Where am I now

I found this song today and I feel like it pretty much describes where I am right now in my life.
Rascal Flatts- Changed

I am on the up-slope from the most detrimental year of my life. It was unbelievably hard and I am coming out of it a changed person. For the good? I'm still not sure if that experience made me a better person or what I was supposed to learn from it. I still stick by that I would have rather not gone through it. It completely turned my whole being upside down.

I feel like I am still trying to live in the past happier times because that's all I can reach out for right now. But I'm ready to move forward and look to the future. I want a fresh start. Since I've been in Colorado I have healed. Not all the way, but a lot. I see that I am bored here and I really am thinking I want to go back to Vegas and continue on the good path I was on before I strayed off. I have a plan. And that plan feels good. Thank you to all of those who have been by my side throughout this process and who have helped me in ways you probably don't even realize. I owe everything to you.