God grant me the serenity

to have the courage

to change the things i can change

to accept

the things i can't change

and the wisdom to know the difference.

Chain Hang Low- Jibbs

JuYi:- hey come lets play Worms.
JuAnn:- its almost midnight!
JuYi:- so?
JuAnn:- okay.

this conversation was less than 5 secs.
Worms Armageddon rocks my socks!

so anyway, toodles.
off to ps world now ..

A Million Miles Away- Rihanna

my great highlights of the week;

girly outing. excluding Kuhan.
went to KLCC with Jelly, her sis and Kuhan to watch

John Tucker must shall not die.
sorry but Jesse Metcalfe is just so hoooot. *drools* with those eyes and arms and hot bod of a god and .. and .. well, u watch it for yourself and u find it out. there is one extremely grossing part that i never imagined that i will not mention, so i leave u to be the viewer and critic.

Brittany Snow is so so so so damn hot. she' got abs. great abs. 6 pax.
Arielle Kebbel is hot too.
damn it they're all hot.

being able to candidate myself for 4 jobs!
i only remember the most common job; Levi's jeans.
and this one more shop that was a cross between Maggie T and Teddy Tales. forgot the name.
4 jobs, one choice. the most highest paid one!

SEPET.
third time watching but still breaking down in tears.
friend: eh that guy don't look abit like Takeshi Kaneshiro aso la. mata sepet-sepet. Orked: eh sepet la baru best!

i love Orked's quote. =)

morning jogging.
have been jogging for 2-3 days already. with darling E. xx
thou he was late for almost an hour once. yet i still feel faaaat.

Devil Wears Prada.

yea yea yea i watched it this morning. fuiyohh the outfits are to die for. among my favourites;

Nanny Mcphee.
'if u need me but don't want me, i will stay.
if u want me but no longer need me, i will go.'
a must watch show. A BIT similiar to Narnia, but funnier and cuter.

holidays are all bout eat eat eat and do nothing. man who the heck won't get fat !?!?!?!?

Worms Armageddon. the best Playstation game. =D

Sexy Love- Ne-Yo

i'm soooooooooooooooooooooo blardee farking pissed.
i bought 3 dvds from sgi wang today and i personally wanted Devil Wears Prada so so so so so so freakingly much. then i said we're gonna watch it at night. i made sure we watch it that night.

bloody@!))(!*#(!*#(* people have already watched it without me.
'why didn't u CALL ME !?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?'
'i told u and u were just on the com'
'no u did not say anything!'
'yes i did'
'no!'
'yes!'

bloody hell i knew she didn't.
and even if she did, she could have fugging call me again. since i was the one who was so desperately wanted to watch that freaking movie.

now i won't be the 1st one who watch it. #!)(#)!()_(!_)*)(!*()*$!$^$&$!^&*^
MEAN PEOPLE!
i'm just so so so damn pissed. sooooo damn pissed.
then my com got hanged for a while just now. so the previous blog that i was writing a while ago got deleted. !@~!^%#!&(*!###!*&#

so let me just shorten it all right now.
went to Sgi Wang.
got some fantastic shopping.

doesn't it just look like the one from project runway that Daniel and Andrae designed for one of the challenges where rebecca was wearing it with a black satin dress beneath? ;)
60 bux. no play play.

adidas shoes! in pink! n.n
40 bux. lovin it.

hi-tea dress? not so happy.
its just not my style. but u can't deny its unique, a bit chic looking and baby-doll designed.

recent addiction:- Christina Arguilera
I Don't Need A Man- Pussycat Dolls

oh Sometimes

AWESOME PEOPLE I WOULD WANNA MEET;
1. Pussycat Dolls ( veeeery unexpected, rite )
2. Christina Arguilera
3. Brenda Song
4. Au Yong San ( dream on, babe )
5. Daniel Vosovic

I WISH I COULD;
1. have unlimited dosh.
2. dance like Kimberly Wyatts.
3. go back in time.
4. be thinner. *siiiigh*
5. stop time.

I WANT;
1. moneeeeeeeeeeey
2. spaghetti carbonara
3. to go to heaven.
4. to be like Hannah Montana.
5. to go the toilet.

SONGS THAT I THINK ARE AWESOME;
1. StickWithYou-Pussycat Dolls
2. The Voice Within- Christina Arguilera
3. Unfaithful- Rihanna
4. God Is A DJ- Pink
5. Graduation- Vitamin C
6. Family Portrait- Pink
7. Sexy Love- Ne-Yo.
8. Beautiful Disaster- Kelly Clarkson
9. Beautiful- Christina Arguilera
10. Jesus Take The Wheel- Carrie Underwood
11. Lie About Us- Avant ft. Nicole Scherzinger
excuse the extremely long list

HOW I SEE MYSELF IN TEN YEARS;
1. faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat
2. married
3. applying for a gym
4. living somewhere else
5. thinking more maturely, i hope.

RANDOM FACTS;
1. i complain a lot about me being fat and not others because well .. i am fat.
2. i'm freakishly tall.
3. i'm a Pussycat Freak. ;)
4. i love Worms.
5. i dance goofy.

Fergalicious- Fergie

He Said She Said

dancing is so damn tiring.
my legs are killing me i tell u killing me! its like everytime i get up or walk, i can feel the veins being pulled. screaming HELP! HELP! stop torturing meeee!

Get Up- Ciara
a blardee fast song that is hard to catch up with.
someone PUHLEASEEEE help us cut that song short. or i'll kill myself.

thank God we're almost done with the chorus and bridge. courtesy to ChickaDee and MissFlexy.

tomoro's shopping time! wheeee~~
mom's bringing me to Sgi Wang to get my hi-tea dress. and probably new shoes, new clothes etc etc
lets just hope i can actually wake up tomorrow.

Happy raya to all my malay friends! ^^
there's this ad on tv on hari raya that always gets me crying. its this family of a Misha Omar-looking girl who's old, retired, half-mute i think father is now living with her family and she's married with two young kids. her husband doesn't welcome his presence coz he's got Alzhemier's or something like that. ( old, hands always shaking )

and u know at dinner, there are plates of rice and dishes. and u have to get the dish and sumbat whatever u want onto your rice plate.

this old man, since he's Alzhemieric, he always drops the dishes; making the whole dining table dirty. and he often 'lepas hajat' while eating also coz duhh .. old folks. then his grandchildren laughs at him and tease him and his son-in-law gets pissed.

then one day, they buy him a wooden table and plastic cutlery and placed it outside the house; saying that from now on, the old man can sit there when he eats. in that way, he won't break anything. the poor old fella was so depressed and upset, that sometimes he refused to eat.

at the end, finally his daughter begged him for forgiveness. then i end up crying. gahh.

Zwinky is fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun. i like it. i've designed around 5 different dolls already; male and female.

The Voice Within- Christina Arguilera

Zwinkie

may i introduce .. my Zwinkie!

i decided to place her in a cemetary. duhh its Halloween. and i made her look a bit dark and mysterious. i just love mysterious looks. slightly gothic but hey .. these kinda looks suit me. too bad i've a mom to stop me from doing so.

geee this is what JuYi does during her hols.

currently myspacing, friendstering, blogging, quizzing and Zwinkie-ing.

THANK GOD the next few days 4 of us are going to KLCC to find a job.

Bloody Valentine- Good Charlotte

... Why Not? *pouts*

i was looking forward to the hols so so so so so so so so so so so so much.
was thinking bout; relaxing in the beautiful beaches of hawaii. *hahaha!*

the hols are getting boring-er by the minute.
and its only the first day of holiday. geeez!
see .. isn't it better if i get a job somewhere in KLCC or Times Square? that way, i can waste more time more effectively, coz i earn money at the same time.

so 100% JJ and Carrefour are not going to accept me.
so i'm thinking a bit .. further out of the box.
Milo boy said i'm a guaranteed shoo-in if i try to go to KLCC or Times Square. the pay is higher too. but one thing; transport.

my sis got her period! hahahaha .. sorry i just felt like announcing it.
she kept on hiding from my mom for i-have-no-idea-why and we just couldn't stop laffin bout it.

i feel like uninstalling 02jam so that my bro and sis can suffer.

Wait A Minute- Pussycat Dolls ft Timbaland. notice the initials TIM on the car? ;) i await this video.

Time For Me To Fly- Jonas Brothers

Dance What?

i'm not in the mood of doing a dance for the hi-tea. thank u so much Edna

its hard coz it HAS GOT to have approvement from the teachers who will be there and Edna and I are basically body movers, Foofy says she can do some 'breakdance', and C can follow anything possible but not too dirty or too boyish.

a blardee long list of songs of different beats and rhythms and the only songs possible are;

Beep- Pussycat Dolls
Lose Control- Missy Elliot
Get Up-Ciara

its really hard coz we are all of different styles. and 4 people is definitely not enough.
so maybe Foofy can do some breakdancing with Hazwan and Ian. if we can bloody get them.

choreography shall be provided than my favourite Michele and Dhivya if possible.

Lose Control- Missy Elliot ft Ciara and Fatman Scoop

Stop Sucking!

walked around the whole of JJ and only got offered to one job.

everywhere else wouldn't let coz we're underage. !*!(*#()!*#()!*)(!##!

and the chances of me being accepted in that shop there is also so hard. coz the guy at the counter said they were only looking for full time, and i said i can only work from Nov to Dec, and when they gave a form to fill, there were quite a number of names already and they were all form3.

what the heck would they want a form2 for?
hope they notice my height. T.T
pls take meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
it could be possible aso laaa coz most of them are malay, and i'm sure they need to balik kampung and stuffs like that.

please take meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
or else, i'll just go to KLCC and find one. geez.

anyways, missTan brought us there. coz coincidentally, she was going to pass by JJ. i really didn't want to follow her coz as far as i've known her for 14 years, she babbles a lot. no offence, its not that bad really but i don't like it.

• u know you girls are not allowed to go anywhere but home before 12.30?
• ponteng. why never go school?
• haze very bad. shouldn't go out.

so anyway, JJ.
we walked and talked and walked and talked. then stopped at MCD for lunch.

Ranjali:- you know the way Edna eats her burger is so disgusting. she sucks it.
everyone breaks down into laughter
*Edna eats her burger and JuYi observed*
JuYi couldn't stop laughing.
Edna breaks down into laughter
all 4 breaks down into laughter

people everywhere must be thinking like .. omg where did these retarded girls come from? we were also sitting right next to a group of teenagers, but i think they were minding their own business.

then we started throwing ice into each others' shirts.
Foofy was about to fall of the chair when we were all bullying her.
i had 3 little ices in my shirt and one of them got caught in my bra for freaking sake. it didn't come out and it just melted there all the way.

laughing like chimpanzees that just escaped from a zoo.

then we went walking around, trying on some caps and shirts and accessories. Ranjali and I tried on two same dresses. one from Comma and the other from D and D.

i liked both but the one from D and D fitted me better coz the other one was loose and free size.

Ranjali and Foofy's expression after i walked out the door;
omg JuYi looks so sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet!
grandmama look like doll!
Foofy made me pose for her cam. crap.

butterflies! despite that fatter looking image of me on the mirror behind

i really liked it. it was laced very lightly at the bottom and on the straps of the dress. it was white with brown polka dots with a brown lace ribbon right beneath my chest. the colour was absolutely matching because the brown was very soft and the fabric was delicate. wasn't weird at all despite it being polka dot, it was just very sweet looking.

sweet is sooo not me, but i can live with that dress.

best of all; it fitted me so well!
only for RM36; not bad really .. i'd probably buy it for the hi-tea, thou its not following the theme. damn it shud've chose the polka dot as the theme. or maybe i can buy the black and white one.

so i just bought an eyeliner and a bar of yummy Snickers.

hire me.
hire me.
hire me.
i promise u won't regret it.

accidents can be prevented.
think wisely.

Unbelievable-Craig David

High Tea Gown

i think it was yesterday when Aunty Wendy came to my house with two beauuuuuutifooooool evening gowns. one long silky black gown and a knee length mustard coloured dress. sorry, yellow's not me.

she looked like the Black Goddess.
not to mention her awesome figure even when she's already 40++ and that pretty angel face of hers.

that blardee dress tempted me to try it on too.
maybe as tall as her, but definitely not as slim. then i was too tempted to NOT take it off.

honestly la .. i liked the dress a lot. its so beautiful, simple and provocative. and its pure black. duhh black makes u look slimmer. and the design of the dress that i wore was a lot nicer than the one above.

think i can wear it for my the hi-tea?

what u stupid ah? this is an evening gown.

dufus

u are needing a dress.

dumb

yes my sister was the one calling me dufus and dumb and i was being the stupid, according to my mother.

which means she has to bring me dress-shopping! not that i suggested, but she was the one who said she would bring me shopping. another chance for me to go mommy's-money-shopping. *evil laughter*

Right Where You Want Me- Jesse Mccartney

No More!

i'm freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee at last!
exams are over! for the year only

stress relieved like heeeeeeeeeeeeell
i'm feeling as free as a bird.

free to lepak, chill, go shopping!, camwhore and find a job without any other worries.

the pontengers shall hold an official 'meeting' tomorrow at Jaya Jusco Wangsa Maju. *wahahahahahahhaha*

Nose refused to accept Edna and I coz we're under 14! *sobs*
hah .. we don't bloody care. we bet there will be many other shops there in JJ who would want us to work for them. ya right. but literally, we look above 16. with Edna's .. ermmm .. body and my height, what could make us look 14?

our blardee IC's.

hey don look down on us okay!
some people even thought we were working already.
even worse, when Edna went out with her mom, people thought she was the mom and .. yeahh the mom was Edna's daughter.

its job hunting tomoro. *grins widely* followed by lots of camwhoring, eating and lepaking. whoooohweeeee!

merdeka is such a nice feeling.

Without You- Same Same ft Jaclyn Victor

my blog is so hectic.
i've been posting like mad. and this is my second post for today.

KH, Sejarah, Seni, Sivic and PJ to go.
and i'm not freaking studying!
can't believe i'm not worried bout Sejarah. i haven't read bab8 at all. not like i would have any clue of the other 4 subs.

yay yay yay i'm prepared. not.
i'm actually myspacing right now.
and listening to Without You by Same Same for the umpteenth time.

for a reason there's a tingling jealous feeling in me right now.
i'm thinking bout so many beshh fwenns right now its like a black and white movie with no sound. all walking down the Project Runway runway showing off awesome curves, perfect faces, and model looks. and i'm sitting on the bench wondering how i'm gonna be able to be like those perfect people.

*siiighh* its hard feeling imperfect.
once people think 'it', you try to maintain that 'it' look.
i wish it never happened.

lalala~ i had to do some wardrobe cleaning and from too full, its now half empty. hoooray! ugly, fat-looking clothes are gone.

Aunty Chris came over in the afternoon today. my looooooong time neighbour. missed her so much. she always thinks like me. then my mom asked me to give her 3 pants that i had years ago but didn't wear them coz they weren't bell bottom that i got for RM10 each so that she could fix it. i'm sooooo thankful someone finally thinks like me.

my mom got kinda pissed at me coz i had to bring up the story of me wasting RM30 on 3 pants and not wearing them at all. thank God once again Aunty Chris sorted things out for me. gave me some awesome motherly advice too.

even if u pay me, i solemnly swear i'll never wear skinny jeans.

Without You- Same Same ft Jaclyn Victor

i can't get my eyes of So You Think You Can Dance.
honestly, they make the Pussycat Dolls look sooooo small.
they are sooooooooo damn flexible. i think they are all of ballet experiences.
they can dance salsa, hiphop, waltz and who knows what else.

yet Kimmy Wyatts will still be the best ever!

she's not even holding her legs.

So You Think You Can Dance.
now its down to 24 and next week is 16.
then they're taking over the stage babeh!
lalala~ Pussycat Dolls will be performing on one of the eps. *smiles widely*

Cheryl Girl's Aloud doesn't think Nicole would make it as a solo artist.
She doesn't stand out as amazing.

i dunno why but i agree with her. xD hahaz ..
school's so-called prom is coming soon! i have NOOOTHING to wear.
and i'm what u call; completely broke.

Edna seems like she really wants to do the dance. using the song Get Up by Ciara. *siighhhh* wish i could dance like one of those proffesional perfect-abs peeps on tv.

been long since i updated a photo.
was feeling vain and since my hair was in a nice condition just now. heee.

=)

Get Up- Ciara ft Chamillionair

Love Can Make You Feel So Funny

my life from now on shall revolve around daily studying.
i feel so regretful for doing last minute studying for the exams.
and i'm happy that i actually did some good last minute revision and it actually was useful, or i'd fail miserably.

i'm really feeling panicky about Science and Maths.
they're on the line of A and B. or worse, probably a C .

Sejarah, KH, Art and Sivic to go and i'm freeeeeeeeeeeeeee at last!

my butt and back aches so terribly. i feel like a hunch back. i've been sitting on the canteen chair for about 3-4 hours studying Sejarah. not thaty i could pay full attention with Naveen sitting in front of me anyway.

Emilio is my official driver. *muahahahahahahahaha*
it feels so good to be able to relax while someone drives you whenever you want to. excluding the fact that my luxury car is a Kancil.

okay fine i was kidding.
but once in a while when i have no transport, he shall be my drebar. *grins widely*

i'm in looooooooooooooooooooooove with Same Same. weird band name but who cares. that local twins whom i think are not bad.

Supermodel
Without You

among my favs. ;)
but i'm sooooooooooooooooooo in love with Without You. thou Jaclyn Victor's voice totally ruined that soft slow song.

Without You- Same Same ft Jaclyn Victor

Jason Dolley Part 2

now for the hottest yet;


who knew he could look so hawt?
being BRUNETTE!

Teddy Geiger was soooooo 5 minutes ago.

and his *coughs* body *cough cough!* looks soooo *coughcough* censored.

after exams, its gonna be Jason Dolley and Mitchell Musso picture-hunting for mua.

Unfaithful- Rihanna

Jason Dolley

some to-die-for Jason Dolley pictures.










ooooh!

We Ride- Rihanna

Boredom

sigh. supposed to be studying right now. but hey, i already studied for about 1-2 hours in school. and when i came home, i studied some Sejarah then settled down for some yummiest homemade popiahs in my life.

potato + chicken = yummylicious.
i ate around 10 in one hour. stop looking at me like that! but it was seriously delish.

anyhoos,
smile like you mean it- Sandra Tan
forget i ever said that. its total bull and crap. we're all hypocrites, even me.

thats what i love bout my dear DoiDoi dolly. straight forward, not cheesy but she means it. and i guess thats one of her quotes that i have to agree on. i've been spending lots of time thinking i guess about the same thing she is thinking bout right now for the past month now.

and God always has to make me cry at least once or twice a month for that. same as DoiDoiDolly. but i really can't blame her, she just called it off with MrVainPot. and she he cried. i forgot why, but it is really bringing her dooooooooown. she's been crying for days now. =/ worried sick.

Papa and Mama are gonna call it off too.
whhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy !?!?!?!?!? T.T
i'm so sick i feel like crying.
barely any good mood to study anymore.
everyone are going their separate ways. not that they want to; its like those Korean dramas where they sacrifice for unstoppable reasons and stuff like that. pfft.

i'm so confused.
someone save me?

bye bye, A for Math and Science.

When It All Falls Apart- The Veronicas

EXAMS

its only the second day of exam and i'm so freaking tired of studying. thou i barely studied.

once failed; always thinking bout failure.
i'm sorry but thats just me.
i think the BM and Moral paper didn't make me feel as bad as Math did today coz i didn't answer all the questions. and the previous time i did that, i failed the paper. and i never failed a math paper in my life before. not even a C or D. it used to be B's and A's.

i miss those pretty A's i used to get for Maths. *sobs*

it used to be linear equations but now its;
I HATE COORDINATE MIDPOINTS!
i think i remember i used to master that part of the subject, but i didn't study maths for this exam. caught up too much with the wau project.
which i'm very very much happy with now coz i passed it up. or i'll continue touching and fiddling with it and forget studying.

bye bye, 1A.

now its making me feel more failure-ish.
coz i'm starting to have that feeling that i will have no chance in getting an A for BM and Moral.

bye bye A's.
bye bye money reward.
bye bye happy shopping in Thailand! *cries and screeeeeeeeeeams*

' i dunno why the heck we have to learn algebraic expressions for. its not like we use it in daily life anyway. ' quotes Mommy.

SUCH great support i have.
but sadly, its coordinate midpoints that i hate right now.
science tomorrow. *aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh!*

not to mention i released my anger on E coz he was asking stupid questions and telling me that i won't fail which really, is one of the worst ways of cheering me up.

D's strong skills of camera-posing is tempting me to bring my cam to tuition later. *grins slightly*

my two current fav PCD pictures.




and if anyone realized, that song Bebot by BlackEyed Peas; Jasmine Trias is in that vid. and she's also a hawaiian Philipino like Nicole. and their friends.

Hold You Down- Jennifer Lopez ft FatJoe

i forgot to put this in my previous post so;
THANK GOD FORM1 SEJARAH WON'T BE IN EXAM!
i mean .. you should have heard the huge i'm-so-thankful-thankful-THANKFUL!-and-glad-i'll-only-have-to-stress-on-the-form2-syllabus-yet-very-happy sigh. i seriously didn't expect MrAnnoying to say that.

i dunno why but i feel pretty prepared for Math. it has to be near the bottom of my subject list. i guess it was mainly because of linear equations. which i'm happy to be able to grip it now.

subjects to study;
Math i can always forget you know
History
Geography form1
Science the worst subject on my list
BM Literature
English Literature
KH i can always try, but i dunno bout the results

thats about it i guess. =)
all in hmmm .. 2-9 days?
thats possible. ;)

wau project.
whooooooooooooooooh! i spent .. HOURS after school with E and N who btw, thank u so so much for helping me a lot on the wau , hoping to finish my rangka. its 3/4 done, but i really don't want to think bout the paper pasting.

honestly, i'm happy with the results.

i think it looks good, thou it looks like it has angel wings, i'm just so grateful it turned out looking nice. i remember one of my wing stick broke thanks to N was sharpening it with a knife for being too bored so i pasted it with some scotchtape and strong glue and i think because of that, my wau looks much nicer, according to form1 students, E and N.

i felt so piggy.
i ate 3 sushis altogether. don't ask. and drank some rootbeer from W.
i really hoped i finished it, but i didn't have enough sticks. and i felt extreme exhaustion.

dunno how and why; my legs are aching.

Lie About Us- Avant featuring Nicole

effing upset.

i'm so so damn surprised i did not study the whole day today after school not like i studied in school anyway coz i was too caught up in the wau project. F finished her whole rangka in like .. 3 hours and its been around 4 hours and i'm only half way done.

JuYi is artisticly untalented and blank.

what did i spent the rest of my evening on?
rehearsing my Buttons steps. roflmao

no seriously i was.
my sister, my sleeping grandma and me were in the hall so hey. why not occupy it for some training? xD
my legs kinda hurt right now. i rehearsed 4.-5 full times.
with the chair, bar and all that. maybe not as sexy looking as the Pussycat Dolls, but gonna be better! *grins*

lalala i'm bored.
its almost twelve and i'm soooo effing tired.
i'm really thankful for my sister and my grandma's help. she gave me some strong string, exactly like the one Mr ArtBoss gave us. and she taught me a few steps in making the kite too.

why all the eff eff eff?
war between MrBossWong, BrotherWong, and BabyWong.
against the StressedUpSisterWong.

a story i feel like talking bout but i think i don't want to right now.

When It All Falls Apart- The Veronicas

form1 Sejarah is probably coming out. when i can't even complete the form2 syllabus.

wau is due this friday. when i'm not even quarter-way done.

SCIENCE. i really don't want to get another C.

i forgot everything bout Pahlawan Pasir Salak.

i forgot all the form1 short poems and short stories.

Geography as usual; always worried.
the only thing i'm not worried about is amazingly Maths. the topic which i sucked at and once failed.

i'm prepared to fail KH.
and all the other topics that i am bound not to study.
i can't even study anymore. i'm shoooo sleepy i feel like sleeping now. wat the heck its only 8.

sorry, just felt like spilling it all out.

Unfaithful- Rihanna

I'm ANNOYED!

so so so so so so so so damn toot-ing annoying!
my computer! urrgghhh! the damn speaker rosak!
which means i can't hear any music!

i can't hear any music!
i can't hear any music!
i can't hear any music!

and u know i can't live without music!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh!

u might think i'm tripping, but seriously, music is one of the most important things in JuYi's life.

i could always bring the radio down but its quite a nuisance and later on, i'll have to bring it up back. maybe later i'll just study in my bro's room with the radio with no distractions. coz the music that i'm getting right now is the stupid noise from the tv.

but it just feels so so so weird that i'm using the com and not listening to music. i've never done that anytime in my life before. its like;

• J without her mirror. or Amir, probably.
• my dad without his almost daily night supper.
• pasar mlm with no people.
• exam without studying.
• a day without bathing.
• a door without its key.
• a tv without its screen.
• a ring without a finger.
• mankind without water!
• the Earth without Sun!

ME WITHOUT MUSIC!

form1 Sejarah is probably gonna come out in exam too.

yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.

Soooo Much For Studying.

i still haven't covered the whole form2 Sejarah syllabus!
oooomg. and sejarah is next next week.
and exam's starting next week.
and i haven't studied the topics that are coming out next week.

i can't even finish te 7th chapter of Sejarah. and i'm frigging lost in the 8th chapter.

EXAMS. *stomps around in disgust*

to make my life even worse are non other than my siblings.

scene; lunch in front of tv. equal food for me and my sis.

JuAnn:- u can have my chicken piece.
JuYi :- awwww. thank u. why u don't want it?
JuAnn:- i sayang you maa.
JuYi :- aww i *wakes up* what !??!??!??! have it back. gross!
JuAnn:- what? wrong for me to sayang u ah? *pouts*
JuYi :- okay okay let me give u a kiss then. *gives that loving-sister look*
JuAnn:- give me the chicken back.

then i was playing some ps games from 4-5 with both Mr and Miss Sore losers .. it wasn't the game that i was best at, so i did not expect to win all the times i played with them. i mean, from 4-5!

so i was teasing them like .. HELL. serious teasing i tell u. calling them losers in that Mandy-Totally-Spies slang.

then these wackchubs came beating me up like CRAZ Y. hell broke loose.
my bro was slapping me all over and his hands are like .. huge. and his slaps are painful. my face, legs, hands .. then my sis was biting and kicking me. i thought i broke a bone for goodness sake. or broke my jaw coz they were jumping on me and my jawbone hit the wall really really really hard. and it hurt reeeal bad. and thank God so so so so much its just a small blueblack.

tears really couldn't stop coming out coz i hurt really bad. the wooden bed, the brick wall .. i hit my whole body all over those things. my right hand feels like its dislocated.

and worst of all worsts;
i'm having headache.

heaven another hell breaks loose.

my bro was about to play football when i snatched the ball from him. and right now, its under my feet and i ain't letting it go.

my bro threatens me by taking my pretty beloved heart cushion E gave me and throwing it into the dump. or use it as his football.

before he could take it out of the house gate, my grandma got pissed and scolded him coz .. well, she likes E. and she knows E gave me that. so my grandma told him to leave it alone.

thats when i found out my bro has an important match with a few bros. and i'm holding their golden ball. and i ain't letting it go. Milo, Nico, Suden, my sister .. everyone tried to pujuk me but owhh well .. i'm just one of the biggest keras kepalas u can find on earth.

Me talking to Nico:- on one condition. all of u call E over and my brother must plead him with a 'please' nicely, and beg him to beg me to give back the ball.

and everyone knows my bro hates E.
so now he's showing his temper to me.
i'm like .. wtf do i care, baby?

then my sister says i'm being a baby.
wtf? ya'll were being the sore losers.
not a single sorry came out of each of ur mouths.
baby jerks.

one word of advice:- do NOT mess with me. or pay the consequences.

song of the moment:- Just The Girl- Click 5