This was one of our last nights that we had together before Luke had to leave back to Idaho and this time it was NOT with me. We both knew that the time would come sooner or later that Luke would have to move back to Idaho because he was not getting a job here so that means no income which means we were not getting any closer to getting married which was something that both of us wanted. So the time had come the moment we both did not want to come when we had to make a choice for Luke to go home and we both know that we made a good one too. We had both prayed about it and it felt right that his job was not here it was in Idaho and there was nothing here for us either both of our schooling was there and thats where we were both happy at too. So the night before we left we drove over to Standfords over by the temple and went to have a nice dinner just the two of us. Now with him leaving and me knowing his birthday was coming up I went out and got him something for his birthday that he had wanted for a while but we didnt have the money it was some air plane book so I got it for him. So at dinner we made it his go home dinner and birthday dinner because we knew we would not be together on his birthday.After dinner which was really good by the way we had went over to the book store and Luke got a CTR ring. Then we took a little short drive where we had taken one of our last trip for a while to the temple together and it was so much fun being there with him just enjoying how pretty the lights were and how it smelled it was all amazing,this was one night I never wanted to end. That night we didnt go to sleep all we wanted to do was be with each other as long as we could. The next day he finished packing and he was off, to me it felt like one of the worse days of my life but deep down I knew that there was reason he was leaving and I knew that it wouldnt be long till we would be together. Now it just feels like everyday is longer and longer by the min. But it is only a matter of time till we are together again.
Everyone this is Luke my best friend and the man of my dreams I couldnt ask for anything more out of him he is everything to me. We are so great for each other we both have our moments in life and with each other but in the end we keep each other going, but he is always keeping me going with his fun up beat personality with the things he says and does. I always have a smile on my face or I am laughing so hard to the point where I might pee my pants. I LOVE YO LUKE!
The 4th of July was alot of fun I have to say. Luke, Dad and I had all cleaned up the back yard put up the pool and I had dad build me a fire pit and got everything picked up because it was starting to look like a jungle out there so we thought that we would put a bit of some effort into it and make it look kid friendly. After that we had decided to have families from the ward come over for a 4th of July party at our house seems how we had put the addition on the house and just now cleaned and had never done it before we thought that we would give it a shot. Well turns out it was a bunch of fun doing it. Lot of pretty fire works TONS of kids running around and alot of good food from everyone it was great. But the best part of all was all the work we had done to make it happen. I am so thankful for Luke in my life we had a really good time we had our rough patch but he is my life and my best friend. He is the one that makes my world go round I dont know what I would do without him. One of my very first hoildays with Luke and I am glad that I could spend it with someone so speical like HIM!
I found my wedding dress!!!!! I totally forgot to put it up here when i got it. Its not a very good picutre of my dress and it is TOTALLY not modest but its in the works, its a pretty simple dress from far away but when you get up close its amazingly pretty. Its a maggie sottero olympia wedding dress and you can look online at it because that is not a good picture at all. It has the side sweap which I wanted ( it helps my tummy) and it laces up the back which I also wanted. When I tired this dress on I knew it was the one I LOVED IT! It was like trying on my ring I knew it was the one it felt right sounds weird when typing it but its true. And that is far as we have got with wedding plans at this point were at little far behind on this but thats what my family does we wait till that last min. to do things to get them done right, lets just hope this doesnt turn out that way.
I have been in idaho the last week and let me tell you it was one of the best and worst times that I had. Luke and I had went there to find him a job and try to sell his car and came out to have drama it was NOT fun at all. The best part of the week was being with Luke like always and his family and how much fun I can have with them. The worse part was all the drama that I had there with one of Luke and I's friend (the reason how we met). But best OR worse part of the week doesnt matter.This last week I learned that Luke and I can make it threw anything no matter what. I honestly love him with all my heart after everything that was said and done I think that we can honestly say that we can make it threw anything. He is my best friend and we live and we learn and love each other no matter what.
