happy birthday to 21st me

22th is our earth day

Am so lucky to be born in this wonderful day~

another awesome thing to be born on this day is

there's always a says that we can see the meteor 

Since form 4, every year this day,

there must be a few calls from my friend that have the same birthday with me

some of them is same age as me while some are my brother or sister=)

and we will keep asking each other to wait for the meteor together...

but we never did it....every time we will fall asleep first...

anyway, i am so happy to have u all

However, since i studied in UTAR 

my Bday is fall in our study week or final week,

so mostly most of us is busy preparing our final, including myself....

so upset about this....

every year, my birthday since i am in UTAR was so stressful

And this year, i am so blessed to have lots of birthday surprises...

1st birthday gift received was 2 weeks earlier than my Bday

it was from the face shop....what a lovely surprise~

 Next, my 2nd birthday surprise from my coursemate....
i never expect to have a bunch of my friend to celebrate my birthday to me
and it's was my 21st Birthday....1 time in my 21 lifetime to have such a surprise...
yet i was being concealed and know nothing about it....not even a clue...
still sing along the birthday song with them and guessing who is the one....
anyway....really so gamdong ....special thanks to my old friend to plan this for me =)
but too sad...din't have a photo with all of them~


PS: Let me show off a bit, just realised i am the first to have almost all coursemate to celebrate birthday togehter...it's seem a little bit late to have this kind of bonding after 2 years of coursemate...but hope that we can have a very memorable uni life together....

My favourite: chocolate indulge from secret recipe! 

 even though today is just really my big day...
yet, i don't feel lonely or stressful about it....
because i was already filled with loved
today is just a simple day...

Just wanted to say:
Happy 21st Birthday to myself
Wish all my dream come true =)
good luck in my final！！！

This is the first year to have my birthday without you since 4 years ago...
though, there are unforeseen circumstances that we couldn't be couple, yet we are still friend...this is what i appreciate with....Stay healthy and take good care of yourself..

 

12 Things You Are Doing To Sabotage Your Future by Tim Hoch

12 Things You Are Doing To Sabotage Your Future

1. You are lazy.

Most of us default to indolence. We take the easy way. We get comfortable. We like a routine. This may be fine for 90%. If you are reading this, I suspect it’s not fine for you. So get off your ass and get started.

2. You lack focus.

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There is a moment in the book early in Grant’s career as a soldier where he was sent to hunt down a band of guerrillas, shaking with fear as he arrived at their camp only to find they had run away. It was then that he realized the enemy was often as scared of you as you were of them. It changed his approach to battle forever.

You start out great. You spend thirty minutes of uninterrupted time putting together a plan, making a list, and polishing your resume, so you decide to take a break. You check Twitter, Facebook, Instagram, your friend’s blog, Game of Thrones, iTunes, etc. and two hours later you’re back. No one gives a shit about your high score on Candy Crush or Flappy Bird.

3. You are too isolated.

No one is going to pluck you from obscurity or discover you working at a diner. This isn’t 1930′s Hollywood.

If you were going to advance your goals with the help of the people you hang out with right now then you’d already be on your way. But you aren’t. So get out. Meet new people. Do you have a great idea? Call me. Find someone who has a career you want and reach out to that person. What have you got to lose?

4. You fear rejection.

You know the answer to the question posed above: “What have you got to lose?” Nothing. But you still won’t do it because you are afraid of rejection. If you call me with your great idea, chances are I will decline. This may have nothing whatsoever to do with you or your idea. So don’t do what is next.

5. You give up too easily.

Many of the cases I have won and most of the money I have made is because someone on the other side gave in. Quit. Especially when things got a little dicey.

Know this: there are very few obstacles that cannot be overcome. Hang in there and you will be amazed at what happens. You will achieve much of your success by attrition.

6. You bitch too much.

Stop complaining. It’s a waste of time. Your problems are not unique to you. Get over it.

7. You buy into other’s perceptions of you.

There was a busboy at one of my favorite restaurants  who wanted to be a chef. Unfortunately, the owner of the restaurant never thought of him as anything but a busboy. So he quit. He went to work for another restaurant where he started again as a busboy. But he made it clear that he wanted to eventually be a chef. Now he is one hell of a chef.

8. You listen to other people.

“You’ll never get that job.” “You have to have a (blank) degree to work there.” “They’re not hiring.”

The sad truth is that most people don’t care whether you succeed. They really don’t give more than a fleeting thought to something you think about every waking moment. Don’t listen to them. They don’t know.

9. You are waiting for the perfect job.

There’s no such thing. Even if you work for yourself you are always working for someone else. Take a job that allows you creative freedom or some means of independence or some level of fulfillment and ignore the rest of the bullshit that comes along with it until you find one that offers even more.

10. You lie to yourself.

Our brains are wonderful at self delusion. We tell ourselves we are smarter than we are, more handsome than we are, funnier than we are. This leads to arrogance which leads to complacency. Be brutally honest with your self evaluation.

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11. You rest on your past accomplishments.

You made good grades in college. You wrote a novel. You were a high school track star. That’s past tense. As Babe Ruth, the greatest hitter of all time, said: Today’s ball games aren’t won with yesterday’s home runs.

No one gives a shit about what you accomplished yesterday. What are you doing today?

12. You compare yourself to others.

There are thousands of talented people out there, many of whom are better than you at whatever it is you want to do. There are lawyers and entrepreneurs who are immensely more talented than me. I don’t have to run faster than the bear. I just have to run faster than one other person. 

Worst experience ever!!!!

last post i updated that i bought 2 dresses from Tao Bao,
and if there isn't any postponed, i alrdy received it either Wednesday or Thursday!!!!
but i am so LUCKY that, till now!!!!! my parcel still at China!!!!!
everything just so wrong!
i was so angry of it till now i still can't accept the fact!!!
so here is it:
1st, the seller alrdy sent the dress to the courier office,  but the office only sent out the parcel 3 days after! (anayway, it's still have 5 days bfor the prom night, so i wasn't so angry about it)
then 2nd, now the store there only pass the parcel after 3 days also( not including sat n sun!! ) means, the parcel is only picked up on Wednesday by the courier service but not  shipping the parcel on the same day to M'sia!! still i think should be too much parcel to be shipped so mayb still in the queue, so i din notify the customer service to update the progress....
But then, till thursday, the parcel still no progress at all!!! i think they missed out!!! and what i found out is on the same day! there are some parcels picked up in the morning and alrdy shipped out in the afternoon.....what does that means????!!! they MISSED OUT my parcel!
 after complaining, finally they shipped out at 11pm!!! then i think it should be ok, coz by tmr it should be able to reach M'sia then it will take another day to transfer to me~i can still get the dress in sat morning!
(of course for safe, i asked my mum to pos me another dress from home.)
As what i doesn't wish!!!! today, i keep tracking the parcel, and it hang thr again! I was so pissed off!!!!!

if the parcel was shipped in the afternoon, i will be able to get it tomorrow!!! but not for now anymore!

the 1st pic is other ppl tracking details, 2nd pic is mine's!!!

It tooks more than 24 hours to shipped from China to M'isa!!!!
or the plane is just disappeared like MH370????

what did i do,why i am the one to get this super BAD LUCK???!!!!!
i purposely bought this dress just because of prom night! and plan to sell it off~but now...............it just goes so wrong!!!!

anyway, experience learnt!!!
if the parcel took more than 1 day to shipped, just keep complaining until they really did something if not they will just act like they do concern about the issue but what they actually did is just ignore it!!!!

so upset about this.....totally spoilt my mood!!!

dresses

been procrastinating more and more this few days.....
my Y2S3 is nearly to the end, it's week 8 now~
it's a very stress week which i got 1 complicated report and 2 tests~
the prob is i am wasting my time keep searching for my dress for prom night~
yeah....going to prom night which i think it a must in my UNI life ...at least once!
and here is it~ i din have any dress in my cupboard~
so if wanted to order online, i need to order now~
but i am in a situation which i need to do my report while studying and searching for dress at the same time!
then for sure the time ticking fast~in a blink~after lunch.....i keep searching til the time for my dinner!
still choosing!
this is the cons for shopping online~
the more u search, the harder choices to make!

I wanted to wear the maxi dress to cover up my elephant leg!
but it's hard to find a very young look maxi dress~
Most of it is with aunty aunty feeling!
AND the price!!! In M'sia, maxi dress seem to be like wedding dress! they are so pricey!!!
at least RM100~

At last decided to buy it on TAOBAO!
yeah, it's cheaper and more choices!
and finally decided to buy 2!
Seriously!!!! then which one nicer, wear that one, the other one i will sell it off!
i think i can earn double of it!!!!
And now, i am waiting for the parcel!!!

So, even i am done with my dressing for prom night!
but i am still in that mood and couldn't concentrate on my study!
GG!!

Been finding the interest in my future!

i think i am in the wrong way

i found myself doesn't favor to Bio recently!

just keep studying for the sake of my exam~

just hope to finish my degree and find out what i passion about!

i dont really have an awful University life like others

this is the part where i am regretting~

anyway life still go on~

just hope for better future~

1314

“滴答滴答” 

宁静酷热的深夜，秒针跳动的声音特别响亮

抬头看了一下时间，啊~又是一点了！

这学期，答应了自己要早睡早起...

的确，实践了一段时间

到头来，这几个星期都在熬夜~

刚做完一部分的assignment....打算明天再继续了

结果熄了灯，闭上眼，发现自己又睡不着了

那就索性打开笔电，更新一下部落格吧~~

是的，又睡不着！

前几天，不晓得为什么就是睡不着，

整夜在床上翻来覆去，一直在自我催眠，向自己报时间，想让自己入眠

反而反效果，好像给自己压力了！直到天空开始变亮时，也就是7点多

才昏昏的睡了下去，

怎知一睡就睡到太阳塞屁股,12 点了~

吃了午餐，又继续到头睡，

整个人就是没有神，没有力是的，

这一睡就睡到太阳下山了~

吃了晚餐，做了些事情又继续补眠！

结果，现在自己感冒了，还有些喉咙痛和咳嗽！

应该是免疫系统下降了 再加上现在的天气！

简直就是好时机啊！

好了，半小时过了~

是时候睡觉了！病还么好呢！

晚安

1314，这一天对现在的我来说没什意义~就好好的分配自己的时间吧，过得充实些,做些有意的事情.

一个星期就只有那7天，我就被6样assignments, tests, reports占据了~