Wednesday, September 23, 2020

2020 and other crazy stuff

 So... 3 years to catch up on. 

I have 2 beautiful kids. Zoë is 6, in the first grade, a light in my life and so social and fun and creative, I can’t even put into words how full of light, energy and emotion she is. Heath is 4, in daycare/preschool and my little Bubby. He is a powerhouse with organization, routine and consistency governing is little world. He knows what he wants and you can’t get in his way!! 

We have a PUPPY!!!! Max, 6 months, mini Labradoodle with a spunky, cuddly and sassy personality. He loves attention, love and eating leftovers. He is a calming force in these crazy times. 

Shani- as beautiful as ever. 10 years of marriage this year and she is amazing. She is still a brilliant actress and singer and has so much to share there. She has recently felt prompted to have a job to help us get by—bless her! She works for AMP Smart as a data collection analyst. Basically we gathers all the application info, verifies it and submits it in the company records. She also has begun an MBA at western governors university and is breezing through the program. I am constantly in awe of her dedication, ability to multitask and take care of her crazy, obnoxious, adorable family. We are blessed to have her.

Me...I have my Masters Degree. I am in my second year of teaching at a High School in Eagle Mountain—Cedar Valley High School. I have 9-12 grade with a Men’s & Women’s chorus, 9th grade auditioned. Concert choir and Chamber, general choir and AP music theory. I also teach an independent music study class and this year started coteaching musical theatre for 1/2 the year!!! I am still in Lux and was in Scarlet Pimpernel this summer and will be in Christmas Carol.

2020... the year started off normal and then we began the downward spiral in March with COVID-19 the coronavirus. Which is a terrible, life threatening virus that can infect you and is transmitted through particles from the lungs ie speaking, sneezing, coughing, or ... singing ie stupid problem.  It is a pandemic and basically shut the world down for the month of April. We had nothing, no school(in person cancelled, all online). No restaurants, movies, plays, concerts, graduations, Disneyland, church or temples. Virtual general conference and any meetings via zoom or google meets. So fun... I have been an up and down emotional mess, but surviving... this “summer” was odd and not a break from school prep for the unknown fall opening situation and we had no vacations due to the virus.. I also got to be home with the kids and that was a plus. We had a lot of bonding and learning together. 

We moved to Eagle Mountain early August and have had to adjust to that life style. We feel isolated and have had a rough time adjusting to the new church system of once every 3 weeks in person. I do love doing the sacrament with my family and having home church, but we have no social interactions... it is a challenge. 

I am doing well. One day at a time. Dealing with anxiety, obesity, fear, unknown, stupid people, and life. But we are here. Alive. Pushing through it, slowly. 

I want so much goodness and to DO so much but am in survival mode. 1 day, 1 hour at a time.


2020. You are the worst.

Saturday, January 7, 2017

NEW YEAR

Hello 2017!

Long time no talk.... I am sorry for the delay. I am a proud father of Heath Jason Harper born September 9th 2016 at 7:10am. He is my angel boy who makes all the thing better!

Zoë is my joy! She is going through some struggles, but I love her to pieces!

Shani is an angel and I count myself blessed to have her!

I have just been cast in a Musical... You're a good man Charlie Brown! as Charlie Brown. It is something I am so passionate about, but it is a real struggle to leave my wife for the rehearsals. I hate contention or feeling this way, but I know that I am supposed to do this musical... I have decided to just get superpowers and then I can do it all.

I think that the Lord has something for me to learn from this. I will keep that in mind as I continue.

Well, here goes!

Saturday, July 23, 2016

Day 18 & 19

Friday:

LAST DAY OF MUSIC RESEARCH! I took the test in class today and really feel like I did a lot there. I learned some gems and am thankful for that class.

Tech and Piano were not as productive today, but we had fun in Piano and I finished my song... so that is that.

Eric and I cleaned Brenda's house and got her a gift to thank her for letting us stay at her house.

Saturday:
WE ARE HERE!!!! I am at my last day in the program and that is amazing! It was not as crazy as I thought it might be.

I am sitting in technology and trying to focus. I spent this morning walking around Ellensberg catching Pokemon... and will be performing my song I wrote for Zoe and Heath in Piano class. We hope to be on the road by 3 tomorrow. Well see how it goes and the drive to Boise is coming!

Thursday, July 21, 2016

Day 16 & 17

Wednesday: today was surprisingly good. Not much to report on in the morning. Piano class I asked if we could have time to work on our projects and I was able to get a tone done on the song Smile, sunshine. I arranged for Zoe and Heath! It will be pretty!

Spent some time on my rough draft and turned it in! So that is that.

Thursday: I made it through today. It was a challenge in Technology! I had no focus, but made it through. Piano was spunky today and I was a little goofy. I feel really good about my arrangement. Overall I am learning a lot. I have two tests tomorrow??? don't really know what to expect.

2 more days!

Tuesday, July 19, 2016

Day 14 & 15

Monday: It is a new week!!!!! I am feeling much better about all of my classes! Seriously! I have a lot to learn still, but progress is awesome!

Morning classes were okay. I went on a stroll for lunch and caught some Pokemon! I am really into this game right now and like that it is a mental release.

Piano class.... It is not what I had hoped... What did I expect. But I think I will arrange a song for my babies and that will make me super homesick!

After class I went with Matt Fletcher(Evan Moss's friend that told us about this program) and caught a bunch of Pokemon and visited for a while. I then proceeded to have an extremely effective evening of work. My world music project is turned in. I was able to get my rough draft to a place and sent it to Shani! What a great start to my week!

Tuesday: It was a challenging day. Morning classes were directionless and I had a hard time focusing. piano class was a real struggle for me today. I do have an Idea to mashup You Are My Sunshine and Smile and think it will be a great opportunity! ...

I did some good work tonight. Finished all my Tech homework! Am excited to get my rough draft finalized tomorrow and really got some ground work on this song! We shall see what tomorrow brings!


Sunday, July 17, 2016

Day 11, 12, 13

I am surviving! 2 weeks down!

Friday was a bit hard for me...... I was exhausted from talking with Eric and so I struggled to focus in my first 2 classes and therefore was frustrated in general. I then proceeded with that energy in Weidenaar's class. It was a good day, but I did not enjoy my teaching. I was flustered.

Eric and I went to 7-11 and got pizza and sodas and then returned to Selah for the night. I was able to get some work done, but again, brain was dead today.

Saturday: What a gloriously productive 2 hours this morning. I was able to get almost caught up and feel satisfied about that!!!!!!!
Tech was bearable today. We worked on Finale and I feel confident about that! I am excited to take some of those tools home with me!

Today was better in Weidenaar's class. I was able to vent in a way and strengthen my colleagues in that class and we ended with laughter, so that was great.

We went and got our Papa Murphy's for tomorrow and then took a detour to Yakima on accident.

Sunday: This morning I was able to get some work done! I feel almost ahead.

Church was good. I had a hard time focusing, but did enjoy the spirit there. We came home and had Pizza and salad. Peanut butter ice cream too!

I was able to get my assignments done and start on my research paper~ getting it ready for a rough draft! It is coming together!

I went for a walk in the rain and love the weather here! Good place to be.

Overall I am kinda ready for this week...

Friday, July 15, 2016

Day 9 & 10

Wednesday: Overall today was pretty intense. I was overwhelmed and really feel the mid-term ness of this day. I was able to work for a while on my outline and feel like it is as far as I can take it.
Tech class was great, we worked hands-on with a sound board. I learned a lot.

Lunch at the SERC!... Quesadilla Grande. (not worth it).

Struggled with Weidenaar's class today.

Eric and I stayed up until 3 talking. I think I will regret that later.

Thursday: I really like my research class. We have great life discussions and it makes it a lot of fun!
Today in Tech we played around with sound recording software. I want to buy Logic Pro for my Mac and some hand held recorders.
Weidenaar's class was good. I was able to teach the college level with music and I love it! What a great opportunity!

I struggled with this evening. I didn't have the mental capacity to really work hard. I think the lack of sleep was not helpful.