Sunday, October 29, 2006
Today's a sunday.. Yesterday's a saturday... Yesterday's yesterday a friday. Yes correct.. Its a long weekend.. Why? Cause i have taken a friday leave for a long weekend lo. Better to clear some nowadays cause not much time left to clear le.
Friday was ok la... Played MU all the way after i came home from camp den watched Departed in orchard cineleisure... Its cool.. Really.. Some scenes are really same as Infernal affairs... Its a bit funny la... The way the Mafia like bosses talk.. It became too late to take train home. So had to take cab lo... With john... Oh ya... Ivan and david pang seh me, JJ and John lo... Haiz... And to think that he scold me for pangseh john... He himself also pangseh...
Saturday was whole day mu also.. Nothing to do and lazy to go out also... So it comes to today...
SUNDAY... What a day... Book in day again... When will this booking in thing stop?? Just went to cut my hair again... High slope and cut short.. The barber knows without even needing me to tell him. Oh yea... I don't go hairdressers... Thats a positive. Cause i think they're the same unless i'm a female. I'll be going for grocery shopping again later to stock up my ration in camp. Try to find winter melon flavoured vitasoy... Miss it so much since YJC.. So i'm here muing and blogging again lo.. Didn't go to church also.. *Grinx* Sorry.. Lolz..
How i wish ........
Friday was ok la... Played MU all the way after i came home from camp den watched Departed in orchard cineleisure... Its cool.. Really.. Some scenes are really same as Infernal affairs... Its a bit funny la... The way the Mafia like bosses talk.. It became too late to take train home. So had to take cab lo... With john... Oh ya... Ivan and david pang seh me, JJ and John lo... Haiz... And to think that he scold me for pangseh john... He himself also pangseh...
Saturday was whole day mu also.. Nothing to do and lazy to go out also... So it comes to today...
SUNDAY... What a day... Book in day again... When will this booking in thing stop?? Just went to cut my hair again... High slope and cut short.. The barber knows without even needing me to tell him. Oh yea... I don't go hairdressers... Thats a positive. Cause i think they're the same unless i'm a female. I'll be going for grocery shopping again later to stock up my ration in camp. Try to find winter melon flavoured vitasoy... Miss it so much since YJC.. So i'm here muing and blogging again lo.. Didn't go to church also.. *Grinx* Sorry.. Lolz..
How i wish ........
Friday, October 27, 2006
I took leave today, trying to clear my leaves and offs as much as possible. Thus i was supposed to leave yesterday from camp but yet i stayed and slept the night in camp with xuanming jiajun they all. Nevertheless, i left the camp in the morning about 0830 maybe after i go up and brush my teeth etc.. By the way, i stayed in camp to play table tennis la.. So haha...
And so i am here... Having nothing to do except playing my mu. Wanted to watch Princess Hours, but there was a misunderstanding... Cause i thought gabriel they all borrow then bring home. Wanted to watch in camp today one. But i thought it wasn't around and so here i am, at home.. Or else i would be watching in camp waiting for them liao. Now then i know the discs are still in camp. GABRIEL lo... So late then reply me. But nvm la.
Yesterday John thought i going home. So he waited for me to walk out together.. In the end i didn't want to go and pang seh him... Paiseh ar... T_T.. And that david... Kan mi for this... MIND HIS OWN BUSINESS LA!!! As if he's the saint of this world giving him the rights to kan everyone. ****
Later still want to go out meet JJ they all watch Departed i think... Haha... Wait for time to go pass lo.....
And so i am here... Having nothing to do except playing my mu. Wanted to watch Princess Hours, but there was a misunderstanding... Cause i thought gabriel they all borrow then bring home. Wanted to watch in camp today one. But i thought it wasn't around and so here i am, at home.. Or else i would be watching in camp waiting for them liao. Now then i know the discs are still in camp. GABRIEL lo... So late then reply me. But nvm la.
Yesterday John thought i going home. So he waited for me to walk out together.. In the end i didn't want to go and pang seh him... Paiseh ar... T_T.. And that david... Kan mi for this... MIND HIS OWN BUSINESS LA!!! As if he's the saint of this world giving him the rights to kan everyone. ****
Later still want to go out meet JJ they all watch Departed i think... Haha... Wait for time to go pass lo.....
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
Hmmm... Pretty..
Haha.. My new blogskin... Time for BoA to step down from my blog a while and let others have the chance. This time its the cast from Goong, Ye man wang fei... Pretty isn't it? Though i admit its a bit too pinkish for me but well... Its nice.
Ok.. Forgot some time bout doing the template but well it all turned out ok. Now let me think... The female lead(Shen Caijing) is so pretty. So cute..Haha.. And Shin is so cool.. Haha... Not forgetting Alfred..Nice.. Looks like bears from Harrods.. Nice bear bear...
Very sweet isn't it... Envy these chars so much.. ^^ If our lives were to be so interesting, it'll be heavenly. Plus all the female so chio.. Maybe predetermined marriage is interesting after all.. Well... This depends on who your partner is isn't it?? Pretty or not?? Cute, nice or a snob... Well.. If there's these type of arrangements in our lives, it'll be much interesting... Either you accept it gracefully where love will blossom eventually or...... Run away or maybe even elope.
Well...
Is it love? If you feel the same way, is it a beginning?
Ok.. Forgot some time bout doing the template but well it all turned out ok. Now let me think... The female lead(Shen Caijing) is so pretty. So cute..Haha.. And Shin is so cool.. Haha... Not forgetting Alfred..Nice.. Looks like bears from Harrods.. Nice bear bear...
Very sweet isn't it... Envy these chars so much.. ^^ If our lives were to be so interesting, it'll be heavenly. Plus all the female so chio.. Maybe predetermined marriage is interesting after all.. Well... This depends on who your partner is isn't it?? Pretty or not?? Cute, nice or a snob... Well.. If there's these type of arrangements in our lives, it'll be much interesting... Either you accept it gracefully where love will blossom eventually or...... Run away or maybe even elope.
Well...
Is it love? If you feel the same way, is it a beginning?
Vacancy in my heart... Who will fill it up?
How hard it would be to find one to fill that slot... Jiajun says i have too high a standard, and many others just say i don't grab my chance. Well.. Yea. Once i believed i had found the one, but she's the past. How i just wish i was just part of any drama show, Goong perhaps? Watched 70% of the drama le. Found some similarities... Hmmm... Won't be discussing them here... Keep them to myself can already.
Many rather hug a pillow to sleep, but i rather a woman i love.. Making her day would make my day kind of thing. Deeper things... Won't say first... Hmmm....
Many rather hug a pillow to sleep, but i rather a woman i love.. Making her day would make my day kind of thing. Deeper things... Won't say first... Hmmm....
Thinkings
A 20 years old boy like me, hanging around absent mindedly in this world is beginning to find life as me, myself a bore. Since its been a long time i've blogged, this will be a long one.
This twentieth year of mine is quite a sad one, partly cause i'm part of this great battalion called 20SA and partly because my teens life was officially pronounced as OVER. It weren't be so bad if i had completed my teens life in school or even uni.. At least i would have a life. This however doesn't mean that life in army wasn't cool. In fact, it was totally "happening". Its just that i'm tired, really really tired of the life. Thats why i respect those who still wants to be a regular, no matter whether its money or interest they pursue. This is was people will refer as "sian". Well, its too late that my teenager life is over, but i'm still only 20.
20 may seem young to many, but i'm starting to fear time. It is really flying at a speed i have never expected. Maybe it would be the works of the trainings of the army, tough and thus making time seems like it is flying fast. To be frank, i will really miss army life once i get my pink ic, and i mean immediately. Funny right? You'll only miss things that you have miss or lost. I will miss XM's pillow talk and many more... Even the chiong sua with my men. Well, its too early to say all this.
Am i an idiot? Maybe its too much for me to take anymore. Well... I admit i would like a girl to hold now. Just to love... OK. I would like to have a girlfriend which is quite impossible for now.
Girls was never a problem to me in the past. Why? Not because i am that charming, i never knew anything. Its cause i never actually cared about having a girl friend. Sports, fun and studies in my mind all the time. As we grow, so we realised the empty slot in our hearts that never really hindered our once carefree lives and we find out that its time to fill it up.
This twentieth year of mine is quite a sad one, partly cause i'm part of this great battalion called 20SA and partly because my teens life was officially pronounced as OVER. It weren't be so bad if i had completed my teens life in school or even uni.. At least i would have a life. This however doesn't mean that life in army wasn't cool. In fact, it was totally "happening". Its just that i'm tired, really really tired of the life. Thats why i respect those who still wants to be a regular, no matter whether its money or interest they pursue. This is was people will refer as "sian". Well, its too late that my teenager life is over, but i'm still only 20.
20 may seem young to many, but i'm starting to fear time. It is really flying at a speed i have never expected. Maybe it would be the works of the trainings of the army, tough and thus making time seems like it is flying fast. To be frank, i will really miss army life once i get my pink ic, and i mean immediately. Funny right? You'll only miss things that you have miss or lost. I will miss XM's pillow talk and many more... Even the chiong sua with my men. Well, its too early to say all this.
Am i an idiot? Maybe its too much for me to take anymore. Well... I admit i would like a girl to hold now. Just to love... OK. I would like to have a girlfriend which is quite impossible for now.
Girls was never a problem to me in the past. Why? Not because i am that charming, i never knew anything. Its cause i never actually cared about having a girl friend. Sports, fun and studies in my mind all the time. As we grow, so we realised the empty slot in our hearts that never really hindered our once carefree lives and we find out that its time to fill it up.
Monday, October 09, 2006
Next big thing after Ex Giant...
Next big time..... Range... Burning one of our saturday which is last saturday.. After which i have a COS duty on sunday and therefore back home here on a off in lieu due to the burnt saturday.
Range... As the range ic, actually i did'nt much also as my bsm did ATP before le and he knows a bit liao. All i need to do is to come out with the detailings, get the store lists and get whatever boards needed... Quite simple. So i escaped from being safety as i was the detailing/scoring ic... Its quite simple but tiring as i had to keep writing names etc etc... Besides, all of us specs officers have to shoot our ATP also. As the scoring ic, a bit ashamed cause i was mostly too busy with the detailings and helping out of the ammo point and cannot compute the scorings. So Zanhong has to do it though he's chief safety... Where to find such a good officer??? Haha...
Ya... First day comes with the night test which i was quite excited about cause its result determines whether i can pass or get marksman as i should better in the night. So with a heavy heart, i went in and *Phew*, 11/12.
So excited, i had a good night rest and woke up in the morning for the day shoot which was my nemesis for ATP1. Calmed my nerves as i was the first detail(even worse), i went in for the test... First mag of 4 sunk my heart totally as i had 2 IAs and one miss... 2 more misses i'm done for for my marksman... And the first mag was in a fox hole position... Totally sianz.. Next was proning and squatting/kneeling.. Hit all... Last one... We ran to 50m mark and assume loading and really for target. I missed the first one cause i couldn't put my rifle to fire mode... Big mistake... No more room for mistake... Quickly, i put it to fire and there it goes... 3 last targets down... Yes.... Marksman... $200.... Haha...
Range... As the range ic, actually i did'nt much also as my bsm did ATP before le and he knows a bit liao. All i need to do is to come out with the detailings, get the store lists and get whatever boards needed... Quite simple. So i escaped from being safety as i was the detailing/scoring ic... Its quite simple but tiring as i had to keep writing names etc etc... Besides, all of us specs officers have to shoot our ATP also. As the scoring ic, a bit ashamed cause i was mostly too busy with the detailings and helping out of the ammo point and cannot compute the scorings. So Zanhong has to do it though he's chief safety... Where to find such a good officer??? Haha...
Ya... First day comes with the night test which i was quite excited about cause its result determines whether i can pass or get marksman as i should better in the night. So with a heavy heart, i went in and *Phew*, 11/12.
So excited, i had a good night rest and woke up in the morning for the day shoot which was my nemesis for ATP1. Calmed my nerves as i was the first detail(even worse), i went in for the test... First mag of 4 sunk my heart totally as i had 2 IAs and one miss... 2 more misses i'm done for for my marksman... And the first mag was in a fox hole position... Totally sianz.. Next was proning and squatting/kneeling.. Hit all... Last one... We ran to 50m mark and assume loading and really for target. I missed the first one cause i couldn't put my rifle to fire mode... Big mistake... No more room for mistake... Quickly, i put it to fire and there it goes... 3 last targets down... Yes.... Marksman... $200.... Haha...
A song that depicts my life.... 小丑鱼
我在你身边游来游去我不敢出声看着他亲吻你
眼不能闭看你的唇印还在那里你隔着玻璃所以听不见我在叹息
说不出口的秘密永远活在小小的世界里
仅存一点稀薄的氧气是否够我继续撑下去
这件脱不下来的外衣还是你喜欢的橘我不能确定
是否你曾经注意我的眼泪流在透明的水里
★ lady lady one more try 再试着了解我的爱
发不出声音的感慨选择作朋友的无奈
lady lady one more try 提醒我何时该走开
只要你偶尔想起来我就住在那片海
等我转过身看你眼神才知道自己想得太过天真伤得太深
爱来的时候划破沉闷我早该知道你终究不是我该爱的人
黑暗中两眼无神夜里不再为我开盏灯
始终不敢将爱说出口当然没有资格去竞争
恋爱和失恋同时发生怪自己枉费青春
我输得彻底把脸深埋在水里面却还要演好这一场戏(repeat ★)
那片海眼看就要让我愈来愈远回不来
从此你的不愉快那么遥远谁听你埋怨
再说一遍说一遍 ya...我在你身边给你一点点愉快就
会心甘情愿回到大海
lady lady one more try 再试着了解我的爱
发不出声音的感慨选择作朋友的无奈
lady lady one more try 提醒我何时该走开
只要你偶尔想起来我就住在那片海那片海
眼不能闭看你的唇印还在那里你隔着玻璃所以听不见我在叹息
说不出口的秘密永远活在小小的世界里
仅存一点稀薄的氧气是否够我继续撑下去
这件脱不下来的外衣还是你喜欢的橘我不能确定
是否你曾经注意我的眼泪流在透明的水里
★ lady lady one more try 再试着了解我的爱
发不出声音的感慨选择作朋友的无奈
lady lady one more try 提醒我何时该走开
只要你偶尔想起来我就住在那片海
等我转过身看你眼神才知道自己想得太过天真伤得太深
爱来的时候划破沉闷我早该知道你终究不是我该爱的人
黑暗中两眼无神夜里不再为我开盏灯
始终不敢将爱说出口当然没有资格去竞争
恋爱和失恋同时发生怪自己枉费青春
我输得彻底把脸深埋在水里面却还要演好这一场戏(repeat ★)
那片海眼看就要让我愈来愈远回不来
从此你的不愉快那么遥远谁听你埋怨
再说一遍说一遍 ya...我在你身边给你一点点愉快就
会心甘情愿回到大海
lady lady one more try 再试着了解我的爱
发不出声音的感慨选择作朋友的无奈
lady lady one more try 提醒我何时该走开
只要你偶尔想起来我就住在那片海那片海
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