I looked at my blog.

And realized. I have no idea what to blog about.

So. I just continued typing this sentence. While playing Boom Boom Pow on my WM player.

And the next time I'm gonna do is, to click the "Publish Post" button below.

And go: "YAY. ANOTHER POST. HEHE"

Tootes.

and I rose up again. ;)

what do you call this? The smell or victory or something? Not. Lol.

The smell of, well being. And prosperity? HAHA. Nah.

I can't describe this feeling you know. It's like. The wind blew those clouds away. :)

A closure. That's the word. :)

And it's awesome. To know the truth. Don't be scared to know it, fear nothing of it.

Just be prepared for it. And it worked.

Could've, should've? haha.

Funny thing is. I don't feel anything. Not despair, nor happy. Just. Clear. :)

Clean and Clear you know? Like the shampoo brand HAHA. :D

A very good friend told me this. "as long as we maintain the present well, the future will be too."

Boooyaaaaa.

I fell..

I fell pretty hard. You gave me a sturdy rope. But now it's unsubstantial.

I climbed it. But halfway through I felt something wrong.

It doesn't feel safe and secure, it's wobbly, it isn't as robust as it seemed to be.

But can I lie to you and myself? No. What's there to lie anyway?

Honesty is the best policy? Bullshit.

Don't break promises? Bullshit.

Everything is just as bullshitting as it is.

You pulled me up again. And what are you gonna do next?

I'm expecting a super hard kick. And just leave me there.

Hey, instead, why don't you take a fucking knife. And stab it right here. Right at the heart.

Then you twist it. Twist it again and again.

It doesn't matter anyway. I can't feel anything for now.

Please. Spare me. Why are you still doing this?

Expectations.

Have you been in a situation where things suddenly just became complicated. "Things" here, what I meant was Life itself.

It's so weird that in Life you've always wanted something so bad that you've Tried so hard in the past, and you've Failed at it. You'd eventually start to give up and feel numbed, dejected.

"Bullshit. I don't give a single shit anymore" that's what happens after trying numerous times and getting the same results.

However, Life is full of surprises that when some things happen unexpectedly. Expect the unexpected in life huh?

To be honest. Sometimes you try so hard and not getting... but when you've actually given up at some point. The things you've once wanted soooo fucking bad. It comes to you. IT COMES TO YOU. Yes.
And you'll feel dumbfounded and lost at the same time. You're not prepared for what it has to offer. *scoffs*

I'm frightened. Why must the future be so vague, uncertain to the point that it just makes people tremble?

One step at a time. That is the best thing to do now.

June - The month where time really flies

June.. the most happening month? So lazy to upload pictures.. damn, I'm so lazy like that. ew.

Anyway, finals are 3 months from now. This is brix shiatting.

Can you feel the adrenaline?

Boo. :(