Don't you know.

Thursday, March 22, 2012

Been A while...

I hate you... this word has its meaning...
hatred which lead towards love.... I hate you Chubby... More than my family... but if you really understand... I love you more than anyone else... I can't change the fact... i inlove with you...
From begin huh....

Can we?... I don't know... Things has gotten very bad just now... but... result will it turn out ok... lets see for tomolo shall we?... I love you... chubby... please has a good night sleep... Sorry for before... actually i got many things i wanted to say... but i want see you... not just a website.. writing down my scrap feeling...

♥ Love
6:45 AM

Sunday, April 17, 2011

Life of College and *DECISION*

The life IN YPC.. is quite well great for starter... I get to know some friends and get to be with my love one.. everything is going according to what i plan... But after a few days... things not go quite well especially after a few days later... I start to hate someone... That retard DANIEL... trying to do many things and joke that really means nothing to me... especially when he joke about discriminating me.. He disturbed my lesson and i hardly can Pick up my study in mathematics...

However things start to go well cause my sweetheart trying to calm me down.. along with mathematics and english period.. She use almost all her time to calm me... I really am lucky and happy to have her as wife..opps... haven married huh?... but SOON =)

We sweet throughout this few days..and i really enjoyed having her as part of my life... Yesterday .. Date (16/4/2011) I check many things related to Graphic Design...

The truth is... towards graphic design.. I really don't have any interest at all.. hardly even one... eventhought i love DESIGN but still actually my true target is towards ANIMATION DESIGN.. I give up my interest and future to stand in a much more harder pathway.. IS IT WORTH?.. IS IT RIGHT??......

ANSWER IS......................YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES!!!!!! IS WORTH!!!...
So what i stand in A HARDER pathway ... So what i abandoned my interest.. and so what i am like a 小人 infront of my chubby?... Do i really need to be MAN to always bully his own girlfriend???... I don't need to listen to others... I don't care whether people are discriminating me... AS long i with her... i prepare to face all the consequence!!! She is the only thing in my mind.. and Guys... Don't crap to me about i am corkless or future useless guy... Do you think you will have a happy life just cause your wife listen to everything you said?... you get to be a man and infront other people ... people see you bully your wife.. You think yourself very Strong a?....

LISTEN TO THIS... A MAN THAT BULLY A WOMEN IS A PIG AND WORST THAN A PIG... BUT A MAN WHO STAND STRONG FOR A WOMEN... THAT IS WHAT WE CALL LOVE!!!

I never regret the time I at MIDVALLEY i hold your hand... and i never regret the day i Start to love you and never regret the day I kiss you... and lastly i never regret the day You STEP INTO my life... as long you with me... I can swear i will protect you FOR ETERNITY.....

END*

♥ Love
1:04 AM

Saturday, April 9, 2011

My Current life

After some following Months i with her... Our Relationship Status is getting better and faster than we expected... Many things we imagine and done is beyond our imagination... however i never expected that love can be very sweet and lovely at that moment...

However... Is this something to be happy about or proud about??... Well sincerely... This lately we facing quite a number of problem... For First... I went back roller... Quite amazing huh?... The world once i quit and now here i am back in the game.. with my sweetheart...Love is quite amazing huh? It can change a person destiny and thought... I enjoyed the Roller very much but still i injured abit... and i cause her to worry me so much ... >< Look like i got a detention class for NOT GOING TO ROLLER ANYMORE until SHE SAY SO >

Second about my Career... Well... There is something very Complicated happening this lately... However after this incident i only notice My sweetheart is very troubled... I am quite useless for i cannot do anything but just to satisfy her.. I wish to go same college with her..No matter what the cause.. i cannot afford with her by my side.. Whether i am naive a not.. I will never abandoned the promise i make with her... To be with her for eternity...Look like i Could not afford to waste more time ...

ABOUT The car test... Really unsatisfied with it... However i could not give up... Since i got a sweetheart to take care off... I will never Failed... NEver... ever again... For her and my family... i Could not afford to FAIL....2nd...After so long and what she did to me .... I must not let her down... For once and for all... To give my love and my family a happy start..

Things is going out of hand when my father don't let me go same college with her...However.. Eventhough i know he do what he best for me... but i still hope he respect my decision.. I could not afford to argue with him any longer... my job is to pull my family and my sweetheart relationship better not worst.. So i could not afford to argue anymore... I just want happiness between my family and my sweetheart...

Hope everything will go well... GOod luck and my love to you ( my love) Chubby Fox Himiko =)

♥ Love
2:24 AM

Friday, February 25, 2011

Chinese New Year and Valentine Days....(LOVE)

LOL... This year Chinese new year... Well... 1st of all... Sucks... ya lar ya lar.. eventhought i get many ANG POW... And i get to Go to KK Which means ( KOTA KINABALU) for A trip... HOW wonderful~~... Ya right... AWFUL is correct... I can spend Chinese new year with my family... but it is not nice cause have to leave my dear fox faraway again.... WORST... The place i stay is not near Sea but??? TOWN... This is call VACATION??? SUCKX!!!! Awful... However... STill well... have to be happy lor... eventhought the TRIP SUCK==!!

Well ... At KK... I meet back some NS FRIENDS.... They are well Build... And i bought some present there for my Lovely Fox.... However... The present is not very nice.... I wish she had a better present from me.. instead of those....

BACK FROM KK..... I kiss the plane... saying YEAH!! baby.. i am back TO KL... My HOMETOWN... MY HOME... MY BABY... MY (LOVE) weeee >
Welll.... we reach back On night... Quite late huh... NVM... VIP TAXI IS COMING RIGHT UP TO FETCH US... OF COURSE... AMOUNT PAID is.... NOT NICEEE.... HOWEVER... ONCE PAID CAN STRAIGHT GO HOME... Better den wait LAR OF COURSE....When i reach home..... i reach home....
boom... ZZZZZ sleep jor....

VALENTINE DAYSSSS.... VALENTINE DAYSSSS..... (LOVEEEEE)

What so Special?.... about this day?... My Mom give birth?... My dad got a big house?... I hit a JACKPOT?...
I got a car???.... What so special.... No idea?... Let find out shall we???

Morning awake... Today i must reach my chubby house on 6??? AM... Oh my... that early... my dad Not satisfy with it.. However... back to my topic K?... Well... i reach there... seems like normal to me.. i saw her... she saw me... we both are sleepy... seems like just a normal valentine days...
After her father awake... We all Go PASAR PAGI... WHich aso Not a PASAR... zzz And well GONE FOR an EXERCISE... 1st time Valentine... I get to exercise with my loved one huh?... DAMN... I am SO DAMN INLOVE WITH THIS DAY... COX this is where u uncover the truth of VALENTINE DAYS...

VALENTINE DAYS IS NOT JUST A DAY FOR COUPLE TO CELEBRATE... NOT JUST ONLY THAT MEANING BUT ALSO WHERE A RELATIONSHIP REACHING TO A BETTER STANDARD A MUCH MORE BETTER WAY TO UNDERSTAND EACH OTHER...I GET TO BE WITH YOU IS MY HONOUR... GET TO LOVED YOU IS MY LUCK... BUT GET TO BE WITH YOU AND LOVED YOU IS WHAT I CALL LOVE....

AHEEMMM!!! no more poem crapping.. back to story... well... WE soon travel to My father shop 1st... my father was astonished to see my Fox standing beside me... LOL... Speechless gua hiM?... haha However after that... we went to LOW YAT PLAZA... SUNGAI WANG... DEN LATER BEST MEMORY TIMES SQUARE.... WE walk almost all the shopping mall... buy these... buy that... aiyo.. Pity uncle... wait us.... and he fall asleep.. but well Sorry?... i want to spend more timing with my lovely fox....

Well... i remember everything we did at TIMES SQUARE.... Finding shirt...Taking photo...Eating together... and of course...what happen while taking photo... I remember every moment i spending with u... and i will cherish it... I love you...Hope this is long enough...so we can be forever till for eternity...

♥ Love
12:37 AM

Thursday, January 27, 2011

WAO ... Took interested when someone active viewing it~

Wao... Facebook, Blog, Friendster, MSN, Skype .... Tooo much... Too much online... But of course after not long... i have changed what i think ... My personality has changed compared to last time... I no longer go Cyber Cafe , I no longer be arrogant in spending my money stupidly , rashly on Online Games... I have been less Online... That IS SO NOT NATURAL!... AND SO NOT NORMAL!!!...

Well... Of course This i won't say is bad... BECAUSE... Sincerely... I am happy with my NEW LIFE... MY new GOAL... MY New Love ... and my new STYLE....
What will That be??? Lets See it? OK? xDD OR COMPARE??? >

OLD LIFE

* Go Cybercafe
* Only put my head ON ONLINE, ONLINE
AND ONLINE...
* SMS , SMS , SMS
*CALL, CALL, CALL... Who cares? Not my money
anyway , parents pay for me ...
* Money , money , money... NAH... Who cares...

NEW LIFE
* STOP CYBERCAFE
*FOCUS TO MY GOAL ( THAT I WILL WRITE BELOW)
*WORK.. TO EARN MONEY... TO HAVE A BETTER LIVING SO
I CAN SUPPORT MY LIVING AND MY FOX LIVING...
*SMS WHEN TIMES RIGHT... CALL WHEN TIME IS NEEDED...
THINK BEFORE ANY ACTION IS TAKEN....

NO OLD GOAL BECAUSE I DON'T PLAN FOR MY FUTURE CAUSE I THOUGHT MY ROAD IS CLEAR AHEAD.... ( RUBBISH AM I?)

NEW GOAL
*SUPPORT MY FAMILY LIVING
*MARRY MY FOX
*ENTER UTAR AND FINISH THE COURSE FULLY
*ABLE TO BUILD A NEW FAMILY WITH MY FOX AND HAVE KIDS...

OK.... time for LOVE==!!...

OLD ME ( LOVE)
I love you... For no apparent reason...SMS... SMS.. SMS
USE SMS TO FIND LOVER.... ( I am A piece of SHIT) ==!!

NEW ME ( LOVE)
My one AND ONLY ( FOX)... My CHUBS... My WIFE... MY life....
You are everything to me.... Able to be with you... Able to love you... Able to hear you... Able to listen to you... Able to talk to you... Smell OR EVEN Die with you... I will give anything Just for you ... I love you so much my Chubs....( FOX)

Lastly my new Style... I use to think Last time.. Wear COOL... Wear Nice ... shopping to Attract girls... Making them give attention to me....
Now... What i focus in the RING on my Finger... The PICTURE below Prove it!!

I will Wear this... No matter where you go... Even Snoopy also say so Right? xDD

Hehe... I love you... That what i can say... AND for my life... And of course FOR ETERNITY!!

♥ Love
4:38 AM

Monday, January 17, 2011

NATIONAL SERVICE & Love & Family

Oh my Hell!! I was chosen to take part in the National Service Camp at TAMBUNAN!!!.... Worst of all.... WORST OF ALL... I am gonna leave my home 1500 KM ... Away from my home... away from my love, away from my parents, away from my friend .... Worst away from my heart... which half of it stay in fox heart... Right??
DURING NATIONAL SERVICE..... DAY 1....... ==! hell... BORING... LET ME GO BACK HOME!!!... I want TO meet my FOX... My family!!!... CURSE YOU ... LET ME BACK HOME!!!...

Day 2.... ==!! PLS LAR!! LET ME BACK HOME T.T!!! 1 DAY LIKE 1 YEAR!!!... LET ME BACK HOME PLSSSS==!!!!!>...

Day 3... GIVEN UP HOPE!!... FORGET IT... I will NEVER RETURNED TO KL... LOOKING AT MY PHONE.... My ChubbY ... My Fox.... I MISS YOU SO MUCH... MY MOM... MY DAD.... T.T WUUUU..... I wan go bak T.T!!!....

WEEK 1.... LOL.... Doctor LOOK AT ME... ASK... DO you WANT TO CONTINUE PLKN???...
MAS : LOL ( THINGKING..... OF COURSE)!!!....
DOCTOR: OK... than YOU ARE NOT QUALIFIED FOR NATIONAL SERVICE!!!....
MAS: HOOORAY!!! HERE I AM BACK ... I AM COMING BACK FOR YOU MY CHUBBY!!!!...

DAY 8... A KEAT... HELO... HELO... HELO.... HELO HELO HELO MY FRIEND!!!.... A KEAT... AKU SUKA KAU LA... T.T... WHY SAY THAT TO ME??... I WAN GO BACK JOR...

DAY 9,10,11,12.... AHHHHHH ==!! AKU RINDU KAU LA AKEAT... JANGAN PERGI... LOL... ==!! Should I Go bak KL?..... NO NO... I want TO GO BACK!!!...

DAY 13..... DIPERSILAKAN AKEAT BERDIRI DI SINI UNTUK MENYAMPAIKAN UCAPAN KERANA DIA AKAN MENINGGALKAN KAMI....T.T..... AKEAT AKEAT AKEAT!!!... ALL CHEER MY NAME!!! T.T... OH MY....

DAY 14.... I REACH BACK KL... I MISS MY FOX ... MY CHUBBY... MY LOVE... MY BABY... MY ONLY FOX... MY PARENTS!!! I LOVE YOU ALL... I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MY FOX!!!...

I AM NOW BACK.... I AM BACK.... WAITING TIME PAST SO I CAN SEE YOU AGAIN MY LOVELY DEAR CHUBBY .... I LOVE YOU FOX.... I want MARRY U!!!

♥ Love
4:41 AM

Saturday, December 18, 2010

DAy 18/12/2010~

Today i wrote down this date.... Today i wrote Down This date.... what so special about it???.... well let me inform you guys.... this is my biggest , fantastic , excellent life i ever have!!! WELL?? why would i said that?... today I go to midvalley... It is supposed to to be A ( CAREER DAY) you know?? to determine which college you going??.... WELL... Of course there will be someone coming.... I love her... as much i love....her? haha... well... Today.... what we facing is career... Cost problem, college issues==! are Pain in the Neck... come on~ i want same college with her?? Give face lar!!... and Today there is a marriage promotion in MID Valley... WalAO.... Wedding promotion also need meh?... BUT still I AM VERY VERY VERY VERY GLAD ... they held this promotion...WElll how about a silly poem here???

   That time you take my ring,
   While you holding it...I seeing it....
   I never knew what it meant?
   Until the time... i held you hand

   Only Than, i will said ( The ring is round without an end....
   That why we hold the ring in our hand
   While we hold and touch both hand....
   That when i feel I will love and love you forever....

(19/12/2010)
Well i must continue from here cause it is same occasion... well... guess what? i met my life... A life of my own, A life of my will, a motivation that is the key for me to continue... Who is this lucky person who changes my life in a instant second? Well i could not say she is a human... She is an angel to me.... A list of names that given to her....

1) Baby
2) Lao PO
3) Wife
4) FOX
5) Dear
6) Chubby

All these name leaves me wonderful memories... Especially Today date.... A kiss of my life... A kiss of my own... A kiss of my soul and A kiss of my future... You are my only... And only... Today at Times Square.. It is Near Christmas.. Great??? My day huh... Well... today we all are focusing on the Anime Fair... Too bad..==!! too many people .. Well i guess no choice but only can just SHOPPING?? Or should i said?? DATING?? xDD...

She bring along her father... Well which i had already adapt to it... Well... Today is supposed to be a happy day... A very happy day... But sorry... It is not in the beginning... gets to see your love one is Nice... but how about When you are being chosen In National Service and you will abandoned her for 3 Months... What that feel?..... For 3 months we will never get to see each other... How bad was that??... But Thx... Thx really much... Dear Fox... if not u nudge my leg and hold my hands... i now would be thinking.... ( Oh JESUS... WHY TT)
When we hold our hand below the table talking happily to your father... Our hands grip Tight... telling each other Never to let go... NEVER ..... Butt soon we MUST....

After a fair walk.... We gets to spend some of the time Lonely ... Only me and her... We Manage to DO (SOMETHING) which is not suitable to wrote in here ><.. Fox will not have like it and might scratch me ><... Well... Guess what?...I cannot wrote out.. but i can give a clue??....Guess this... cause it is final... Till the nxt time we met agn Fox Chubby (L)

Love lies behind the window, While we hold facing the love
We touch as we knew, Our kiss blew the whole Room... An enchanted Fox , with a Normal Wolf... lies thee beyond the different world... While we stood beyond this groom...Thee i said Marry me too~

♥ Love
4:00 AM