another year, another retreat
same God, same Spirit
Same presence, different manifestation
same participants, different gifts
God moved in more ways then one..I’ve long since given up on pretending to know how God moves..because He does it differently all the time..
Ever since PJK came and mum was around = better sleep sort ofish on time…I haven’t really stayed up late during retreat..but this year I did..knowing full well that (well..I’m not that old…but older…) I have to hit the ground running on Mon with work etc…not that I stayed up that late mind you…i still managed to get 6 hours of sleep..but it was still amazing, that extra hours of interacting with people and spending time in God’s presence
I’m continually amazed at how He uses me, continually amazed at the different ways in which He uses me..
But the one thing I’m actually most thankful for this year was that I took the time to invest into the lifes of 2 people…2 very special juniors..why them? for no apparent reason…I was sloted to worship lead in 1 session…and me being me, was very tempted to just do it with my flatmate..me+flatmate=less practice needed…but I just felt really guilty, I knew there were things I needed to ‘teach’…so after thinking over it for a while, I called 1 other 5th year to co-lead with me..and then randomly picked 2 juniors who weren’t in any of the other teams yet…
The thing about worship leading for me was that, if you just come for practice, that’s technically half the work done..cos the other half was the praying before that..so after some discussion, we decided that our first practice would be a ‘hearing from God’ session…and we came together, prayed for a theme, heard from God together and decided the songs..wonderful time spent in God’s presence..God moved, He spoke..we all agreed on the same theme..as one of them said: just as i wanted to sing one song, Li Yenn sang it..I knew it wasn’t coinicidence, it had to be God…
then I threw down challenges for them…
1 of them had never really played piano before..his challenge was to play the first song..and to lead 1 of the slow songs
the other was challenged to play all the fast songs (actually her song list just kept on increasing..)
I threw down another challenge, that we were leading as a team, and hence, everyone was invited to lead…and I heard one of them challenging the participants to ‘just lift up your hands and worship God’..during post-retreat testimonial sharing, he later shared that he felt so free..when he wanted to jump, he did..when he wanted to lift his hands he did..
and God did not disappoint..He moved amazingly…His presence was so strong…lead by the speaker, we moved into a time of praying for each other (to the consternation of the PA team who didn’t have a database of lyrics and needed to google the songs..I think they were pretty stressed =p)
God is good…He is always good…can’t wait to see wait else He does
meanwhile..finals is looming..gahhhh..major study time





