to be focused a little bit more. Everything appears sharper, in greater contrast. I like the word focused the most though, but calm seems to be a good one. A few months ago I could have compared myself to a squirrel on a sugar high, racing around super fast without much direction. The past two days have been bringing out the sea turtle in me though, slowly trudging through the sand, headed towards the freedom of the ocean. I’ll get there one day, my goal is in sight, but I definitely have to work hard to get there.
Woot!
this beggars plea
Afraid of what I’ve never know,
Can’t seem to get it right,
Lost in a crowd of complacent sense,
Just hoping to straighten out.
And cant you save me,
See right through me,
Please wont you burn away
Sear out the pain I’ve given me.
I need you, like flames need a fire
Like the Sun needs the sky.
I’m sick and tired of waiting,
But wait and wait I will,
Cause I don’t think I can say
Or do the things to prove,
That what I want is really,
All I yearn to have.
So wont you save me,
Peer right through me,
Please cant you burn away
Sear out the pain its given me.
I need you, like fish need the sea
Like the Sun needs the sky.
I’ll just go on,
Leading such a silly life,
Holding on to the only thing
That lets me see this dream,
Ooo this broken soul, an unfortunate rivalry.
My Sci-Fi 
