Life is like a roller coaster, it has its ups and downs. But it's your choice to scream or enjoy the ride.

I have been planning to write again for a while, but I wonder how each attempt keeps turning into a draft.

It is now nearing the end of the exam week and I have one more paper left.
This semester has been the toughest semester for me academically. It has felt like nothing that I had previously felt. My aims for time management was completed shattered, and I clocked 3 hrs a night of sleep in the final week struggling to meet all my deadlines. This was something I promised myself not to do again when I was in Year 1 Sem 1. But I suppose it didn't work out.

Other than my academic pursuits, my entire semester has been a rush of feelings and emotions. I had never expected that 3 months of my time could change my life and alter reality as much as the last 3 months did.

I have found what I was looking for. The lost feeling, the emotions that were locked away. I have found it all.
I never thought that there would be a day that I could say this, to proudly claim that all has not been lost for myself.

When I threw the key away 4 years ago, I knew in my heart that the only person who could open the lock again would be the person I would spend my entire life looking for. And I was right.

Fate has played a strange role in my life path this semester.

I have seemingly lost a close friend, a friendship which i strongly believed last semester that could not be broken. But its fragility was demonstrated so quickly. One incident, and the bond felt so empty. So lost. I believe that I have done my part to salvage the friendship, though it has been pointed out to me that I could have done more.
But really, it only takes a few days of unresolved conflict to destroy a relationship. By the time it reached 3 weeks, my heart was already empty. The feeling was alien to me, and nothing could make me believe in the friendship again. Unfortunately, the complete breakdown a few weeks later served to prove me that the relationship had been lost. I really regret it. But I cannot find that same bond back again. Oh well. Such is the strange role that fate plays.

I haven't decided if I should accept it and move on. I am pretty sure that I can still salvage it. But is it worth it? Will anything ever be the same again?

On the bright side of things, I am a much happier person this semester.

The strange coincidence of coincidences. The long journey that we have gone through. The joy, the sorrow, the laughters, the tears. Its a tumultuous 3 months but we have finally converged at the same point in our crossroads in life.

There is no other. Je t'aimerai jusqu'à la fin des temps

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Hi my dear friends, I will be leaving sg for china in 9 hours' time. Will be out of contact for the next 21 days. Cya all and i will be back on the 22nd. enjoy your holidays pple! and take care!!!!

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