Category Archives: nz

My dear Shance;

I miss you so much and so as mom. I could not help but weeping at the moment you told me to take care of myself and be tough towards any difficulties. Shame. I am now still weeping when mom said you arrived in Beijing just a moment ago and sooner will go to Russia. Another planet to me!

How could you leave us behind and decided to go there, Shance? How could that be so heartless decision whereas I know, I am selfish to keep you beside. I am selfish that I just want you to stay not far away from me.You know mom sticks with me in her mind? Jesus! We care about you sooo darn much and when you care about someone more than you could imagine, it feels awful to notice that the person has already stayed even further away from you. Mom said it seemed to be trillion wrongs to turn you down with billions of negatives to your decision. But what more could she or we say and do except to support you all the way?

Do you still remember back to two years, we all were worrying about future, about everything while we were actually waiting something important which seemed like nothing had ever happened.

Well, now we are still gotta worry about the same old thing, the difference is that we are three separate persons living in different places but the similarity is we are all by ourselves. We are physically alone but hey, mentally combine together.

Anyway, let us be grateful for what we have already got, be humble and positive towards the unknown.

>Peace<