Oh Brain of Mine....

Hey Brain.. How’re you lately?? I’d let you rest for such a long time dy so I guess you‘re fine…
We’d been slacking off since the starting of Sem2... Hey, do you know that the exam is drawing nearer?? next week is the formative assessment, and the week after tat will be our study week… Final exam for 2nd sem is just 3 weeks from now and we haven’t even finished covering all the lecture notes. We’re running out of time… we’re doomed to fail if we keep on lazing… So, you see, I wanna make an agreement with you… So, this one month, I would like you to let me use you to your fullest potential(but of cos without overloading you).. And as I reward for you, I would let you rest for one whole month after de exam(but not asking you to shut yourself down la).. we'll have fun for the whole month after that.... So, is that ok for you???

What does your birthday say about you?

Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness.
Polite and soft-spoken. (lolz........... i din know tat i'd such characteristic). Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. (sense your head la). Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. (pls, i'm the most pendiam guy in the world). Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. Easily hurt. (ngek ngek... dun try to hurt my feeling.... i'll commit suicide.. XD XD XD). Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. (??????????????????). Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

Going Back to Campus at 7++?!?!?!?

If you dun have free time, please skip the piece of written crap....

“No, please don‘t go… It’s too dangerous… You’ll die out there.. Please don’t leave us here…”
“I’m sorry… I have to go.. I’d made a promise, I’d have to bring her back no matter what happens..”
“But…. But…. The ‘other side’ is where all the demons live… You have no chance in rescuing her… She might even be dead by now… Please don’t leave… How could I ever continue living if something happen to you…”(crying)
“I‘m sorry.. But, I couldn’t forgive myself if something happen to her… I promise you, I’ll come back unharmed…. Do not worry about me.”
(turned around and walked out from the room)

He headed to the Gate of No Return, the gate that separates the human world from the demonic world… The guard warned him about the consequences of trespassing to the demonic world and tried to stop him from advancing… But, he was too strong for him.. He overpowered the guard using his bare hands… Realizing that he can’t do anything, he let the mysterious man cross the gate…

He reached the ‘other side’ of the world… It was a swamp… The air is heavy, poisonous mist filled the surroundings, if he is a normal person, he would have died… But, thanks to his intense training since he was young, the air is not a thing to him… A muddy path appeared out of nowhere, there he saw a sign, the words scribbled on the board with blood, barely legible, as if written by someone who’d never learn to write (XD… referring to my own writing) - Run Or Die… He had a bad feeling about this… He unsheathed his sword… Scanning the surroundings with his ultra sensitive vision and hearing……………….
ROAR…………… Zombies………… Zombies appearing from everywhere, behind the bushes, beneath the mud, across the swamp.. Endless I could say, flooded the area… hundreds of them, charging straight at him as if he’s dinner…. The man looked at them fearlessly…. He charged at them…. And the fight begins…. Him against the whole zombie army… He hacked, and slashed those soulless beings… Ploughed their rotten heads…. Stabbed their heartless chest…. But no matter how many he slaughter, the numbers kept increasing…. Those hideous monsters kept on coming…. Seeing that there’s no end to this, he ran, following the muddy path away from the zombie army… He’s too fast for those brainless corpse…

He then reached a vast river.. The current was too strong even for him to swim, and width for him to jump across… At the other side of the river is a magnificent garden, where flowers are blooming everywhere….. Cute little faeries are flying around, playing with each other…. And at last, he saw a bridge that links the freaky swamp behind him to the garden.. Thus he walked across it…. The faeries saw him and flew near him, trying to get his attention… The man stared at them… His staring gaze could send shivers down your spine, his eyes, cold and murderous, capable of robbing away your sunshine with his sight……. He was not deceived by their appearances and the surroundings….. The garden, was actually an illusion… The place was just a barren land… The faeries were actually fallen angels that feed on the minds of the weak… They scrambled away as they know that they stood no chance in winning against him… But suddenly, the earth started to tremble and crack in the middle… It was actually the master of the land… The GALAPODOS Worm… The worm whom everyone fears…. Its body, harder than the diamond, longer than any living creature in the demon world… It was one of the kings of the demon creatures… With a mighty roar, it shake everything in the vicinity….
It raised its tail, with a mighty slash, it landed on the straight on the man…. BOOMMM………………………………..................................................................................
BAN----------------KAI----------- (XD.. I’d really wanted to use this word in the blog for awhile dy)
(explosion… dust cloud flying… ^^)
ZHINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG………………..

(moment of silence)

And the Galapodos worm was split into two…… The man, now holding a super long sword, twice his height (referring to Sephiroth super long sword… super duper cool) walked in the middle of the body, covered with the blood of the worm…… He’s catching his breath…. He shouldn’t use his full strength yet as he is still yet to be fully recover from his previous injury….

So, he continued his journey even though he was all worn out… At last, he reached the Castle of Transylvania…. Stopped by the Castle Guardian….. The man glared at him, warned him not to interfere……… At the instance, the Guardian fell to his knees, shaking in fear in the face of a man, with a power that surpasses any living or demon creature… He is Joonyi(wakkakakaka) the great….. With ease, he entered the castle and claim back the treasure and returned home…..


*I’m too free that’s why I have time to write this piece of crap…. XD…
It’s actually like this, MrRobert asked me to take his bag back to the hostel after our exam today…. But then, I totally forgot about the bacg and just went straight home… So, when he did return at 7something, he asked me about his bag..
Feeling guilty, i then decided to take back the bag.. So, I ran back to the campus and take it.. THE END of story....

Nerdy Me.... ^^

Showing my nerdy side...........
I'd really long to intro you to my old buddies.. XD...
3-6 years old....
Of all the books this 4 are the best.... reason = it's full of pictures.... ^^

Another 2 of my favorite books. "animal kingdom" and "your body"...
Primary school : the one in reds are my English books... the one in blues are actually fairy tales and story books i read during my free times when i was in kindergarten.
HOHOHO... My hobby was reading and doing exercise(books).... My friends were my books.... But everything changed ever since i stepped my foot in Standard 3... wakaka..... talk a 180 degree change, or maybe 360 or maybe 720... a super pendiam me changed into super damn talkative guy like what you're witnessing now.... XD.... dumped my habit of liking books(i mean educational ones of course)... the cupboard full of comics... XD...

Secondary And Matri...
The greens are my form4 and form5 reference books... ngek ngek.... form 1,2,3 dunno where liao.... The reds are my matri's reference books + notes.. Hoho... try compare how much i'd change from primary(before standard 3) to secondary school to Matriculation....


I'll illustrate to you my nerdness lvl......

actually, during secondary life, i do last minute study, so, 3 weeks before every exams my nerdness lvl increase alot though not as much as in matri(i sweared i won't be studying tat much after leaving there)

reached the peak when i went into matriculation college where i 'bankai'ed like hell..
reason : must get 4.0 without fail - (though in matri i'm considered average for my nerdness lvl only, or maybe below average. the others can study all their way to 3am... WTH.. 11pm supposed to be our sleeping hour )...




Nah, the photo below has nothing to do with nerdy side of me..... Just wanna let you see the place i lepak most if i'm not doing anything when i was young...

Reflective Writing 2

The incident begins with this. Before year 2006 starts, which was in the month of December of 2005, it was then the new EXCOs and committees of the Boys’ Brigade were selected and as such, I was elected to hold the few posts I was holding; leading the Drill Committee was one of them. A week from the election, I’d hold a meeting to discuss about the plans we’ll be going to do in the year of 2006 and the drill competition was one of the planning. Since I was the Drill Committee leader, I was asked to organize the competition. So, right after the meeting I went back home and drew a draft for the competition, get back the letter copies of 2005’s competition ( I was the vice-chairman for the competition) and planned the things that is needed to be done. After that, I made the Drill Competition Committee. Since I wanted to give experiences to the juniors, I’d made one of the Form4 members, X to be the secretary.(the biggest mistake i'd ever make)
So, a few days after that, I’d hold another meeting for the drill competition committee members and distributed my planning to them. I’d drafted everything out that they themselves would not need to plan anything else but just follow what I’d given them and asked them to finish within the time frame given. Of all the committee members in this event, the secretary is the most important member. The secretary, which is X, have to send letters to the school to get their permission to the school, to lend equipments, to invite participants from other schools and etc. So, to ease his burden, I’d given him all the letters I’d type for the previous competition and asked him to follow back what I’d done and making just a bit of changes to the dates and a bit of the details and to send the letters at the beginning of January as the competition will be held at the month of June, half a year later. I’d liked to finish the job earlier because we’re more free in the beginning of the year and we could give the other school teams practice for the competition.(their job is extremely easy since i'd cracked my head in planning everything)
So, at the end of January, I’d hold another meeting to find out the progress of each department and was glad to know that most of them finished what I asked them to do. Everyone did well except X. When I asked him about the letters, he told me that he haven’t prepare it. As the competition was months away, I do not blame him for not prioritize the work thinking that he’d more important things in hand and forgave him. Giving him a second chance, I asked him to finish his job by the end of February. So, there’s nothing much to do for the moment thus I thought that it was needless to hold any meeting 2 months from the competition(April) and focus on other events instead.(sigh, the captain asked me to let him do some work, if not, i'd sent those letters myself dy)
At the end of March, when I was hanging with my friends whom not all of them join the Boys’ Brigade , we stroked up a conversation about drills. Suddenly, one of them asked me when will we organize the drill competition. I’d felt strange and asked about the invitation letters and participation forms and get to know that none of them received anything. With rage, I’d went to confront X which was suppose to have finished sending every letters I’d asked him to. When he answered that he still haven’t do anything, I went berserk, scolding him like there’s no tomorrow, giving severe punishment; doing rounds and pumping. I’m not sure why I’d did such a thing to him. I didn’t even let him have a chance to defend himself or to talk his way out. I was really angry with him that the anger took over my consciousness, rendering me to making insane decisions. For that, I was being sent to see the teacher advisor and the discipline teacher for being harsh to my members. Apart from that, I notice that X was afraid of me and kept a distance from me and we were unable to cooperate much for the next few months.
(really F**Ked him 9 9.. i'm not the only one, my EXCO secretary joined forces with me.. haha.. double team.. the teacher punishing us the part din happen actually.. XD... but tell you, he was damn afraid of me after that- though after that incident i din rely much on the juniors dy)
Though I knew that my reaction was too much, but still, I can’t be blame thoroughly. I’d expectations on him, I’d put my belief in him. That was the first time I’d encountered such people. I’d always trust him but then, he betrayed my trust. I would say that it was because of this that contributed me to being aggressive towards the incident.
From this incident, I’d learnt that we shouldn’t expect too much from others which is we have to follow up with the progress and not leaving it alone to others. I learnt that I shouldn’t be too passive. I should’ve told him when he did wrong for the first time. I knew that I was wrong for punishing him without even asking for the reasons for failure of sending the letters. I should have given him a chance to defend himself first. I shouldn’t punish him severely, instead I should’ve just speak out to him about his irresponsibility in the hope of changing him. Apart from that, I think we should sit together and come up with a backup plan instead of just scolding him.
If I were to be in the same situation next time, I’m sure I wouldn’t be aggressive but be assertive instead. (haha.. assertive?? i'm not so sure about it..... after this incident, i lost all my interest in organizing nor being a committee in any activities.....)

Really sorry....

I really doesn’t wanna feel tat way.. But I really can’t help feeling this...


I tried to mixing it, shaking it, stirring it, but still it changes nothing…

Things get even worse when I’m in a bad mood….

Sigh.. I’m sorry, but I still need time to get used to this.....