Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Whee
Wahaha, just a short post to inform you that I'll be back blogging again. And also there will be an exciting project in the future for me, haha. More updates on that later.
P/s My reads section is back in business, told ya it would be back after 8th Dec.
P/ss 24 hour movie marathon? Tell me okay..haha
Monday, November 9, 2009
-_-"
Many teachers seem to be against it, why? Probably because they don't have faith in their students to carry out effective studies at home. That may be true, but we are talking about 5A! Not peralihan class. We have to bear the burden of becoming the chosen ones of the school. I doubt that 5A students would care less about getting great results in SPM. This is SPM!!! Not some lame school exam, we know when to be serious in our studies. So, if you see the dwindling number of students, it is a mark of CONFIDENCE that we are able to carry out more efficient learning in what most of us consider to be a more conducive environment. You may say, " They are giving out exam papers from other states. You won't be able to get it."
Hark, has anyone heard of the internet lately? I bet I have completed 10 times as much at home, with Daia than at school. Of course, if we don't understand, we always go to teachers for guidance.
Those who have not come for "decades", that is another different story, your laziness exudes your whole being. Even for seminars, arranged with much hassle and difficulties, some people don't bother to show up. I get tired of informing these exiles of the on-goings in school. You don't have to go every day, but do make it a point to go occasionally.
Haih, I have no idea why I am writing this, there's only a week left of school.
Teachers seem to be lacking confidence in us. We will prove it to them next March. Maybe, their bitter as they miss us. Logical innit?
For those of you loyal to the school, great work. I am not the one to reprimand your choice, school may be the best place for you.
Those on study leave, great work as well. Straight A+, okay?
Lastly, I would like to encourage all fellow 5 Amanahians to top the school next March. I don't really care about the percentage of passes, just want to prove that Amanahians rule the school.
Woohoo
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Kanye West by Kelly Clarkson
Dear Kanye,
What happened to you as a child?? Did you not get hugged enough?? Something must have happened to make you this way and I think we’re all just curious as to what would make a grown man go on national television and make a talented artist, let alone teenager, feel like shit. I mean, I’ve seen you do some pretty shitty things, but you just keep amazing me with your tactless, asshole ways. It’s absolutely fascinating how much I don’t like you. I like everyone. I even like my asshole ex that cheated on me over you…which is pretty odd since I don’t even personally know you. The best part of this evening is that you weren’t even up for THIS award and yet you still have a problem with the outcome. Is winning a moon man that much of a life goal?? You can have mine if it will shut you up. Is it that important, really??
I was actually nominated in the same category that Taylor won and I was excited for her…so why can’t you be?? I’m not even mad at you for being an asshole…I just pity you because you’re a sad human being.
On a side note, Beyonce has always been a class act and proved again tonight that she still is. Go TEXAS!!
Taylor Swift, you outsell him ….that’s why he’s bitter. You know I love your work! Keep it up girl!
KC
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Sunday, August 2, 2009
This Is Why I LOVE Spongebob Squarepants.
Of H1N1, spm and other things


H1N1 is getting so much more serious, and to make things worse, everyone is falling sick. H1N1 or normal flu, I also donnno.
Read today's newspaper. And I flashbacked to a conversation I had with KDS and Tingtong.
The summay of that convo was, maybe there was hope that the H1N1 would get sooo bad, that they would close schools and cancel SPM. Okayh, I'm not hoping for that la, but the MOE people said they may consider postponing the major exams. At first, I didn't know whether to be happy or not. On the plus side, more time to finish syllabus, study etc etc. But then again, longer suffering of exam tension. So I decided that the original schedule of 18th November, and not 20th October (my birthday la cows) as stated by NST would be better.
Everyone has already shifted into exam mode. And this time, the exam mode will not end on 18th September, it will carry on, way on to December 9th. As they say, where can get the sagu, if you don't break the ruyung. XD
By the way, my immune system, all three lines of defence seem to be working overtime to protect me against the flu bug. Since last Tuesday, "I keep on fallin' in and out, of sickness". But, everytime, my antibodies have managed to win the battles.
So I pray that everyone affected by flu,seasonal or H1N1 will get well soon. :)
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Viki, hehe
Friday, July 24, 2009
Dance, people dance, SS!
:D Who knew aerobics could be so much fun?
True, I had no idea how to do the pocho2? haha :D
But the chicken dance was fun aite.
Then kicking it to Lady Gaga's just dance. Hehe. Very fun indeed.
And the weather? Could we have hoped for better winds, skies ahead?
Billowing winds prompted various re-enactments of Titanic. Hehe, that's when the SS-ing started.
Let's just say, it brought out the true vain-ness of some people like Irsyad for instance. Who knew he was ultimately gila SS.
But the pics were awesome, that setting of the wall was great. And everyone rushing to take the pic with Pn Haslina. (: So many happy memories, captured forever in a digital photo.
5 Amanah 2009 just keeps getting better and better, but with that realisation, comes the truth.
We only have, like, 4 months at most together ): And with it will come goodbyes and tears.
Let's savour the joy of 5A while it lasts. We've been through so much together.
Cheerio.
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Monday, July 20, 2009
Pem"block"kan Pengarang
Namun demikian, tidak mengapa, pasti saya akan meng-update-kan para pembaca tentang aktiviti Minda *uhhhhh* Kuat? hehe.
Bottom line is, my BM sucks. I hate to speak it actually, I feel so alien and it's so difficult for me to find the words. I mean you can't actually find the extremely descriptive words with a twitch of a neurone, no I have to delve deep, and it's so lame. Therefore, my BM will last until this November 18th, then it's so long, goodbye, I don't care about my horrendous BM with freaky accent. Hehe.
Sunday, July 5, 2009
Exclusive Interview with Aarieff Amir
Here is an interview with one of the chosen for PLKN, Aarieff Amir from SM All Saints.
Keev: Congratulations Aarief on being one of the seLected to join PLKN! When did you find out about this and how?
Aarieff: i found out about this a few days ago... tru sms.
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Keev: Okay, so how do you feel about getting chosen for PLKN?
Aarieff: all i can say is NOOOO !!! MY HAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Aarieff: good answer huh
Keev: Hahaha, did many of your friends get it? Did that make you feel any better?
Aarieff: some of my friends got it.. and yes ... i feel much better now..
Aarieff: NEXT!
Keev: After hearing about PLKN, the good sides and dark sides of it, how do you actually feel, like now that you are actually going for it?
Aarieff: part of me feel scared.. some ppl died because of that shit... damn. not safe man! and part of me feel excited actually... maybe its a good thing...u get exp.. u get friends...
Keev: [out of topic for a little while, transformers was freaking awesome !! Hehe]
Aarieff: (i didnt get to watch it dude .tickets sold out.. so dont remind me about it)
Keev: [ awwwwwwww man, it's okay. on 2nd thought, i preferred dark knight ]
Aarieff: batman?

Keev: [yeah (: ]
Aarieff: lol.. so anymore qs?
Keev: Next question, there are 3 batches for plkn, 1st one in december, 2nd in march and 3rd in june. which would you rather go for and why?
Aarieff: DECEMBER !!!! the sooner the better! get it over with!!! I WANNA PLAY DOTA!!!!!!!!!!!!
Keev: Haha! Good for you! Any specific places you want to be sent to?
Aarieff: any will do.. maybe semenanjung since i already live in sabah for a long time??????
Keev: Yeah, good choice. I would prefer Sabah myself, not that I want to get chosen. But all in all, don't you think that it's a gre at experience to go for PLKN.? I mean, this is a once in a lifetime experience. Only 24% of the Malaysian form 5 population was chosen. And plus, you get to hold a gun! M-16
Aarieff: can i fire it? to someone i hate maybe? the gun i mean. Yes, I think it will be a GREAT experience living with a bunch of unknown people for 3 MONTHS! Seriously though, i think its gonna be fun.
Keev: Okayh, it's great to know that you're going with an open mind to enjoy it. Aside from the hair, and the 3 months, I think it's quite a good experience.
Keev: So, once again thank you for your time. I hope that you will gain a lot of priceless experience and have a gre at time at PLKN!
Aarieff: No problem. Thx and i wish your were chosen too.
Keev: Honestly, I'd rather not be chosen. But if there were people I knew sent to the same place ( very low chance) then I don't really mind.
Saturday, July 4, 2009
Wimbledon, Tennis :)
Men's
1. Roger Federer, the most amazing tennis player ever. Seeing him play is a privilege. It's an art when Roger hits the ball. This makes him my favourite tennis player since forever! Haha. Chaiyok! Hope he wins his 15th Grand Slam on Sunday.
2. Novak "Nole" Djokovic, a young Serb who is rather unfortunately losing his shine. Won the Australian Open in 2007 but has since slipped down the rankings to fourth place.
3. Gilles Simon, a rather unknown French player. I like his style of play, unfortunately, he doesn't do so well. I cant remember him in any Grand Slam final.
Ladies'
1. Currently, Elena Dementieva. The Russian world number 4. Shame she lost to that giant Serena :'(
:(
Thursday, July 2, 2009
Surprise surprise.
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
PLKN!!! :O :O
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:
NEED I SAY MORE?
Lalalalalalalalaalalal haha.
Probably Probability
Probability, I love it. I really do, just that I'm not that good at it, and due to that, I don't really fancy it. Now, trigo,more like my thing.
But, just to show you how complicated things can be with probability, I'm gonna give u a question I haven't been able to solve. Like Pn Erwani said " Cerita dia panjang, tapi solution dia dua baris je. Boringnya.! Kena faham cerita dia dulu. " haha.
Here's the question. Warning, reading this means you are hereby required to answer this question, I don't care, give me rubbish answers, I just want an answer! Compulsory okay, if not, click the red box with a white cross on the top right hand corner of the screen. :P
There are 350 students in an academy for pre-degree programme. They are divided into a certain number of classes (not important). As they progress into degree progamme, only 100 students will be chosen from the previous 350. As they progress into the masters programme, only 50 of the previous 100 will be chosen, and in the PhD programme, only 25 of the previous 50 students will be chosen to do it.
Now, in a certain pre-degree programme class, there are 16 students. The teacher, Pn Erwani expects 7 of them to progress into degree level, and those same 7 to progress into masters level and the very exact same 7 from the beginning to progress to Ph.D level.! Simply find the probability that these 7 students from that class will be chosen from the pre-degree level all the way into Phd level.
Lets name these 7 students for better comprehension,
Niko
Ker
Sawi
Irsyad
Dahiyah
Jessica
Tingtong
Niko, Ker, Sawi , Irsyad, Dahiyah, Jessica and Tingtong are from class Alpha in the pre-degree programme. Same class okay. All of them progress into degree, masters and finally PhD.
Find the probability that Niko, Ker, Sawi, Irsyad, Dahiyah,Jessica and Tingtong will progress all the way from pre-degree to PhD. :O
It's an amazingly low probability, like 7 of these guys will be part of the 25 finally chosen for Phd from the initial 350 of pre-degree. Wow. Try to figure it out please.
If you have, then. Look at this next statement to double check your answer.
Pn Erwani lowers her expectations after seeing the mid-year results, :D
She believes that Niko, Ker, Sawi, Irsyad, Dahiyah, Jessica and Tingtong will progress to degree level (still 7 people), but thinks that only Ker, Dahiyah, and Irsyad (3 only) will make it to masters level. Finally she completely lowers her expectations and thinks that Irsyad, just him will be able to make it to Ph.D level. Now find the probability that of the 16 students in her pre-degree class, only Irsyad makes it to PhD level!
The answer for the 2nd statement should be higher than the first right? Figure it out. Please.
Sunday, June 28, 2009
RIP MJ
Everyone has said so many things about him, good things, bad things and all sorts of things.
There's nothing more for me to add except that everyone's lives has been filled (okay, not filled) with at least A little of Michael Jackson.
I remember when I was 4, my aunt used to play the Thriller video quite often. I was petrified of it. Especially the part he transforms. I can still remember it till today.
:)
In what way has MJ affected your lives?
Friday, June 19, 2009
National Servitude.
Sometimes, even the greatest psychologists wonder why there are mostly positive reviews of this positively bad program. Suggestions? Perhaps a rinse cycle for their brains in the washing machine. (: Or maybe a brand new iPhone?
P/s This was randomly spontaneous and cryptic and hard hitting at the same time. Wonder what trouble is in store for me. :O
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Gloomy Sunday ):
Asharina: Tomorrow, school is starting right?
Keevan : Yep. So sad wan lah. I always feel like this when going back to school.
Ashna : Monday blues? I also feel like that.
Keev : No, not Monday, but Sunday blues. Sunday only feel like that ma. Not monday! ):
Ashna : Oh yea, right! You know there's this song Gloomy Sunday, it's supposed to be cursed.
Keev : Really? How?
Ashna : Anyone who listens to it will feel like committing suicide.
Keev: Ooh. scarynya. :P
Ashna: Seriously lah.
Keev : OKay. Have you listened to it?
Ashna : Huh? Crazy ah you?!
Keev : Okag. okag.
Fast forward to June 2009. I'm watching a show on Discovery Science called 10 ways. Anyone who's watched it will know that it's full of rubbish sometimes but oh so entertaining. This particular day was a show on 10 ways to be cursed. Hehe
So, at number 5 or something, there it was Gloomy Sunday. And bla bla, he talks about a guy who composed this song for his lover who left or something. Then he died or something. The lover heard it and she committed sucide. Since then, it's said that this song is cursed and anyone who listens to it will commit suicide. And then, the twinkle of musical notes from a piano! WTH. They're playing this song now?! I reach for the mute button, but curiosity kills this cat.
So, I hear a gloomy but normally boring song. Nothing much actually, I just hear part of it, and I felt the same after that, so no biggie. Maybe, if in full it can do some damage? Who knows? So here, I don't like to mess with these kinds of things but if you want to try your luck, here is the song. P/s BBC banned this song in the 1930's
The video is down here, but before that, read what this person has to say, the uploader I mean. :P
DO NOT LISTEN TO THIS MUSIC if you are depressed or if you think or already thought in suicide, It may put you very worse, please, I beg you.
Gloomy Sunday, or "The Hungarian Suicide Song" or even "Suicide's Anthem" as some call this music, it's a very sad music, that Rezso Seress composed, when he was in a bad situation.
Some people call it the names i said up there, because this music was linked to many suicides. People say the melody is haunted and if you listen to it, you ear a voice that tells you to kill yourself.
But that is just a bad joke of someone's sick mind.
This music is a very, very sad music, it is normal that a person with suicide and/or depressive tendences would want to die.
Me too think this music is sad, but somehow, I like it, I love to ear it, Seress really passed the feelings he was when he wrote the sheet to the melody, to me, this music is like a poem.
I hope you like it! hehe
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
How well do you know me?
My tips for you, don't think to hard and don't not think at all. (: Click here for the quiz.
For all those without facebook, shame on you. Friendster is dead, crawling with creepy people who don't want to put their pics tthere but instead some unknown actor/actress. And freaky messages on my wall.
Myspace is not user-friendly and in my opinion, does not encourage making new friends which defeats the whole purpose as it being a SOCIAL networking site. Besides, with all those freaky names, who the hell will know you, without your real name?
So, go, join facebook, it's much more multi-racial and fun, enjoyable. (: Keep your myspace love to yourself, I came, I saw and I left myspace.
Ciao.
Sunday, June 7, 2009
Tired. So Tired.
I totally understand how you're feeling Daia. (:
I'm tired. So tired of this. I am phlegmatic according to a temperament test.
POSITIVES NEGATIVE
PEACE MAKERS UNMOTIVATED
QUIET PROCRASTINATOR
DON’T EXPRESS SELVES OR
GIVE INFO UNLESS ASKED. UNDECISIVE
PERFECTIONIST SELFISH
CONTROL THEIR ANGER WELL FEARFUL
CALM IN TENSE SITUATION –
MEDIATE & SETTLE ARGUMENTS WORRIER
IMPORTANT TO THEM THAT
EVERYONE “FEELS” GOOD DAMPENS ENTHUSIASUM
EFFIECIENT WOULD RATHER WATCH OR DO BEHIND THE SCEENS WORK
SUTTLE HUMOR CLEAN UP AFTER EVERYONE GOES HOME
QUIETLY OBSERVE SITUATIONS FINDS THE EASY WAY OUT
GOOD LISTENERS KEEPS EMOTIONS HIDDEN
See, those highlighted in red are my weaknesses. You might think, then why is it in the positives section? This is a case of an asset becoming a liability. I'm tired of having to do all the work. I'm not choleric, but I usually have to run the group. Without me, forgive my arrogance ;) , all will fail. :D Sometimes, if I'm angry then I totally pull away, withdraw, let them handle it then. Today, I will see how far I can stretch those boundaries. I am prepared to kick dust in their faces. The blackness of their eyes doesn't scare me, and never did and never will. At most times I am resigned to the fact that the hopeless bumblers around me are unable to organise anything for the matter. But when I do try even when I shouldn't and just let them take advantage. That, I cannot handle. Woohoo, this is a major exaggeration in some parts but true to the last word in other parts. I'm going to stop being phlegmatic and try being sanguine, they just take and take and keep on taking.
Maybe I should get new friends. For my own good, then yes. But not for them. :)
P/s talking in code is fun.
P/ss I don't care.
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Coming soon to you.
Coming soon to you. A short story by Nicholas Keevan Rajah.
(:
Set in 20th to 21st century France (even I am not so sure) . Currently looking for illustators. :P
Anyone interested?
The title? "C'est la vie"
Update 1 : I don't think I can post it here anymore. It's too long.
Update 2: I may finish it as soon as tomorrow or day after, but I need illustators. Haha. Volunteeers?
Update 3: 4/6 I'm almost done. But may take a long time to type it and also illustrations are 0% done. ):
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
This Is No Ordinary Feeling

Yo peeps, this is a shorrrrt post, as im in the midst of exams.
Just toasted Add maths, I feel like doing MORE add maths exams. haha (:
Tomorrow is Maths, *sigh. A well needed break.
But the problem is (is it even a problem?) I don't feel like hating exams right now. I feel like lovin em. TOo bad huh? It's already the middle of exam season for mid-sem. I feel like I want it to go on some more.
But then at the back of my head knows the truth, or it thinks it does. By liking exams, they seems to go past in a flash. Maybe, that my goal. Brush past it.
Enough chatter, maths tomorrow, then Chemistry and Physics + Econs. Good luck. Might not be back till 28th.
Cheerio.
Friday, May 15, 2009
And The Cow Was Slain
I asked someone " What can I do for you?"
He said " Give me everything you got and I'll see if I have leftover crumbs for you at the table after THEY have eaten.
I replied " But.. many other places feed everyone EQUALLY. Why do you feed me and my friends scraps?
He said angrily " Because you are not one of the privileged.
I asked him " Why not?"
He said " Answer that yourself young one."
I walked away disheartened. And the cow was slain.
Blessed are you when they insult you and persecute you and utter every kind of evil against you (falsely) because of me.
Rejoice and be glad, for your reward will be great in heaven. Thus they persecuted the prophets who were before you.
Matthew 5 :1-12
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Amanah Mania
Tis thwe season to love our class and cherish our classmates. Following in NiniKaz's footsteps , here is my view of 5 Amanah 2009. P/s don't be upset, this is all for the fun of it. :D
Hidayah ; The one who thinks a lot (:
Lyana ; The quiet, but not so quiet girl
Darwin ; The mascot, the one who everyone picks on, tupai-tupai
Adip ; New guy, quiet and my back street neighbour :P
Ruhil ; Maths wiz, quiet, but smart.
Dena ; The koperasi, and biro kelewatan girl who often gets red-faced :O
Irsyad ; The "macho" guy, wants to be in the limelight but does not want to like to be in the limelight.
Keev @ me ; The "green" person who loves cows and cats as much as Spongebob and Chemistry.
Endarah ; The LOUD one. The one who speaks to the class at large but creats a STEREO sound effect with Jessica
Jessica ; The one with high metabolism rate, always hungry (like me), laughs for no reason, but contributes to the stereo effect we get.
Kirthikaa ; The first to class girl who is always early everytime.
Adila ; The leader of 5a and PBSM tycho. (:
Nadiah ; The quiet, and shy girl who loves Physics but learns to like Chem as well. A Japanese maniac especially with Kat-tun and Akanishi Jin.
Sheela ; The debater, the speech giver, the one who is oh-so impressive in syarahan. :O
Amira ; The sarcasm queen, impulsive and funny but "garang"
Khairani ; The British accented girl, who loves Skittles as much as I do, but is a fun fun person!
Sawi ; The stupid jokes person, who is very talkative but wants to be a teacher's pet.
Yuga ; The "killer smile" with a "good" personality. haha. Not to forget the COW. the main COW. redox
Daia ; The one who likes to moo more than I do. The tall one who is great at mixing.
TingTong ; My fellow rebel, with brilliant ideas that we share. Catch phrase : DonnNNNNNNNNNNNooo.
Shida ; The fellow human social behaviourist, but extremely quiet.
Shoba ; A banana, who laughs too much one day and then cries too much the next day.
Syamin ; The singer, artistic genius. (:
Darweena ; The quiet girl with poly-chromatic eyes :)
Dr Nesh ; An aspring but SS, doctor. The future MIC leader.
Nazmi ; Unpredictable.
KDS ; The KING of sarcasm, the one full of philosophies of life. Future lawyer.
Wan ; The commander, with a LOUD voice. future IGP
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Exams are on the way
Time to enter exam mode, and I really mean EXAM mode.
Fully-fledged war is about to erupt in 1 1/2 weeks time. ARe you prepared?
RIght now, there are too many co-curricular activities, which are undeniably fun but cutting in oin my revision time. That's why I'm bypassing Koko day tomorrow. But I guess that this will be the deep breath before the plunge. After June, it's "emergency" and war every other week. November will be D-day and a ceasefire is expected in early December. And that's it. We're done with school. :O Can you believe that its already the fifth month in 2oo9? Wow, just a few more months of school. And sadly though, but undeniably, just a few more months of contact with each other. We will of course go our separate ways. If I could, then I would always want to have 5Amanah by my side. Especially the 3 guys who have been with me since like form 1.
Sarwisan, Ker De-Sheng and Yuganavasan : 1D>2a>3a>4a>5a
And others too who have been with me for some time,
Dahiyah Aisyah, Jessica Ann : 2A>3a>4a>5a
And not to mention those from primary school, ie standard 1, but not always in the same class as me, Vigi and Endarah :)
So, that was just for your information.
I have nothing else to say except a message from our sponsors (me):
I dare to hope again, even if it was extinguished before. :D
Friday, April 24, 2009
Sarwisan Bond, Coming soon
Thursday, April 23, 2009
SPM Timetable Out! :O
Extracts from Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince
Pg 284
Although Harry much preferd this new laughing, joking Ron to the moody, agressive midel he had been enduring for the last few weeks, the improved Ron came at a heavy price. Firsty , he had to put up with the frequent presence of Lavender Brown, who seemed to regard any moment that she was not kissing Ron as a moment wasted; and secondly, Harry found himself, once more, the best friend of two people who seemed unlikely ever to speak to each other again.
~Rings a bell doesn't it, well not really the first part but more of the second one. How? I don't want to name names, but you guys make sense of this yourselves. (:
Pg 540
" I am not worried Harry," said Dumbledore, his voice a little stronger despite the freezing water. " I am with you."
Awww...Touching indeed and shocking but puzzling. Toodles
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Moo Cow
Friday, April 17, 2009
The Beauty Within
Yesterday, I found someone that stand for what I believe in. I think you should watch this video first and read the rest after watching to get what I mean.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9lp0IWv8QZY
Have you watched it? If yes, :)
She was ridiculed by those thousands of cynical people. But she stood through it all, hardly flinching or giving any notice to those around her who doubted her. But sadly, this is how the world is, rewarding based on beauty not on talent, so much so that our view and image of beauty is so badly distorted. Susan Boyle jolts us back to our senses to realise that beauty is truly within. Not only the singing but the attitude. She has not kissed a man before, and is turning 48 this year. People laughed at her, but she plowed on. She had to take care of her ageing parents and fulfilled her mother's wish to enter this contest. I just want to take this oppurtunity to help you to realise that we must have a wider outlook on life and not judge on outward appreances. She probably lives a simple live and ignores the jeers and taunts thrown at her especially by Simon Cowell, not that I am blaming him.
Susan Boyle has now become an international phenomenon. Look at this vid, 16 million hits already. :)
Watching this video makes me feel good. I hope it does the same to you.
Warning: Cynicism is not accepted here.
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Progress for The Sake of Progress
Quoting Proffessor Umbridge, who was idiot, frog, toad with bulging eyes, probably hyperthyroidism. " Progress for the sake of progress must be discouraged" I disagree, of course she has some points, why progress for nothing, we must have something in mind with every step forward. I urge the people who created the school rules to read Dolores Umbridge's speech in the starting feast.
WHY,oh why? Why must we go out of the class during recess. They say we have to eat, and I can understand maybe to avoid spillage, but those who have a clear conscience only wanting to study in class, get some extra revision time. ?WTH?! They say " To avoid people stealing things from class. " How lame, how poor, how inexplicably revealing of the flaws in our school's brains. Why the heck would 5 Amanahians want to steal our own things, I suggest a lack of common sense in these geniuses. :( Think again, if we are in the class during recess, wouldn't that prevent things from being stolen. If you disagree, I urge you to chase us out during lessons too as we are in the class right? Come on, chase us, HALAu us! Maybe a new system can be brought into being. A system where prefects watch over classes during recess to prevent so called "theft", or control the situation.
This reflects the very mentality of the enforcers of discipline. We would expect proactive people to know when and where to tweak rules, and prune practices that must be pruned. These "by-the-book" people follow these rules blindly without giving them a second thought. Maybe if we had thinking, feeling people, problems would not arise. My deepest sympathies with Darwin Raj who was denied permission to do his work during recess and was forced out of the class. This brutality has to be stopped immediately. I can't imagine why Darwin would want to steal anything if he has an essay to complete after recess. :O . Then the problem arises, the teachers won't allow it, maybe we should try to talk some sense. Discuss to gain a win-win situation. I can hardly blame the enforcers themselves, but maybe try to understand and feel, maybe with a little common sense, and then carry out duties.
Another thing, students aren't supposed to smoke school right? Then why are we not doing anything, not even trying or bothering to do anything about the SMOKY recess outbreaks? Why are we busy trying to stop people from entering classes, even 3 or 4 at a time while the toilet is free of them? I understand, you can't do much, but maybe a presence in numbers, or teachers can do wonders, can it? Try focusing on hot spots of trouble, like the toilet, upper classes and so on. Maybe there is effort, but unseen to the public eye. But mayyyybe, they think they can pick on us because we don't want to cause a scene and fight for our rights, but they can call on their gangs to beat them up. Yeah, that's it.
So, nothing much will come out of this posting except a few more friends lost, or tempers flaring or maybe,just mayyybe, a few hoots of support. I can just hope for change for the better.
P/s I mean you no harm. So don't go bananas, or get angry at me, I think I have the right to suggest.
Thursday, April 9, 2009
5 Amanah Demented
5 Amanah, my beloved class was an extremely creepy one yesterday and even today.
I don't want to talk much about yesterday except that when I came back home, and just sat around doing nothing, flashes of morning's fiasco came back to me. Came back so many times, in the bathroom, in bed, on my desk. :O What can we do? What can I do? I tried not to think of it, but it keeps affecting my concentration.
And, seeing him , this morning, I tried to stay away; for safety reasons. Like TingTong said, pens are available anywhere, and they are quite sharp you know. :) So weirdness continued, even @ perhimpunan, I was a wee bit apprehensive to stand in front of him, you know, back exposed and all. :D
So, weirdness continued all through the day that I was plainly glad to go for Moral ( I love you MoRal!) But then I got struck by a major major headache, and was rendered semi-unconscious ( sleep). Connections are easily made by people though they are not always correct or true. And whispers, or rather shouts in Moral class sounded like " Why is everyone sick?! First Ker, then Viki, then SHoba, and now Nicholas.!?" Thankfully, I recovered fast enough before 1.05.
Are these connections plausible, Ker has a theory but, let him expound it. I no longer dare to trespass on the borders on science fact or Science? fiction. :O
Monday is the day, lalalalalalala. Wish me luck.
Friday, April 3, 2009
Volcano in action
A volcano is a great symbol of what happens when you keep too much to yourself. In the end, you blow up, violently and unexpectedly.
And when you do, people get heart attacks, strokes, and are overwhelmed with emotion.
(: That was shocking to say the least. Shocking shocking. Amazing, unpredictable, sad.
What scares me is that the same thing could have happened to me, remember weeks ago, probably not. But it's always good to keep a punching bag, or a friend with excess fatty layers nearby, or glass could break, hurting the poor school, and yourself.
Talking also helps relieve one of overburdened stress. So talk a lot people! Hopefully, you can release you r tension as well as possible.
Monday, March 30, 2009
Discovery Channel moves On
From below to above, I know cacat a bit, but lazy to re-upload.
As you all may already know, Discovery Channel has revamped it's logo to a "cooler" logo.
There's also new shows such as One Way Out. Unfortunately, everytime I want to catch the new and improved Disc, A Haunting is always on. I really hate that show, don't know why? ;)
Saturday, March 28, 2009
Bleeding Love
My book is so bloodied, my toilet looks like the scene of a horror movie, spattered with blood and my room is plastered with blood-soaked tissues. Thank God I’m still alive (:
After 1o to 15 minutes of incessant nosebleed,(my hands are still bloodstained and I look like a murderer) I am writing a post for my blog. Strange right?
After watching Discovery Channel, there was this show when someone died from blood loss after being shot. I started to worry. And then I did some research. Can someone die of blood loss from a nosebleed?
Well here’s what I got
It accounted for only 4 deaths in the U.S. in 1999, representing 0.000167% of all death that year. It is uncommon to die from bleeding through nosebleeds. However, damage to the maxillary artery can lead to rapid blood loss via the nose and present difficulty in treatment, pressure, vasoconstrictor and rhinocort occasionally proving ineffective. Embolization or ligation of the artery, risking damage to the facial nerves, may be the only solution.
Nevertheless, severe protracted nosebleeds may cause anaemia due to iron deficiency.
If a nosebleed lasts for more than 15 minutes, occurs following a serious injury, or is accompanied by severe blood loss, you should call your doctor or go to the emergency room.
:O Oh-oh as far as I have calculated my nose has been bleeding for the past half an hour. Yummmm, I can taste the blood at the back of my throat. I want to take a picture of this near-death experience but I think that most people won’t appreciate the sight of my sweet blood (:
Uhoh, I feel a trickled down my nose, is it restarting? Thank god, flase alarm. Several questions stem from this situation.
1) what caused this to happen?
2) Am I haemophiliac?
3) Why does my nose bleed so often?
Question 3 first; Guys help me! If you have the same bloody experiences, please share. Many people say it’s because of the weather. It was freaking raining and still is. So that’s out. Lol. Others said heaty foods could cause it too. Well, lemme see; fillet-o-fish for lunch and ikan bilis for dinner. Probably….Oh shit, half an hour and my nose is still not ****** done. Another theory, I am being cursed by someone. I can think of 1 person who might do that. Jk jk I.B. , I know you would come with an ice pack and all :P
So frankly, I don’t have a clue. I’m a regular nosebleeder, just got one last Monday. But never ever for half an hour.
Skip to question 2, am I haemophiliac? I don’t really think so. I would be dead by now I think if I was haemophiliac. So, not that either.
So, I guess it’s just a sign from God about what topic to write in my blog. FYI, blood fell on my journal, and I decided to write this for my journal as well. So that’s all, It’s time for me to recollect my blood and drink it again. TtYl.
Friday, March 27, 2009
Sweeney Todd (:
Sweeney Todd Demon Barber of Fleet Street. It's been out there for more than a year now, since late 2007 I think. I suggest all of you to watch it especially Johnny Depp fans. Recently I watched it again and I liked it again. huhu
It has a great cast many from Harry Potter like Helena Bonham Carter ( Bellatrix Lestrange), Timothy Spalding ( Wormtail), Alan Rickman ( Snape) and who else oh yeah not from HP there's Sacha Baron Cohen who is quite funny. The young boy is quite a good actor as well, surprising though. Musicals often annoy me, for having to many songs, -_-" thus the name musical said Nash. But this is different for me. Especially since it has a creepy twist to itself.
Tips; don't watch it on HBO, all the good ( blood splashing, throat slitting and people chopping ) parts are gone. I was like :O when the finale was shown, Mr Todd, was supposed to kill Judge Turpin with vigour, strength and ferocity but alas, one stroke and he was dead. So watch it guys, but make sure ur not haemophobic, but I think you still can watch it, I did ( remember the frog!).
:)
Saturday, March 14, 2009
Realize by Colbie Caillat
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer;
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag some friends who might enjoy doing the questions as well as the person you got the note from.
1. What is your theme song?
Hot n Cold Katy Perry (:
2.What do your friends think of you?
Wordplay by Jason Mraz
3. What do you think about very often?
Untitled by Simple Plan
4. What is 2 + 2?
How do you sleep by Jesse McCartney
5. What do you think of your best friends?
Dance Floor Anthem by Good Charlotte
6. What do you think of the person you like?
Details in the fabric by Jason Mraz and James Morrison, this kinda makes sense :D
7. What is your life story?
Halo by Beyonce
8. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Leavin by Jesse Mccartney.. lol I dont wanna be a leaver :D
9. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
You found me by The fray. hahahaha
10. What do your parents think of you?
London Bridge by Fergie haha, british?
11. What will you dance to at your wedding?
Poker Face by Lady Gaga. -_-" I can imagine that happening
12. What will they play at your funeral?
Home by Michael Buble. Yeah nice song. many people will cry..huhu
14. What is your biggest secret?
Greenlight by John Legend. ??
15. What do you think of your friends?
Save you by Simple Plan. yeah i wanna save you guys ;)
16. What’s the worst thing that could happen?
Single Ladies by Beyonce. Worst thing? Why? haha
17. How will you die?
Dead and Gone by TI and Jt. OMG i will so not die and go..omg what a freaking coincidence.
18. What is the one thing you regret?
Just dance by Lady Gaga. yeah i didnt dance with you. muhahahah
19. What makes you laugh?
My life would suck without you by Kelly clarkson. Funny ah?
20. What makes you cry?
I don't care fob. Cry why?
21. Will you ever get married?
Womanizer by Britney spears. is this implying something? My goodness..hahahaha
22. What scares you the most?
Waiting for the world to change by john mayer.
23. Does anyone like you?
Bottle it up by sara b. yeah theyre bottling up their feelings :)
24. If you could go back in time would you change?
Never again by Kelly c. hahah like i've been back in time only.. -_-"
25. What hurts right now?
I'm like a lawyer and this title is so damn long...-_-"
26. What will you post this as?
Realize by Colbie Caillat
I tag Daia, Ker, Aisy, Shida, Keisha, Nadiah and whoever wants to do it.
Friday, March 13, 2009
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Thursday, February 19, 2009
Getting Ourselves Through
Someone thinks I should consider a career in psychology. Sounds fancy huh? But as most of you know, I am disillusioned and frankly, have no idea what career would be.
Starting from next week, we will have 2 more days of extra class.. Torture -_-" So now, no more going home at 1pm, all the time 2pm and even on Fridays with Ekonomi class, we go back at around 1.20pm. Day after day of school can be tiring, what's more if you can't even watch Spongebob :(
I guess days will pass by pretty fast and before you know it, it's already night time. But how can you survive like this?? Surely, there has to be something that keeps you going from your day to day schedule... There should be something that saves us, keeps us looking forward.
There are some of these things for me, like friends in school. If all of my friends ran away, surely I would ponteng everyday. They are what makes school bearable. Other than that, swimming. It keeps me looking forward to each Friday.
So, lemme know what your saviours are.
Sunday, February 15, 2009
Get A Life
This was a message I got yesterday. Warning! I never wrote this. Just because it's in my blog, doesn't mean I wrote this. Don't even let it cross your mind that the words in red are mine.
"...kembali kepada kehidupan biah Islamiah..- HARI VALENTINE mengikut sjrh dtg dri zaman pemerintah ratu isabella di sepanyol.... perkataan VALENTINE diambil sempena nama pederi besar kristian Saint Valentine,beliau amat disayangi oleh ratu isabella dan juga rakyat jelata kerana beliau berjaya menumpaskan kerajaan islam di cordava,sepanyol pada 14 feb(tarikh hari valentine) 270 masihi. kejayaan beliau begitu bermakna bagi ratu isabella olh itu, 14 feb disambut setiap thun bagi merayakan kemenangan tersebut dengan menamakan hari valentine.. oleh itu,jikalau anda(umat islam) menyambut hari VALENTINE sama seperti anda gembira dgn menumpaskn krjaan islam di cordava.... sebarkan..!!"
-_-" Please lah here are some things I would like to point out :
1. See who you are sending this to first before you do lah.
So St Valentine was a martyr, yes! He was caught marrying couples and what not, so was sentenced by the Roman emperor ; this was before Emperor Constantine. So therefore, Valentine was never a priest who fought againt Cordova, what in the world were you thinking? A priest, fighting in war? Where do you get your facts, do you research before you do the talking.
If Valentines Day was a day celebrating the fall of Cordova, then it is in appropriate to celebrate it. But Valentine's Day celebrates the martyrdom of St Valentine, who was killed by Roman emperor Claudius II, for marrying Christian couples. As far as I know, it has nothing to do with Cordova, unless they were disguised as Romans to kill St Valentine, which I think is hardly plausible. So check your facts, not everyone appreciates distorted facts.
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Torn-ded
I just wrote a post but deleted it. It was too emo. Things can never get emo here. Be happy always (:
Since I just deleted I post that was wrote quite well, I am blurrrrr now. I don't know what to write or what to say, except moo!
But what I can say is that once you have a blog things will never be the same. You start thinking to yourself " This is a good topic lah!" but of all the 1001 good topics running into my brain, only 0.01% stay there. The rest is forgotten. What we bloggers of 5 A need now is a good rest and then a good class topic.
P/s the story writing thing is starting to get lame -_-" and boring.
P/ss Accounts test on Monday! Aiyoyo..
P/sss Peka physics, chem exercise, maths and english staring me in the face.. :O i shouldn't be here...
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Where do you come from?
Our roots are extremely important for us to know and cherish. But today, I will not be going so deep back into my roots to write about my great great great great grandfather or anything else. (:
Nope, today is just the surface of myself. The place where I was born. I was born in Malaysia, Kuala Lumpur, Bangsar to be specific. Even more specific, I was born in Pantai Medical Centre there. I was born at 8.45 am ( I think) on the 20th of October, 1992. Of course I'm not sure where exactly in the hospital, but somewhere in it lah. haha
Pantai Medical Centre is located near the Telekom Building, the Pucuk Rebung thingy. I can and will always remember it to be somewhere there as when I was standard 2 and was admitted, I remember looking at the Pucuk Rebung which was new, from the cafe. So next time you see Pucuk Rebung, think of me. lol.
In the year 2001 or 2000 they started making renovations, so from a white building, it became blue and yellow. Here's a factfile, me and Daia were born in the same hospital :D huhu. All in all I'm proud to be a KL-ite and half Selangorese..lol.
So, next time you fill in a form and they ask for your place of birth, don't take it lightly because it was the first place you ever ever saw. haha bet you didn't think of that.
Friday, February 6, 2009
Negative Perceptibility (:

This is cool. I love looking at stereograms. It's simple, really. A stereogram is an optical illusion that makes you able to see 3D from 2D images. All you need to do is to have negative perceptibility. Just pretend to not look at anything while actually looking at something. (:
Lemme know if you can do it. Just focus on one point and with eyes unmoving slowly pull away from screen. YOU CAN DO IT! lol.
Monday, February 2, 2009
Emotions Spills Kills :'(


Yesterday was not such a nice day. For all the millions of Roger Federer fans, we were disheartened and upset with his loss to Rafael Nadal, whom most believe now to be invincible everywhere and anywhere. After 4 hours on the court, he finally gave up the title to Rafa. What made it worse was that he cried, Roger did. The so called "cool" and " emotionless" Roger. Seeing him cry makes me feel bad for him. But why should I you ask? He's got 45mil USD in winnings alone... But I still feel sad.I never saw him cry before.. :'( and...full stop.
I want to make you cry as well. :'(
P/s watching the video on youtube again makes me so sad. :'( :'( :'( :'( Idk what to say....
Sunday, February 1, 2009
Aftermath
Writer's block kills.
At least there is something for me to write about. The frog thing. Everyone seems to be talking about it. I am not an exception. Though I know, most of us are keen to move forward ;) here I will just write a little bit and then let the pictures do the talking, as they say ; a picture paints a thousand words. So, can u count how many words in this?
It started out okay, but it was a little bit cruel when clorofom was added and the frogs jumped up and down probably to escape. We did it all in the name of science. So we took poor Kermit a.k.a Frogga to the dissecting table. Even to put down the first pins on its legs was hard to do, as there was some significance in the act. Most of you wouldn't understand. Then we cut through its cold hard body. Thinking of it now, gives me the shivers. haha.. SO the disscetion was carried out. Suddenly, I felt a bit woozy, then BOOM! it struck me, remember the time someone has a incredibly deep cut and bled like crazy, I felt faint then. So, reluctantly, I swayed to the chair and waited for the wooziness to subside. I know its frog blood, haha. Then later on, I came back. But there were so many people around our table, I couldn't possibly make anymore cuts.
Then there were the organs, the heart was amazingly cool. The stomach looked like squid, and the lungs were like balloons; I could almost imagine someone doing that to me...wooo.. But then it was cruel, ruthless.. You guys are awful, haha.. Decimating the frog like there was no tomorrow. An image that will stay in my mind forever is Irsyad, tearing up frogs legs.OUCH.. I know. Remembering it gives me the creeps..Human nature; Mr Hyde.
Enough said, here are the pictures. I don't want to put all of them here. Takes time. So there, enjoy.
P/s I strike myself to be amazingly toneless in this post. I wonder why..
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
V for Vendetta
Nice movie.
Quite out of the ordinary :D
Here's an excerpt to show you.
Voilà! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is a vestige of the vox populi, now vacant and vanished. However, this valorous visitation of a bygone vexation stands vivified, and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin vanguarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition! The only verdict is vengeance; a vendetta held as a votive, not in vain, for the value and veracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous. Verily, this vichyssoise of verbiage veers most verbose, so let me simply add that it's my very good honour to meet you and you may call me V.
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Froggie-licious
Many people (i.e. Yuga @ Sayananana) think that it's cruel to dissect a frog. But, trust me. It's okay if done in the name of SCIENCE. haha
Next friday which is less than a week to go, we will be dissecting frogs. I can't tell you how excited I am, as if you don't dissect a frog, you can't possibly be a Bio student right. Come on! So, list of things to get : a) Frog lah.
b) Gloves ( I don't want to touch it with my bare hands :O
c) Soap. jk jk ..we can wash in the lab i suppose.
d) Lab coat? Will we be wearing our uniforms stained with frog's blood. Haha, sounds like a witch's spell. :D
So I will be posting piccies of our frog (SKIN's frog) later. Ker, faster buy it from the pasar malam. haha..
Tell me what you think about dissecting frogs. I say it's lucky it's not cats were dissecting ;)
Friday, January 9, 2009
It's Been A While
Have you ever notice the little things in life that make you stop and ponder about the more serious things behind that little occurence?
Well, I hope you have so you can share this feeling with me. If not, read on amigo...
It happened today, as I said, it's the amazingly simple things that get you thinking. It was at the Majlis Akujanji or in English, The I Swear Ceremony. :D
So, the Pengetua was speaking about something, can't remember.. Oh yeah! About the patterns of SPM questions that never seem to change year-after-year. So, there I was half-listening (my leg was hurting, I wonder who invented the style of duduk bersila.. lol) And then Pengetua said something about the Maths paper,allow me to quote
" Kertas Maths pun tak berubah-ubah. Setiap tahun pattern dia sama sahaja. Selalunya soalan 1 kertas 1 tentang pecahan..."
And I was thinking, what is pecahan?? What is it? I've heard it before, yet I can't remember. Then I asked someone, he said fraction... OOOhhhh -_-" Then I remembered.
So that was the little thing that got me thinking. How could I forget pecahan. It struck me that we have already been studying Maths for 4 years in English until I forgot what fraction is in Malay.
It also struck me that we have so quickly come to the end of school...okay not end but penultimate la. So cherish your school years while you still can.



