10days

I have 10days left till I have to get back to Miri,sit for the exam and then get back here again on the 14th!It's only the start of the year and already I'm making so many flights in and out. -.- I hate flying alone.

The last time I had to fly alone was a terrible experience.. I was on MAS and was seated at the very last line of seats but got all three for myself :D
The scary part was on the other row,there was this Malay man who wouldn't stop looking at me.So I couldn't sleep even though I really wanted to.The scariest bit was when it was time to leave the plane,i took my bags and hoped to God that I make it out fast enough so he wouldn't be behind me.

To my relief, he wasn't behind me when I was making my way out BUT BUT BUT....as I headed on to the immigration line, HE WAS BEHIND ME..and he stood right behind me when he could have gone to the other line which was moving way faster..-.- Stalker! In the end,my friend came to get me so the guy was way behind at the time. :)

Anyway, It's already the 30th!!!!Tmr is the 31st!!!! Time is going by really really fast hey,Abhi,see, u'll be done with year13 very soon. :P ....................................................................................
So we went for dinner at one of these Indian restaurants in Bangsar.My big brother ordered two pooris ( I dont knw how to spell it ok) and this is what he got...

Flour Boobies :P

Everyone especially me got excited and started laughing.

Today is just like all the other days,I was offered a job and I thought of taking it since I had nothing to do,but..in the end I was told that I would have to walk around with a board on my body,to promote.well I have no idea what it was I was suppose to promote.Wasn't told the details till it got cut. :/

Imagine,I'll be walking around in Damansara with a board on me....embarrassing like mad kan.

Oh well,I have to concentrate on the books now..!!Exam in 12days.



Here's a picture before I leave you.. :)

Valentines Day is coming up.Will u be taking privacy to the next level too?

Cruel to be kind

I know it's been some times since I last wrote something in this site.
Why the sudden change of heart?

I've been going through some things lately, don't know who to turn to so I thought I express my every thought and feelings here.Even if no one reads it,it's alright. I just need to get these things off my chest.

About.com has been a great friend to me.When I'm sad, happy or confused, I'll go through it and search for words that might just go along the same lines as what I'm thinking.Try it someday, maybe it will help you too.

Do you know, every song u listen to in a year,marks an event, a new experience, a new friendship, etc.?
For example, the many Akon songs that was out last year, played over and over again in radio, in your phone or someone else's, and in clubs.Songs like "I wana make love", "Beautiful" always remind me of my first time in Miri, in a club with my new friends.It reminds me of my first semester as a University student.It reminds me of the fun times, before bonds were broken.

Then there was the BEP song, BBP , "Halo" and "Mad" that reminds me of the second half of the first semester, the semester I met him. It was a good first sem really.

Every song I hear, no matter what it is, be it new or old, will remind me of things that I have gone through and also about the people in my life.Knowing him, was the best thing that could have happen to me. It changed me, it helped me move on from bad friendships and it also helped me make new ones.
We are very much alike as we are different.Make sense? Probably not.Oh well,it makes sense in my head :)

This year, I am hoping for a new start, a new start with relationships with friends and also with him. It may be difficult being with someone who is so far away but so near when its time to study but I think its totally worth it. I'm happy with who I'm with now, it may not make sense to many but not everything in life has to make sense.

You see, there are always things that come in between my relationships. This time it's no different.We have pass the problem with the uni, now it's his own dad, the one to decide if he comes back or leaves me for good.
FML lah kan.
Anyway, I'm going to think positively and pray very hard that we may be together once again.We've gone through so much, this shouldn't be our last time together. TOO FAST LAH.

So if you happen to bump into this post, think about what I've said.When you hear a song on the radio or on your iPod/laptop, think about what the song reminds you of.Just for fun.

So for now, Happy New Year. May this year be a blessed year for all.AMEN!

U shud know

As you can see I havent been updating my blog..looks like I probably wont anytime soon...

For now.am doing ok..just have no time for this...
sooooooo


BYE!

New beginning

In a week time I'll b going back to Uni for my second sem.Yes I'm very excited bout 2nd sem but also worried at the same time.Things are going to change,people are going to change and also the situations.
Some are now moving on to their first year of Deg,congrats while others will either be continuing what they are doing or repeating.My results came out last week and well I did really well I suppose..could have done much better but atleast I got a good grade.

In a week,more people will b enrolling to the uni,and some are re entering.(damnnnn) the unwanted is coming..
Second sem I heard is always the most exciting sem of the year.Next sem we'll have cultural night and even prom(I can't waiiiitttttt!) that'll b my first prom since I didn't go for my high sch one knwing it would suck and I heard it did...very predictable and I dont regret not going pun.

Nex sem things have to change in me too..I have to be nicer to people,and find new people to be around with..get better friends.For now,I can't really trust the people I'm around.I'm not sure if they're backstabbing me or not..I'm not sure who are those people who have been spreading rumours about me or even talking bad about me just cos they're not happy with the new friends I've gained throughout last sem..it's not fair on me but what can I do right?People tend to talk,even if they're not sure if what they're saying is true or false.

It hurts,it annoys me as well but then again...I can't do anything about it.Prove them wrong maybe?I can't make everyone happy..I like the new people I'm always with..they make me laugh,they're really nice to me..i like that.Sure they arent perfect but atleast they care about me.

I dont want things to change too much,I don't want to lose friends,even though I've lost one good one to a mistake on one part..I just hope we'll patch things up again.I do forgive you..but you have to forgive yourself and be the friend you were to me then...

Miss piggy is coming..I hate this.
Mr right or not is going to be changing his ways.
Mr Ithinki'msocool is also changing,course that is.which is a stupid move...he doesnt see how running doesn't always help.
MissA is now very happy and I'm happy for her too...nex sem will be hard on the both of us..but together we will fight off "evil".

I know this post probably doesn't make sense to many but I really don't have lovey dovey stories to share like a lot of you might.I don't have exciting stories to share,I don't have news about the new things in life or travels like some..at the moment..I'm just a very dull person who craves for fun and love. :P

My love life is well..not as lovely as can be YET.It's only in it's early stages so it's more of a like like life.It's going great at the moment.I don't want to speak much about it cos well..I don't want to get my hopes up and go all lovey lovey now..I'm making room for disappointment.I am just trying to be careful,i'm not ready to get hurt again.
He understands and he feels the same way..he was hurt not long ago too.
So for now..my like like life is going smoothly and will talk about it when I'm sure about it.

BTW...
how do u feel/how are u suppose to react when u find out someone you used to knw whn you were younger is now a mother?and she is younger than you/your age/a couple of years older than you..and you knw that it's just too soon?

WHY WHY WHY

WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME?
WHY WHY WHY?

I NEED A BREAK!
I NEED FUN!
I NEED YOU TO TELL ME/EXPRESS YOURSELF
I NEED THE BITCH TO STAY AWAY!

Home!

I'm HOME!
been back since 2something am on Tues and haven't had fun as yet.
I've just been bummin around the house,going online and chatting with people plus getting calls from Esther now and then.
It's good to hear from her even if she's here with her old friends. We're all suppose to go out next week,I can't wait..I realllllllly want to go out. (can't you jst see how excited and eager I am? )

Ben's coming home this weekend so then the whole family is going to be together once more.Then he can join the rest,Navin,Esther and I..and probably a few others when we go out.I CANT WAIT!

Yst I went back to the old high sch to get my cert.Ash,Nina and Husna came along.We went looking for our fav teachers.No pics were taken with them though..as Nina said "buat ape?".Ok then..I wanted to but just didn't get the chance. We later went to eat at the mamak then mula la with our kecoh-ness.. Oh this one waiter kept speakin in hindi to us..We said we didn't understand him but he smiled and continued talking that way.
Once he came to our table and said something that sounded like kecoh..so Husna said "Oh we kecoh eh,sry ah".Then he said something and we couldnt understand him again..Man that guy seriously doesn't get us like we don't get him.I couldn't stop laughin though..it was really funny. Anyways..this time I actually took pictures! So here goes..

Ashraf

Nina

Husna

retart!

goodbye :)

Home is where I long to be

I CAN'T WAIT TO GO HOME..
I'M SO EFFIN BORED HERE!
:(

my routine so far after finishing exams..

Wake up,eat,talk,go over to bk's,then hangout till very late,sleep and repeat the same thing again later.
Shit..this is not the life.

22nd June..
the sad thing about leaving here is I won't get to see my friends for a month.Not even him..sad case.Hope they all come to KL.

Am posting from campus..hope this goes through.
Internet sucks.