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DROWN ME IN LADY BOOKS, pt. 1
Dec. 24th, 2025 08:18 amMori: I done got my periodic need for books about queer ladies, so I have been wallowing in lady books. Here’s what I read!
( queers and ladies from 1980s-1990s )
And now I feel a craving to make a lady zine. I BELIEVE IN ME!
( queers and ladies from 1980s-1990s )
And now I feel a craving to make a lady zine. I BELIEVE IN ME!
The Multi History Box!
Dec. 21st, 2025 10:58 pmSneak: I have discovered ultimate power!
Now that I have FoxitReader working on the new computer, I have regained the ability to print insta-zines out of any fancy academic articles I want! (Just as long as they're ~52 pages or less.) We have been sorting the periodicals at the sci-fi library, and we decided to snag an empty box because it was the perfect size for our bookshelf, and also many of those boxes are empty, dusty, sad, and unloved.
And then I had a great idea. @_@ What if it became our multi library box?
A bunch of the very old multi articles we have (and some of the new ones) are from magazines or 600+ page tomes with names like Transactions of the Royal Edinburgh Society, which include a gazillion articles by a gazillion people on all sorts of topics. (The Royal Edinburgh Society one not only has an early 1823 "dual personality" case, but articles on a plant fossil found in a quarry, milk of magnesia, and math.) Obviously, we aren't interested in, like, 580+ of those pages. But thanks to my trusty printer and FoxitReader, I can print out just the articles that matter to us, date them, annotate them, and put them in the periodicals box in chronological order for easy reference!
I now have seven historical articles printed:
I had to stop because I ran out of toner (we were already low) but they all make for very small little zines! Still plenty of room in that box.
Still to-print:
Now that I have FoxitReader working on the new computer, I have regained the ability to print insta-zines out of any fancy academic articles I want! (Just as long as they're ~52 pages or less.) We have been sorting the periodicals at the sci-fi library, and we decided to snag an empty box because it was the perfect size for our bookshelf, and also many of those boxes are empty, dusty, sad, and unloved.
And then I had a great idea. @_@ What if it became our multi library box?
A bunch of the very old multi articles we have (and some of the new ones) are from magazines or 600+ page tomes with names like Transactions of the Royal Edinburgh Society, which include a gazillion articles by a gazillion people on all sorts of topics. (The Royal Edinburgh Society one not only has an early 1823 "dual personality" case, but articles on a plant fossil found in a quarry, milk of magnesia, and math.) Obviously, we aren't interested in, like, 580+ of those pages. But thanks to my trusty printer and FoxitReader, I can print out just the articles that matter to us, date them, annotate them, and put them in the periodicals box in chronological order for easy reference!
I now have seven historical articles printed:
- Papierfliegerfalter's translation of a 1791 German medical multi case: Gmelin, E. (1791). Materialen fur die anthropologie (pp. 3-89). Tubingen, Germany: Cotta. (The original German case is already online and screenreadable at GoogleBooks.)
- Maybe now that we have it on paper, we will FINALLY read this!
- Plumer, W. (1859). Mary Reynolds: A Case of Double Consciousness. Harper Magazine No. CXX, Vol. XX (May 1860).
- A case about the lady often credited as "the first multiple," even though there's no such thing. She switched between two folks for years, and settled into one permanently after a while.
- Dewar, H. (1822). Report on a Communication from Dr [sic] Dyce of Aberdeen, to the Royal Society of Edinburgh, "Oh Uterine Irritation, and its Effects on the Female Constitution." Transactions of the Royal Society of Edinburgh, vol. XI. Edinburgh: William & Charles Tait.
- Early "double personality" case involving a teenage girl who'd sleepwalk/sleeptalk/go into trance and whose "sleep" memory and "waking" memories were kept completely separate from each other. This paper was listed under the mistaken titles of "Double Personality," and "Report on a Communication from Dr. Dyce of Aberdeen" in Goettman and Greaves' gigantic 1991 multi bibilography.
- Carlson, N. (2011). Searching for Catherine Auger: The Forgotten Wife of the Wîhtikôw (Windigo). in Sarah Carter (Ed.) Recollecting: Lives of Aboriginal Women of the Canadian Northwest and Borderlands. Edmonton: AU Press.
- The story of the wife of Napanin/Felix Augur witiko, who in Alberta in 1897 "went witiko," became overwhelmingly compelled to devour his wife and children, and begged to be killed so he wouldn't do so. The local medicine man did so.
- Schmidt, L. E. (2010) Chapter Six: One Religio-Sexual Maniac. Heaven's Bride: the Unprintable Life of Ida C. Craddock, American Mystic, Scholar, Sexologist, Martyr, and Madwoman. New York: Basic Books.
- Ida Craddock married an angel in the 1890s and got harrased to death for it in 1902. The chapter title comes from Schmidt tearing down...
- Schroder, T. (1936). One Religio-Sexual Maniac. The Psychoanalytic Review, 23(1).
- More of Craddock.
- B.C.A./Nellie Parson Bean. (1909). My Life as a Dissociated Personality. Boston: Gorham Press.
- earliest medical multi autobiography we know about.
- Also Fox and Ara of Team Meg-John Barker's Plural Tarot Companion from 2025 because I think it's neat. :) (Their Plural Tarot is here!)
I had to stop because I ran out of toner (we were already low) but they all make for very small little zines! Still plenty of room in that box.
Still to-print:
- Mitchell, S. W. (1889). Mary Reynolds: A Case of Double Consciousness. Philadelphia: Wm. J. Dornan. Not to be confused with the Plumer article with the same title!
- the Anna Winsor/Old Stump case from 1889 (because that case was so hard to find, I never want to lose it again, augh)
- This article on Alma Z. from 1893!
- Cutten's two 1903 articles on John Kinsel, the guy who his whole college dorm knew about and they took to spanking him with textbooks to make him switch.
- The Doris Fischer case from 1916 (turns out we had it buried in our bummer files!)
- Brandsma's 1974 article about Jonah, just because finding ANY record of black male medical multiples is rare and terrible!
- Everything else I can find that we keep having reference!
Sneak’s Computing Adventures
Dec. 21st, 2025 07:45 amSneak: with (a lot of) my friend Leaf’s help, I’ve gotten our new computer working better!
( WHY DO COMPOOTER GUTS GLOW? WHY DO? DISAPPROVAL! )
( WHY DO COMPOOTER GUTS GLOW? WHY DO? DISAPPROVAL! )
Beyond “Good” Art
Dec. 20th, 2025 07:44 amRogan: seven years ago,
armaina wrote about how someone’s artistic goal may not be “getting good,” and it’s been living rent free in my head ever since, because it was such a radical concept to me.
( on the power of sucking exuberantly )
( on the power of sucking exuberantly )
Bechdel in Bookshelf
Dec. 18th, 2025 08:17 amRogan: Last night, I found myself pondering what narrative story books/movies of mine (no essays!) fail the Bechdel Test.
( nerd-sniped! )
( nerd-sniped! )
Breathe, My Friend!
Dec. 17th, 2025 08:00 amRogan: after that household respiratory sickness in November, running again was harder. I was still doing it, but normally my breath-cycle is two steps inhale, two steps exhale, and now it was three for each. It sure wasn’t because I’d gotten BETTER at running; I would wheeze like a busted accordion around the half mile mark, it’d last for an hour or two, and it sounded bad enough that my asthmatic roommate told me I needed to go to the doctor.
( Read more... )
In summary: hey, if you are wheezing and short-winded a month after recovering from a respiratory illness, maybe go to your doctor and get it checked out!
( Read more... )
In summary: hey, if you are wheezing and short-winded a month after recovering from a respiratory illness, maybe go to your doctor and get it checked out!
Comic: Old Man Yaoi (2025)
Dec. 9th, 2025 05:02 pmRogan: It was a tie between "Old Man Yaoi" and "Cult Comix" this poll, but December is dark enough without cultery, so I exercised my blogly fiat. Besides, "Old Man Yaoi" has contextual relevance, because it's about Coming In or Staying Out, which is now officially up for sale in the violet and bubblegum pink Riso edition! $20, 24 pages, printing so pretty you'll want to rub it across your face!
Image and textual transcription behind the cut!
Image and textual transcription behind the cut!
Deity Swag with Cartoonist Style!
Dec. 7th, 2025 07:02 pmComics we got at MICE! All are great!
- BE NOT AFRAID, by LSJM(?) Black, white, and red one-pager that’s like if the angel from Pet was giving you a Trump-era pep talk.
- Secret Black Woman, by Ingrid Pierre. Autobio about anti-black racism, anti-Asian racism, passing, and being biracial.
- Default, by JCJB. Poetry essay watercolor about fighting empire and suffering. We think Phosphor of
hungryghosts would like this! - Prompted: an educator’s response to generative AI in the classroom, by Caroline Hu. Science, chatbots, and college. We think
erinptah would like this! - Cannon Fodder, by Eric Alexander Arroyo. Queer mecha pilots in love during wartime. Got it for the sci-fi library; we have now purchased all three printings of this, haha.
- Maintenance, by Cryptozoology. “What if a robot liked it when their creator performed upkeep on them (in a sexual way) and they were both girls???” Grabbed for sci-fi library.
- Silhouette, by L/V. Navy blue Riso robot porn. May also end up in sci-fi library because the art is so gorgeous.
(no subject)
Dec. 6th, 2025 06:40 pmRogan: holy shit guys, the color version of Coming In or Staying Out came out GORGEOUS. Just Right Press did an amazing job and I will absolutely be hiring them again! I cannot wait to put it up for sale and show it off!
And it’s been the bestseller at MICE so far! I’ll be working a final shift at table 32 from 11-2 tomorrow on Sunday; be the first on your block to have some pink trans dongs!
And it’s been the bestseller at MICE so far! I’ll be working a final shift at table 32 from 11-2 tomorrow on Sunday; be the first on your block to have some pink trans dongs!
LB’s expanded hours at MICE!
Dec. 5th, 2025 05:25 pmOn Saturday December 6, 10:30-2 and 4-6 PM, Sunday December 7, 11-2, we are tabling with the Boston comics Roundtable at table 32 at MICE! Sorry for the double post, but we got an extra shift!
Tropical Neighbors
Dec. 5th, 2025 12:13 pmI don't know what sort of greenhouse the downstairs neighbors are running, but they are practically heating our own apartment for us. It is 20 degrees outside, we have YET to turn on the heat.
Through luck, we have ended up with the warmest room in the apartment. We wake up in the morning bathed in sunbeams and radiance. The heat is off, and I am comfortable just wearing a sweatshirt--no gloves no hat. It's a little rough in the summer, but right now, I am blessing those downstairs tropical neighbors.
Through luck, we have ended up with the warmest room in the apartment. We wake up in the morning bathed in sunbeams and radiance. The heat is off, and I am comfortable just wearing a sweatshirt--no gloves no hat. It's a little rough in the summer, but right now, I am blessing those downstairs tropical neighbors.
2025 December Fan Poll
Dec. 4th, 2025 04:22 pmHey everybody, it's that time again: time to vote for which stuff gets the LiberaPay/Patreon money this month!
As always, anyone can vote (please do!), but LiberaPay and Patreon patrons get double weight for their votes. (Due to Patreon's porn purges, I really encourage you to use LiberaPay, if you get a choice.) If you want to see the blurbs for any of these works, those are here! (You can also leave your requests there; requesting a story or essay is always free!) If you don't have a DW and so can't do the poll, that's okay; just leave your vote in the comments below; anon comments are turned on.
Which works gets the money, and thus posted this month? YOU CHOOSE, readers!
As always, anyone can vote (please do!), but LiberaPay and Patreon patrons get double weight for their votes. (Due to Patreon's porn purges, I really encourage you to use LiberaPay, if you get a choice.) If you want to see the blurbs for any of these works, those are here! (You can also leave your requests there; requesting a story or essay is always free!) If you don't have a DW and so can't do the poll, that's okay; just leave your vote in the comments below; anon comments are turned on.
Which works gets the money, and thus posted this month? YOU CHOOSE, readers!
Poll #33920 2025 December Fan Poll
This poll is closed.
Open to: Registered Users, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 19
Open to: Registered Users, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 19
Did you toss LiberaPay/Patreon money my way last month?
What writing gets posted this month?
View Answers
Infinity Smashed: Born Lucky
3 (15.8%)
Reverend Alpert: the Traveling Exorcist
2 (10.5%)
Henchwench for Hire (F/F supervillainy)
3 (15.8%)
Rutless (trans omegaverse porno)
1 (5.3%)
Anatomy of a Dance (essay)
12 (63.2%)
The Boy Whose Heart Is Home (teen hardship)
5 (26.3%)
The Battleaxe and the Blood-Eater (pseudo Greco-Roman gladiators)
3 (15.8%)
two apocalyptic micro-stories
5 (26.3%)
What art/comic/zine gets posted this month?
View Answers
Cult Comix
8 (44.4%)
Death Watch
4 (22.2%)
Protection
6 (33.3%)
Freight Train Flirting
8 (44.4%)
Old Man Yaoi
7 (38.9%)
Okay. Our health has been kinda rough and the fan poll and Patreon perks are a bit delayed, but hell or high water, we will be dragging our carcass through a couple shifts at the Boston Comics Roundtable (BCR) table at the Massachusetts Independent Comics Expo (MICE) this weekend:
If all goes well, we will be debuting Coming In or Staying Out, the color edition, at MICE! (As in, we will be frantically stapling and folding it as you arrive, having picked it up from another tabler at opening.) Here's the sneak peek pics the printer sent us that we've been sitting on for a week due to computer breakage!
( CAKE THAT BEEF! CAKE THAT BEEF! EDIT: now with EVEN MORE spicy beef! )
It's being printed in violet and bubblegum pink on ivory paper. Exciting!
EDIT: also, I discovered that apparently all this time, the paperback of Infinity Smashed: Found Wanting had been set to international shipping rates. Eesh. We have reset the shipping to proper rates. I don't know how we fumbled it so badly, but at least it's fixed now. (And the person who ordered a copy even at that nosebleeding sum has gotten a partial refund to bring the shipping down to domestic rates.)
- Saturday, Dec. 6, from 10:30-2
- Sunday, Dec. 7, from 11-2
If all goes well, we will be debuting Coming In or Staying Out, the color edition, at MICE! (As in, we will be frantically stapling and folding it as you arrive, having picked it up from another tabler at opening.) Here's the sneak peek pics the printer sent us that we've been sitting on for a week due to computer breakage!
( CAKE THAT BEEF! CAKE THAT BEEF! EDIT: now with EVEN MORE spicy beef! )
It's being printed in violet and bubblegum pink on ivory paper. Exciting!
EDIT: also, I discovered that apparently all this time, the paperback of Infinity Smashed: Found Wanting had been set to international shipping rates. Eesh. We have reset the shipping to proper rates. I don't know how we fumbled it so badly, but at least it's fixed now. (And the person who ordered a copy even at that nosebleeding sum has gotten a partial refund to bring the shipping down to domestic rates.)
Many-Selved Family Portraiture
Nov. 30th, 2025 11:14 pmOkay. It's still November for 45 more minutes, so I'm still technically within deadline for this! (Our desktop broke. Those posts you've seen the past week were made on a broken old smartphone. Today I got a new desktop and frantically tried to finally get up the Patreon writing I've owed y'all all month.)
Many-Selved Family Portraiture has been uploaded to archive.org, in textual transcript form (of what I originally hoped to make, and then due to technical lack of savvy had to cut down), plus the 78 slides. The files are big!
I swear I will upload them to hm.com later. I am so tired.
EDIT: the alt-text apparently didn't export to EPUB and was lost in the save. -_- I'm sorry. I will have to redo it manually BUT NOT TODAY.
Many-Selved Family Portraiture has been uploaded to archive.org, in textual transcript form (of what I originally hoped to make, and then due to technical lack of savvy had to cut down), plus the 78 slides. The files are big!
I swear I will upload them to hm.com later. I am so tired.
EDIT: the alt-text apparently didn't export to EPUB and was lost in the save. -_- I'm sorry. I will have to redo it manually BUT NOT TODAY.
We were trawling the used section of a local bookstore, as we do, when we found a 2016 anthropology book from a uni press about a machi (shaman) of the Machupe in Chile named Francisca Kolipi. The back cover mentions “how she remade history through multitemporal dreams, visions, and spirit possession” and our ears pricked. Multi? Multi? (Or rather, cultural forms of personhood/selfhood that have nothing to do with mainstream America’s presumption of singlethood as the default norm, but that’s a mouthful?) so we flipped through, and how convenient, this was on page 4:
How refreshingly straightforward! For once, I don’t have to wade through a lot of “the individual perceives herself to be” or “she thinks she is,” it’s just a blunt: they are double/collective persons. Sweet!
I bought it for reference. Business expense, baby!
This multitemporality is expressed through machi’s unique ability to share multiple relational and individual personhoods with beings from different worlds and times and through machi’s inherent ambiguity, which allows them to cross boundaries. Like many indigenous people (Oakdale and Course 2014; Strathern 1992), Mapuche persons are multiple. They expand their personhood by incorporating aspects of others in a variety of contexts. At the same time they condense those aspects into a concrete, singular person with a fixed destiny. Machi complicate this process because they are never singular persons. Minimally, those who are machi are double persons: humans permanently inhabited by a machi spirit who preordains them as shamans and shape their everyday lives and actions. By virtue of their shamanic destiny, machi are simultaneously collective ancestral persons and historical individuals whose personhood is embodies in material objects and living entities (Bacigulupo 2010, 2013, 2014). Machi also share this personhood with spirits, animals, and deities in diverse ways during both ordinary and altered states of consciousness. In trance, machi can become multiple beings at once—simultaneously shaman and spirit, human and divine.”
How refreshingly straightforward! For once, I don’t have to wade through a lot of “the individual perceives herself to be” or “she thinks she is,” it’s just a blunt: they are double/collective persons. Sweet!
I bought it for reference. Business expense, baby!
Happy Fucksgiven!
Nov. 26th, 2025 11:30 amMori: today, we helped a lady clean out her kitchen, and because it was full of great things, we trucked two big backpacks and five big bags of food, staples, and seasonings across town to the community fridge. It was HEAVY! Good thing Kitchen Lady donated a cart to the cause.
There were a bunch of other people at the community fridge, including a church lady offloading turkey dinners and pumpkin pie, and a lot of our stuff got claimed even as we were unloading it. (One Spanish-speaking family wanted ALLLLL the chocolate we had: chips, syrup, and two kinds of cocoa. Don’t know what they’re planning but by god it’ll be fuckin delicious!) The church food containers were neither dated nor labeled, and we had Sharpies on us so we marked all of them for reference. Feeling that we had damn well earned it, we swiped a pie slice and ate it with our hands like pizza, grabbed a pumpkin and some soup, and carted home the bags, backpacks, and new cart.
Biff is so fucking happy. We have fed so many people this month! And a merry fucksgiven to all!
EDIT from Biff (transcribed): I like doing this. I want to keep doing it.
There were a bunch of other people at the community fridge, including a church lady offloading turkey dinners and pumpkin pie, and a lot of our stuff got claimed even as we were unloading it. (One Spanish-speaking family wanted ALLLLL the chocolate we had: chips, syrup, and two kinds of cocoa. Don’t know what they’re planning but by god it’ll be fuckin delicious!) The church food containers were neither dated nor labeled, and we had Sharpies on us so we marked all of them for reference. Feeling that we had damn well earned it, we swiped a pie slice and ate it with our hands like pizza, grabbed a pumpkin and some soup, and carted home the bags, backpacks, and new cart.
Biff is so fucking happy. We have fed so many people this month! And a merry fucksgiven to all!
EDIT from Biff (transcribed): I like doing this. I want to keep doing it.
Book list for Rhincodons
Nov. 25th, 2025 01:55 pmEveryone ignore this; this is a book list for Rhincodons whose email keeps bouncing me.
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Happy (early) Birthday, BSOD!
Nov. 24th, 2025 01:15 pmWe own a laptop that is turning 20 years old in January. Named BSOD (for how it treated our father when he was first setting it up), it has proved the doughtiest, most indomitable workhorse ever... kinda like how you name a kid Chastity and they decide to PROVE YOU WRONG.
For nine solid years, BSOD was basically our only computer*. Since 2015, it's been our pinch-hitter during travel, homelessness, and desktop breakdown, and it has now outlived two desktops. Its keyboard and battery have been replaced, RAM has been added, but it hasn't yet needed its little watch battery replaced, which after twenty years is astonishing. It just keeps going! Is there nothing it can't do? (No!)**
Seeing as how hard BSOD has worked for us over the years, it only seemed fair to get it a birthday present! Especially since it keeps getting called out of retirement. Naturally, it outlived the significantly younger drawing tablet it had, so we got an Ebay replacement, downloaded the oldest drivers Wacom still had on its site, and lo and behold, the secondhand tablet worked. Happy birthday, BSOD!
( computer birthday party and footnotes behind cut )
For nine solid years, BSOD was basically our only computer*. Since 2015, it's been our pinch-hitter during travel, homelessness, and desktop breakdown, and it has now outlived two desktops. Its keyboard and battery have been replaced, RAM has been added, but it hasn't yet needed its little watch battery replaced, which after twenty years is astonishing. It just keeps going! Is there nothing it can't do? (No!)**
Seeing as how hard BSOD has worked for us over the years, it only seemed fair to get it a birthday present! Especially since it keeps getting called out of retirement. Naturally, it outlived the significantly younger drawing tablet it had, so we got an Ebay replacement, downloaded the oldest drivers Wacom still had on its site, and lo and behold, the secondhand tablet worked. Happy birthday, BSOD!
( computer birthday party and footnotes behind cut )
Rogan: This comic was the surprise winner of the fan poll this month! I originally made it for Kimball Anderson's Inaction Comics, an (out of print) collection all about NOT doing things. It was also printed in the original floppy version of All in the Family #1, but removed for the collected version, because it seemed a distraction from the main story. Warning for internalized ableism and crushing despair behind the cut, commentary in comments.
( Text-only transcript version. If you don't want/need this, click the cut under this one! )
( Two pages of comics behind this cut! )
( Text-only transcript version. If you don't want/need this, click the cut under this one! )
( Two pages of comics behind this cut! )