Good Luck! :-*

Hi, after years, I remember of you and decided to touch on you. This is the place where I usually write about my thoughts, my views ans opinions. Well, I have graduated. Holding a Bachelor Degree of Applied Science(Mathematics and Economics). Three years back, just like what my current situation is, struggling which course and where to study. Today, I'm facing exactly the same scenario. The different is that three years back, die die also I'm hoping to get into usm, as it's nearer to my home. This time, more concerns that I need to take into account. After three years do I still loving USM? I love to study at that environment? Master of economics management is my field? All in my mind is that nope, I wish to have a change. I know, Master of economics management might SOUND like having more career prospects. But, along these 3years, I have only 1 subject of economic having A. And I'm really not really into economic people. Seriously, I scared when people asking me about economic. Imagine that if you are master student and when people asking you about economy, are you able to answer it? Won't you think it's very shameful? Hmmm.
Okay, let's talk about another course which I been offered, Master of Science(Science, Technology, and Sustainability) in UM. I feel very much to study other than USM. Of course, UM are my first choice. Ermm. Yeap, you are right. I have fate with UM. :P Bofie was formally studied at UM and currently stay in KL as well. Of course I would like to go UM and studies, but I need to consider quite many things. Hostel? Nope, I don't think it's a problem as Maybe I can apply for hostel, worse come to worst then I still have bofie or sis place to stay. My concern, is this course suit me? Is ok to leave parents alone at home?? Actually I think not a problem, cause this course just 2 semesters. Just like 4years course right. One year, ok la horrrrr. Change a different situation might change a life? Good Luck and All the best YinLan! :-*

Little update after 10 months

Hello people! Time flies. Checking back and found out that this blog have been abandoned by me for around 10 months! It's not that I don't have anything to share, just that I lazy? Nope. =) Just that time management is not that good. Haha. Well, I have going through thick and thin for the passed 10 months that I didn't update you guys. Something that's happy to share, I'm in LOVE! =) Sorry that didn't really tell everyone of you about this good news and thanks for being such understanding that why I didn't yet officially announce about it. I'm just to going to blog a little about it. ermm... I think pictures will do the speaking~ 

Confession day. =) *I do not know why this face. maybe tiok cheng kia.. haha. <3 td="">

During Valentine's day.  

oh ya, I went to IBM Cyberjaya for my internship. We have dinnerS together after my working. He brought me to eat sushi before I went back to Penang.

Addicted to sushi when I was in KL. I just dunno why. haha. Been to Sushi Zanmai for 5-6 times, I couldn't remember, and Ishin and others. Thanks for my sis and my boyfie. I have a great internship in KL. Will update more when I'm free! =)

I'm having my mid semester break but for me, it's consider as study week! Tests all coming after this break! I couldn't enjoy much as I have to deal with my studies, FYP, and got to catch up the syllabus and tutorials! I wish that I can handle it and pass my 5th semester with flying colors! Best wishes to me, love and all my friends! 

Thanks for reading. =)

With loves.

7th Nov 2013

4.41pm

难道，错了吗？

难道，约吃饭，错了吗？ 大学，面对最困难的是，约不到人吃饭。但我很感恩，感恩我有个三餐都有吃的室友。我时常反省，时常感恩，但一些人，是老天爷派来试探我的贵人。我应该感恩。对，应该感恩。对，其实，你们想过了我的感受了吗？我没说谎，我只是说事实，不过是事实。是你们的事实。如果你们不是那样，那你们就不该怕别人讲啊。你也要想想，我们住同一个宿舍，读同一课系，上课，回房都一起。 别人看见我参与他们一起吃饭，难道，他们不会问？你们真的那们天真，就真的以为，我四处宣传？可能吧，可能我回答的方式错了？可能吧。那对不起，我也只是讲事实。

So happened to be in the same course, so happened to place at the same hostel, I hope our relationship will last long.  

like it or not, take it.

Always wanted to update my blog, always failed to do so.

It has been awhile since my last update.

Too much to say till dunno where to start first.

People tend to forget things by trying not to remember it even a single moment anymore. Don't you agree with me? =)

And as time passes, of course, we will forget.

Remember only the good things, good people. Appreciate the one who treats you good. Welcoming the love giving by you. Thank you. Give you a chance and at the same time giving myself a chance... Good Luck.

You will like it, you will.

Stay tuned.

Prayers... =)

I pray to my family, my loves and myself. Sincerely, I prayed. =)

Still, I pray. I believe, it will come true. =)

popi popi, amitabha.

yours truly, me. =)

大学 第三学期

眼里总会不经意地下起雨来
我问，瑛兰你到底怎么了
她说，是雨天影响了情绪
雨停了，但没有彩虹
只有阴天
太阳月亮星星
回来陪陪我们

明天没有课
不回吗
怎么还在宿舍
你的室友都回家去了

没有人喜欢跟悲观的人做朋友
我努力过
尝试过
还是一样

其实，在大学的生活里
瑛兰可以过得很开心
因为瑛兰总是有人约吃饭
但瑛兰总是拒绝他人的邀约
却偏偏邀约一些很难约的朋友
然后搞到自己非常的不快乐
很想回家

累了
睡一睡
夜里
好冷
宿舍的水
好冷
冷到发抖
冷
冷
冷
连续几天下雨






你说 雨天 可真 厉害



爱我的 亲爱的 
我们不懂 明天先到 还是无常先到 
爱 要勇敢说出来 



你爱我吗?

untitled.

It's been three weeks since university reopen. How are you? Fine? Sad? Happy? Enjoying? Emo-ing? As for me, for the past weekends, yes, I am, very damn emo. As what you guys know, I am so-called PBSM (Pelajar Balikrumah Setiap Minggu). Yup, I am. Guess what? I miss home until I cried in my hostel. Lonely, Hungry, and Busy. My timetable fulled with activities for the whole September. Rest for few hours now, later gonna go for sign language practice. HECTIC uni life.

Just few days ago, there was an election happening in our uni. Guess what? Two of my form 6






........

it's always a half way post. and started to become very emo.




i know, i should be positive. i should jz be positive, i know. =)

dont worry.