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Saturday, November 26, 2011
today, i attended Wahloon's new company's official opening of their new building in Tagore lane.
Wahloon started in 1988, just 2 years older than me, but seeing the progress and accomplishment it has made thus far, is like a real business case study which i can learn from.
Studying in a business school has exposed me to alot of company's successful case studies. and seeing one myself is really an eye-opener.
today during the opening ceremony, a short film about the history of the company was shown. How they started just being an electrical engineering firm to become the top enterprise in Singapore and now even going regional.
I am really amazed at my dad's courage to start this company with the other shareholders and really proud of their accomplishments thus far.
I secretly hope that i have those never-say-die attitude, and the business sense from him. And i really do hope that one day, i will be as successful as him and he will be as prouda me as i am today when i saw him up on stage.
Congrats, daddy.
you are and will always my role model.
Wahloon started in 1988, just 2 years older than me, but seeing the progress and accomplishment it has made thus far, is like a real business case study which i can learn from.
Studying in a business school has exposed me to alot of company's successful case studies. and seeing one myself is really an eye-opener.
today during the opening ceremony, a short film about the history of the company was shown. How they started just being an electrical engineering firm to become the top enterprise in Singapore and now even going regional.
I am really amazed at my dad's courage to start this company with the other shareholders and really proud of their accomplishments thus far.
I secretly hope that i have those never-say-die attitude, and the business sense from him. And i really do hope that one day, i will be as successful as him and he will be as prouda me as i am today when i saw him up on stage.
Congrats, daddy.
you are and will always my role model.
Saturday, September 03, 2011
I really dnt understand.
Why isit so hard to ask for something?
I don't see that happening for the other two.. but why me.
Maybe i really dont deserve anything.
Today is really not going well at all. I'm sorry if our plans were screwed.
But can't you understand I'm just really very disappointed?
I'm sorry that I can't come up with a place to eat thats to your expectations.
I suck. Period.
Why isit so hard to ask for something?
I don't see that happening for the other two.. but why me.
Maybe i really dont deserve anything.
Today is really not going well at all. I'm sorry if our plans were screwed.
But can't you understand I'm just really very disappointed?
I'm sorry that I can't come up with a place to eat thats to your expectations.
I suck. Period.
Monday, August 29, 2011
nobody understands
i nv knew asking for something could be so tough.
yes i understand, $$ plays a part.
i know. He has spent quite an amount for my 21st.
wasn't it the same for her?
she also had a party, spend almost the same amount of money.
and she gets her 21st present.
and when i ask for it, all he replied was "why don't you think if you deserve it?"
I don't know what to reply.
cos i don't know what's your definition of me deserving it. Is it in terms of academics? (i definitely not as good as her) is it cos i haven't been spending enough time at home due to dance rehearsals? what is it? why don't you just tell me.
someone asked me to understand from his pov.
I do. but who understands mine?
The noise this stupid laptop is making every day and night, makes me so irritated, i dont even feel like doing my work and research.
and because of the noise, i can't bring it to school or out for project meetings.
I have to ask him if i can borrow his laptop. And when i ask him, all he does is shout at me, saying why can't i bring mine out instead. and so what if it's noisy.
i've nv felt so lousy before.
nobody understands.
the choking feeling i get trying to hold back my tears feels so foreign.
it's been so long i felt so wei qu.
Maybe it's really time for me to be independent.
yes i understand, $$ plays a part.
i know. He has spent quite an amount for my 21st.
wasn't it the same for her?
she also had a party, spend almost the same amount of money.
and she gets her 21st present.
and when i ask for it, all he replied was "why don't you think if you deserve it?"
I don't know what to reply.
cos i don't know what's your definition of me deserving it. Is it in terms of academics? (i definitely not as good as her) is it cos i haven't been spending enough time at home due to dance rehearsals? what is it? why don't you just tell me.
someone asked me to understand from his pov.
I do. but who understands mine?
The noise this stupid laptop is making every day and night, makes me so irritated, i dont even feel like doing my work and research.
and because of the noise, i can't bring it to school or out for project meetings.
I have to ask him if i can borrow his laptop. And when i ask him, all he does is shout at me, saying why can't i bring mine out instead. and so what if it's noisy.
i've nv felt so lousy before.
nobody understands.
the choking feeling i get trying to hold back my tears feels so foreign.
it's been so long i felt so wei qu.
Maybe it's really time for me to be independent.
Saturday, August 06, 2011
This feels like back to primary school again.
wishlist. (haha!)
but i can understand how difficult it is to get 21st birthday gift. i have problems myself.
so here are a few of the things i've been looking for..
-ray bans new wayfarer (tortoise shell)
-nice leather bucket bag (i guess can make do with good man made leather) I think my SIS got me this alr! :)
-nice Alexa kinda messenger bag.
-heels/wedges/nice sandals, size 38 (comfy ones = no THIN straps for me)
-pretty dresses (girls can never have enough of them! ok nv enough of CLOTHES! )
-pretty dresses (girls can never have enough of them! ok nv enough of CLOTHES! )
-macbook pro! (badly needs this. my laptop is dying.)
-watch
-anything from Marc by Marc Jacobs or Kate Spade (love those colours!)
pretty much what i can think of at the moment. =X
Honestly, I'm very blessed to already have everything I need.
So it's more than ok, if what you think of getting me is neither of the above.
To me, most importantly are my relationships with my friends and family. and money can't buy that. So.. thank you for being some part of my life journey till now. I'm blessed. :)
I really want my 21st to be a simple affair. Spending time with my loved ones.. looking forward to that day. (:
Friday, April 01, 2011
i secretly cant wait to start internship.
partly cos i do not know what to expect to learn there. really hope it's not some adhoc job cos i really want to learn from experience.
another reason is because i will have no endless projects, test to study for, assignments to rush for and i can go for dance class after work! :)
hopefully then, i can continue my pursue for my piano diploma. been dragging too long.
but nv talked to mummy about it, cos she'll just keep nagging and it really annoys me. cos she doesn't know of my plans and just make assumption that i am going to stop learning.
and thank God for orchestra in church. I think through this experience, i have the chance to continue my violin and even improve from there. :)
God's works in my life are amazing. it's so amazing, even words can't describe them. maybe my life doesnt have life-changing testimonials, but I still feel His blessings in my life and i really Thank God for every single bits and pieces of them. :)
School hasn't really been very awesome or good for me apart from the friends i have there. school works' really killing me and my life. but something in me just kept telling me to stop worrying about my grades and do my best cos worrying will not make my grades A. and grades will get you a good internship or job, but the rest of your career paths really depends on you. It's no longer gonna be books and exams. it's gonna require a lot more than those.
Work also has its politics and all, but nothing is perfect in this world. It's how we look at it to make it near perfect. :)
Thank God for supportive friends and loving family in my life. <3