Little update :)

I don't know how many weeks dy I'm here..
But so far, it is nice and meaningful..

I joined Mandarin Debate Group..
LOL I wish to learn how to debate since long time ago..
but no chance in Kuantan..
now, I join and it is really fun!

Okay maybe not everyone will think it is fun..
But for me,
this is the only activity that i have passions towards it..
Eventhough I need to go to their training camp..
need to attend meeting every weeks..
But I'm quite happy with it:)

Hmm in these few weeks,
I start to know how to control myself when nervous..
especially when speaking in front of everyone..
I'm happy with my improvement^^
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Well another happy thing,
the lightning girl Bhui Kwong is in a relationship..
When I saw the status,
I wanted to straight away call her and ask her..
But I worry she put the status for shuang..
So I whatsapp her..
That night, I called her and chat..
I'm really happy for her:)
will smile while think of this good news :D
Wish two of them happy always :D
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All the best to my dearest Gary Ng :)
He is in MMU now..
Jia you in everything!
I will support you no matter where am I :D
Stay strong and be happy :D
I know you can success:)

Life here:)

 Second week of Uni, we joined Variasiswa, Performance for National Day..
The left side is chinese boys, who perform Huo Yuan Jia..
The right side is us, perform dance, Wo De Xin Li Zhi You Ni Mei You Ta :)
The middle one is our PPSL.. Hmm like senior who help us in preparation..

The boy is my coursemate.. and all those pretty girls are my friend.. Notice Pikkuan?
She is so pretty :)

It's really nice, and no regret after join Xue Hai..
We don't know each other before,
but we can chat a lot!
The two girls are from Selangor..
The boy is our senior, 4th year, came from Perak..
All of us are xue ji..
This is the first time, we not very know each other yet,
but we can chat really a lot!

Not to forget my Xue ji senior, Angie..
She is very nice..
Still remember I cirit birit,
she came far away from her hostel, to send me medicine..
She even offer to accompany me go see doctor..

I love Xue Hai ^^

With my coursemates, and also gang here..
The pretty girl, Juliana is my roommate..
haha always pillow talk with her xP
the boys behind us are Jan Jhin and Tian Leong..
They are roommate..
Jan Jhin quiet, Tian Leong noisy..

Finally is three of us,
came from 6AS3 Smart!!
Pikkuan enjoys her life here,
very active!
Swee Yang always be leader of the group.. Haha..
Also very active and willing to learn new things,
sporting..
Heard many people praise him.. haha

Me?
Love to stay in my room and sleep xP

I'm fine here:)

Finally I got my laptop.. It's time to tell you all something about my life here..

Honestly, this school is really awesome!
First, I was worry about how's my room, my roommate, toilet, bathroom and etc..
But when I came here..
I was like..
Wao! Nice place! :)

The room is for two,
we both have our own cupboard, own desk, own study table and seperate bed of course xD

the scene outside my window is also nice..
suit my taste,
trees:)
eventhough is a coconut tree xD

My roommate is Juliana,
a girl came from Melaka..
She is a very nice girl,
and very active in activities..

Pik Kuan stays beside my room..
This make me so happy as someone from Kuantan is with me,
we can do things together:)

Swee Yang stays far away from our hostel,
eventhough it's hard to go out with him,
but when we meet in school,
we'll chat :)

Edward stays in Indah Kembara hostel,
well, I don't know where is it yet xP
He seems very happy here,
everytime I see him,
he's chatting happily with his new friends..:)

Vanessa stays in an all girl hostel,
which very near Swee Yang's hostel..
I called her sometimes to chat..
eventhough just chat a little..
She's also fine over here:)

Our orientation week,
well for me is like going camp with formal cloth..
Need to wake up early and sleep late..
It's all taklimat in the hall..
But I was impressed by how USM seniors conduct an activity,
impressed by how they handling problems..
Sorry to say before this I thought those administrations of university are not really ok one..
But,
When I saw they dance the oppa gangnam style together with every student,
I started to love this university

I never see big people willing to do sot things with students..
They gave me a "big family" feel..
I feel like I am so lucky to get this university:)

Swee Yang, Pikkuan and my school is called Industrial Technology School..
School started on Monday..
On the first day, we lost in the jungle.. HAHA..
everyday walk, lost sometimes, sweats..
Lecturers are okay..
Of course there will be geng and not geng lecturer..
But I will try my best to pay attention in class
and achieve the results that I want..

Many societies are promoting their activities..
too many choice..
I will pick some to join and challenge myself..

Ohya,
Pikkuan and I join a Merdeka event..
We practise till 1am every night this week..
The event is on this Saturday..
We will be performing "wo de xin li zhi you ni mei you ta" dance..
And we need to fa qiao xD
Wish us all the best :P

Will go back to Kuantan this Sunday,
to take my precious notes ..
see my beloved Gary Ng Chi Khiong and my family..
happy :)

我在这里了:)

这里不错。。 大家加油。。VERY HARD TO TYPE THROUGH PHONE..

AND ALL CAPSLOCK DUNNO WHY..

I MISS MY BED .. HAHA

Goodbye

To my gang of friends, bhui sbt and the rest,
you all de souvenir still with me!!!!!!!!!!

Next year CNY hopefully still can give you all bah xP

Goodbye everyone..

Actually I got many things not yet do..
I pack til half way..
almost can die..
rest a while..
say a goodbye..

wish me all the best..

I will miss you all..

一些小事

纯粹说出来，没什么的..

我不明白，
为什么我和他paktor了，
有些人会觉得。。
真的不知怎么说。。

我只想说
我也是你的朋友
我的身份不只是他的女朋友
也是你的朋友

如果你是先跟他很熟的，
那就还好。。

可是就是很奇怪
有些本来是跟我很熟的
却叫我ah sou 啦这些啦那些啦
开玩笑就没关系
听了会很好笑也很开心xP
可是那位朋友认真到。。
总之给我的感觉就是
我跟那位朋友的关系
低过一个“朋友”的level

我的身份
只是他的朋友的女朋友

重点是，我原本跟那位朋友熟的..

aiyo
没有什么啦
就有点sien咯..
认识酱久了..

没什么的
说说而已:)

Lucky :)

All of the sudden, I feel that I am the luckiest person in the world:)

I have great parents who always proud of me and treat me so well eventhough I hot tempered xP

I have a great boyfriend who always willing to help me settle my problems and make me smile :)

I have two great sisters who can tahan my zat and bad habits in home xD


I have a great popo who sayang me the most :)

I have few great uncles, who willing to give me advices in choosing course and always support me:D

I have seniors who always help me, motivate me no matter where I am..:)

I have nice friends around and secrets can be shared xD

Thanks to my parents, they are the best parents in the world..
We're not rich, but they gave me everything..

If I success in my life, it's surely because of their contribution.. :)

Decision

Chen Bao Shian's Quick Report


Offer she got:

1. UTM (Kluang, Johor) - Bioindustry
2. USM (Nibung Tebal, Penang) - Food Technology


People's opinion:

90% asked her go USM.
4% asked her go UTM.
6% asked her to decide herself.


What she worry:

1. This year like many people get USM, will the case few years ago happen again? Check through website, got their name, but when go register, no name.
2. She doesn't really like Food Technology. She likes Bio but doesn't like industry..


What she think about USM:

1. People say good university, but few days ago Mr Ng told her that this university give themselves a good name only, not really good..
2. Cousin sister study at USM before, she can guide me.
3. Cousin sister got a house over there and I can stay for while if I want.
4. Pik Kuan, Swee Yang and maybe See Yong will go USM, got kawan xP
5. Near UUM, can meet with Bhui and Fang Yuan they all:)


What she think about UTM:

1. Johor, not safe? She so thin, easy let people attack><
2. Near S'pore, can go S'pore play^^
3. Bioindustry got "BIO"..
4. Macam no friend go there><
5. But near Melaka:) if Gary Ng go MMU then easier to find him xP


What's her decision now:

90% USM, 10% UTM


What many people ask her:

"You she de Gary meh?"


What's her answer:

"Well, long long time ago we expected it already.. We are from different stream.. We knew the percentage we get the same university is very low.. As long as both of us can further study, do what we like, achieve the dream, then okay dy.. It will be a challenge for us, if we go through it, everything will be fine:) so don't worry!
what God give us is always a present:) "


Biggest problem in her mind:

MONEY!


Reported by,
Chen Bao Shian

Random post XD

Edit my blog for 1 hour ++..
Still can't figure out how to arrange it..
now my blog icons and etc are messy..
Is my template fault or the google fault?
GIVE UP!
try next day xD

Expressing time..

##I don't know how was it actually..
Conflicts among my friends..
The best way is always leave the game..
That's what I think..##

##Kinda fed up..
Why you can't answer my question clearly?
Yes jiu yes.. No jiu no..
Even you say a maybe also okay..
Well.. it's okay..
My world still moving without your answer:) ##

My pms is over..
But the exchange of hormones is horrible..
I think I really need Primrose Oil..
Seriously I need..

Now it is over!!
Storm is over!
Sun is smiling!!

:)  

depression

having a serious depression right now T.T

BAD MOOD

Get angry easily these few days..

♥ Thank You ♥

wo hen childish, especially when pms..

but xie xie ni,

always so caring, so understanding towards me..

♥

Interesting things to try:)

Scarlett Johansson's ponytail.

Done and success:)

my first quan guo ying

Expressed a little to yuen ling yesterday morning..

Maybe is PMS? 

When I think of the camp, I sad..

.

I sad because there are few of my junior who gave up before the camp ends..

I sad because when those who are really working hard, get critics get shoot and sad..

I sad because problems not fully come from us, but we've to take all those blame..

Well, people will see overall. Won't see the hardship behind it..

Come to think of it,

Really salute those juniors who can survive til the end of the camp..

They have to accept problems, challenges, critics..

4 days 3 nights are surely a long period for them..

First to Yong Ying Ying and Yue Mei,

I don't know you all will see this or not..

Sorry coz I didn't pei you all go through all these from starting til the ending..

But you all already do what you all can do to sempurnakan it..

somemore didn't sleep well, didn't eat well..

it's really good enough..

Camp ends. Let it over..

To Shi Qing,

I'm sorry for didn't attend meeting to help you..

Coz you know me, once I fail, I'll avoid to help..

I even don't want to enter camp..

Coz I worry I help wrong thing or what><

I don't have any rights to comment on you..

But good job! For tahan til the end..

I guess you get a lot of lessons from this..

You'll be great:)

To Yun Yun,

what I wanna say is already in the sms that I sent you..

I just hope after this you can grow stronger,

come back help us anytime you want..

To Jakie YM..

sorry for left you at TP..

I know I promised you to stay there..

you're just a little boy..

I'm really sorry actually.. but i know you strong geh^^

To Wai Po XJ if you see this..

*bow* thanks a lot!!

wanna thanks Fiona, Amy, Rong Liang, hua chong and the rest who zhen xin helping..

you all do things, without "bao yuan"..

zhen de zhen de zhen de hen gan xie ni men..

from the bottom of my heart!!

To Kedah XJ,

thanks for bringing laughs and smiles to shan shi..

wonderful xj!!

Play while working but still do so well :)

Thanks for helping:D

Eventhough just chat a little, but nice to meet you all! :D

I don't know what else to say..

so.. that's all.. let's yc and chat more kuantan xj:)

What will I do when I emo?

I'll pamper myself with food that expensive but nice to eat.
At least I know I am afford to sayang myself.

I'll go youtube and find some motivational video,
or some video that teach us how to tie hair,
learn something, be happy back:)

I'll count my money,
so that I know how rich am I xPP

I'll walk around ECM or Megamall alone..
Walk around, choose things and put inside my "list to buy".
When seeing how much thing I'll get in the future,
I'll be happy, even I didn't buy any of it xP

:)

A New Job

After stop working at SMKTA, the greatest secondary school,
I'm now working as a promoter at Watson Kuantan Parade
only when Saturday and Sunday.

Or in other nicer word, I'm a "Beauty Adviser" LOL><

Thanks to Felicia who recommend me this job.
It's a totally new experience for me.

First, I have to make up. HAHA.
As you know me, since I was a baby til I became a teacher,
I NEVER MAKE UP MYSELF.
Because I don't like and I don't know and I think don't need.
Now I forced to make up><
The worst thing is, nobody teach me..
and nobody, i mean my sister, willing to lend me those make up stuff..

Never mind, I tell myself. Take it as a challenge.
If you want learn something, nobody can stop you.
You always have your best friend,
Mr Google and Ms Youtube to help you.

The first and second day were terrible.
HAHA.

Now the third and forth day not so good also.
But luckily the Malay colleagues there like to make over for others.
One of them let me use their RM50-RM60++ foundation tester,
helped me draw eye liner,
and even helped me choose the most expensive and glamour eye shadow
apply on my eyes.
HAHA.

One of the Malay auntie said want bring don't know what eye brow things
to help me make my eye brow look nicer.. LOL
They're really friendly..

This is the photo,
after the girl helped me make over.
She scolded me for putting the flower picture as profile picture,
then took my photo, edit and tag me.
LOL..:P


Secondly, I make new friends.
Hmm how to say..
I always worry how to mix with people when I work..
But actually it is not as terrible as I think..
People in Watson are all friendly..
They joke, play, and work nicely.
I learned a lot from them.
They even tell me how to make the breast larger..
LOLLLLLL!!

Thirdly,
promote.
Well first time work as a promoter,
I really don't know how to promote my things..
I didn't make any sales.
Still working hard on it..

Thanks to Gary Ng, Jian Hao,
and must mention the four sweetheart for visit me.
Chui Teng, Bhui, Fang Yuan and Jia Yin..
Thanks a lot, eventhough you all didn't but my product
and keep on playing and testing those tester..
haha!!
Feel so happy to see you all<3
Really really happy^^


Maybe it's a boring job,
but for me it's a new experience.
I promise myself will do the very best I can,
to be a good promoter:)

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:)

Had a bad haircut and having mood swing.

I kept on comb and make my hair nicer

but still not satisfy and bad mood.

He used his hand to style my hair

Which I thought it's more ugly.

And he said,

"Like this nice"

I looked into the mirror,

And it looked better.

I smile with confidence,

no more bad mood,

bad haircut became the sweetest haircut ever:P

He knows how to change a bad hairstyle into a better hairstyle.

He knows how to change a :( to :)

And most important he knows me more than i know myself.

Just want to say I LOVE YOU with a great warm hug:)

Difference

Love study.
Love perform.
Love public speaking.
Love go onto stage.
Love vege.
Love food without sauce.
Love plain water.
Love jungle.
Love trees.
Love natural.

Noob in games.
Noob in sports.
Noob in high tech.
Noob in recognising cars' name.
Noob in Korean stuffs.

角色

很好笑吧

有时候会觉得认识了很多年的朋友

比不上一个认识了一两年的朋友

有时会无奈

更多时候会觉得好笑

但我自己

又何尝不是这样？

其实想一想

朋友不是用认识多久来比的

这个阶段，

会跟这个朋友熟一点

下个阶段

会跟另一个朋友熟一点

变的不是友情

也不是价值

是角色

不同的阶段

扮演的角色会不一样

至少

我曾经

在你人生的舞台

表演过

甚至

曾当过女主角

还是最佳的XD

你也

曾经当过我舞台的主角

虽然不够我出色XP

当然

有时会有那么一点点的感伤

为什么

你舞台上的主角

或是第二主角

不再是我？

为什么你的新演员

比我还更了解

我曾经非常熟悉的舞台？

或许

你心里

也有和我一样想法

但时间在走

角色也一直在变

抓不了

也控制不了

唯有欢心地接受

开心地祝愿你们会有一场精彩的表演

也祝愿自己

会有更多

更精彩的演出

:)

Unspoken Thoughts

Long long time ago, before I went for Form 6,
I am a person, who will reveal everything to my friends and sisters..

After Form 6,
I didn't..
Grow up already?
Maybe..
Don't trust a person 100%,
This is what I learnt:)

Day by day,
I just like to keep everything to myself..
If you see my blog,
I also never reveal those too happy or too angry or too sad things..
Just normal,
Or just wrote it in the way that you won't know what am I talking about..

Well, not a bad feeling..
but not that wonderful also..
Just can prevent conflicts and prevent others from knowing what am I thinking..

I don't want emo, and I won't emo..
Paling banyak also fa pi qi..
Fa pi qi makes me feel good,
at least can express xP
but will only work during my PMS xD

Lots of things, keep to myself..
Just like I found that after I change my pencil case, the leng lui who sit beside me in the class didn't notice..
Hahahaha small matter.. but at that time, I thought she'll notice and ask..

Just like there're maybe something in my house, I act calm, but actually I scare til can't sleep..

Just like I don't like to explain, but you like me to explain.. I will try my best to explain, but actually I don't like to explain those stress or sad or angry moment.. Not all the time thou, sometimes I like to express to the only one <3

Just like I am super stress, but now I didn't know how to tell others..
I feel good if my emotion won't influence my friends..
I don't want my negative ions jump to their orbitals..
LOL

Sometimes, I found that, express already also no use.. Hurt people hurt ourselves..

Started to learn to keep secrets..
haha
"sahabat ialah orang yang simpan rahsia untuk kamu, kawan ialah orang yang membongkar rahsia kamu.."
The Kotex Girl said..

I love this sentence:)
I want to be people's real sahabat:)

I see lots of things in school.
There's a teacher,
who I very like last time,
she is cute and she'll share a lot of stories to us..
But when I be the teacher there,
I found that rupa-rupanya,
all the teachers think that she's a person who like to sebarkan every news..
In not that polite word, she is a speaker..
Hmm
I was shocked that time!

Sharing stories is good, just sometimes,
should have a limit,
not until the every single thing you heard,
you tell the every single person you meet..


HAHA..

I am lucky, coz I have the chance to be a teacher in my old school,
at least I understand a lot of "why"..

I got the chance to see things in larger degree..

Just to express what am I thinking in a way that you don't know what I talking about..
Almost everything I said here got hidden meaning..



That you might know.

Life in Kumon

I have been working at Kumon for about 1 year and 5 months..
I love this job..

At first, I was just a marker..
Kept on mark the worksheet from 4pm til 10pm..
You must be wondering..
Is there so many papers or worksheet for you to mark?

Well, It's a lot!!

Students' homework, students' classwork...
A lot..
And I guess there are around 100 students..

After that, one teacher resigned the job..
So my boss, Miss Joyie trained me to be a Kumon Teacher

Well be a teacher is easy,
but be a Kumon teacher,
for me it is quite hard..

Coz I can't teach them all the time,
I must let them independent..
This is what Kumon's objective, let children think themselves..
I have to see condition to teach..

Moreover, Kumon's method is different from outside..
For example, when you do simple addition like 7 +4,
normal person like me,
will use finger..
But at there,
if you use finger,
it's a very very wrong method..

and many other different method,
I have to learn all over again,
for my addition, subtraction, multiplication, division.........

I am a slow person, hard to adapt to new duty..
I was very stress at the beginning,
and some more, they didn't ask me teach the small children 1+1..
But the higher level students which are something like linear equations,
square roots (without calculator), simultaneous equations and all that..

STRESS for 1 month!!

haha.. Well.. after all,
I am quite experience in teaching higher level students xP *proud*

Recently,
my boss wants me to teach pre-school students..
I thought it will be easy job and I said okay!

but at the first day i go over to lower level,
I blur again..
I didn't know what should I do..
I didn't know who should I teach and who I shouldn't teach..

STRESS again!!

Maybe I am really slow... really hard to adapt..

I even taught them wrongly,
for the questions 23-4 >< HAHA..
I mean my method is worng xP

Well now I started to adapt..
It's quite fun, to teach small little cute students:)
I love them honestly^^
They have many patterns <3

And don't be shocked,
they are very clever,
those Standard Two students are learning Standard 5 Math,
and a Form 2 girl is learning Form 6 Math!!

So good if at my time,
There's a Kumon in Kuantan..
Their method able to make them do Math faster..
Then my Math will be very good:P

I'm proud to be a Kumon teacher^^
and I'll surely send my children to Kumon next time^^ <3

Avoiding

Many things,
I avoid,
I prevent it from coming into my life..

But one day I'll grow up..
I'll face it..

There are no world without business,
no world with only naive,
no world with what I want will be there, what I don't want won't be there..

So just..
face it..
With open minds...
With smile:)

and go through it:D

Holiday ends

School holiday ends..
Tomorrow going to teach again..

After few weeks of teaching,
I think I start to like my students..

They're lovely:)
Some of them willing to try their best if i ask them for help..

They're funny:)
The way they react in the class, really make me laugh out loud!! inside.. xD

They're aggresive!!!!!! :)
They fought in the class!
Throwing water bottle to each other,
pour water to each other,
with their angry eyes..
But after that smile again..
Haha..

They're obedient:)
Who say Malay students no good?
I love the Malay students!!
They have self discipline,
they finished their homework..
They scold their friends if their friends didn't listen to teacher
or make noise..

Can't wait to see them tomorrow!!
But wish that tomorrow no meeting and I no need to stay back bah!!

Scary @@

Went to Miss Irene's house last night to ask something..
When I wanted to go back, the sky started to rain..
Gary offered to fetch me to my car coz my car parked quite far..

When his car reached my car,
suddenly few motorists pass by our cars..
And they looked into the car..

Got one guy, wearing a vest with a "POLIS" word,
stopped beside our car and asked us to open the window..

Police: "Kenapa tak balik rumah lagi?"
Me: "Kami baru balik dari rumah cikgu.."

The police said to another police: "Mereka nak balik rumah cikgu.."
LOL..!!
Gary: "Bukan.. Kami baru balik daripada rumah cikgu..tanya tentang universiti.."

Then the police kept asking why we haven't go back..
Gary kept say, "nak balik dah..."
LOL he repeated this word few times..

I was so nervous that time..
Then I called Jun Shen..

"Hello,
I tell you ah,
got police here..
You come out lo..
Ask mai teacher come out..
I very scare ah!!"

I think the police saw I call people,
checked Gary's license then go already..

LOL I was so so so scare that time..
At first I worry kena tangkap..
Eventhough I did nothing wrong..

Then I felt that the way they talk doesn't look like police..
And they only wear a "vest" with a word "POLIS"..
No uniform, no any cards that prove that they're police..
AND, their Motor are not police's motor!
Is normal motor only><

I takut til hand shaking while holding the phone..
And I guess my voice also trembling..

Scary moment><
Gary said he was ready to bang those people if they want to attack us...

LOL first time..
I WANT TO BE CINDERELLA LIAO.. GO BACK BEFORE 12!!!!!

And sorry to Jun Shen><
He came out but couldn't find us..
Coz I parked quite far><
Thank you so much anyway!!! :)

Lastly,
Be careful..
Don't know whether they are real police or not..
Play safe, go home earlier xP

Evil Mind

Yesterday and today..

I am evil minded..

Thought of a long long time ago,

The unfair thing.

Cries,
Headache,
Anger,
all the negative things appeared.

Now,
I already revenge.

I revenge in a better way.

I revenge by living better than them.


haha but all of a sudden I feel I'm evil.
But I really happy coz I live better than them now..

May I laugh??

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

I am an evil!! LOL

The end of the unfair things.
But I am evil xP

Choices

It's hard to make choices on where to go and what courses to choose..
I guess everyone is headache-ing on that.
12 choices, with 4 research university that I want so much,
and 8 normal university..

And relatives keep say can help me enter NUS.
LOL well, I know my pointer,
and I know my MUET marks.
This two already make me couldn't enter.
Even if can, I will suffer there..
LOL..

Still remember after Form 5,
I apply lots of things,
make me suffer,
waste papers,
waste my pen inks
and time.

Now I learn to be focus..
Just focus on what I want..
Should I glad that I didn't get 4.00??
Haha..

People said I should have straight away use SPM result and go apply scholarships,
not staying at Form 6 and get this result (in their mind, my result is bad)
People think I should go for this,
Or I should take that course..
People say this course good,
that course not good..
People said science no good,
say that I should go and take finance or anything,
that can work in many sectors next time..
Then I need not worry about the jobs next time..

Well, no right no wrong:)
But people are people,
Chen Bao Shian is Chen Bao Shian..
I know what suit myself most..
And I'm super lucky because my parents respect my choice:D

I always go and see a counseling teacher at Afzan.
She said, "If next time you think you're in the wrong path,
never mind, you can always change to better one.."

I believe God's plan is better than my plan :)
I'll be leaded to the right way.
My mum and sis said I'm always so lucky.
Haha..
If really, I wish I have a bright future:)
With the path I choose:)

The best result ever:)

It's not straight A.
It's not 4.00.
It's not even reach 3.5.

But this is the result,
my STPM result:)
The best result ever in my life time!!!

I feel so real,
hard work=result.

It tells me, I can go through this second hardest exam in the world:)

It tells me, I can go through other challenges in my future:)

It tells me, I actually can do better, don't be lazy anymore, should do my best everytme..

It tells me, don't burn midnight oil, as it is not good to health, and I will sick><

It tells me, when PMS should eat Primrose Oil, not let the negative thinking affect me xP


I know my parents have high expectation on me..
I know my relatives thought I will get 4A..
I know some people will say my result very bad..

But well, that's my result, I'm proud of it:)

Never regret taking Form 6,
coz I learn more than what I learn xP


Not to forget to thanks my sisters,
they are so supportive and protective!!!
Got a junior say my result cha in front of my sis,
my sis protect me:)
so nice of them :)))))

And to Gary Ng,
congratz!! I'm proud of you!!!:)
Your hardwork paid off:)
See you can do it!!!

And to all my friends,
Olivia, See Yong, Swee Yang, Zhenye, Jia Wang, Tiong Yik, Yeeven, Jo Ann and many many more..
Thank you for everything:)
I enjoyed study with you all:)


The end of Form Six.
It's like watching an awesome movie..:)

Like kena electric shock when see this pic!!!!!

This picture sot dao me liao!! xP

The Best Medicine

The best medicine to cure pms in cry and lie on the shoulder of somebody.. :)

Good Night~

Enough for searching scholarships and Uni's info today..

Good Night!!

Ohya.. STPM will be released on 23rd of Feb?
Ohh my old friend's birthday..

Wish everything will be alright and happy ending:)

Sleep tight <3

想太多

生病会让人想太多吗？

会呱..

很烦，

很烦，

很烦。。

不想要再烦，

不想再去想..

不要问我在想什么..

算了我懂你会问..

不过我也没有在想什么..

几烦啊~

well i think i need to shopping and eat mashed..

My Future ?

Yesterday night when i wanted to sleep..
I keep thinking of what career should I involve?
Will in be low pay?
Will i enjoy it?

Slept at 3.30am because i keep thinking bout it..
Woke up at 7.20am and straight I online search for some information..

Luckily, science job got a lot and not that low pay..
Not only doctor and pharmacy all those..

Haha..
Well will keep thinking until I know what I want..

Here's the link that I go,
eventhough I did this kinds of test in school for thousands of time..
But personality will change from time to time..

http://www.careertest.net/index.htm


And the Value inventory..
What i value the most xP
Here's the link..

http://people.usd.edu/~bwjames/tut/time/workinv.html


Here I found the possible jobs for the course that I want..
http://my.jobsdb.com


The courses that I want to take,
is not really professional and famous like medic or dentistry or engineering..

But I know it suits me..
Will influenced by family members' advices sometimes..
But anyhow,
I think what suit me is most important..

As Puan Ma said, "行行出状元"

Well will still worry of my capability..
Must level up during my long long holiday!!

Jia You Bao Shian!!!!

A small gathering :)

Don't know what to write..
Pictures say everything..
We know each other through XUE HAI..
Except say kheng and yuen ling xP

We get closer through XUE Hai..
We've seen how "can" and how messy were us during camp..
We called each other and sms each other in the middle of night,
just to solve some little big problem..

We cried..
We laughed..
Together,
for about 4 years..

This is us:)
The friendship that will not change,
The smiles that will not fade,
The pictures that always gao xiu..

:)

Happy Chinese New Year!:)

“财神到..deng deng deng deng deng..
财神到..deng deng deng deng deng..”

It's Chinese New Year!!

I still remember last year,
all of us in 6AS3 were very excited for CNY..
We even sing songs..
hahaha..

And this year we're seperated..

Hmm..

Nvm we still have facebook xD

I wish everyone
have a very
Happy Chinese New Year^^

Just worry

I know many will say I think too much..
Ya indeed I think a lot><

I'm just worry about my results><
Eventhough quite a lot say I okay..
But i know how i performed during exam..

First of all, I sick during Math Exam..
Sigh..
After that, no mood for PA paper one><

Somemore I was PMS during the exam..

Sigh..

I even have nightmare about my results..
LOL

please..
give me a result that I want><
LOL

eventhough I didnt work as hard as when I was having SPM..

But I tried to answer all the questions..

LOL I should write a love letter to the teacher.. Hahahaha

Good night:)

Abhi's birthday party

Went to Abhi's birthday party yesterday..
We're served with nice food like garlic bread *my favourite*
potato salad, spicy chicken *dislike spicy xP*
and etc..
Musics are on,
old friends are there..

And quite fun when they play the pyramid and
those who lose will need to drink Tequila..
I drank two shots XD
Cheryl's face turned red because of the effect of Tequila..

The nicest food was the cake..
I like it very much xD
it is like cookies at the bottom,
and cream is put above the cookies,
then put in the fridge..
Gao dim!
The cake is very special and delicious..
love it so much..

I went back earlier because I'm tired @@

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1 more day, hahaha..
awaiting:)
I haven't pack my bag xP
excited excited excited!!!!!

No title..

After viewing Olivia's blog.. Touched:')
I understand how she feels..
About the looking down..

Long time ago,
when my dad wanna buy a lao ya car,
my relatives all disagree
because my dad didn't have money..
Hmm.. my dad quite angry bout that coz my dad able to buy,
and they shouldn't stop him coz he already has family..

My mum also not rich, and just studied until standard six..
So some relatives bullied her..

All these time, only my mum complained bout that and I thought she think too much..
But one day, dad also tell me the same thing..
19 years, he never complained..
But he can feel and tahan all those teasing..
Then I know, it is true..

My dad said, my relatives change after I get good results..
Especially after PMR.. and then SPM..
They be good to my mom..
LOL..

Honestly it is a stress for me..
But I know I will be the one who change my family's fate..
So I have to work hard..

However,
my advice,
Just ignore them..
No need bother about their teasing or their action..
Because one day you'll success:)

No need bother them,
because I know almost everyday my mum will get a free massage by me,
and my dad will have us to download songs for him..

Most important, my parents are very much more bahagia than them,
because my parents' daughters are all beautiful and clever and nice xD

Just be happy:D



p/s: not all relatives are bad xP Some of them treat us very good.. Appreciate them <3