希望=失望

希望再度变成失望

是机缘巧合，还是技不如人

缘际 这东西真的天作弄人

以为得到了贵人的赏识 到头来却是空欢喜一场

也许 不是我的 就不要强求

塞翁失马，焉知非福

这句话，是现在我最能安慰自己的

哪里，才是我的归处？

寻找一个真正属于我的地方

三年。

今天

这场雨好像是为我而下的

也许是同情我觉得我可悲吧

又迷失了方向

前方的路怎么走 一片漆黑 好暗 好暗

人生 只剩下黑与白 没有精彩

三年了 迷迷糊糊地过了三年

还有多少时间给我浪费，等我开窍

惭愧没有做好自己的本分

对不起

已经忘了是第几个对不起了

不过除了这一句 我也不知道该说什么了

Happy Birthday To You...

Happy birthday.

A simple wish, hope you can feel it.

Stay healthy and happy always.

平安就好=)

天秤座男孩

天秤座男孩

有时候怕伤害别人，不把话讲清楚

结果却造成更大伤害

烂好人

Happy Birthday To Me...

Happy birthday to me...

This year birthday is a bit different and special because my house mates just gave me a surprise.

They fulfilled my wish this year which to have a birthday cake to celebrate my birthday.

Long time no celebrate with birthday cake already.

Blow the candles and make wishes in front of it.

Don't know how to react on that time.

A rational person like me just keep saying thank you.

I was touched but I don't express out...just really appreciate what you all have prepared for me.

Thanks my friends and you are also my another "family" in KL. Really nice to know you guys.

Thanks all my best house mates-Palia, Ann, Ray, Yih Wei, Andrew, Yi Heng and my best room mate and brother- Ah Gu.

And no forget thanks Hui sending a birthday wish to me! The mooncake is just so nice ya...can I have one next year also?haha...

And also brothers, Han, calling me to wish me happy birthday. Recently he keep asking me to go and know some girls. lol don't know why...haha...but I'm just fine with this state because there is still love inside so I'm still consider happy ba...haha.. And DJ, he still plan to come back KL early to celebrate my birthday but he just cannot make it. At least he got the heart! Haha...

And lastly is u, Xian. I felt happy when receive your call even my voice cant be recognized that I'm happy but I really do la...you know I just don't express out my feeling so much ma...even from voice...haha.. Every year just waiting a wish from you.

Previously it just a message but this year it was a call..

happy to hear a happy birthday wish from you.

Thanks...=) it is one of the best gift.

But I expected a physical present wor?haha...kidding only nia..

Another important one is my beloved mom. Thanks for your caring and bringing up this 20 years. What you have given me this 20 years, it is priceless. I don't know what to repay you and I only can do my best to be your filial son. Thanks mom for bringing me come to this world even this world is imperfect but it's still beautiful. Mom, love you ya. 20 years ago, xin ku nin le...

For people who treating me nice. Thank you. Wish you all happy and healthy always. This is one of my birthday wish...=)

Fed Up...

First subject is over

Once again I can't do what I have expected.

This time, I have not enough time to finish.

Why things are always like that?

I do really done my best, put tonnes of effort on this subject.

But at the end how?

Still can't get what I wish and expect.

Why? Am I stupid? Why always so unfair?

Why always I can't get back what I deserved even I have given the same value of the return?

I have tired up and fed up of this fucking things.

There is 4 more subjects to go but my confidence is broken... ... ...

Anyone can help me build up my confidence?

If you can, please help me... ...

回来了...

有一段时间没来这里了 不过也算是一件好事吧

因为每次来这里 都只是写些忧郁的东西

酱久没来 代表过去一段时间 都是开心的吧？

真地吗？哈哈...也许 可能 或许 应该不吧...

考试 要到了

无形的压力又再一次让我有点喘不过气

这一次 我不能输 也输不起

好大的压力 压抑着的情绪却无处宣泄

不过不管怎样挨过这关也许就可以休息一下了

只能用尽所有的力气去完成

在考试进行期间 也就代表生日要到了

哈哈 也不知道该开心不

今年的生日也许还是一样吧

平平淡淡地过 回复几封祝福简讯这样吧了

今年应该不会从面子书上收到太多祝福吧 因为偷偷地把生日隐藏了起来

哈哈 只是想知道有谁是认认真真地记得过我的生日

突然想在生日那天可以吃到蛋糕

已经忘了有多久没有唱生日歌、吹蜡烛、许愿、切蛋糕了

忘了这些感觉是什么了

原来最普通的庆祝方式却也是最难的

好想重温一下

哎呀 书都还没读好 考试都还没考 就想到过生日

哈哈 我还是乖乖地回去读书吧 就这样了...