{生活以外:D}

連續三晚以淚洗臉
我不知道還會持續多久
每次想到很多事情就開始不斷地流淚
身邊有很多正能量
但是我總覺得內心深處有一角落被陰影深深覆蓋了
我，很難過
真的。

Dear God

I cannot do anything but pray
I pray that I can get what I want
I pray that you will give what I want
What I want the most is the thing keeps haunting me for over a year.
I am not a perfect person
I am greedy as all other human beings
Please
I give my life to you and all things to the name of you
I am facing this difficulty which makes me so upset
I pray
and hope you will take care of everything

佛祖；賜予我勇氣和運氣，保佑我。